After dinner, Zhao Min and Si Liya still had work to discuss, and the two went to Zhao Min's room, while I returned to my guest room bored alone.

I originally wanted to go out for a walk, but then I thought, what's the point of going out alone? Besides, I don't know where to go, I've never been to the city before, and I'm new to the city.

Turn on the computer to surf the Internet, click on a few links to watch the news, nothing new, fight the landlord for a while, but quickly lost the happy beans, I didn't even win.

It's really evil, how can luck be so bad? Shouldn't it be a sign that this visit to the magic capital will be smooth sailing?

Seeing that there was nothing to play, I had to go to the balcony to breathe, the night view of the magic capital was very beautiful, I quietly appreciated, but the bustling night scene could not stop the loneliness and loneliness in my heart, I felt more and more bored.

So I don't know why, I thought of someone inexplicably, Cheng Lin.

I haven't thought about Cheng Lin for a long time, and I don't know why I think of her at this time, because everything I see now has nothing to do with Cheng Lin at all, but I just thought of her, does it have anything to do with my mood at this time?

Some people say that when a person is lonely and lonely, the person he thinks of is the person he really likes in his heart, but the funny thing is that the more people he really likes, the less likely he is to really come together, otherwise how can there be the word 'lovesickness'?

Well, maybe there is some truth, otherwise why would my head hurt every time I think of Cheng Lin?

Actually, it's not a headache, it's heartache, it's an indescribable feeling, it's very depressing, it's painful.

I couldn't help but light a cigarette, smoking can't erase Cheng Lin's shadow in front of my eyes, I unconsciously looked at the cigarette box in a daze, Cheng Lin's pretty face appeared on the cigarette box, she looked at me very naughty and smiled.

Why do I think of Cheng Lin when I see a cigarette box, because I remember a small incident a long time ago.

At that time, Cheng Lin was against me smoking, so she came up with all kinds of weird ways to urge me to quit.

I remember that I was still working in Tianyu at that time, and once I was on a business trip with my boss, and the first and second bosses were also big smoking guns, so I naturally wanted to be courteous, I naturally took out the cigarette case, and the big boss and the second boss naturally stretched out their hands, but the moment I opened the cigarette case, what I touched was not a cigarette, but a handful of melon seeds fell out of the 'bang'.

It embarrassed me at the time, alas, I still remember how embarrassed I was at that time.

Looking back now, it seems like it happened yesterday, I can't forget the days I used to be with Cheng Lin, even if it was a little thing, but those little things make me remember it vividly.

We depend on each other, we look forward to the future, we save money little by little, we live frugally and calculated, we are very poor at that time, but our hearts are full of hope.

Because we have a kind of energy in our hearts, and that energy makes us happy and full in our poor days.

It's not like now, what if I have money, am I really happy?

I don't have the money, but the energy is gone.

If I can, I'm really willing to use everything I have to get the previous Cheng Lin back, I don't think money matters.

It's just that this is an unrealistic fantasy, the current Cheng Lin is no longer the Cheng Lin of the past, and I am no longer the same person I used to be, both of us have changed, and we can no longer face each other.

It is precisely for this reason that although I no longer hold a grudge against Cheng Lin now, although I have thought of her more than once, and even missed her, I have never had the idea of looking for Cheng Lin.

We're not ourselves anymore, so what if we find it?

Familiar strangers only add to the sadness.

I dropped the cigarette butt at my feet, and the dark green carpet on the ground was smoking, and I suddenly woke up and quickly stepped on it, but the knock on the door rang out at this time.

I walked over quickly to open the door, and Si Liya stood at the door with a delicate face, she was still smiling, but soon her eyes widened inexplicably.

"Han Bin? Isn't it, you're crying? ”

"Huh? Nothing. ”

I quickly wiped my eyes with my hand, there were indeed some moist marks, could it be that I had tears in my memories just now? Well, that's embarrassing.

"Why don't you hurry up and explain to the organization, what's the situation?"

Si Liya smiled and joked with me, this was not a mockery, it was actually a kind comfort, of course, it did not rule out that she was a little curious.

Of course I won't say what is on my mind, I just changed my mood, I smiled and said to Si Liya: "What can be the situation, I just miss you, but I don't come when I wait for you, my heart is broken." ”

"Hmph, it's going to talk nonsense, and it's not right at all."

Si Liya didn't seem to expect me to tell her what was on her mind, and seeing that I wasn't the sad look I had just now, she stopped asking questions and walked into my room with her own steps.

I saw that Si Liya was still dressed during the day, but she had changed into a pair of bright red Butos on her feet, and the bright red color set off her heels very white and delicate, and she was not wearing socks.

"It's a little boring, I don't want to go to bed so early, so I'll come and chat with you, don't bother."

Si Liya turned around with a grin, I saw that her eyes were beautiful and clear, and her late night visit was not a possibility, so I had no illusions about Si Lia, although I really needed a woman to fill the void in my heart right now.

Yes, Cheng Lin took away not only the memories that belonged to the two of us, she also took away my heart, every time I think of Cheng Lin, my heart will be sad, I always feel as if somewhere has been hollowed out, what is it?

I don't know, and I don't want to know, because I'm afraid to face some kind of fact.

Sometimes you can only rely on another woman to fill the wounds that one woman brings you, as long as it doesn't make me feel so lonely, so I started to tease Si Liya, not the kind of malicious and with some purpose, I just don't want to let myself be so depressed.

I smiled and said, "Of course I don't bother, I'm looking forward to it too late, in fact, I'm also bored, why don't we talk all night, or, you can do something that is not boring, for example, we can have a bang, are you interested?" ”

I admit that I said this is indeed a bit too reckless, this is equivalent to a straightforward appointment with Si Liya (0) cannon, is it shameless to put it aside first, the most important thing is that there is no warning, I didn't think about it to tease her so boldly, I guess Si Liya didn't even have the mental preparation for this.