Chapter 3: Spirituality

Shen Pang panted heavily, as if he felt that if this "fish" was unhooked, he would have very painful and uncomfortable consequences, so he tried to maintain it.

The mentally ill person was also struggling, but not physically, but in the thoughts of his head.

It's very strange that Shen Pang seems to see the "thoughts" in his mind that are struggling forcibly, and he is like watching a movie and looking at pictures, and he quickly flips through his thinking pictures, those pictures are some of the past events and experiences that the mentally ill person remembers in his mind in detail, from these pictures Shen Pang basically knew the contradictions and conflicts between him and his family, until he couldn't bear the pressure and collapsed.

The name of the mentally ill person is "Yang Xu", and the daughter-in-law is called "Wang Lili", he is a door-to-door son-in-law, the daughter-in-law has no boys, and the three sisters and mother-in-law are particularly strong, which dooms him to live in that environment.

Thought memory was originally formless, but Shen Pang "looked" at the picture of thought memory, and even saw that there was a gap in Yang Xu's thoughts, and he felt that maybe it was because of this missing place that Yang Xu's nervous system was disordered.

Of course, this is just Shen Pang's self-righteous and inexplicable feeling at this time, and he even feels that he can try to patch up this "gap".

Shen Pang also felt that he had the ability to fix Yang Xu's "gap", he just needed to correct Yang Xu's confused thoughts, just like rearranging the disorderly numbers in order, but this seemingly simple thing was not easy to do, Yang Xu's thoughts were like naughty children, lining them up, and when they got this one right, they ran again, and they ran away again, so tired that he sweated profusely before they were all arranged in order.

After "tinkering" Yang Xu's thoughts, Yang Xu seemed to have been injected with a tranquilizer and seemed to fall asleep, and Shen Pang himself was so tired that he didn't want to move, and even his thoughts seemed to be a little blurred.

I didn't wake up until the next morning, my parents were very tired every day, dozing off day and night, but I woke up early in the morning, my father went to discuss with the attending doctor of the hospital about the discharge, and my mother packed up her belongings and didn't plan to give Shen Pang chemotherapy anymore.

Yang Xu, who was in the first bed, also woke up, sat up and looked around, his daughter-in-law Wang Lili was afraid that he would be stimulated again, so she hurriedly comforted him softly: "Yang Xu, are you thirsty?" I'll pour you a glass of water to drink, and you can lie down and rest for a while......"

Yang Xu said "um", but said in his mouth: "Don't worry, I'm fine, let's go home from the hospital, it's uncomfortable to live in the hospital, you still have to serve me, I'm tired and you're tired...... Besides, the main thing is that I'm not sick......"

Wang Lili was stunned with a glass of water, staring at Yang Xu for a long time before she couldn't help but ask him, "Are you...... Is it really okay? You...... Remember winning the lottery? Yesterday you ......"

"What a joke!" Yang Xu interrupted her words suddenly, and said with a wry smile: "That's just a spiritual comfort, none of the millions of people can win the jackpot, can the pie fall on my head?" Buying lottery tickets,That is, to give yourself a hope.,The main thing is to earn it with your own hands......"

This man is cured!

This is Shen Pang's intuition, get up and put on shoes and socks, it just so happens that his mother is not in the ward, he just wants to see the old man he met in the park at the moment!

It was late in the evening, and it was early in the morning, and there was no one in the garden area on the right side of the inpatient building, and the people who sat and chatted basically went after noon, and the peak was in the evening.

At this time, the light was good, and when Shen Pang walked to the place where he met the old man, he didn't see it yet, but he felt it in his mind, the old man was there, but today's feeling was a little different from the day before yesterday, the old man was like a tree, and he was like a person.

Before Shen Pang could ask, the old man had already spoken, staring at Shen Pang and asking with a smile, "Coming?" ”

"It's coming!" Shen Pang answered honestly, walked to the flower platform opposite the old man and sat down, and then asked, "Uncle, I have some questions I want to ask you!" ”

The old man smiled and said, "I know what you want to ask about the mentally ill person, I'll talk to you later, I'll ask you a few words first!" ”

"You say!"

Shen Pang was very respectful, whether this old man was a charlatan or not, his feeling at this time was very different from the feeling he had when he saw him before, at least, this old man was a very knowledgeable person.

The old man nodded and said, "Little friend, do you believe in gods, Buddhas, ghosts, monsters, etc.?" ”

Shen Pang was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and replied, "I don't believe it!" ”

The old man smiled and said, "Okay, let me ask you again, what do you think of the meaning of the word 'soul'?" ”

Shen Pang pondered for a while, his knowledge and understanding of the meaning of such a word is naturally not difficult, but since the old man asked, it would definitely not be so simple, and after thinking about it, he replied: "I have several views on the interpretation of this word, with scientific understanding, it is all life phenomena at various levels produced by organisms composed of proteins, DNA, RNA and other life molecules, it exists according to the existence of life macromolecules, cells, tissues, organs and the metabolism of the organism itself, this is a scientific explanation, in layman's terms, It is an invisible existence that is higher than thought, and the second explanation is that I see it as a spiritual existence, such as countless emperors and generals throughout the ages, heroes and heroes, although they are dead, but the spirit exists, this should be the 'spiritual soul', and the third type, which is also a kind that I don't believe, people have souls after death, such as ghosts, for example, people have three souls and six spirits, etc......."

The old man smiled and said, "There is no doubt that you are very smart, and you have your own beliefs, which is very good, you answer all the questions with the knowledge you have learned and understood, but how do you explain some questions?" How do you explain the seclusion of dreams of people you haven't seen yet, as if you were in contact with the mind of that mentally ill person? ”

"You...... How do you know? Shen Pang was stunned!

These are the secrets in his head, not known to outsiders, how can this old man know? Could it be that he was sleeping and talking in his dreams?

The old man said: "You don't need to know how I know, let me tell you another interpretation of the soul, everything in the world, such as people, such as animals, such as plants, mountains, rivers, seas, even the starry sky, the universe, it is all alive, and if there is life, there is a soul!" ”

Shen Pang scratched his head and asked a little puzzled: "You said that people and some animals have souls, but how can mountains and rivers have souls?" As secluded as this tree, secluded as a grass under my feet, I admit that they have life, but how can they possibly have thoughts? Will there be a soul? Of course, I am here to interpret the soul you are talking about as a thought! ”

The old man smiled and said: "I said yes, it naturally has, do you think it doesn't, it's just that you can't see, but your spiritual sense has been opened, you have entered this door, if you want to feel it, it's not a problem, I use it now." Spirituality' is more appropriate to describe the word, all things are living and spiritual, this spirituality for all things, some are innate, some are acquired, for example, many animals have a strong spiritual sensitivity to disasters, earthquakes, tsunamis and other natural disasters are coming, animals will collectively migrate to escape from disasters, and this ability, human beings will not have, even in a far, far away era may have had, but now it has degenerated, human beings have gained wisdom, but correspondingly lost other abilities, animals do not have human wisdom, but have extraordinary abilities that human beings cannot reach……”

Shen Pang was stunned, but shook his head again, and said, "This can't be talked about, right?" Man is man, animal is animal, plant is plant, they have their abilities, man is man's ability, those superhuman abilities in movies and television are nothing more than fantasy, they are false......"

"Then you're good to go!" The old man slowly stood up as he spoke, and the posture of his standing up made Shen Pang suddenly feel like a mountain of pressure, forcing him to seem out of breath.

The old man didn't feel like a person at this time, but like a mountain!

The old man stood up, like a mountain, and then raised his leg and stomped his foot.

Just stomped lightly, Shen Pang suddenly felt that the ground was shaking, and he almost didn't fall over, he settled down, and stood firm with a tree beside him, and then looked elsewhere, the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant, the building was still the same, and there was no earthquake, I am afraid it was just an illusion in his heart!

But something even stranger happened, in the nearby flower jungle, hundreds of rats rushed out and quickly ran to the left, including some snakes, and other insects, such as cockroaches and ants......

This strange phenomenon lasted for about a minute, and Shen Pang was stunned, and he didn't speak until these animals disappeared for a long time!

"This ...... Is there really going to be an earthquake or is it ...... Because of the stomping you just had? ”

"You've woken up!" The old man smiled behind his back and said, "I just used my spiritual sense, that is, my 'thoughts' to influence the minds of these animals, so that they feel that they think that a disaster is coming, and they are as remote as you, do you feel that the world is spinning, and you think that there is an earthquake?" ”

If it was just to say that it was extravagant, it wouldn't affect Shen Pang, but just now he really felt it, and saw hundreds of thousands of wolves running away from insects and beasts, this is by no means a scene that can be played with a showmanship, and even all the scientific knowledge and theories he knows can't explain it, the only reasonable explanation is exactly what the old man just said.

The old man said again: "The mantra I gave you the day before yesterday was also because I found that your spiritual consciousness was hazy, so I gave you that thing, try your understanding, but I didn't expect that your understanding is really good, and the pain of chemotherapy condensed your initial and weak spiritual consciousness into shape, I didn't expect you to cure that mental patient by mistake, you are lucky, you don't feel anything, this danger is fatal in practice, you have a three-legged cat's spiritual sense to treat other people's mental trauma, Did you know that you almost made yourself a psychopath? ”

Shen Pang was stunned, the old man was definitely a strange person, and he couldn't be theorized as usual!

Since he couldn't reason with the usual theory, Shen Pang suddenly came to his heart, bowed his head and knelt on the ground and said, "Please save me, old man!" ”