Chapter 21: Bad and Good
A charitable and familiar voice came from the door, and the four of Luo Xue turned their heads to see Mo Wen looking at them with a smile, still the same kind of loving gaze as before.
Mo Wen was dressed in white, simple, but with a sense of ethereal immortalism, perhaps because of his salvation, which made him look like an immortal. The old face now has a gentle smile, and the white hair that is as white as snow is scattered at will, adding a bit of kindness and indifference.
However, those who know him will know that Mo Wen's temper is not much different from Mo Wen's, he has the same arrogance, the same as his indifference, although he is a miracle doctor, he is also the kind of person with a strange temper, and he will not easily save people, unless you have a good relationship with him, or have enough interests for him to make a move.
Luo Xue smiled, looking at the familiar face of the smiling and loving, her heart was moved, and what appeared in her mind was Mo Wen's care and help for herself in various situations, as well as his helplessness and disappointment in his love and stupidity when he was injured.
Although the object of all this is not Luo Xue, since I exchanged the pendant with 'Luo Xue', everything that 'Luo Xue' has ever experienced seems to have been experienced by myself, and that kind of feeling naturally overflows from the bottom of my heart, making people feel sour but full of warmth and touch.
The look of watching his beloved disciple jump into the fire pit despite his own persuasion was full of sadness and helplessness. Now all flashed in Luo Xue's head, Luo Xue's heart was full of gratitude and apology for Mo Wen, this was apologies for 'Luo Xue', and at the same time, he was also sorry for him, because now he was no longer his favorite disciple.
Speaking of which, Luo Xue didn't know that when she came to this world, she suddenly had no confidence in herself, whether it was Zhu Xue, Zhu Ren, or Mo Wen in front of her now, Luo Xue was very concerned, so she was even more worried that she was not the gentle and kind 'Luo Xue', I don't know if they would like it!
Therefore, every time, although on the surface, Luo Xue is still calm and calm, but she is still a little nervous and worried in her heart. If it is Zhu Xue, Zhu Ren and Mo Wen, these people who used to be single-minded about 'Luo Xue', they no longer like this 'Luo Xue' because of their own character, they will still be very disappointed.
In fact, no matter how indifferent Luo Xue is, no matter how cold Luo Xue is to others, no matter how cold-blooded and ruthless Luo Xue used to be, but, perhaps, deep down, Luo Xue will still crave the care of others, or will long for someone to give her real warmth and real love.
A person has been in the cold world for so long, his heart has long been frozen, even if he wants to find a warmth, even if it is just a small warmth, but in that indifferent world, even if it is such a small desire, there is no way to get it, if he is desperate to find it, he may find it, but in the end it will only speed up the speed at which his heart is frozen.
Once, once, I couldn't stand that loneliness anymore and wanted to find someone to talk to, because there were too many things in my heart.
At that time, Luo Xue was only eleven years old, which was the age when she longed for friends. So Luo Xue went online, applied for a QQ, and chatted with a stranger for a few words, just saying a few words that were the most ordinary and commonplace, but the next day it came out that the stranger she was chatting with was raped and killed and died in her own home.
That person is just an innocent girl, she is only sixteen years old, she is only a student in school, her youth has not yet begun, but because of herself and lost her life, since then she has no chance with this colorful world, originally she should have her own beautiful life, will grow up slowly, there will be people she likes, will get the love of others, get married and have children, but all beautiful dreams, because of herself, shattered. Moreover, he also experienced a nightmare before he died.
Luo Xue watched the girl's parents lying on her body crying heartbreakingly, her heart throbbed, and then thinking about the despair and pain of the girl before she died, Luo Xue bit her lip. On the first day of going to the killer base, the coach taught them not to cry. That was the first time Luo Xue cried after becoming a killer, and it was also the first time she went crazy.
In one night, the killers who killed the girl were all dead. It was a group of mercenaries, fifteen people in all, hired by Luo Xue's enemies to kill her, nine men and six women, and all nine men had violated the innocent girl.
When Luo Xue walked into the hotel room where the team lived with red eyes, those people were having a good time, looking at Luo Xue's immature but beautiful face and figure, they were all laughing constantly, and after knowing Luo Xue's identity, they were even more presumptuous, Luo Xue was alone, crippled those people, cut off their flesh with a knife, and let them taste the pain of life worse than death. And those female team members who thought they were proud were crippled and given to beggars, so that they were humiliated and tortured to death.
This was her apology to the dead girl, a cruel revenge on those people, and, that time, she finally understood that people like them were not worthy of feelings. She can't be soft-hearted to others, because that team of mercenaries is what she once let go.
Because she was only going to go out of the organization to take revenge in one year, and she acted on her own without following the arrangement, so she was punished badly that time, but she didn't regret it, this is what she owed the girl.
In this world, although this identity will face all kinds of difficulties now, but, really, she doesn't regret it, at least, there are still people here who can care about herself.
Moreover, since he has completely changed his identity with 'Luo Xue', from the time he changed the pendant, his identity is 'Luo Xue', the concubine of the King of Cang in this world, so he can play this role well.
Moreover, for this master who can be regarded as a first-time meeting, Luo Xue is also truly respectful from the heart, and his care and love for 'Luo Xue' is even moved by outsiders, and now this object is already himself.
When Mo Wen walked in front of Luo Xue, Luo Xue smiled slightly, her red lips opened lightly, with a deep sense of gratitude, "Teacher! ”
Mo Wen looked at Luo Xue gently, and when he heard her voice, there was an inexplicable flash in his eyes, but he was quickly suppressed from the bottom of his eyes, his expression remained unchanged, and he said kindly and amiably, "Xiaoxue, it's rare that you still remember your master and me, and my body is better!" As soon as he opened his mouth, he asked Luo Xue's physical condition without asking anything else, how could such a master not be moved.
Luo Xue smiled, "Teacher, Xiaoxue is all right, thank you for remembering." ”
"Master Mo Wen, don't ask Master, Miss, don't stand, sit down first!" Zhu Xue opened his mouth and said with a smile, Master Mo Wen is the person that Miss respects the most, and he is also the person she and Zhu Ren are most grateful to, because Miss's life is her Zhu Ren watched Master Mo Wen save her, Miss has been injured, she and Zhu Ren know best, every time Master Mo Wen personally came to save her.
It is said that Master Mo Wen and Master Mo Wen are both relatively withdrawn, and Master Mo Wen can do this for Miss, even if he is an outsider, he and Zhu Ren are moved. Therefore, for Mo Wen, Zhu Xue and Zhu Ren all felt grateful and respected from the bottom of their hearts.
Luo Xue and Mo Wen both smiled and nodded, but Mo Wen looked resentful that a good thing had been destroyed, and the two little girls Zhu Xue and Zhu Ren couldn't stop laughing.
"Don't ask Master, what's wrong with you?" Zhu Xue asked jokingly.
Received a vicious roll of the eyes from Mo Wen.
Zhu Xue touched his cute and small nose boringly, and helplessly turned his head to look at Zhu Ren, who was gloating and looking at himself with a hateful smile, and smiled helplessly. I secretly said in my heart, don't ask the master, didn't I take the initiative to mention what you wanted to say because you didn't speak well, why did you stare at me so fiercely!
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Mo Wen looked helplessly at the two masters and apprentices in front of him who were talking happily, wrinkling an old face and calming his eyes.
Seeing that Zhu Xue entered the tea, as if he had seen a savior, he hurriedly gave her a look.
"Master Mo Wen, please drink tea!"
"Miss drink tea!"
"Don't ask the master to drink tea!"
After serving tea, Zhu Xue went out directly without raising his head.
Mo Wen watched Zhu Xue walk past him sluggishly, ignoring himself at all, and then went out on his own, as if he didn't see the countless glances he made to her, Mo Wen opened his mouth, what does this Zhu Xue girl mean, what does it mean to ignore people?