"But when I'm with you, I sometimes feel inexplicably sad, because I know that you don't love me as much as I love you, you are just moved by me, and as a woman, that feeling is easy to perceive."

"So my worries are not without reason, I often think, if one day, you fall in love with another woman, what should I do? Is it desperate to keep you, or to walk away quietly and hide aside and silently bless you? During that time, I was really troubled, I was afraid of losing you, but I also knew that I couldn't keep your heart at all, you belong to me now, and it was only temporary, because it was moved, not real love. ”

Later, I finally figured it out, I thought, loving someone, in fact, can really sacrifice everything for him, if you are not happy, what can I do if I keep you? I don't want to see you unhappy, I think as long as you're happy, any outcome is acceptable to me, I can be nameless, I can love you silently, or, as long as you need it, I can even ...... As a junior, I don't care, as long as you can be as I once said, in your mind, there will always be a place that belongs to me. ”

After Zhang Yan finished saying these words, tears had already wet my chest, and she hugged me tightly, very tightly.

I was suddenly a little speechless, in fact, how can I be, God actually cares so much to me, so that I can have a woman who loves me so deeply as Zhang Yan, perhaps, this is true love, you can love someone at all costs, and even love yourself so much that you lose yourself.

I couldn't help but hug Zhang Yan tightly, I felt that she loved so wronged, why couldn't I understand the bitterness in her heart before?

Maybe I'm too selfish in love, I think as long as I make her happy and satisfied in that aspect, it's all that, I think just say a few words to make her happy, it's sweet, but ...... Is this love? Have I really walked into Zhang Yan's inner world?

Compared with Zhang Yan's dedication to me, my love for her is too superficial.

Maybe Zhang Yan is right, is my love for Zhang Yan really ...... Just a touch?

Thinking of this, I can't help but be secretly surprised in my heart, it is a pain, a very selfish pain.

Actually, I don't want to lose Zhang Yan, I really don't want to, but even if I have her, I still can't help but think about other women, what am I?

What is the nature of a man? Hehe...... This kind of excuse is purely looking for a draw.

Ever stimulated? Hehe...... Could it be more selfish and shameless?

Well, there may be only one answer left.

I don't really love Zhang Yan, I'm just moved by her, I just can't let go of her tenderness for me.

This answer made my heart ache for a while, and I really didn't have the courage to face Zhang Yan's gaze.

Yes, it's not that I don't understand this kind of thing, I just don't dare to face it.

I haven't experienced that kind of feeling of true love, and it's really as Zhang Yan said, if you really fall in love with someone, you can actually give up the whole world for her, just like the feeling I used to have for Cheng Lin, I can't tolerate any impurities, and I really never thought about any other woman when I had Cheng Lin.

When I thought of Cheng Lin, I couldn't help but have a headache, as if it was a feeling of tearing my memory, I held my head down, and I didn't dare to continue thinking about it.

"Han Bin, what's wrong with you? Did I just say those things that made you sad? ”

Zhang Yan looked at me very nervously, stretched out her little hand to massage my forehead, and comforted me in turn: "Han Bin, what I said just now is really not putting pressure on you, I just want you to understand my heart, I don't care if you have another woman, I just want to be able to continue to be by your side, I love you, I can love you without any requirements......"

I covered Zhang Yan's mouth, I don't want her to continue talking, she loves so stupidly, so wronged, maybe there is a saying that is right, women in this life, will be stupid for a man for no reason, I was lucky to become this man, but unfortunately, why can't I be stupid for Zhang Yan once?

There is no answer to this question, because love has never been justified, I can only keep kissing her, kissing her from the heart, and the reward I can give her may only be this kind of tenderness that touches my heart.

Of course, I will do other things for Zhang Yan without reservation, this woman brings me definitely not only a woman in a simple sense, Zhang Yan is very important to me, except for love, I can pay for her.

As for love, that feeling is not at all something I can control, so how can I deceive myself?

Just like Zhang Yan said, if I have to treat being moved as love, but what if I am not so moved one day? Isn't this also a disservice to both sides?

If that time really comes, maybe the damage to Zhang Yan will be more serious, and I don't want to hurt her.

So I kissed Zhang Yan's eyes and said what was in my heart to her, I didn't want to deceive her, even if she would leave me because of this, I was even prepared for the worst.

Yes, the relationship between men and women, sincerity is the most important, not whether you can go on (chuang), on (chuang) is only one aspect of enhancing the relationship, even if you don't (chuang), you can still become friends.

Therefore, having that sincerity is the most important thing, and the rest is just external causes, just one way.

So I told Zhang Yanhe my heart, if you don't know how to express the feelings between men and women, then tell her the truth, at least both parties don't need to guess.

Guess, it's the most tiring and painful.

Zhang Yan didn't seem to think as much, hearing me say this, she was not so sad, she suddenly smiled and said to me: "Han Bin, I'm almost scared to death by you, I thought that as soon as you had another woman, you didn't want me, so I was worried, I thought you would break up with me, I was really afraid of losing you, I don't want anything else, I just want to be by your side all the time, I don't want anything, I don't want anything, I ......"

I covered Zhang Yan's little mouth and didn't let her continue, and I was almost moved to tears by her.

But men are not allowed to shed tears in front of women, and being moved cannot be an excuse for tears.

I just pinched Zhang Yan's nose with all kinds of pity and said: "Little fool, you are not allowed to say such stupid things again in the future, I don't want anyone and it is impossible not to want you, unless one day you want to go home, or you find a home that you can entrust your life with, I will not let you go, if you are not happy, I will not allow you to leave." ”