As the saying goes, things gather by like, people by groups, in such a society where fate is like a play, the girls I met are all strange bones.

I sat opposite Zhuang Xiaoli and looked at her: "Let's talk about it." How was it that you ran away from home the other day! Is there something unspeakable or unspeakable? You don't say it so I can be happy? ”

I could see that the moment my voice just disappeared into the air, the resentment on her face was enough to kill me silently, but my stubborn eyes still broke her.

Later, what she said silently killed my ignorance, and I knew that if I hadn't heard of such a thing, maybe I wouldn't be as silent as I am now.

She sued me and when she found out that her husband was secretly dating a KTV lady, she completely exploded.

In Zhuang Xiaoli's words: "Why do I have to tolerate him finding a woman who is a hundred times worse than me? If that woman is better than me, I'm absolutely lost. ”

Yes, every woman has this mentality, if her man finds a woman worse than herself, there is always a feeling that she has been severely abused by that woman.

"And how did you do that?"

My curiosity shattered, and I stared at her undisciplinedly. She made tea seriously, and then replied to me lightly: "I asked my husband to beat her." I admit that I was overwhelmed by her extreme behavior, and I was about to open my mouth to praise her for her wisdom and bravery, but she quickly stopped me: "I still want to thank you for your example, and I have come to a point when I see how bad you have been." In order to repay the previous efforts, the only way to repay the dog man and woman is to crush what I can't get and then give it away. ”

I had mixed feelings, because I wasn't stupid enough to feel like the word 'wretched' was complimenting me. I listened cautiously to her telling me about her achievements, for fear that I would be pulled out by her again as a metaphor.

She pointed fingers and gushed endlessly: "Don't mention how brave I am, after finding that woman, I forced my husband to beat her." ”

I clutched my little heart, which had been crushed by her sword again, and watched as she glanced at me with that smug look.

I waved my hand, quickly diverted her attention, and touted, "Go on, you, why stop and look at me?" Go on and talk about how brave you are, I want to hear it. ”

She was really carried away by my attack, and one second she was watching me talk and stopping, and the next second she was in high spirits as if she had borrowed a corpse to resurrect her soul.

"I can tolerate him trampling my body, but I really can't tolerate him trampling my soul. You're right, Xiao Dai? ”

I thought to myself, can you sue me for how he trampled on your soul? Was it trampled with ** or with his soul? But he obediently agreed: "Yes! Right! "Because I am more afraid that she will trample on my soul than if her soul is trampled on.

"We have children for these men."

I hurriedly corrected: "For this man to have children, not these." Not so many at the moment. ”

Zhuang Xiaoli looked at me coldly, then calmly snuggled to the back of the chair and spread her hands: "I don't want to hear it, let's talk about the inspiration I learned from your past experience." ”

I instantly complied.

So she continued to talk at length, saying that it was the right decision for her husband to hit the woman. If she does it, her husband will feel distressed, and maybe he will get divorced. But if she asks her husband to fight, he and his new love may break up. It's all fighting, but the ending will be different depending on the method.

I muttered, "Is he willing to hit her, or does it mean that he loves you?" ”

She smiled beautifully: "Do you think that everything in the world is as simple as you?" He certainly didn't want to hit her. It was I who sued him, if he didn't beat that, I would go to that KTV to sit on the stage, so that everyone would know that his wife was forced to sit on the stage by him. ”

I laughed too, but bitterly. I don't understand why what was supposed to be a beautiful and profound marriage turned into a dirty deal. After that, we still chattered around this topic, Zhuang Xiaoli's words were nothing more than holding grievances for women, and worrying about her future by the way. She said: The child crawled out of our belly, the body shape is out of shape, the face is easy to age, and the most beautiful time is dedicated to them or us. Do you say that in the future, we can still find a wishful husband who treats our children as our own and treats us like our first love?

I have hopes for such a problem, but we all know that such a request is too unsatisfactory.

But I still comforted her: "Yes, we will definitely be happy." She grinned at me and stirred up her coffee.

Before leaving, she asked me: "I want to go to Lijiang, Yunnan, I heard that it is a good place for sexual encounters, how about it, let's go together?" ”

I said, "No, I have too much to do." ”

She looked at me with a smile: "I know, you haven't come out of the past yet. ”

"No, I've come out a long time ago, I just don't believe in love anymore, for me, friendship and family affection are always more eternal than love. This is what hurt taught me. ”

At night, after my daughter fell asleep, I stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom and quietly looked at myself in the mirror, my thoughts were very confused.

I always thought that the scenes in the past 8 years, no matter how bad my scenes were, would at least be a supporting role in this tragic drama.

But at the end of the play, it suddenly dawned on me. The only audience I was touched by in this scene was myself.

Yes, I'm just a loyal viewer who participates in it from time to time and watches the scene from time to time.

When I was 17 years old with him, he was a poor man, and I had a hard time with him, but we were very happy at that time.

Although he and I have never lived in the basement, we have a period of steamed bread and pickles that we have to save each other for each other.

At that time, he traveled 50 miles back and forth every day for a job with a monthly salary of only 500. I almost forgot the bitterness of that time, but I clearly remember that he loved me very much at that time. He would give me all the only 500 yuan he had, and he would try to trick me into eating more with my daughter if he wasn't hungry. He has too much good.

Later, he said that he wanted to start a business and wanted to give me the best life, so he borrowed money from his parents, but his parents only replied to them: "No." "I really didn't want to see him lost, so I could only talk to my dad cheekily, but my dad didn't say a word, and immediately transferred the money to Gong Xiaoyi's account. Our days are also better, and I can buy what I like. Later, we bought two cars and could go where we wanted.

However, he came home more and more late, and spent less and less time with me and my daughter, and I often told him that the number of times you stayed with us was inversely proportional to the number of times you didn't return all night. He just smiled.

In my memory, his smile has not changed, but the distance between us is getting worse and worse.

I accidentally found out that he was having an affair. I panicked because I never thought that something like this would happen to me, so I never imagined what would happen if it did.

But I made a great decision to talk to him.

I was going to pour bitter water with him and play the warmth card. I want to sue him: I have been with you for more than 7 years, and I was with you at the age of 17 despite the opposition of my family. I had a daughter with you at the age of 19. You had nothing, you just had us.

I even planned to pretend to be my second grandson and tell him, "Don't bring your illness home, don't give her money to spend", endure it, and this life will pass.

But when I faced him, I realized that the infidelity of the body and the infidelity of the soul are on the same level, there is no such thing as cheating in this world, and if he loves it, he will not betray it.

So all the prepared warm cards changed, and the first thing I said to him was, "If you have a new love, please trouble the uncle to raise your noble hand and let us two go, while I'm still young!" ”

He said, "Don't I want you?" Or don't you want a daughter? I didn't want this home. Ning Dai, isn't this society like this? Aren't all men like that? ”

I suddenly didn't even have the strength to get angry, the man in front of me was very strange, very strange, very strange I looked at him hard, is it still him? Is the man who once swore that he would love me for the rest of his life? Is it really him the man who said he was good to me all his life? Is it really him the man who said he would never leave me for the rest of his life?

I used to think that two people could be invincible if they loved each other, but I seemed to ignore the word "life", and it killed all my innocence.

It's like walking on the top floor, you only need to take one step to reach the paradise you want, but you just take a step on your front foot, and you fall into the abyss with your back foot.

I smiled wryly and said, "Xiao Yi, do you feel funny?" I'm laughing out of tears, I'm about to enter 8 years, the seven-year itch is about to pass, you gave me such a surprise, do you say it's funny? I invested all of myself in you, my youth, my body, and even my qiē I gave you, I am reluctant to spend your money, just to save it so that you can raise other women, do you say it's funny? I paused and said slowly, "Let's get a divorce." ”

He yelled at me, "What have I lacked from you?" You say you will leave? Divorce! Gu Ningdai, you're talking about divorce. You can't forgive me for this little thing, can you? ”

"A trifle? Gong Xiaoyi, don't you understand? Divorce is just a formality, and I don't want to have anything to do with you. I hope that from now on, I don't need to say the same thing to you again, I don't want to go down the road of the past, I don't want to listen to some empty words from you, and I can't accept such a you. ”

"Gu Ningdai, you can't give me any leeway, can you?" He even admits his mistakes with a high-minded appearance.

"Gong Xiaoyi, we are not seventeen or eighteen-year-old children anymore, we are adults now, parents, we all need to be responsible for what we have said and done. Listen, after tomorrow, I hope to see you again! Do it yourself, Gong Xiaoyi. Take your broken theories and continue to sink into the world you want. ”

His expression was so intricate that I couldn't read him. Even in his concept, sleeping with other women is a trivial matter, as long as he goes home and spoils his wife, it is not cheating at all. In other words, in his concept, the intersection between a man and other women** does not mean cheating.

It's that ridiculous. It really felt enough, even nauseous.

I think his reply has been given to me, I think, he doesn't need a chance anymore, I think, I don't need him anymore.

When a man has nothing, he needs a stupid woman who never abandons and does not dislike material things. But when a man has material things, he no longer needs a stupid woman who doesn't need material things.

The purity I wanted, he didn't give it to me in the end. I also finally realized that when women try their best to save money for men, men will rack their brains to calculate where to spend the money that women save.

When he had zero savings, I longed for him and said, "When you have 10,000 yuan, give me 100 to satisfy your hunger." And then our deposits went from 10,000 to 100,000 to 100,000 to millions, and I kept saying, "Divide me a little." He always replied, "It's all yours." "But the truth is, I can save as much money as I can, and I haven't even bought a brand.

In this way, the world I laid down with him was handed over to other women. Later, I realized that a woman's career is only herself, and if you know how to invest in yourself, then someone will invest in you.

In this society where men don't look at their faces and don't look at their hearts, and women don't recognize people when they look at money, as we who will be eliminated at any time, we can only stand tall and stable by upgrading ourselves to hot moms.

To be single is also to be single. Independence is the best weapon of attraction.

Although the process is long and grinding, loneliness, grievances, responsibilities, and all kinds of problems surround you, it doesn't matter, when you break through all kinds of defenses, you can transform into a real woman.

In this society where you have feelings when you sleep, it is noble not to follow the crowd.