Chapter 203: Brother and Sister Talk
The way this chapter is written feels very similar to the chapters that were deleted before, so everyone hurry up and read it in case it will be smoked by Dianniang......
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Whether Lun also proposed this dating plan, whether he didn't want the atmosphere of the club to continue to be weird, or he didn't want to continue to watch his good friend play the role of an indecisive scumbag, but in fact, his persecutive behavior still forced Kazuya to make up his mind.
"So, stop giving yourself time to think as an explanation, in the end, figure out who you want to choose, and then make the final choice!" On the way home from school, Kazuya kept repeating this sentence to himself along the way, like a psychological suggestion, constantly strengthening his determination.
However, when he returned home and looked at Ayase, who was humming a song and tidying up the table and preparing dinner, Kazuya's heart couldn't help but have a doubt.
In the end, why did Ayase get involved in such a complicated situation?
Obviously, Ayase definitely doesn't have the idea of a "final showdown" like Eiri and Shiyu, at least at first her idea may be extraordinarily simple, she just doesn't want to let herself date anyone else, but, after Len also proposed that plan in the end, Ayase didn't insist on her opinion, although she was a little hesitant, but she still accepted it.
So, what is Ayase's opinion on the "date" on Sunday now, Kazuya is still a little unclear about the specific situation. Or, if Ayase knew that this date actually had a special meaning for Kazuya, then what would her reaction be?
From the beginning when he took care of Ayase, Kazuya actually never seriously thought about what would happen if he fell in love, and even the idea of "strategy" for Ying Li at the beginning, he just carried out it with a somewhat playful mentality of wanting to set up a flag in his childhood. Even, for a long time, he had the idea that if he lived with his sister for the rest of his life, it would not be bad.
However, the reality is completely different from what Kazuya thought. Because of his own intentionality or unintention, a situation similar to the Shura field was formed, and it is undeniable that whether it is Ying Lili, or Shiyu, or Kato, they are all very good girls, and they have a good impression of them in their hearts. So, making a choice, and then having a relationship, seems to be a matter of course. And the simple idea of living with my sister for the rest of my life that I once had now seems to be a child's play.
On the other hand, even Ayase has become a middle school girl, and it should be the time when the love is beginning to open, and the previous Kazuya has already shown that kind of anxious reaction when Ayase and Kyosuke may be in contact, which also makes him realize that at this time, if Ayase really has a boy he likes, it will be difficult for him to stop it.
If it was said that the reason why Ayase and Kyosuke's contact was blocked before was because Kazuya felt that with Kyosuke's sister-controlled mentality, in the end, even if Ayase really liked him, he would only give his sister a hairpin ending, which Kazuya couldn't bear, then, what if it wasn't Kyosuke, what if Ayase really met a boy who was good enough to make himself unable to find faults? What other reason do you have to stop her?
Although he has been jokingly instilling in Ayase the mentality of "if you want to find a boyfriend, you have to find someone like your brother", but from Kazuya himself's point of view, he has never had any other thoughts about Ayase. However, he also understands that he still has a very personal possessiveness for his sister, that is, the kind of feeling that even if he has a girlfriend, he wants his sister to be by his side, and this feeling may have nothing to do with the relationship between men and women, and it may be related to the kind of life that he has cultivated since he was a child and takes care of his sister as his own life.
However, this selfish thinking should be declared over! Kazuya thought so. I've taken care of her for a long time, but at the same time, I've relied on her for so long, and if it's in a situation like this, when I'm about to make an emotional decision for myself, I must not be able to tie her to myself with that kind of selfish thought, so it's unfair to me, to the person I might choose in the future, and to Ayase.
Looking at Ayase, who continued to look like she didn't have too much trouble around her apron, Kazuya's heart made up her mind.
"Well, Ayase, can I talk to you for a while after dinner?" Taking a deep breath, Kazuya opened his mouth to say the first thing he said after returning home.
"Ah, brother, about going to the club today?" Ayase turned her head, with a hint of apology on her face, and said, "It's true that it's a little rude today, I originally said that I was going to visit the club, but it ended hastily later, presumably Anyi seniors must have prepared something to introduce the club for a long time, right?" If I had the chance, I would definitely apologize! ”
"Ah, it's not this, it's something else, I'll visit my room after dinner, is that okay?" Kazuya shook his head and said seriously.
"In that case," Ayase simply nodded after taking a deep look at Kazuya, and her tone became a little more serious, "Okay, as you wish." ”
"Well, you don't have to take it that seriously." Kazuya scratched his head and tried to squeeze out a kind smile for himself.
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After dinner, Ayase came to Kazuya's room as promised.
In fact, he was more or less aware of the wrong mood of Kazuya, and his own mother, who knew that Kazuya was looking for something with Ayase, quietly reminded Kazuya that "if Ayase does something wrong, I hope you don't treat her too harshly" and something like that.
In the eyes of his parents,Since the age of three,,I've fully conformed to the point of view of a "genius",Become a model for not worrying in all aspects.,Although I've made some strange things happen recently.,But,Overall,,My parents still have a high degree of trust in themselves.,And some take it for granted that Kazuya Ayase has something to understand as Ayase did something wrong.,As a brother, I'm going to correct her.。
"But, in fact, I'm supposed to tell Ayase that I'm going to correct the mistake I've been making all along!" Kazuya shook his head self-deprecatingly and sighed to himself.
"Brother, is there anything you want me to do?" Since Kazuya went to high school and went to junior high school herself, it had been a long time since Ayase had entered Kazuya's room while she was in Kazuya's room, and even she had entered Kazuya's room much less often than before. Ayase, who has gradually developed a clear awareness of the distinction between men and women, also realizes at this time that although Kazuya never minds exposing his privacy to Ayase, he should still grasp a dividing line of communication and provide some basic private space for Kazuya.
Therefore, even if he habitually helps Kazuya tidy up his room, Ayase tries to choose to consciously ignore the places where the legend may contain H-reading materials when Kazuya is not in the room, although Kazuya does not have these things.
Like this, in the discussion between the two of them in Kazuya's room, Ayase can't remember the last time this was the case.
"Ayase, take it easy, I'm not blaming you!" Looking at Ayase, who still felt that he had done something wrong, and then lowered his head in front of him, Kazuya smiled and said. Of course, whether this "relax" sentence was said to Ayase or to himself, he was not very clear.
"Well, I'm looking for you today, so I want to ask you a question?" Looking at Ayase, who was still shrunk by the body, Kazuya hesitated for a while, but still spoke a little helplessly.
"Well, let's talk about it, brother."
"Well, that's it, if," Kazuya said, scratching his head, "I mean, what would you think if I had a girlfriend?" ”
"Who?" Ayase's eyes suddenly became stern, and that kind of chilling aura made Kazuya shrink his head in surprise, "Is it Senior Sister Hui?" Or is it Ying Li Li's senior sister, Kasumigaoka senior sister? ”
Then, covering her mouth in surprise, Ayase said in surprise, "Could it be Kirino?" Are you hiding this from me again? ”
"Stop, stop, it's not like this, listen to me, I'm talking about what ifs!" Kazuya waved his hand in a panic and said, "It's just if, ask, ask what you think." ”
But why the if? Or what is the point of such an assumption? Ayase lowered her head and said in a somewhat quiet voice.
"Well, I just saw some plots when I was reading the manga, and then I happened to think about what would happen if I encountered this situation, so I wanted to ask your reaction?" Kazuya tried his best to make a harmless expression and said to Ayase.
"However, this assumption will only appear when my brother has this kind of thought, right? So, my brother should definitely like a girl who would say that, right? Ayase still asked unyieldingly, and Jean Kazuya felt that he was a little difficult to do.
"This, Ayase, you have to ask so thoroughly, some things are actually just thinking about it, forget it, don't talk about this." Kazuya shook his head and changed the subject.
However, at this time, Ayase didn't care about Kazuya's words, and just replied to herself: "But, if you really have a girlfriend, then there's no way to do it, right?" ”
"Huh?"
"I mean, if you really have a girlfriend, there's no way around it!" Ayase's head was raised, with a hint of a helpless smile, and said, "After all, my brother is very good, I was thinking about it when I was in elementary school, why hasn't such an excellent brother been in love?" Later, my brother never had a girlfriend, but I got used to it, but now that I think about it, it should be said that the brother who has a girlfriend is the kind of normal situation, right? ”
"Well, I'm very happy if you think like that, I just don't think you'll have that unhappy feeling that the person who has been taking care of you is snatched away by someone else." Ayase's answer is a bit normal, so normal that Kazuya himself feels a little hairy, but this answer is very in line with Kazuya's thoughts, so, when Ayase didn't express anything else, Kazuya still accepted this answer in a hurry.
"In that case, of course it will!" Ayase lowered her head and said a little sullenly, "If you have a girlfriend, my brother will definitely care about his girlfriend, although it doesn't necessarily care less about me, but there will definitely be some separation, right?" It's as if I used to have a lot less care for me. ”
"Well, there will be no less, if you fall in love, I will not care less about you!"
"But I told you!" Ayase shook her head and said, "I can understand this situation, so in this case, maybe I'm more or less mentally prepared, so if my brother really has a girl he likes who wants to confess, then I absolutely support it!" As long as that girl doesn't bully me in the future, it's fine. ”
"Huh, how could that be?" Thinking that whether it is Ying Lili, Shiyu, or Kato, they should not be the kind of people with bad personalities, Kazuya smiled lightly, "Everyone is a very good person!" ”
"Well, so, my brother really thinks he wants to fall in love, right?" And the loophole in Kazuya's sentence was immediately seized by the sensitive Ayase.
"Ah, this one, it's not like this, just think about it, think about it, you think, if I want to bully you, then I definitely won't like such a selfish girl, right?"
"Well, that's right, so, if my brother wants to have a girl he likes, Ayase will never mind!" Ayase nodded, revealing a fresh smile.
"Well, in that case, there's one more thing," the conversation with Ayase was unexpectedly relaxed, and after getting this reply from Ayase, Kazuya also wanted to strike while the iron was hot and explain another matter clearly.
"What's the matter?" Ayase blinked and said.
"That is, isn't Ayase also a junior high school girl now? And my sister is so cute.,It must be very popular with the boys in the class.,I guess there are even boys in the upper grades who like it.,All in all.,If someone confesses to you.,You can decide whether to accept the other party or not according to your judgment of the other party.,Don't think about my feelings! ”
"Don't you have to think about my brother's feelings?" Ayase lowered her eyelids and repeated Kazuya's words.
"Yes, you don't have to think about my feelings!" It seems that because the conversation just now solved a lot of problems, Kazuya is also in a relaxed mood now, so he also ignores the unnaturalness in Ayase's words now.
"Well, okay, I understand, it's just that there are no boys who think it's okay yet, if there is, I'll remember my brother's words!" Ayase raised her head and smiled extraordinarily brightly, as if the unnaturalness just now was completely fake.
"Well, didn't I always have the idea of preventing you from having contact with other boys! I swear, I will never have this kind of thought in the future! Of course, it's okay if you don't have a boy you like now, but if you have it in the future, boldly pursue something, I'll try my best to support you, haha! ”
"Do you like the boy?" Ayase's swollen eyes flashed a dreamy color.
"Yes, of course there's no hurry, there's always an opportunity!" Kazuya nodded and continued, "At that time, don't think that I will be your hindrance! ”
"Well, absolutely, no, I think." Ayase nodded heavily, revealing a serious expression, and at the same time stretched out her little finger, "Then, we have agreed!" ”
"Agreed?"
"Well, brother, it will definitely not hinder my future love or something!" Ayase nodded heavily and said.
"Well, I'm talking about this," Kazuya scratched his head, but looking at Ayase's serious expression, he still stretched out his little finger a little helplessly, "It's agreed!" ”
"Well, then, that's it!" Ayase withdrew her hand and smiled contentedly.
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Actually, I'm very satisfied with this chapter, I hope it won't be removed, right?