The Melancholy of the English Pear (Part 2)

Yingli Li, who has been promoted to the second grade, is very unhappy, yes, very unhappy. Originally, she shouldn't have been unhappy, or maybe she should only be happy. Recently, Little Love Rhapsody announced the production of the second part of the game, which really excited her. "When the time comes, I'll let Kazuya help me line up to buy the second part of "Little Love", that guy, he looks very smart, but he's actually quite stupid, he can't even go to winter comi alone, and queuing up to buy games is to exercise him." Eriri looked at Kazuya's seat, however, it was empty.

"Damn Kazuya, I haven't come to class for a week, and the teacher said he took three months off, saying that his sister has a phobia of going out and needs to take care of his sister."

Ying Li Li casually used the pencil in her hand to draw a small figure on the paper, although the strokes are immature, but you can still see a little bit of the shadow of the harmony, the future of the big touch Kashiwagi Eiri has begun to take shape at this time. "It's to take care of my sister.,Anyway, does this guy have a clear distinction between two-dimensional and three-dimensional! For the sake of my sister, I can not go to school, do you think that you are good to your sister, and my sister will become a brother control? Don't think about it! ”

A cross was drawn on the face of the finished villain, and Ying Lili continued to exude resentment: "The teacher actually agreed, are the teachers and principals of this school wonderful, can you ask for leave at will after a long time?" Three months, this is no longer a leave, it is already a leave of absence! Damn, no one talks about games and anime anymore, it's so boring, so boring! ”

"Anyway, let's go and see him," he said, erasing the fork on the villain, and then redrawing his eyes, "It's still boring that no one talks about the game, and I have to let him know the news of Little Love." Anyway, I've been to his house many times before, and Ayase is having a lot of fun with me, so I'm here to help Ayase. By the way, help Ayase, Ayase's illness is cured, and Kazuya will come to school, that's it. Hurriedly stuffing the finished sketch into the drawer, Eiri made up her mind in her heart, "That's right, I'm here to help Ayase relieve my boredom by the way, that idiot who only has good grades, whatever!" ”

And at this time, Kazuya is in the midst of infinite self-blame, and in his opinion, his sister's school boredom and fear of going out are problems that he didn't pay attention to.

Perhaps overindulgent to Kazuya, the Aragaki couple tried to do some corrective work on their second child, so they made it their mission to educate Ayase as a standard Yamato Nadeshiko. Ayase has undergone strict etiquette training since she was two years old, and Ayase, who has a gentle personality, has also developed the habit of being patient and restraining her emotions since she was a child. So, in her first year of kindergarten, she showed amazing adaptability. I didn't get too nervous because I left the sight of my parents, and I didn't make noise like other children, but I often went with the teacher to comfort other children, and many times even the kindergarten teacher felt strange, Ayase's quiet and calm seemed too mature for a 4-year-old child. But in view of the precedent of Kazuya's freak, the Aragaki couple didn't care too much about Ayase's situation, and at this time, Kazuya, although he didn't understand Ayase's behavior, had just entered elementary school and found a wild pear pear, he was too excited, and was planning a British pear strategy, and didn't delve into Ayase's situation.

It turns out that not everyone is a freak like Kazuya, Ayase is just an ordinary person, her quiet and non-noisy are self-restraints, and this restraint finally collapsed in the second year of kindergarten. Ayase begins to show a family plot, at first just crying and not wanting to go to kindergarten, then it escalates to not being afraid to appear in public, and finally escalates to a situation where she is afraid to even leave the house.

At this time, Kazuya finally realized the seriousness of Ayase's problem, his parents were misled by their own special case, but he shouldn't, Kazuya knew that Ayase was not a genius child, she was just an ordinary girl. If Ayase's anomaly had been realized earlier and corrected, the situation would not have developed so badly.

So, Kazuya took a leave of absence, and directly applied for a three-month long vacation, which is equivalent to not attending classes for a semester, in order to achieve this goal, he showed the unique domineering spirit of the traverser, and opened the Long Aotian mode without hesitation. After answering the exam questions for the elementary school entrance examination in the principal's office for an hour, under the stunned eyes of the principal and the head teacher, Kazuya took the principal's seal himself, engraved the official seal on the leave slip and left, and after that, Kazuya completely threw himself into the world of taking care of his sister, and did not return to school, nor did he notify anyone of his leave, or the news of temporary suspension.

So, when Eiri Ri knocked on the door of Aragaki after school, Kazuya was trying to persuade Ayase to go out.

Surrounded by dolls and cute little stickers that girls like, just like **small animals, and also took the doll step by step to the entrance,

"Ayase, come here, my brother has a doll in his hand, I can get it right away, you see, I got it when I got out of the house." Although it seems childish, it is the only way he can think of to persuade Ayase to go out. But as soon as she got close to the door, Ayase's movements immediately became sluggish, and then her body slowly began to tremble, and finally she ran back to her room with tears in her eyes.

So, when Yingli Lili, who pushed the door in, saw that Kazuya, who had failed to abduct children for the 123rd time, was helplessly holding a rag doll and sitting at the door with her head down, the words that she wanted to blame Kazuya swallowed back raw, and replaced them with concern: "What's wrong, Kazuya, what's wrong, are you still worried about your sister's illness?" ”

looked at the uninvited Ying Li Li in surprise, and after three seconds of brain short-circuiting, he held back a sentence: "Ying Li Li, why are you here?" ”

"Arnold, I heard that Ayase is sick, and I'm also her sister, so I'm here to visit her, so what's wrong with Ayase, and I need you to suspend school for three months to take care of her? Remember, I'm here to see Ayase, not you! ”

If it was in the past, such an obvious tsundere reaction would make Kazuya feel happy, but now, in a sluggish spirit, he just answered Eiriri's question very decadently and told Ayase about Ayase's symptoms.

"So, this kid forcibly restrained his fear because he was afraid of being separated from his family, and finally broke out, right?" Suddenly, Eiri had a trace of sympathy for the sister of her good friend, in fact, she was born in a diplomat family and could empathize more with her than the free and casual Kazuya, although her parents insisted on the hobby of the house and did not give up, but in some unavoidable formal occasions, she was only seven years old and was forced to put on a mask and disguise her smile many times. Not to mention the days before I was in school, and before I became friends with Kazuya, I had to show a false smile in order to deal with others.

"Does she have any friends? It's hard for children to wear masks at school, but after having friends, it's no problem, coquettish to friends, playing with friends or something, and the pressure is expressed. ”

"As soon as Ayase went to kindergarten, she seemed very mature, she didn't cry or make trouble, and comforted her classmates with the teacher, and now, her classmates all treat her as a teacher and a sister, and they all look for her to solve problems, but she herself has no real friends." Kazuya lowered his head regretfully, and fell into a state of self-pity again, "It's all my fault, I didn't realize Ayase's problem, when I was a child, I looked at her too closely, resulting in her not making friends, and she would only take care of people after school, I thought she was also a precocious child, but in fact it wasn't, if I realized this earlier, let her play with friends of the same age earlier, and realize her patience earlier, then it would be fine." ”

Looking at the tangled Kazuya, while sympathizing, Ying Lili had a subtle feeling of unhappiness in her heart: "I pay so much attention to my sister, I haven't seen each other for a few days, I don't even say hello, I obviously told her my phone number, I don't pay attention to my mood at all, I deserve to be so troubled!" ”

However, after controlling her emotions, she still made her own suggestion: "There will always be a few good children who play with Ayase, let Ayase get along with them in a normal way, instead of being a big sister, they will also realize that Ayase is their age and become friends!" ”

Pretending to be an experienced adult and saying those words, Ying Li Li was surprised that she suddenly became so smart, and at the same time, she was also a little happy: "I made a good suggestion, Ying Li Li, you are really amazing, you are really mature, and you will be happy and thank you!" "Sa,Then it's better for him to repay me.,"Little Love" is not enough.,Plus which anime's BD.,Or which game's commemorative version? No, no, it's better to just pull him to Akihabara to let him bleed heavily, what do I want, he buys me something.

However, just as Ying Li Li was immersed in her own yy, Kazuya couldn't wait to start acting: "Ah, Ying Li Li, it's amazing, I just thought about calling her out of the house, but I didn't expect to solve her psychological problems like this?" Thank you so much, then I'll go and ask Ayase if she has any close children, that's all. ”

"Hey, hey, I'm a guest, I'm coming to your house, won't you take care of me?" Eriri stomped her foot hard and yelled at Kazuya, who had disappeared into the hallway.

"Make do with it yourself, you've been to my house anyway, the door to my room is open, if you want to play a game, go over and play, I'll go see Ayase first."

"Huh?" Hearing the sound of the door closing in the distance, Ying Lili shouted in the loudest voice, "Kazuya, you big fool, I won't pay attention to you anymore!" ”

Children's anger is often very long.,After that,Ying Li really didn't come to visit Aragaki again.,Plus Kazuya was busy helping Ayase find friends.,I forgot about Ying Li's visit.,So,When Kazuya returned to school three months later,,I found that the situation was different.。

"Now, this is An Yilun Yejun, I'm discussing a new partner for anime games!" Watching Ying Lili introduce this partner who wears a pair of glasses and exudes a kind of otaku aura in a resentful woman-like tone of "I can live well without you", and also felt a kind of on-site NTR egg pain. But he immediately restrained himself and stretched out his hand to Lun: "That, Anyi-san, what type of anime and games do you like?" ”

"How can you say what type you like, as long as it's two-dimensional and touching," An Yilun also helped his glasses, "It's all my life!" ”

This person is hopeless, and Kazuya looked at An Yilun with a fool's eyes, "But he doesn't seem to be interested in the third dimension, as long as my apology is appropriate, the friendship between Yingli Li and me this year is not comparable to this guy's three months." ”

Kazuya's prediction is only half right.,Under his apology,Ying Li Pear did reconcile with him.,When the three of them are together,,It's often Lun who flips through the comics alone.,Ying Li Li and Kazuya are discussing games and anime together on the computer.。 However, he ignores the impact of Ryonya's otaku aura on others.

An Yilun is also the best at preaching, as long as it is two-dimensional, what can win his fanaticism, he will try his best to promote, try his best to promote, if you can add some housemates, of course, it is also a good thing, but, Lun's preaching is often the opposite effect, and the surrounding classmates are more and more respectful of Lun's fanatical attitude, and in the end, it affects Yingli and Kazuya. More and more people began to wonder about the specific content of the discussion, such as "The first grade in that grade seems to be a dead house!" "On the surface, she looks like the eldest lady, but in fact she is an otaku", and other remarks slowly began to appear, until finally, the whole class realized that this three-person circle was actually a homebody, and the three began to be gradually isolated.

The three of them reacted differently, Ying Lili put on a mask, pretended to be the eldest lady in front of people, and mingled with the other girls, hiding the house attribute in her own personality; Kazuya has created a new image for himself, using good ball skills and excellent results to create himself as a "sunny boy who likes ACG"; And Lun is firm in his path to the Otaku Guardian, and continues to unabashedly promote his hobby of the otaku to everyone, still not giving up any opportunity to publicize, even if he is rejected by others, he has no intention of giving up.

Seeing that Ying Lili had to hide her hobbies again and live in front of people with a mask, Lun also fell into deep self-blame again.

"Eri Ri became what she is now, and even became a Gongkou doujin writer, in essence, it was my fault, and I caused her to be overly depressed, just like Ayase back then, and my neglect of her led to this result. But I couldn't help her, because, as a disgusting person like me was in a position to help her, it was the bad consequences of my bad intentions against her in the first place. If I hadn't ignored her because of Ayase's affairs, even if I had more communication with her when I was taking care of Ayase, she wouldn't have caused the atmosphere to collapse by pulling Ryon into our circle because of her anger. Taking a step back, if I hadn't approached her with bad thoughts back then, she wouldn't have had to experience the tragic fact that she was forced to wear a mask after opening her heart, so it is me who made Ying Li Li like this, and people like me are not qualified to help Ying Li Li. —Kazuya Aragaki, "Memoirs of the Age of Seventeen."

In the face of the change of Ying Li Li and the change of the entire surrounding environment, Lun also chose the worst way, he began to alienate Ying Li Li, although Ying Li Li often took the initiative to find Kazuya, trying to regain the atmosphere of the two talking back then, but Kazuya only took the evasion, no matter when, when Ying Li Li came towards him, Kazuya would rather go to Lun Ye's side and communicate with Lun Ye, rather than meet Ying Li's eyes. In the end, Ying Lili no longer took the initiative to find Heya, and the two sides ended up being strangers.

"That's it, it's good, childhood sweethearts or something, who loves to be whom, and sure enough, taking the initiative to set up a flag is going to be punished! It's also a kind of redemption for me," Kazuya sighed deeply after Eriri barely contacted him.

But on the other hand, Kazuya and An Yilun have also become good friends, and in Kazuya's opinion, Lun was not originally a high-profile person, but was noticed by his classmates because he joined their circle of two, and was finally exposed as an otaku. In this regard, Kazuya felt very sorry, and in the face of the crazy sermon and isolated Lunye, he stretched out his hand of friendship, and after learning that Lunya's character itself was like this, he did not change the relationship. For Kazuya, on the contrary, he gained "The sunny boy who likes ACG and the dead house are good friends, and they are really trustworthy!" It made him feel a bit hypocritical.

Of course, for Kazuya, the childhood sweetheart flag he once fantasized about has been completely pulled up and can never be taken back.

P.S second more,Close to 5000 words of the big chapter,In fact, the original manuscript is only more than 3,000 words.,But after coming back, I read the book review area and had a new suggestion.,So try to flesh out the content of the English pear to find and also enrich it.,Try to write the feeling of being arrogant and caring about friends like Ying Lili.,Although it still feels a little lacking.。 But in this way, the plot after that seems to be progressing a little too fast, a bit anticlimactic? If you're not satisfied, then I'll make up the plot here in the future

P.S2.0 After writing this chapter.,And then look for yourself.,I think Kazuya's self-blame for Ayase and Eiri pear is like Brother Chun's not the one who's right.