Kazuya Kato's Observation Diary of Kazuya Aragaki - No. 19:

Although I don't know why I was able to keep this diary until now, but fortunately, I can continue to write it, although the perspective of observation and thinking about problems is different from when I was a child, but the characters have not changed, and I can only hope that this unchanged person can still surprise me, right?

That's right, I still met that neighbor in kindergarten, and to be honest, I think that many of my ways of dealing with problems now should be the learning and development of that person's somewhat "adult-like" way of dealing with problems when he was a child, but what I'm curious about now is that after ten years, I have changed a lot, how much has this Aragaki classmate changed?

Of course, Aragaki doesn't remember me, and although this is all too common, I think it seems that he should be given a chance to remember. However, looking at my diary when I was a child, I didn't seem to have played seriously with Aragaki-san, and even if he was given a chance, he wouldn't remember a neighbor who didn't exist, right?

Kazuya Aragaki Kazuya Observation Diary - No. 21

To be honest, the current Aragaki classmate makes me feel a little disappointed. Of course, I'm not disappointed because he didn't recognize me, I'm mostly disappointed because of his performance. Although he now seems to be the man of the year in Toyonosaki Gakuen, the core of the football team, and the first place in his grade in every exam, in terms of pure popularity, he is as high as his friend Aki-san - although I don't understand how they became friends, I have the impression that Aragaki-san will still be dissatisfied with Aki-san because of Sawamura-san's affairs.

But apparently there are still too many things I don't know.,After all, Aragaki-san and Sawamura-san don't talk much now.,It's obviously a well-known person in the two schools.,I think if other people know about their close relationship in childhood.,I'll think they'll be a natural pair, right?

Well, the topic is a little far away, and the disappointment with Aragaki is the disappointment that he only showed a "genius" level, of course, Aragaki is very powerful, I have known this since I was a child, but now he is only showing a "very good" degree, he is the first in his peers, he is superior in his peers, but he does not show any ability that can be comparable to adults. Compared to the maturity beyond his age that looks like a little adult when he was a child, it seems that Aragaki-san, who has never grown up in the past ten years.

Kazuya Aragaki Kazuya Observation Diary - XXIII

Of course, I have to admit that Aragaki is still worthy of the title of "genius". After all, he could remember the last name of a neighbor who had no sense of presence. That's right, today, under my hint, Aragaki-san still remembers that he has a neighbor like me - in fact, from this point of view, I'm also Aragaki-san's childhood sweetheart, isn't it? I had a little idea of competing with Sawamura-san in my heart.,It's really ridiculous.,It's clear that Sawamura-san doesn't know me yet, does he? Then again, I feel like I'm going to be mistaken for a voyeur like this, really.

Of course, the most convincing thing for me is that Aragaki feels so good about himself, and he always feels like he has forgotten what he has experienced with me as if he is the protagonist of a TV series. Of course, it's also interesting to look at his expression of not forgetting anything and then being a little incredible.

Kazuya Aragaki Observation Diary of Megumi Kato-XXVI

Seeing Aragaki-san, who was racing in a wheelchair, I thought he must be crazy, and without any help from anyone, he ran out like this, in fact, I knew that he wanted to find Kasumigaoka-senpai, but what was the use of finding Kasumigaoka-san? After all, he himself was hesitant and unwilling to give his senior sister an answer, right?

But later developments proved that my idea seemed to be wrong, and Aragaki-sani successfully convinced Kasumigaoka-san. And in fact, looking at the expression of Kasumigaoka-senpai at that time, I think that Aragaki-san, in fact, planted a very bad seed when he didn't notice. According to their game terminology, it's just a not-so-good flag, right?

Of course, I didn't expect that Ayase's sister would go directly to find her brother.,Although when I was a child, I had a vague feeling that Aragaki-san's sister doted on his sister too much.,But now,It's always feeling a little strange (crossed out.),Always feel that something is going to happen.。 All in all, Aragaki-san's handling of emotional problems seems to be unusually bad!

P.S In the end, I went to Aragaki-san, dragged him out of that poor room, I still remember the grateful expression when he saw me, looking at that expression, I suddenly felt that it didn't seem to be a big deal to go to Waai City more, it was fun, wasn't it? Aragaki classmates, who have always been more mature than their peers, look like this now.

Kazuya Aragaki Kazuya Kato's Observation Diary - 30

To be honest, I thought the emotional bombs around Aragaki would always collapse, but I didn't expect it to collapse in such a violent way - or rather, I don't think it should have exploded.

Aragaki-san and Kirino hid Ayase's sister's house's hobbies and hobbies were finally broken, and at the same time, the problem arose together was the kind of confession-like words that Sawamura-san made to Aragaki-sang. To be honest, I really didn't expect Sister Ayase's sudden outburst, although I somewhat felt that Sister Ayase was a little too dependent on Aragaki-san, but I didn't expect her to be such a person who was so obsessed with hiding from the people she believed in - with our encouragement, Aragaki-san finally decided to solve his sister's problem. However, Sawamura-san's problem is really unfortunate, and I think Aragaki-san has already understood what Sawamura-san means at that time, but this time is really too bad.

To be honest, I don't know why, I really want to help him. But I don't know how to help, this feeling, it's really a bit bad, as for why I want to help him, after all, I've been observing it for so long, even if you observe an ant for so long, you should have feelings, right?

But why do you want to observe it for so long? Obviously, the mature aura on his body has faded, right?

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I don't think anyone would have thought that Aragaki and Sawamura's problems would be solved in this way. Although the kidnapper was really funny, I was still a little touched by the figure of Sawamura-san, who did his best for Aragaki-san at that time. Sawamura-san likes Aragaki-san.,I even think Aragaki-san should know this.,That feeling has been going on from the beginning ten years ago to the present.,So,Every time I look at Sawamura-san's efforts,I always wonder.,Should I support her?。

In addition, Ayase's sister's situation is indeed a bit noteworthy, although she cares about her brother very much, but for her brother to fight directly with the fierce kidnappers, this is also too dangerous. Moreover, the feeling of my Jedi, Ayase's sister at that time, was too similar to the feeling she felt when she learned that Aragaki-san and Kirino had hidden something from her, and that feeling of desperation was very touching, but it was also terrifying.

I found that the record of this diary has slowly departed from its original intention, and if I continue to write it, I feel that something will go wrong, right? It's better not to write it.

Kazuya Aragaki Observation Diary of Megumi Kato - XXXII

I had already decided to give up this diary, but this had to be written down. After all, it's about yourself, isn't it? Going out to stay overnight and finally falling into the valley with Aragaki classmates or something.,There's really such a coincidence in this world.,It's really incredible.。

What's more, for two nights in a row, Aragaki and I were both (crossed out), forget it, what if we cross it out? The memory is so clear, so clear that I'm not sure when I'll forget. And, at that time, I was waiting for Aragaki-san's return or something (crossed out).

Well, I'll admit that it was a gaffe at the time, but fortunately, Aragaki-san's shouldn't have realized this, right? Again, there is a huge gap between his ability to deal with emotional problems and his ability to deal with other aspects - and if he had shown this problem in the first place, I don't think I would have looked at him as a strange object in the first place.

Of course, maybe I didn't realize that he showed it at that time.

Also, this journal must be stopped. I'm already aware of the danger.

Kazuya Aragaki Observation Diary of Megumi Kato - XXXIII

It's also a good conclusion to be able to wrap up this diary in this way. I've told all my thoughts to Eiriri.,Although I didn't control my feelings at the last step.,But I've already told Aragaki-san about my real decision.,In this case,This diary can be over, right?

Actually, that's normal, isn't it? Looking at this diary carefully, I myself am a little envious of the relationship between Eiri and Aragaki classmates, maybe they don't realize it themselves, but their bond is too deep. And for me, the bond with Aragaki is actually the bond with Blessing-Software, right? So, just giving up the personal bond with Aragaki-san, it's actually not a big deal, isn't it?

It's a little sad.,But,At least,From the current point of view,Everything is going in the direction I'm expecting.,Although I don't know the current situation of Aragaki-san-san and Eiri Riri.,But,Everything should be fine, right?

Kazuya Aragaki Observation Diary of Megumi Kato-34

Well, just write down some of the things you see, not a regular diary. Aragaki showed his love to Ying Li Li four times in the finals of the national competition, and he felt a little awkward in his heart, he went too far.

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This time it must be the last one.,There's a problem with the relationship between Aragaki and Ying Lili.。 Ying Lili was really still scared, so didn't my words at that time reassure her? It would be counterproductive if I explained it directly to her at this time, so let me help solve it from Aragaki-san's side, right?

I just feel that I don't know where to remember this matter so I have to remember it, and I really didn't mean it.

Kazuya Aragaki Observation Diary of Megumi Kato - XXXVI

I'm too embarrassed to say that this is the last diary - but I really need a place to write down my thoughts, Aragaki is in such a dangerous situation, he is like a desperate gambler, although I helped him make this bet, but he is going too far. I was expecting him to meet with Kasumigaoka-senpai and let Kasumigaoka-senpai control his emotions, but it seems that Kasumigaoka-senpai is hurt even more.

I didn't know what I was supposed to do anymore, it felt like my help wasn't in place, it was getting out of hand from the beginning, and I didn't like that.

Kazuya Aragaki Observation Diary of Megumi Kato - XXXVII

It's out of control.,Aragaki-san seems to be cheating.,I know this thing but there's no way to stop it.,Or,This should be my problem from the beginning.,I shouldn't help Aragaki-san think of that kind of solution to the problem.,That's too radical.,It's too risky.。 The result of the failure is now, and everything looks irretrievable.

I don't know how I'm supposed to deal with Aragaki-san. When Aragaki asked me if I had ever been to Waai, I told him no, and he seemed to believe it.

I feel a little cornered, but I should make a final effort, right?

But who am I working for?

Kazuya Aragaki Kazuya Observation Diary - XXXVIII

I was very tired, and in the end I didn't do anything, and it was Kasumigaoka-seni and Ayase who finally solved the problem. From the very beginning I felt that I had taken a detour, and that I could not correct the detour. When did the problem start? Is it time to suggest a solution to the problem for Aragaki-san? Or when I first told Ying Li Li what I thought? Or even earlier.

I've even begun to suspect that something went wrong when I first wrote this diary.

Kazuya Aragaki Observation Diary of Megumi Kato - XXXIX

This diary can be discarded.,I understand why I couldn't discard it before.,As long as I've been trying to keep an eye on Aragaki-san.,There's no way to discard this diary.。 So, now, the problem is no longer solved by me anyway, so let's abandon this diary as a node and give up.

Eiri Ri came to see me today - Aragaki Kazuya observes the diary, and it ends with something that has nothing to do with Aragaki classmates, right?

Of course, throw it away when you're sick, right? ――

Dividing line-

Kazuya silently closed the diary, and Ayase behind him also looked gloomy.

And Kato, at the beginning, tried to stop Kazuya when the diary fell to the ground, but after Kazuya picked up the diary, she seemed to have been a little resigned and silently leaned against the head of the bed, quietly looking at Kazuya who was flipping through the diary.

"Now, Aragaki san, after reading it, please help me throw it away, right?"

As if he didn't care, Kato said naturally.

Kazuya raised his head and looked at Kato's expression, and Kato pressed the delete button as if he really didn't care, so calmly gave his memory.