Chapter 40: Sometimes, people also need to be spontaneous

Lying on the bed, Kazuya who sent away Kazuya Ayase, who was looking at him worriedly, was unusually conscious. It stands to reason that from disguised as a girl, it has inexplicably become a "collection of otaku girls!" The temporary administrator, to foresee that his sister had the accident that made him a little red-faced, and then to go out to let the wind out, and to give advice for Ayase's "life negotiation", and finally to see Shiyu, inexplicably angry, and finally watched the other party leave without saying a word, the whole period of time, in fact, less than 3 hours, but these 3 hours and also's rich experience, but it was almost the same as his previous three days, such a ring of events, so that and also overwhelmed, originally, now quiet him, He should have had a good rest, but he never had the intention of sleeping.

He turned off the light, and in the dark, Kazuya's eyes widened, staring straight at the colorless ceiling above him, and his heart was full of thoughts.

If it is said that under the half-persecution and half-pleading of Kirino to join the "Otaku Girl Collection!" In the end, I was quite ashamed to get acquainted with a group of girls that can be explained by my too idle hospital life.,The kiss with Ayase was just an accident.,In the end,This sudden outbreak of contradiction with Kasumigaoka Shiyu,It's the thing that Jean and Ya care about the most.。

And also know why.,In the face of the ardent hope of other people in the community,,He had such an accident.,So,All the work of the community has been temporarily suspended.,Other people in the community have also tacitly suspended the discussion of work.,Concentrate on waiting for his recovery.,Although,Without him,,The same project may not be impossible to continue.,But,Everyone stopped.,And I always feel that it's not so much about caring about yourself.,It's better to say,Everyone is at a loss for this confused future., It's just a matter of using his injury to find a reason to escape.

Even himself, Kazuya once asked himself if he was glad that he was injured, and if he was injured because he could justifiably give up thinking about the revision of the plan and be happy. In the end, he regretted to find out that there was no doubt about it, that he had thought so from the beginning, and that now, he was also running away.

And the companions in the club must have discovered this, except for the usually inconspicuous Kato Megumi, the others can clearly show their confusion about him. So,Eiri Riri, who was a little disappointed in him, would rather play games with Kirino than increase the time to visit him in addition to politeness.,And found a lame reason to draw a fanart to avoid him.,Kazuya clearly knows,With Yingli Riri's procrastination personality,It's rare to go to draw Xia Comi's fanfic a month in advance.,She's starting work so early.,Even into a state of retreat.,It's also a kind of protest and escape.。

Therefore, An Yilun also didn't appear much after meeting Kazuya a few times at the beginning, although the mental blow that his sister brought him was indeed great, but, in addition, he didn't know if Lun Ye had thought about the way to break the game alone.

Therefore, Kasumigaoka Shiyu, when she saw Kazuya, she became the one who loved to make a little temper, she who has always taken care of the atmosphere, and she who has always been confident, at this time she must be a little anxious, a little disheartened, because, she has been waiting for an answer. Moreover, Kazucan can vaguely feel that what she is waiting for is not only an answer, but also a more profound answer, which makes him even more overwhelmed when facing Shiyu, because he can't estimate Shiyu's thoughts, so when Shiyu didn't take care of the atmosphere as before, and brushed Kazuya and Ayase's face, he naturally erupted, and that outburst was not so much to express his dissatisfaction with Shiyu, but to cover up his panic.

Therefore, Kasumigaoka Shiyu left, although her expression did not change until she left, but that kind of sadness and disappointment aura made Kazuya stunned for a long time, and the kind of emotion emanating from Shiyu's body, even Ayase was quickly aware of it, but the two of them couldn't do anything, they could only watch Shiyu disappear.

So, in the quiet night, in the dark ward, Kazuya, who calmed down and thought about things for the first time since he was injured and hospitalized, fell into deep thought.

The meaning that Shiyu's script wants to express,Kazuya can more or less grasp a little feeling,Except that the heroine Ye Xunli is using Kato Megumi as a template,At least,He can see that Seiji's sister in the script,Nitta Weiyang,To a certain extent, it is based on Ayase as a sample,And,Although the age is a little inconsistent,However,Ye Xunli's previous life,Bingliuli's sick form,It is also a portrayal of Shiyu himself to a considerable extent。 Of course, as a creator, it is normal to use the people around him when creating characters, but as a reader, when the character's personality more or less coincides with the person next to him, he will definitely have the idea of unconsciously substituting the person next to him.

I took out the computer from the dark and turned it back on.,After four weeks.,And also carefully read Shiyu's project again:

……

Xunli and Weiyang completely awakened their memories and found out the truth of the incident.

Seiji interferes with the actions of the past and "creates" new memories in the past.

After a battle, the crisis is gone, but Weiyang dies because of the curse on his back due to betraying his family, Seiji and Xunli...... No, it was Shuangzhen and Liuli who finally became Lian Li after seventy years in front of the tombs of Weiyang and Zhenfan.

"We'll have to be together in the future, brother! We want to live, and we will live happily together for the sake of the real sail. ”

Even after reading this script for the sixth time, Kazuya still had to be amazed by Shiyu's superb writing skills, and he shed tears for the plot again, especially when Weiyang finally had to bear the curse of his family in order to redeem the sins of his previous life and finally died, the feeling of letting go for love and finally being satisfied made him have to high-five and applaud.

When Kazuya watched this plot, he involuntarily thought of Ayase, remembered his sister's usual appearance, and the way he was worried about himself, because he ignored her awkward appearance and took care of himself meticulously, of course, even the feeling of blackening that felt a little bad impressed him. In the end, his mind thought of the last Weiyang when he shed poignant tears, and Weiyang's appearance coincided with Ayase's tearful appearance.

"Wait a minute?" Kazuya suddenly understood a little, "Why, Xintian Weiyang died like this?" ”

Why, this impressive heroine, in the end, sacrificed herself for her love and to atone for her past life, although the last Weiyang looks very happy, but is this really the happiness she wants? As a sister who loves her brother deeply, is it true that watching him be with others is the greatest happiness? As an older brother who also loves his sister deeply, can he only watch his sister leave him like this?

Kazuya came to his senses, and with this mood, he opened the document that recorded Shiyu's script for the seventh time.

And this time, his sense of epiphany is even more obvious: probably because Liuli has more of his own shadow, Shiyu poured the most effort into Liuli in the script, and he also had this selfishness, so, in the end, although Seiji seems to be with the heroine Ye Xunli, but in fact, Ye Xunli has been replaced by Bing Liuli, the real heroine, in the end, was only replaced by her previous life, this ending, from a literary point of view, but, from the perspective of the game, Then there's a bit of putting the cart before the horse.

After all, the first heroine of the game is Ye Xunli, or rather, the original purpose of the project is that Megumi Kato, an inconspicuous girl in the club, not anyone. Although he also saw the shadow of Ayase in Weiyang, although he also saw the portrayal of Shiyu himself on Bing Liuli, they can become a line of the game, but they can't seize the charming brilliance that belongs to the heroine Ye Xunli, the current Ye Xunli is just a shell, in order to draw out the body of the personality Liuli, in terms of brilliance, Weiyang who gave up for his brother and the lover in his previous life, and Liuli who worked hard for his brother in his previous life, they are the real heroines, Ye Xunli, Just like Megumi Kato in reality, she silently lost the sense of existence that should have belonged to her.

"I see!" Ignoring his injured leg, Kazuya jumped up from the bed excitedly, in exchange for the heart-piercing pain when he fell on the bed, but, the extremely excited Kazuya didn't care about this at all, and looked for his phone excitedly, he was eager to tell Shiyu about it.

however

"Beep-toot-toot-, sorry, your call is temporarily unreachable." The mechanical female voice from the mobile phone gradually cooled Kazuya's excitement, and Kazuya realized at this time that he had just had a fierce dispute with Kasumigaoka Shiyu, and at this time, Shiyu was probably talking to Machida about the novel, whether it was public or private, and the possibility of her answering her phone was very small.

However, the deep disappointed look in Shiyu that I saw just now has always been engraved in Kazuya's heart. Kazuya always had a feeling that he needed to tell Shiyu his opinion quickly, otherwise, the meeting just now would be the last time the two met as friends, and then, even if Kazuya told Shiyu the solution, the two could only end up being strangers and going farther and farther away.

"Damn, if it weren't for this nasty leg, I would have rushed straight over!" Kazuya grabs her hair irritably.

At this moment, he saw the wheelchair next to his hospital bed, when Ayase left just now, I don't know if it was because of carelessness, or because she felt that it was unnecessary, she didn't push the wheelchair away, but left it behind, and at this time, this wheelchair became Kazuya's last means of movement.

Glancing at the time on the computer, it was 9:30 p.m. "Okay, if you leave now, you can catch the train." Although I know that what I am going to do next will be crazy, my legs are still in the recuperation period, and I will definitely not be able to withstand too intense exercise, and the possible results of getting out of bed for a long time and the possible bumpy road surface are even more immeasurable.

"But sometimes, people have to be a little more spontaneous! If you don't even have this kind of willful capital, then it's still called a man? Are you still called teenagers? Give me a little bit of energy! A sucker! In this way, Kazuya cheered himself up, got up from the bed with difficulty, and moved into a wheelchair.

"Sa, let's go!" Kazuya never thought that he would be able to do such a thing, he knew that what he was doing now was not only harmful to his body and contrary to the doctor's advice, but more importantly, he could imagine what Ayase would be angry when he came over the next day, but, for the first time in his life, after knowing Ayase's possible reaction, Kazuya still resolutely chose to continue, as he himself said, teenage boys, should still be a little reckless, Although he was excited at this time, he seemed to have forgotten that if he counted his previous life, he was already an uncle who was nearly forty years old.

Because I went to the first floor, he who was in a wheelchair also avoided the embarrassment of Guo Xiaosi in a certain paragraph, and he didn't need to press the highest floor, but only needed to press the button at the bottom level, and the next process of escaping from the hall was the most critical process.

Pushing the tires hard, despite the fact that his hands were a little scratched, he moved forward firmly, although the tram stop was near the hospital, but this section of the road, Kazuya had to face those strange eyes and complicated road conditions, although because it was already night, there were not many people on the road, but the scene of such a young man in a hospital gown walking alone without being accompanied became a spectacle. Kazuya was glad that he didn't meet any doctors or nurses along the way who might be suspicious of his actions, and the doorman ignored him as he passed through the hospital gate, so when he finally managed to climb onto the tram, he had to sigh that he seemed to have inadvertently created a miracle.

"Then, Hehe City, wait for me obediently! I'm coming! ”

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And at Aragaki's house, Ayase, who was not worried about Kazuya's situation, had to return to his room anxiously when he didn't answer several phone calls to Kazuya.

"Probably, my brother is sleeping!" Ayase, who always feels like she can't let go of her heart, comforts herself like this.

However, when she finally glanced at her phone before going to bed and saw a message on Twitter that was going crazy, her uneasiness had turned into actual panic: "Look, look, outside the gate of Mihua Hospital, someone is practicing wheelchair running, this guy, can he enter the national team!" At the end of the message, there is a photo of a young man with black hair and wearing a hospital gown pushing a wheelchair forward quickly.

Although the photo was not taken clearly, the figure, the black hair, and the wheelchair that was almost exactly the same as the one he had pushed during the day clearly told Ayase that that person was probably his brother.

"Oh my God, is my brother crazy?" Looking at the mobile phone in his hand, Ayase, who was about to undress and sleep, suddenly fell asleep and rushed out of his room.

"Brother, don't do anything stupid!" Ignoring her parents' stunned gaze and violating the house's curfew for the first time, Ayase prayed silently in her heart.

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The handling of this part of the plot of the senior sister still can't imagine a better way to deal with it than the original book, but I think, at least, the kind of touch that a disabled person with a protagonist halo and letting a disabled person stand in front of the senior sister out of breath should be greater than the ethical gentleman in the original book, right? (This paragraph must be a little worse in terms of rationality.,But the protagonist of such a reckless small universe outbreak should be in line with the taste of some people.,I personally like it.,Although the pen is not enough to write that feeling) Of course, I also pulled out the flag of Lun Ye.,Who told him not to go on a date with a saint.。