Chapter 39: Missed
I don't know why, Kasumigaoka Shiyu always has a hatred and dissatisfaction with her recent self, of course, if she has to say why, she still knows, she is hating her weakness, and she is also hating her retreat at a critical moment. I once made up my mind to say goodbye to the competitor I forcibly arranged, but in the end, I unconsciously delayed because of the sudden accident of the other party, and finally, it became the situation where I couldn't make up my mind to say goodbye.
So Shiyu chose to escape, although she had just expressed her dissatisfaction with Kazuya's escape some time ago, but when she was faced with something similar, she also ran away. Deliberately reduce the number of visits to Kazuya.,Bury yourself in the creation of the script of the school festival.,Strive to devote yourself to the director of the drama.,Work harder to concentrate on the creation of new novels.。
However, all this is in vain, every time she starts to write a novel, she can't help but think of the last volume of "Love Metronome", she can't help but think of the interview that she seems to care about but is actually impressive, and Kazuya said that he is the evaluation of the Sayuga party, she can't help but think of her own project that has been delayed for more than a month. And it is precisely because of these unclear emotions that her new work has been delayed for a long time, so when the Machida editor asked her to go for an interview, she also knew that her editor, who had always been able to read people's hearts, had doubts about whether she could control the schedule.
"So, before you go, let's go and see that guy, it's been a long time since I've visited him, that guy who shakes M, the masochistic nerves can't be thinned!" Finding a reason for herself, Shiyu walked into the rice flower hospital that she hadn't set foot in for a long time.
However, to her surprise, Kazuya's hospital room was empty.
"Did you go out, I didn't expect this guy to recover so quickly to the extent that he can go out, should I say that he has a good physique or that he is lucky?" Looking at the messy sheets, Shi Yu smiled bitterly, "But, it's okay, at least you don't have to meet this guy to mess up your train of thought before you go to meet the editor of Machida, just take this opportunity to take out the outline of the new work in one go!" ”
However, life is always full of coincidences, just as Shiyu pressed the elevator door and was about to go downstairs, in the elevator, Ayase, who was in a wheelchair and was pushing him, appeared, and just like that, Shiyu and the Aragaki brothers and sisters met face to face.
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It's not the first time that Ayase and Shiyu have met each other, and recently, Kazuya has also felt the closeness of the relationship between Ayase and Shiyu, at least not as tense as in the past, so when Kazuya saw Shiyu, although he was a little embarrassed, he didn't have that feeling of Shura.
Rang Kazuya felt strange that Shiyu didn't speak when he saw him and Ayase, but looked at him silently, which made Wazu, who was ready to complain about Shiyu's poisonous tongue, a little weak, this feeling was like two opposing boxers, the relatively weak side was ready for a perfect defense, but found that the side that should have attacked him had no interest in attacking at all.
In the end, it was Ayase who opened her mouth to lift the silence that made the three parties a little embarrassed: "Arnold, Kasumigaoka-senpai, long time no see!" I'm sorry, my brother went out to let off steam, so he wasn't in the ward, did he wait for a long time? ”
"No, no, I saw that there was no one in Kazuya-kun's ward, so I came out immediately, after all, I am not a person who has the patience to wait in an empty ward for someone who doesn't know when to come back." Shi Yu stroked her hair and responded, her seemingly normal tone of venomous tongue, but it always brought an indescribable sense of irritability to the other two people.
Of course, Ayase also noticed Shiyu's tone, although she didn't mean to go against Shiyu, but the other party's unhappy mood reached her ears, making her not know what to do for a while, and the retention she wanted to make suddenly opened her mouth was also unable to say it verbally.
Looking at the atmosphere that suddenly fell silent again,And it's a little strange,After all,Although Kasumigaoka Shiyu likes a poisonous tongue,But she's always a senior sister who knows how to observe words and colors.,Pay attention to the atmosphere.,Although it's not as professional as Kato is responsible for putting out fires.,But she knows very well the kind of thing that makes the scene not become embarrassing.,And Shiyu's somewhat choking words just now.,It's not at all what she should be.,But,Ayase, who looked at the initiative to speak, was a little overwhelmed because of Shiyu's response, He still stubbornly made a reservation: "That, since the senior sister just came, let's go to the ward and sit again, the senior sister should be fine, right?" ”
"I'm sorry, Kazuya-kun," Shiyu held her head high, "I'm not okay today, and soon, I'm going to meet with Machida in Waaichi!" ”
"Well, you're not in a hurry, are you?" Kazuya scratched his head a little embarrassed, and at the same time, he was also a little angry at Shiyu's strange behavior, Shiyu's attitude of refusing even to ignore basic politeness made him feel a little hurt, but he still held back his temper and asked kindly.
"Machida editor is waiting over there, so I shouldn't have a lot of time, sorry, Kazuya-kun!"
Shi Yu's words finally broke out, although he was used to being poisoned by Shi Yu**, but this was all because he knew that the other party had no malicious intentions, but, today, Shi Yu's somewhat vexatious behavior made him angry that he had suppressed for a long time suddenly came out: "Hey, Kasumigaoka Shiyu, what do you mean, you're here to visit me, right?" So what do you mean by the way I beg you to come and see me now, what kind of stinky shelf, don't look at it if you don't like it, don't come here in the first place, come over with a stinky temper, do you really think you're the queen and can dominate me at will? ”
"Really? In your opinion, what I have been doing to you is to dominate you at will? You're just being bullied by me one-sidedly? Shiyu lowered her head and looked deeply at Kazuya in the wheelchair.
Although Kazuya also realized that his words just now were a bit excessive, but he suddenly got better face, but he was unwilling to be tough in front of Shi Yu once, and immediately softened, arguing weakly: "Even if it's not like this, but at least, you always have a poisonous tongue on me, which is always right?" Always let me do this and that, I have no obligation to provide you with entertainment services! ”
"Okay! I understand your attitude towards me," even at this time, Shiyu maintained his calm attitude, "I'm sorry for my attitude just now, I shouldn't be so cold." ”
"That, what I just said was a bit excessive, that, Senior Sister Shiyu......" I was surprised that Shiyu softened so quickly, and he was also a little caught off guard.
"No, I know, but, as I just said, Machida editor is waiting for me in Waai City, so I have to leave immediately, I'm here today to see how Kazuya-kun recovers, but since Kazuya-kun can go out to let off steam, it seems that the recovery is very good, I know, then I'll go first!" Interrupting Kazuya's words of wanting to apologize, Shiyu quickly walked into the elevator, but, before leaving, Shiyu's feeling of looking at Kazuya and wanting to say something made Kazuya feel a sense of unhappiness like a fish in his throat.
"Brother." Although I don't understand why a big battle suddenly broke out between Shiyu and Kazuya just now, but looking at Kazuya, who is now obviously showing a depressed color, Ayase still asked with concern.
"Ayase, am I doing something wrong again!" And Kazuya also unabashedly expressed his frustration, the feeling that he seemed to have forced Shi Yu away made him very uncomfortable.
In this regard, the only thing Ayase can do is to bury Kazuya's head in his arms.
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Kasumigaoka Shiyu doesn't cry, Kasumigaoka Shiyu is always strong, so, even when Kazuya said the heaviest words to Shiyu just now, Shiyu was also awe-inspiring and inviolable, but, although he knew that Kazuya was a kind of angry reaction to his own temper at the time, but when Kazuya told her "Don't come", Shiyu still had a sense of discomfort, that was a feeling that the sad things in the whole person's heart were going to pour out: "Actually, I was said such a heavy thing by that guy!" ”
When Shiyu saw the empty ward, she was disappointed, it was a sense of disappointment that she had the courage to do something but finally got nothing, and then, when she saw the Aragaki brothers and sisters with bright smiles on their faces at the elevator entrance, her feeling of abandonment was even stronger, so when faced with Ayase's invitation and Kazuya's retention, she made the kind of pure little girl's gambling behavior that made her feel a little incredible.
Shi Yu knew that she had never forgotten that memory.
It was at the end of December of the previous year, when the snow was falling. I don't know why, Shiyu always feels that Kazuya has a preference for winter, especially when the snowflakes are flying, if there is a reason to find it, it is the first time I read Kazuya's novel "Winter Snow", the sentence repeatedly mentioned "It's the season of snow in winter again!" Therefore, Shiyu deliberately chose such a day and chose to hand over his last volume of "Love Metronome" to Kazuya.
For a writer, two episodes of novels a year is the standard speed, but Kasumigaoka Shiha, in just one year, actually finished his light novel debut work "Love Metronome", although Machida editors repeatedly insisted that Shiyu can slow down and wait for his popularity to fully ferment before launching a new one, so as to attract greater enthusiasm from readers who have been waiting for him for a long time. However, Shi Yu resolutely chose to deny, she has a passion for wanting to write this story in one go, therefore, Shi Yu created one after another, with an average of two months to publish a new book, and finished "Love Metronome" that year, when the final draft was completed, the desire to be recognized by Kazuya, for her, was stronger than anyone else.
But at this time, Kazuya was busy with the final stage of training in the football high school league, and he was always embarrassed in the face of Shiyu's invitation to meet him. For this reason, Shiyu, who has always disdained to communicate with other students, specially inquired about the training schedule of the football team from other girls in his class, and then chose a team to take a break and made an appointment with Kazuya.
"Kazuya-kun, you must come! I've arranged time specifically for you, and only others have made appointments for my time, so how can I accommodate other people's time, you're the only one! On the phone, Shi Yu said with a hint of teasing.
"Hey, do I dare to disobey my senior sister's orders? I was really busy before, but when you chose the team and didn't train, I'd definitely come, it's okay! This is Kazuya replied helplessly.
Shiyu still remembers that day when goose feathers were snowing, and the heartache of just seeing the Aragaki brothers and sisters made her understand that even after so long, even if it seemed to be reconciled with Kazuya, she did not forget that day.
Different from the previous gloomy dress, that day, Shi Yu deliberately chose a red down jacket, wore a yellow beanie, faced the biting wind and snow, and stood early by the swing in the agreed park with the manuscript he had prepared.
In Shiyu's opinion at the time, even though there were already so many book fans, this book, in essence, was still for Kazuya, so she willfully refused Machida's editor's request to release it slowly in pursuit of popularity, and insisted on publishing it immediately, just to let Kazuya see the ending as soon as possible, just to let Kazuya make a final evaluation of his novel and ask him if he wanted this ending.
However, Shiyu didn't wait for Kazuya that day, an hour later in the wind and snow, what she waited for was a hurried email: "Sorry, I can't come today, Ayase's job today is to go to the mountains to take pictures, but the snow is too big, and the car of the office broke down halfway, I have to pick her up, make an appointment again, I will definitely go next time, senior sister is really sorry!" ”
Kasumigaoka Shiyu was abandoned like this, and before she could give her kind of thoughts, she was sentenced to death in advance by the sister of the person she was waiting for.
And the answer to the question she was waiting for was also obtained later, it was an answer that disappointed Shiyu but was not strange, and it was also a Shayuga faction. If you have to say it, Shiyu knows this, although Shayuka also has a lot of her own shadows, but she still prefers Zhenwei more.
So,When,This time,The same project that I put my heart and soul into was shelved again,,Shiyu felt his ending.,Like before,At first, it was inexplicably evaded.,Then he expressed his meaning in a vague way.,That is, I don't recognize this plot.,In this way,The existence of the patrol glass on behalf of himself is also denied.。
"So, pack up your mood and go to Hehe City, I guess that guy won't look for me, and when I come back, I guess I'll be ready to be sentenced to death, to be honest, I was shot or something, I had the first time, and I won't be afraid of the second time!" With a wry smile, Shiyu stepped on the tram to a neighboring city.
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Feel like this one is a bit sadistic? Well, let me first help you summarize the complaints about this chapter: 1. The character of the senior sister is written wrong, right? Is the senior sister such a childish person? 2. The male protagonist's personality has changed too quickly, right, just now or shaking m and now it broke out? 3. Even if it breaks out, it's too cowardly, just hard and soft, it's better not to be hard. 4. The male protagonist is a real scumbag, and when he doesn't know what to do, he hides in his sister's arms as an ostrich, and he still abandoned his senior sister in that weather at that time, which is simply a copy of Brother Chun's abandonment of Xuecai on Xuecai's birthday! (Meow, I'm a snow cabbage party actually wrote this kind of thing, because Mao I hate Brother Chun so much, the male protagonist has to occasionally move closer to the image of Brother Chun...... 5. Everyone is welcome to add.,Well,You can complain.,But abuse is not welcome.,As long as it doesn't rise to the height of personal attacks on the hero and heroine, I can accept it (although I don't know what the definition of this personal attack is.,In short, it's subjective.,Don't make me uncomfortable to watch)