Chapter 218: Life is also a game

Time passed unconsciously, the bright moon tilted westward, the night breeze surged with coolness, I kissed Zhang Yan's forehead lightly, the corners of her forehead were slightly cool, and I said softly: "Is it cold?" Let's go back to the house and sleep. ”

"Hmm." Zhang Yan replied softly in her snort, and meekly took my arm and went upstairs together.

I leaned on the head of the bed and waited patiently, but she washed endlessly in the bathroom, until the snow-white skin was rubbed red, as if she had been whipped, and then came out of the bathroom fragrantly.

The hot spring water is slippery and creamy, and you look back and smile.

When Zhang Yan's pretty figure appeared in front of me, the beauty of the bath was really breathtaking, and the beautiful silk pajamas completely highlighted the beauty of her curves, and she was born beautiful, and her half-exposed crisp (0) breasts made me want to move for a while.

I couldn't wait to meet it, hugging Zhang Yan's soft and boneless delicate body, my mood was rippling, I greedily sniffed the delicate fragrance between her neck, and then couldn't help but caress the nipple (0) room under her pajamas.

It was a pair of good-sized babies, tentacles, beautiful and simple forms, but containing magical powers, I was addicted to them, teasing Zhang Yan as I wanted, and I couldn't stop.

Zhang Yan soon flushed her cheeks, her body trembled slightly, her eyes were in a trance, and her snort quickly became rapid and scattered, she hooked my neck and pressed it tightly, her body exuded an extremely attractive temperature.

My emotions were immediately activated by this kind of spring unique to women, my violent heartbeat, and suddenly very rudely ripped off the pajamas that were on Zhang Yanjiao's body, she didn't wear anything inside, she was like a newborn baby in front of my eyes.

"Hmmm......"

Zhang Yan snorted suddenly, her voice was very soft, her eyes were slightly closed, her petite and compact body showed the gentleness of women against the background of incandescent light, and with the tiredness after a long bath, Zhang Yan's delicate figure appeared soft and helpless, which made people feel pity.

I turned a blind eye to Zhang Yan's delicate as if I was obsessed, I treated her more and more rudely and even couldn't extricate myself, I began to go crazy, I turned all the love for Zhang Yan in my heart into unscrupulous punishment, the weaker she is, the stronger I am, my passion is surging almost like a river embankment bursting, and the stormy waves and storms are trying to conquer Zhang Yan.

Sometimes men love a woman to the extreme, that is, they like to torture her to the point of being extremely entangled, I long to hear Zhang Yan's painful and joyful screams, I am like a wolf tormenting the weak and helpless little white sheep under me.

Zhang Yan was completely messy, she forgot herself, like an acrobat who was distorted into various postures, a woman is an animal that is easy to be shaped, and being abused when she is powerless to resist is also a deformed enjoyment, Zhang Yan distorted her pretty face, and she couldn't extricate herself from indulging in screaming, she used her voice to vent the entangled feelings in her heart that were suppressed to the extreme.

Conquering and being conquered are essentially a kind of happiness, Zhang Yan and I have evolved this happiness to the extreme, and we are integrated in the ultimate happiness experience, like a magnet for the two poles of yin and yang, once absorbed, it is firmly held together and cannot be separated.

That night we lingered for too long, Zhang Yan gave me a new experience, I played an irresistible majesty in that new artistic conception, Zhang Yan let go of her heart, her heart bloomed again and again, she muttered weakly, she said that she was about to die.

Zhang Yan's dying also gave me an urge to fight for myself, I didn't care about myself, and I seemed to forget everything in the world, at that moment, I really wanted to die on her.

The extreme lingering, we slept together until three o'clock in the morning before getting up, we were woken up by Zhang Yan's mobile phone, if it wasn't for the call, we would definitely sleep longer.

Zhang Yan lazily picked up the mobile phone on the bedside, I heard the voice inside was Yuan Wei, maybe it was the company's business, I didn't listen carefully, I just hugged Zhang Yan's smooth body and enjoyed the tenderness that had just woken up.

Zhang Yan hung up the phone and got up reluctantly, she couldn't help but go to the company if she had something to do.

I leaned on the head of the bed and watched Zhang Yan get dressed one by one, that feeling is actually quite pleasant, like magic, from slick to dressing up and dressing neatly, Zhang Yan's temperament is completely different artistic conceptions, she is now a shrewd and capable company CEO image, only I know the other side of her, but I like both of Zhang Yan's images.

Zhang Yan kissed me goodbye, she picked up her bag and walked out of the house to go to the company, I began to feel a little bored alone, this boredom is not because I am lonely alone, I suddenly feel that my life is not a little too pale.

Money, endlessly trying for money, have I become a slave to money?

Women, all kinds of different types of women, has my life been revolving around women's skirts?

I have to admit that I am very lucky, money comes too easily, and it is even easier to enjoy women, maybe these two aspects complement each other, and there is no shortage of women around rich men.

But if you put it another way, is this kind of life really happy?

If everything comes too easily, it may lack the pleasure of pursuit.

Some people may think that I don't know how to be blessed in the midst of happiness, and most men have tirelessly pursued these two aspects of money and women all their lives. I have everything I should have, why am I not happy?

I don't know what I'm unhappy about, I just feel like I'm living a very empty life, and this feeling of emptiness is because everything came so easily.

Just like playing an online game, there are always too many aspects that novices are looking forward to, maximizing their combat effectiveness, all kinds of coveted top-level equipment, and then starting to pursue these goals day and night, and the process of pursuit is a kind of fun.

But if you go straight to one million yuan, your combat power will reach the top level all of a sudden, and you will suddenly feel bored when you buy all the top suits you dream of, and then you will play this game again.

The reason is very simple, because there is no pursuit, what is the fun if there is no pursuit?

Is life the same, you have everything you want, where is your goal?

Maybe life is also a game.

I remember that there is a saying that makes sense, there are two kinds of pain in life, not getting is a kind of pain, and getting is also a kind of pain, no wonder some businessmen and wealthy people are not as happy as those ragged poor people in the end, the reason is because they (they) have played the game of life to the top, because they enjoy all the fun of life too early, so they don't feel any fun.

Although my life is not at the top of my life, I don't seem to have any goals in life, more money? More toying with women? Does it really make sense?

Am I missing something in my life? Why didn't I feel the way I feel when I was poor?

I thought about it and thought about it, and I asked myself over and over again, do I have any regrets left in my life?

Then I suddenly thought of Cheng Lin, and I found that I hadn't thought of her for a long time.