Chapter 307: Those Who Give Up and Those Who Don't
Kato's almost private diary was looked at by Kazuya and Ayase, but she didn't show any anxious or surprised expression, as if she had prepared the diary for Kazuya to read.
And after Kazuya silently closed the diary, Kato said calmly, "Now, Aragaki-san, after reading it, please help me throw it away, right?" This sentence makes He also have an inexplicable feeling of unwillingness.
Kato tilted his head, as if he was thinking about what Kazuya was thinking, and then, she showed a clear expression and continued: "Uh, I'm sorry, I didn't actually want you to see this diary, but now that you see it, you can't help it, right?" β
"If you arranged all of this, then I really think you're too elusive, although I don't think I know you well now." Kazuya sighed and said helplessly.
"Why don't you understand? Didn't Aragaki read that diary? Am I still emotionally deceiving myself in my diary? Kato's not-so-spirited eyes glanced at Kazuya lightly and said.
"So, what now? After reading the diary, I understood what you had been thinking until yesterday, so, what are you thinking now? Kazuya didn't shy away from looking directly into Kato's eyes and asked in a deep voice.
"What's the point of talking about this?" Kato turned his head, "I think my attitude just now has been obvious, right?" β
"What if that attitude is also being concealed?" Kazuya asked.
"So, Aragaki-san, could you please tell me what am I covering?" Kato changed his usual calm expression, and in turn, he threw such a question to Kazuya.
"Of course it's a cover-upβ" Kazuya subconsciously wanted to answer, but he was quickly stunned.
Even if Kato's shaky emotions can be read in the diary, from beginning to end, Kato has never written any words related to "like" or "love" in the diary, and Kazuya, who is not cheeky enough to say "You like me, right?" The extent of these words.
What's more, Kazuya knows that the current situation between Ying Li Li and Shi Yu is still in a very awkward confrontation, although this situation is not so embarrassing because of Shi Yu's active challenge and Ying Li's enthusiastic battle, but He also knows that if this situation is not resolved soon, it will only make more people fall into pain.
Of course, Kato also knows this, and Kato's attitude also represents her attitude as always.
In her bones, Kato is a very tough person, and in order to be able to achieve her goals, she can take many actions, such as after deciding to support Ying Ri Pear, all her actions are paving the way for Ying Li Li and Kazuya's reconciliation, and before, when she learned that Kazuya and Ying Li Li tried to leave the club, she used herself as a handle to force Kazuya and Ying Li to persist in the club.
Achieving goals in a reasonable way is Kato's consistent style. Although Kato seems to have missed the last few times, her usual stubbornness has been inherited, and now, Kato, who looks at Kazuya, is also like this.
"Since I haven't covered anything up, Aragaki-san, think you've read about your many previous shameful experiences from another angle, right? It's the same as doing historical research, you need to look at what various people say about you to come to a more objective conclusion, isn't it? β
"Butβ"
"--If Aragaki doesn't want to throw it away, why don't you keep it? After I get better, I'll deal with it myself, after all, you'll be bothered if other people happen to see these things about Aragaki-san, right? β
"It's not like thatβ"
"--By the way, I'm sorry for observing Aragaki-san for a long time, and I'm sorry for evaluating Aragaki-san without permission, and if Aragaki-san feels that this behavior is unforgivable, then I can only add one more sorry."
Kato's speech interrupted Kazuya's every sentence appropriately, which reminded Kazuya of the feeling that he had always been played by Kato when he and Kato first met. However, unlike the situation at the time, Kazuya at that time was a little helpless in the face of Kato, but he felt that this situation was not lacking in fun, and now, Kazuya is unable to do this with countless words that can refute Kato.
Judging from the fact that the atmosphere of the conversation was completely controlled by Kato, there has not changed much before and now.
"Actually, there is no need to apologize." Under Kato's leadership, in the end, Kazuya nodded silently and said, "What do you say?" It's fun to have someone else write down these things and think about it again. β
"It's okay if Aragaki-san's not get angry." Kato nodded slightly, "I'm sorry, I'm still a little unwell right now." β
"Yes, I see." And also the name of Kato's hints.
"Brother-" At this time, Ayase gently tugged at Kazuya's clothes and said with some concern. Although it's not very clear about many things, Ayase can still experience the other party's feelings through Kato's diary after all, although some descriptions of himself in the diary always make Ayase feel uncomfortable, but, even Ayase has found that the current Kazuya said this to Kato, what does it mean.
Although reason tells Kazuya Ayase that her choice is correct, however, subconsciously, there is an inexplicable emotion that prompts Ayase, and she wants Kazuya to stay.
As for why Kazuya stayed, even Ayase himself was not clear.
"Well, I'm sorry for Ayase, too, I seem to have said something bad about you, but you have to pay attention to it yourself!" Kato nodded sincerely at Ayase and said.
"No, Senior Sister Hui." Being apologized by Kato like this, Ayase, who was already a little complicated in her heart, became even more panicked, and she didn't know when she put it down when she gently pulled Kazuya's sleeve, and when she finally adjusted her emotions and wanted to say "It's okay" to Kato, she had already found that she had come to Kato's door with Kazuya.
Looking at Kazuya, who glanced at himself deeply and then left a little dejected, Kato looked at his diary and sighed softly.
From the very beginning of the dialogue, Kato was in perfect control of the situation, and Jean Kazuya was powerless to fight back, which was a perfect control. The perfection of the control this time is perhaps the best Kato has ever done.
However, it is also the most pointless.
If he can, Kato hopes to use the perfection of this control of the field in exchange for the kind of gaffe he made on a temporary date, in exchange for the solution to the problem of Ying Riri, in exchange for the awkward situation between Kazuya and Shiyu, rather than the calmness when he was about to give up.
However, all of this is known only to Kato himself.
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"Today's incident, don't tell anyone else, it's better to act as if it didn't happen, Kato must expect this from us." On the way home, Kazuya said to Ayase a little unenergetically.
But Ayase looked a little absent-minded, which made Kazuya a little confused.
However, he immediately understood the reason for his sister's anomaly: even Ayase would be very unhappy when he realized that his brother was so emotionally confused, right? Moreover, in Ayase's heart, her status has always been quite high, although she has been prepared, but suddenly accepting this gap will still make her disappointed.
With such thoughts, Kazuya can only forcibly sort out his somewhat chaotic emotions and try to comfort Ayase.
However, before he could speak, Ayase suddenly asked a little cautiously, "Brother, what do you think of Sister Hui's diary?" β
Kazuya looked at Ayase helplessly, he had planned to settle down on this matter, but looking at Ayase's seriousness and nervousness now, he didn't know how to deal with it.
Looking at Ayase with a serious face, Kazuya could only reply in the end: "The later it gets, the richer the feelings, to be honest, it's really hard to experience these things from that guy Kato, although sometimes there are some ideas, but after reading the diary, you can really understand her feelings, but she said so." β
"Yes." Ayase nodded lightly, waiting for Kazuya to continue.
And looking at Ayase like this, Kazuya is not willing to hide his thoughts anymore, although it is very uncomfortable to say these things in front of his sister, but, everything since this period of time, has also made Kazuya a little about to collapse, which is why he will give up so quickly in front of Kato today. Because, Kazuya is sure that if he is still chasing after Kato and wants to figure out the other party's feelings, he can't support it just by dealing with three heavy feelings.
Therefore, even though he saw that Kato was escaping and giving himself a chance to escape, Kazuya still jumped into this escape trap without hesitation.
"Ayase, I'm scared, I'm really scared, I'm too tired, I don't know when the fragile confrontation between Eiri and Shiyu-senpai will end, and if it's over, I don't know how I should solve it. Moreover, now that Kato has said this, she won't help me anymore, so she must be too tired! I know, you want to help me, but I really don't want you to help me, you're my sister, you just need to be held to help me. Besides, you can't help me in this situation, can you? β
"There will be a way." Looking at Kazuya, who suddenly burst out of emotion, Ayase seemed a little overwhelmed, and the original purpose of her asking Kazuya this question was because Kato's diary had vague references to her own words, and those words always made Ayase a little worried, she hoped that Kazuya understood the meaning of Kato's words, and some subconsciously wanted to veto those things, and didn't want Kazuya to understand that situation.
However, it is clear that Kazuya does not care about Kato's words against himself in his diary, but pays more attention to the kind of feelings that are permeated in the diary, Kato himself.
And just when Ayase was still falling into a delicate feeling of sadness and happiness, Kazuya's words seemed to be cathartic, and he had already spit out on her.
By the time Ayase reacted, she had already subconsciously held Kazuya's shoulders and comforted Kazuya.
However, the imaginary situation of being paralyzed on his body with some collapse did not appear, it seems that because of Ayase's words of comfort, Kazuya also regained some spirits, although Ayase didn't know if it was because of his encouragement, or if Kazuya always had to maintain the self-esteem of an older brother in front of him.
"That's why I did it in front of Kato just now, but Kato is actually in pain, right? I can't just transfer the pressure on my body to her casually, and the next thing is actually not that complicated, if I think about it, I can solve it alone. Kazuya said to himself, as if hypnotic.
"Actually, my brother can hand over the pressure to Ayase, and Ayase really doesn't mind." Looking at Kazuya, who was cheering up, Ayase's eyes showed a trace of confused sadness.
"How can I leave it to you? Didn't I just say that? Whenever you come to help me, it's a shame! β
"However, Ayase can actually solve a lot of problems! I'm going to go to high school next year, and the president asked me a few days ago if I'm thinking about going to the United States, and if I go to the United States, I'll be alone. She can do it, and I can do it, can't I? Ayase replied with some excitement.
However, Kazuya still stopped Ayase's speech a little strongly: "No, you're my sister, these relationship problems of mine are too bad, how can I let you help me deal with them?" β
"Is my brother just not believing me?"
"It's not a question of not believing you," looking at Ayase, who was stubborn, Kazuya, who had already become very distraught because of Kato's affairs, also seemed irritable, but remembering that he seemed to have been angry with Ayase because of a similar situation before, Kazuya still patiently restrained his emotions, "But you really don't need to intervene, it's enough to leave it to me." β
"So, in my brother's eyes, will I always be just a little girl who needs protection?" Ayase bit her lip and looked at Kazuya.
"Little girl, Ayase has grown up after all, but you are my sister!" Kazuya gently hugged Ayase and said, "I know, I know you want to help me, but, only this time, leave it to me, okay?" β
"Yes." At that moment, Ayase's mind crossed countless thoughts, but in the end, looking at Kazuya's sincere face, she still bit her lip and nodded.
"This is the last time!"
"I know, just get through the last hurdle."
"If my brother can't get through this time, then Ayase will have to come to help without permission."
"If there really is that time," Kazuya shook his head with a wry smile and said as if resigned to his fate, "Well, I'll let you help." β