Lin Chujiu was born in medicine, although she later worked for the country, but she was also an agent related to her profession, she didn't know war at all, and she couldn't command war, fighting a war was a far away thing for her, but now?

But she is in the middle of the battlefield, holding millions of soldiers and horses, doing the business of dispatching troops, and a single sentence can decide the life and death of thousands, or even tens of thousands. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Although Xiao Tianyao is in control of the overall situation in the rear, she only needs to give the order according to Xiao Tianyao's requirements, but ......

The battlefield is unpredictable, and a breath may be a new situation, and there are many unexpected situations, even Xiao Tianyao can't predict it in advance, Xiao Tianyao can't make arrangements for her, in this case, she can only rely on herself.

In order not to lose face in front of the soldiers, let alone lose face abroad, Lin Chujiu paid attention to the battle situation during the day, and secretly read military books at night and studied with veterans.

It's a pity that after a year of hard work, Lin Chujiu can only deal with small problems, and when it comes to the big deployment of troops and horses, Lin Chujiu still doesn't dare to give orders easily.

Yes, it's not that she won't, but she doesn't dare, it's not the field she is good at, and it's not the field she knows, Lin Chujiu doesn't have enough confidence in herself, she doesn't dare to give orders at will, she is afraid, afraid that a wrong order from her will cause the soldiers to die tragically.

You must know that this is a battlefield, not a child's play, her words are likely to make thousands of soldiers sacrifice in vain, yes, Lin Chujiu is very cautious about any order to transfer troops, even if it is a small order, for fear that something will go wrong.

In the first battle against Nanban, Lin Chujiu has maintained this state of high intensity, high tension and high pressure, for more than a year, her whole person is about to have a nervous breakdown, seeing that Nanban is about to lose, this battle is about to end, Lin Chujiu really wants to look up to the sky and laugh.

It's finally over, she finally doesn't have to continue to be in command, even if it is to convey Xiao Tianyao's order, she is under a lot of pressure.

She was afraid, afraid of saying the wrong thing, misunderstanding Xiao Tianyao's meaning, and giving the wrong order.

She is not hard-hearted and rational enough, she is really not material to lead soldiers, every day on the battlefield is a torment for her, especially on the front line, she can't see her son, which makes her even more painful.

One year and three months, a whole one and three months, she didn't see her Zifu anymore, she missed her Zifu's childhood, didn't take care of Xiaozifu when he was sick, didn't accompany Xiaozifu when she needed her.

She's not a qualified mother, she's a real failure.

Seeing that Nanban was about to die, Lin Chujiu began to prepare for moving back to the dynasty, but before she could break through Nanban, Xiwu and Beili sent troops again, and at that moment Lin Chujiu simply wanted to kill.

She doesn't want to stay on the battlefield at all, let alone continue to be in command, she just wants to go home and hug her little son, it's really not good, stay in the rear of the battlefield, and provide logistics support for the army, anyway, she really doesn't want to, like a man, sitting in the camp tent, commanding thousands of troops, this is really too embarrassing for her.

The first moment she got the news, Lin Chujiu couldn't sit still, and she immediately used military channels to send a letter to Xiao Tianyao, expressing her thoughts about Zifu and her hatred of the war.

Yes, Lin Chujiu hates war, war can bring unification of the world, but it also brings lingering pain to ordinary people.

The war was so cruel that she didn't want to see this kind of large-scale war again in her lifetime, let alone see the tragic state of corpses everywhere and not being burned clean.

When the letter spread, Lin Chujiu thought that Xiao Tianyao would soon come to replace her and replace her back, but he didn't want things to be completely out of Lin Chujiu's expectations, Xiao Tianyao ......

He came, not only by himself, but also with Lin Chujiu's heartfelt boy Fu.

Xiao Zifu is more than four years old, and he is five years old, I don't know if he has raised too well this year, or Xiao Tianyao, his father is too strict, Xiao Zifu, who is only more than four years old, has no baby fat, and his body is taller than ordinary children, but his face is very good and he looks very healthy.

Of course, this is not the most important thing, because of the poison in the womb, Xiao Zifu was born extremely weak, and rarely when he was white and fat, most of them were thin, Lin Chujiu also knew that her son was afraid that he would not be able to be as meaty, fat and fat as Xiao Jiu Shao.

She is not concerned about her son's figure, but about her son's every move, as well as the temperament exuded by his body, as well as his politeness and rustiness towards her as a mother.

Her son is only four years old, but he already has the charm of a noble child, and his little face is tense, even in the face of her mother, he is polite and unfamiliar.

"Mother." After a year, the boy saw Lin Chujiu again, but he didn't throw himself into her arms and say that he missed her as Lin Chujiu expected, nor did he hug her with red eyes and call her mother as Lin Chujiu thought.

Her kid Fu saw that there was a curtain in her eyes, but his demeanor was very restrained, like a little adult, and he couldn't see his true emotions and emotions from the outside.

"Zifu, don't you remember your mother?" Lin Chujiu suppressed the sourness and self-blame in his heart, squatted in front of Xiao Zifu, and asked softly.

She is not a qualified mother, so Xiao Zifu should not remember her, she is just a little disappointed.

"Mother you think too much, how can my son forget you, mother concubine...... The son grew up. Xiao Zifu looked helpless, secretly glanced at Xiao Tianyao, and saw that his father was really looking at him with blaming eyes, blaming him for making his mother sad.

The boy sighed slightly, pretentiously stepped forward to hug Lin Chujiu, his little hand gently patted her back, and his childish voice did not rise and fall without a trace of ups and downs: "Mother, my son will never forget you if he forgets you." ”

His father's study is full of portraits of his mother's concubine, and he has five hours a day this year, studying with his father in the study, he can depict his mother's appearance with his eyes closed, how can he forget.

Holding his son's small, soft body, Lin Chujiu was finally cured, but he was still a little sad in his heart: "Seeing Zifu, you are so cold to your mother, and your mother thinks you have forgotten me." ”

"Mother, I've grown up." Xiao Zifu sighed again, and in a childish tone, he said something that only adults would say.

When he doesn't want to pester his mother, doesn't he want to be coquettish with his mother?

His father didn't allow it, and he taught him so many things every day, he couldn't learn it, where did he have time to think about his mother.

Hearing Xiao Zifu's calm tone, Lin Chujiu couldn't express his sadness, and couldn't help but think in his heart: How did her Xiao Zifu spend this year?

How did you go from a delicate and weak child to a little adult in just one year?

Of course, Lin Chujiu would not ask this face to face, hugged his son and talked for a long time, venting his thoughts and maternal love, and settling down the life of the boy Fu, Lin Chujiu had time to pay attention to Xiao Tianyao and ask Xiao Tianyao how he took care of the child this year?

Why did her kid Fu become a weak version of Xiao Tianyao?