Chapter 9: The Road to Heaven
I walked out of the entrance of the complex and walked along the street.
The streets are lined with shops, and I almost went from house to house to ask, and there were two reasons why I was looking for a job in the store.
First of all, from the overall situation, I will definitely do business in the future, no business can not afford home, I mainly want to learn some experience from it, and on the other hand, it is also to solve the problem of eating, working in the store at noon must be in charge of food, some even have to worry about dinner, if I can reduce the consumption of two meals, then I can stay up until a month after the salary.
Don't make fun of me for being such a cheap starting point, because I don't even have a penny right now, so what if I don't think about it? It would be ridiculous to be unrealistically ambitious.
So my goal now is that if you have a job, you can get a job, and the rest will be talked about later, and people should be based on the fundamentals, and then they can go further step by step.
But I never expected that even though I had set my goals to the minimum, I still wouldn't be able to get a job.
I think maybe it's because I'm a man, and the work in the store generally needs women, I went so recklessly to look for it, and there was no acquaintance to introduce me, those stores would definitely not agree, maybe they thought I was a criminal on the run, and it was also said that a man of the right age was looking for a job in the store, which was indeed a little strange.
I have a hard time, thinking that if I find a factory to work, it will be easy to be hired, but the problem is that I can survive for a month without living expenses, and some factories even have to pay wages after two months, and I would have starved to death by then.
Later, I had no choice but to go home first, and I thought that in the afternoon I would go further afield, find some car repairs, restaurants and other places, which should need male workers, and the chances of success would be greater.
I went back to the community, but when I walked downstairs, I couldn't help but be slightly stunned, Zhang Yan's yellow Toyota seemed to be parked not far in front, there was no one in the car, but I was very surprised, how could Zhang Yan still come to me, could she ...... Really desperate?
I went up to the sixth floor, opened the door and saw that Zhang Yan was there, she made a table of sumptuous dishes, and there was wine on the table.
Zhang Yan saw me come back, the expression on her face was not unnatural, as if nothing happened to us yesterday, she smiled and said: "I came here in the morning, you are not at home, I have the key and came in by myself, bought you some vegetables, waited bored, and washed the sheets and everything." ”
When it came to the sheets, Zhang Yan's face was a little red, I think she must have remembered yesterday's record, she was like wetting the bed, and she must have been ashamed when washing the sheets.
I said, I didn't expect you to come, I went out in the morning to look for work.
Zhang Yan was slightly stunned when she heard this, she asked me, have you found a job?
I shook my head and said, "It's not that easy, I'll go somewhere else in the afternoon."
Zhang Yan came over to me and said, "Don't go again, in fact, I didn't expect you to be so eager to find a job, you said it yourself, adapt first and then make plans, I thought you weren't in a hurry." ”
I said that it is good to have a job that is stable first, and if you get used to it, it is good to adapt slowly while working.
Zhang Yan is Bing Xue smart, she thought for a while and said, "I know why, in fact, I came to you today for this matter." ”
I asked her what was wrong, and Zhang Yan turned around and picked up her bag from the sofa, took out a bank card from it and handed it to me.
I said what do you mean by that, I definitely can't ask for your money.
Zhang Yan smiled and said, "What is my money, this is originally your money." ”
Her face was slightly unnatural when she spoke, but she still told me that this was given to her by Cheng Lin, and then asked her to transfer it to me after I was released from prison, and the money in the card was my previous salary, about more than 50,000 yuan, Zhang Yan said that she had read it without my consent, so I didn't care.
I said I should ask you for forgiveness to be true, yesterday I was too impulsive, and afterwards I felt really sorry for you, I said that I didn't plan to ask for this money at all, you put it away yourself, it will be my compensation to you, I just hope you don't hold a grudge against me.
Zhang Yan bit her lip and didn't speak, and it took a long time before she sighed faintly and said: "Han Bin, I know that you are a good person, I hope you can understand that everything yesterday was voluntary by me, I have always liked you very much, and it is because of this that I am willing to allow you...... I don't regret being like that, and I don't want to blame you for anything, so don't feel that you owe me anything, as for the money, I don't want your compensation, and even if it does, it can't be compensated by money. ”
I looked at Zhang Yan's firm and somewhat resentful gaze, and my heart was really moved, I thought that everything this woman had done for me could indeed not be made up for with money, I walked over and gently hugged Zhang Yan's body.
I kissed Zhang Yan's ear and said: "I'm sorry, I'm too narrow-minded, but I didn't mean to vulgarize the relationship between the two of us, I didn't understand you before, but now I understand, no matter where I go in the future, no matter what the results of the two of us will have, I just want you to know that in my heart in the future, there will always be your place." ”
Zhang Yan couldn't help crying, she said, "It would be nice if I had known you earlier." ”
I lovingly hugged her tighter, and I said, it's not too late, as long as you really understand each other's hearts, it's never too late.
Then I went to kiss Zhang Yan's little mouth, her little mouth was warm and soft, I soon felt it, I couldn't help but touch her, and wanted to press her down on the sofa further.
But Zhang Yan hurriedly shook her head to stop me, she said that she really can't be like that today, after yesterday's like that, her body has been fluctuating all day long, and she is still weak and weak until now, if she is tossed by me again, she will have to die.
I said I'd be lighter, gentle, and she said gentleness wouldn't work, who knew you'd forget everything then, and I still had something to discuss with you.
I smiled evilly and asked her what was more important than that, Zhang Yan hurriedly ran away with a smile, she said to eat first, while eating, I smiled and said that it is right to eat first, and only when you are full will you have the strength to do something else, Zhang Yan gave me a blank look and said You are really bad sometimes.
Then we sat down to eat together, Zhang Yan's craftsmanship was great, I feasted, Zhang Yan saw that I was happy to eat, she was also very happy, she ate a little bit and was full, I think no wonder Zhang Yan's body is so petite, the secret turned out to be to eat less.
Zhang Yan looked at me eating with affection, and discussed with me: "Han Bin, I want to ...... If you really want to work as soon as possible, why don't you come to where I work, so that I can see you every day and be happy to think about it. ”