We all seem to miss out, losing in the cage of the ego. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Until one day, a fog filled his life, and in the wave after wave of struggle, he saw the light of day again. Shielding his hands from the dazzling sunlight, he found his hands empty. The things that were once so tightly in my heart have long since disappeared. After the clouds are cleared, there is nothing left of the things that we will see again.

Life is a farewell and a forgotten journey. All the can't go back is a new beginning.

I thought I wouldn't change my old self. But it won't be long before we all become the same as we once were.

After tossing and turning all night, my heart was not full of emotion, on the contrary, after reading the letter she left, my heart was a pure land and unprecedentedly clear.

And at the moment, I just can't sleep, I think, it's time to start over in the true sense.

It's not dawn yet. There was also no sign that Mr. Sun wanted to go out. I grabbed my coat and put it on and began to tidy up the room.

From the bedroom to the bathroom to the kitchen and then to the living room, all the corners were not missed, and the things I usually didn't want to touch were smashed out and thrown into the trash.

In the easternmost part of the sky, there is a sunrise. I struggled to drag a large bag of garbage downstairs to dispose of it.

There are some things, if you can't forget them, you hide them. It doesn't matter, the traces of deep or shallow are nothing but the past. What is called the past can never stand in the way of tomorrow.

Overnight, I didn't hate Gong Xiaoyi anymore. The greatest enemy of life is oneself.

After carefully grooming and dressing, I went to the hair salon and told the hairstylist: "Just toss around, just look good." ”

The hairstylist hesitated for a moment before asking, "What about the price?" ”

I replied lightly, "The cheapest one." ”

The last second I was the same person I used to be, and I don't want to continue to indulge in the characters of the past.

I sent a message to Zhou Xiaoshuai: Does the crew need to work? I want to make some money.

He was incredible: Are you crazy Gu Ningdai?

I replied: I want to start a little bit... And then little by little earn it back.

He said, "No! That's not your style! You used to disdain to be the bottom. It's you who eats a big fat man in one bite.

I replied: Does the crew still need people? I was looking for something to do.

He replied: It seems that there is still a shortage of a boxed lunch.

I replied: It's good if there is a lack of people. From tomorrow onwards, I will be the boss of this position.

He replied: ............

I have a lot of paths I want to walk, places I want to go, life I want to live, and scenery I want to see.

What used to be a starting point was too high, walking all the way above the clouds, and suddenly falling into the soil. I thought I would stop in this muddy swamp. Unexpectedly, there are also beautiful scenery in the lower places. It seems that after walking a few steps, after struggling for a while, you can take a step, as if you are persevering, you can go to the road ahead and feel the fragrance of nectar. It seems like it's just a bit of a loss.

I really said goodbye to the city and rode in a bus for 8 hours. It was a bumpy ride and a pain all over my body.

Zhou Xiaoshuai's voice on the phone was very anxious: "Auntie, I've been waiting at the airport for several hours. Did you come or not? ”

I was panting and dragging my heavy luggage, pulling and pulling, not saying to the guy who had stepped on my foot, "Hey! Uncle, I'm really sorry for delaying you to step on the earth a small step, isn't it! ”

I can guess Zhou Xiaoshuai's impatient frowning. He said, "Are you going to the market?" Why is it so noisy? ”

I managed to squeeze out of the crowd and quickly replied to him: "Where am I at the bus station?" Not at the airport! ”

The decibels of his surprise were particularly loud: "Huh?! ”

I really don't like to sit in Zhou Xiaoshuai's car, except that the damn sad song is his verbosity. "You're so poor that you can't afford a plane ticket, are you?"

"Hmm. I also want to save money for food. ”

"It's not. Are you kidding me? You're not Gu Ningdai, are you? Clone you. He looked at me with a frown.

"Haha!" I slapped my shoulder: "The time has come to witness the great friendship between you and me." ”

"But what about the daughter?"

My heart suddenly hurt, but I quickly grinned. I replied to him as if everything didn't matter. "When I'm done and find my true self, I'll pick her up."

He looked at me a few times with full eyes and then stopped talking. For the rest of the journey, I listened to the bitter love songs that spread in the car.

I once accidentally saw a very funny sentence on Weibo, which said: If life deceives you, write a script and change the ending.

But our life is not a play that can be stopped and rehearsed. You can't rewrite it, but you can do it all over again. Clear the past, start again!

I have turned down many opportunities with shameful self-esteem, and the character of the pathetic Miss Gu has made me not have to have dirty self-esteem to cater to joys and sorrows one after another. I want to relive and start what I lost. There was no reason for my mind to change, it was just that overnight, a force matched me.

This force tells me that no matter how painful and tired I am, I must grit my teeth and live! No more bumpy rides! No more helpless! Even if it's on your knees! Even if it's crawling! Also get out of this swamp. Just because alive.

On my first day on the set, I was subjected to sneering and ridicule, and many people's attitudes towards me had changed, and the guys who used to be obedient to me are now calling me around.

My daily task is to deliver lunch boxes. Sometimes the lunch box is not delicious, and the delivery person will be blamed. During this period, I heard a lot of cold words and cold eyes.

Only a few people are still the same as they used to be to me.

Zhou Xiaoshuai asked me on a warm afternoon, "Let's go do other work." I'll tell you about it. ”

I put down my lunch box and hurriedly vetoed: "Why do you have to let others point to my backbone and speak?" I'm doing this very well, and I'm not doing some hard work, do you need to sympathize with me so pitifully? ”

He frowned and looked at me: "Gu Ningdai, do you know how many people are entertaining you behind your back now?" ”

"So what. Can those pastimes change their lives? It's just that some villains have been addicted to it and are looking for some psychological balance. ”

He snatched the lunch box from my hand and ordered me: "Gu Ningdai don't deal with these lunch boxes from today on." You have your talents, you have your qualifications, you have your ambitions. This society is not the past, and no discerning high-level will notice you, the guy who distributes boxed lunches. Come with me. He grabbed my wrist with all his might. I can't shake it off.

"What are you doing? Zhou Xiaoshuai. ”

"The crew used to be your world. Whatever you lost, you earned it back for me! Although dignity can be bent and stretched, talent should be stretched in the right place. ”

"Hey! Nabs. You let go! You're pulling like this, I'm hurting big brother! ”

Later, it was funny, and I went back to hand out lunch boxes. Zhou Xiaoshuai himself was going to take me to meet the chief director of this scene. But the director broke his leg in a car accident. Then, I got a text message that roughly meant that he liked my hot mom days. Ask me if I sell it.

Because my mind was not pure, I didn't understand the sender's punctuation too much, and replied to him ruthlessly: "You don't sell it." ”

Then, I met this guy one day when I was handing out a boxed lunch. He's our director.

As soon as I handed him the lunch box, my phone rang. I wanted to be more dedicated in front of the chief director, so I always refused to call. But the caller doesn't get tired of calling, and I don't get tired of calling. So my phone rang rhythmically, only for the first few seconds. Then, the chief director looked at me, and I smiled timidly, thinking that I wouldn't lose my job because of this. Immediately afterwards, I saw the chief director standing one meter away from me take off his Bluetooth headset, then took out his mobile phone, and looked at me in surprise. His brows were furrowed, especially like Zhang Fei. I shuddered, thinking to myself, Zhou Xiaoshuai can't protect me this time, I'm going to be unemployed.

This was the first time the chief director spoke to me. He cautiously asked me, "Hot mom era... What did you write? ”

It dawned on me that the call I had been rejecting was made by him...

On the night of my 35th day in the crew, I had just finished work, and I took out my mobile phone and there was a message from Wu Feng, he said: "If you are just quiet and want to change your life, then I accept it." But at least you TMD let me know you're alive and well. I don't want you to cry like a Sabi just thinking about you. "After reading it, I was still thinking that when I returned to my residence, I must send him a message to report his safety. But I always have to wash because I'm too tired, and every time I think about it, I forget it. And just like that, it was as if I had disappeared from his world.