Chapter XXIII

Mo Wen looked at his favorite disciple with heavy eyes, but he couldn't speak, no matter what the result was, it might be a pain for Luo Xue, but as Luo Xue's master, he wanted to understand everything so much.

Seeing that Mo Wen was reluctant to speak, Luo Xue understood Mo Wen's scruples in her heart, and some emotion welled up in her heart again, "Teacher, just ask whatever you want, you are my teacher, no matter what you ask me, you don't need to worry about anything, you will be a teacher for one day and a father for life, and the teacher's kindness to me is enough for me to treat you as a father." ”

After speaking, I silently added a sentence in my heart, "What's more, in my heart, the status of a teacher is more important than that of my father." ’

Mo Wen sighed lightly, "Hey...... I know that these are indelible pains for you, and I don't want to mention them, but I just ......" paused, and then said slowly, "Xiaoxue, you never called me teacher before." ”

His eyes suddenly became gloomy, and he felt that something was wrong when he heard Luo Xue call him as soon as he entered the door, no matter how a person's personality changed, but the name of a person has long become a habit, and it is impossible to change it in such a short period of time, unless something that happened to him that had a major impact on him was related to this person. However, such a situation is completely untrue for Luo Xue and Mo Wen.

Therefore, Mo Wen may be suspicious of Luo Xue's identity, but for Luo Xue, who is his only and most beloved and treats her as his daughter, he doesn't dare or want to speculate about her, which will only hurt Luo Xue and damage his relationship with her.

Luo Xue, bow your head.

She had thought of this a long time ago, and this teacher was deliberately called like this, as for the reason. If it doesn't turn out the way she wants, then it's better to end it sooner. For this old man, she just wants to show her truest side. Even if, in the end, it will hurt.

"Teacher, I don't want to lie to you, I just want you to know that the current Luo Xue is no longer the original Luo Xue." The voice was faint, without any emotion, but it made Mo Wen feel sad that he had never felt before.

After a pause, the atmosphere was a little stiff, as if it was about to fall into a swamp, and the confined space made people a little breathless.

Luo Xue raised her head slowly, with determination and stubbornness in her clear eyes, she looked at Mo Wen firmly, and said clearly word by word, "Teacher, the current Luo Xue is no longer as simple and kind as before, not as clean and transparent as before, and no longer a blank sheet of paper without impurities." ”

With a little self-deprecation in her eyes, "The current Luo Xue, it can be said that her hands are covered with blood, and her whole person has been soaked in the dark quagmire, and she finally struggled out to catch her breath, but the reality dragged me mercilessly down the abyss." Even I feel disgusted with such a self, how can I ask the teacher that you will like it. ”

After saying what she wanted to say with a strong sense of self-deprecation, Luo Xue pulled the corners of her mouth helplessly, still feeling a little regretful in her heart, if she lost this teacher, she would still be sad.

"Nonsense."

Luo Xue was still immersed in her own thoughts, but Mo Wen was very angry and disrupted her thinking, Luo Xue came back to her senses and looked at Mo Wen's eyes again, and clearly saw the anger and distress inside.

Mo Wen saw Luo Xue come out of her sadness, and secretly breathed a sigh of relief, Luo Xue's state just now was very dangerous, blindly sad and not coming out of sadness, it was definitely not a good thing for her who was not completely good now, it would hurt her foundation, and moreover, it would seriously affect her mind and make her really fall into darkness.

"Xiaoxue, as long as I am in one day, you will be my unheard apprentice, no matter what kind of person you are, I will always be your master, whether you call me master or teacher, this is just a title, I will always be a person who loves you."

After a pause, he continued to say in a deeper voice, "But, Xiaoxue, a person must not always be immersed in his own sadness and not be able to walk out. You must keep your heart and stick to your own beliefs. ”

With a firm gaze and a calm tone, Luo Xue gradually became clearer, and suddenly broke out in a cold sweat when she came back to her senses. I have killed countless people in the past, but I have always adhered to my heart, my own bottom line and my own beliefs and persistence, but when I came here, I was always shrouded in the sadness of the past, I almost lost myself, I lost confidence in myself, and I wanted to gain anyone's trust.

I never thought I would lose it because I didn't have it before, but now I have more, but I often doubt myself, doubt whether I can keep these things I care about, this is the most taboo thing for any person, if there is no hope for myself, all that exists is doubt, and in the end I can only become more and more depraved and more and more defeated.

I never thought about these problems before because I had never encountered such a situation, and the place where I lived never gave me this opportunity to get what I wanted. Instead, when I came here, the situation changed so drastically that I almost lost myself.

If Mo Wen hadn't discovered that something was wrong and suddenly mentioned it, he might only be able to gradually decay in his own sadness, and he would no longer have confidence in anything.

"No matter what you encounter, you can't lose your heart, no matter what you encounter, you can't lose your heart......" Luo Xue has been reciting this sentence softly, and her eyes are gradually becoming clearer and cleaner.

The sudden epiphany made her feel a sense of joy, and it turned out that Mo Wen had never doubted herself, but found that she was uncertain about herself, so she used this to enlighten herself.

It's just that Luo Xue doesn't understand a little, why is her so strong will so easily eroded by sadness? lowered his head and pondered for a long time, and suddenly realized that it was because of 'Luo Xue'.

'Luo Xue' was originally a very confident person, even if she was born humble in the eyes of others, she still did her own thing well, which can be seen from the attitude of her two maids towards her. Moreover, it is absolutely impossible for Mo Wen to take a fancy to her just because of her talent, just like Mo Wen, it is not only her talent that he likes, but the ruthlessness brewed in the killing.

However, all this is because of a Sikong Cangling, and because of Sikong Cangling, 'Luo Xue' began to doubt himself. Luo Xue, who didn't have much affection for Sikong Cangling, suddenly had no good impression of Sikong Cangling, and originally thought that Sikong Cangling was not bad to him, but judging from the delay in a woman's life, his kindness was not enough at all.

His eyes suddenly turned cold.

Looking up, "Teacher, I'm ......" looked at Mo Wen, Luo Xue was about to speak, but Mo Wen took her words.

"Needless to say, the teacher understands, but you can't be occupied by sadness, and in the same way, don't be occupied by hatred, otherwise, if one day you lose someone you can hate, you will become disgusted with the world, and even lose your direction. Remember, stay true to your heart. ”

"Think about it here now, and go back in the evening," he said, leaving the room and closing the door. Luo Xue was left alone in the room to ponder.

At the moment when Luo Xue suddenly looked up at Mo Wen, Mo Wen did not see the cowardice and lack of confidence in her eyes, but in the same way, she saw a trace of cruelty and bloodshed in her eyes and the desire for revenge that had not been taken back.

Luo Xue watched Mo Wen turn around and go out of the door directly, frowning for a moment before calming down the trace of anxiety in her heart, stretching her brows, and recovering her indifference again. After a moment of silence, he sat down on the ground, closed his eyes, and slowly entered his own world of thoughts.

Click...... Hiss......

Mo Wen was tasting the fragrant tea brewed by Zhu Xue, thinking that Luo Xue's disciple was really blessed, these two girls have their own uses, the originally closed door suddenly opened, Mo Wen looked at the door calmly, and it was not surprising to see Mo Wen coming out of the room alone.

However, Zhu Xue and Zhu Ren on the side were not so calm, especially Zhu Xue, who was originally an acute child, saw Mo Wen come out, and hurriedly asked, "Master Mo Wen, what's wrong with my young lady?" ”

Although Zhu Ren has Luo Xue's unfazed temperament, she is also very worried about Luo Xue, so although she is not as anxious as Zhu Xue to ask, the tension and worry in her eyes are still obvious.

Mo Wen smiled slightly, but before Zhu Xue and Zhu Ren could breathe a sigh of relief because of his expression, they suddenly turned the two colors cold, and said in an indifferent tone, "Zhu Xue, Zhu Ren, didn't your young lady teach you not to be surprised no matter what you encounter?" When you encounter such a little thing, you are so panicked, if you really encounter any huge danger at that time, how can you protect her, do you want Xiaoxue to protect you in turn when the time comes? ”