Ayase's last sentence seemed to have a deep meaning, but Kazuya felt that it might just be a misunderstanding caused by his own concern for her too much. In any case, Ayase's reaction was generally unexpectedly satisfying.

At least,The phrase "I'll absolutely support my brother's" is definitely a great relief.,And after explaining that he will take care of Ayase as always.,Kazuya feels that his sister's level should have been done.。

As for getting the permission of your parents to fall in love, you don't worry about your parents' thoughts in this regard, after all, whether it's your father or your mother, that kind of trust in yourself is already a habit in life, so it is estimated that as long as you explain the specific situation to your parents a little, there will be no pressure on your family's side.

Of course, the most important thing for Kazuya may be the final choice.

"But after the date, the idea should be finalized, right?" Actually, if you don't give this date a buffer time, Kazuya feels that he should be able to force himself to make a choice, but the next date may be an opportunity for him to make a final decision. Regardless of whether he knows the answer in his heart or not, Kazuya still chooses to tell himself that answer at the end.

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And when Kazuya was a little worried at home to test Ayase's mood, the girls' psychology was not so calm.

For example, in the current Spencer house, Ying Li Li once again shrunk herself in the room a little toughly. Of course, this time, her goal of locking herself in her room was not because she was running away and being sad, but because she wanted to understand her feelings thoroughly.

Do you like Kazuya Aragaki? If she asked Ying Li Li to answer a week ago, then she should not hesitate to say "yes", although if someone really asked her this question, Ying Li Li would definitely use various methods to express her disdain for Kazuya, but, deep down, she was sure of this answer.

However, the current Ying Lili has a certain wavering in her feelings: "So, why should I like Kazuya? Is it because of the time when I was young? ”

Ying Li Li likes childhood sweethearts,She also likes the plot of childhood sweethearts,For a long time,She likes to compare the relationship between various childhood sweethearts and the relationship between herself and Kazuya,But,This does not mean that this Ying Li Li is an unconditional "childhood sweetheart" party in this regard,She will also think about the so-called rationality of various feelings,Even in her own paintings,She will try her best to move towards the "reasonable accumulation of feelings" aspect in the plot setting.

However, Ying Li Li was a little panicked and found out: It seems that he and Kazuya, although they are childhood sweethearts in name, the two do have a long time without guessing, but because of the estrangement of Kazuya for a long time, so, theoretically, the so-called "ten years" of childhood sweethearts get along with each other, for Ying Li Pear and Kazuya, it is only a year and a half, and this is not counting the half year when Kazuya took leave to take care of Ayase, so, the time the two spent together, strictly speaking, is not long.

And this,It also makes Ying Li Pear doubt his feelings for and also,In Ying Lili's cognition,The relationship between childhood sweethearts should have a deep time foundation,But,The so-called time foundation of yourself and also and also,There is no existence,So,Does it mean that the emotional foundation of himself and Heya,That is, it does not exist,Or,I am too obsessed with the setting of "childhood sweetheart",And then I create an impression of "like and also"?

Ying Ri usually doesn't like to think about this kind of overly complicated things, but she is more or less aware of the hidden significance of this next date, but she has to think about her true feelings for Kazuya. If you don't like Kazuya, then the possibility of Kazuya liking her should be very small, right?

"If I really just think I should like Kazuya, then, what should I do?" On the eve of the date, Ying Lili also fell into a lot of anxiety.

"Yes, that's right, that's it, I don't like and also, I don't like and also, so, who and also choose in the end, it has nothing to do with me, I'm just his nominal childhood sweetheart, but that doesn't mean I have to like him, if he likes other people, I should also bless him, that's right, that's it, I should not like and also, like and also, the impression of liking and also, is what I shaped!" Slowly, as if she had come to a redemptive conclusion, Ying Lili kept talking to herself, emphasizing to herself.

At this time, Ying Lili didn't notice that her mother had quietly pushed open the door of her room and quietly looked at Ying Lili who was holding her legs on the bed.

"That's right.,I don't like him.,Like him or something.,It's purely my self-created illusion after playing too many games with my shoujo comics and childhood sweethearts.,So,That,That,When it's time to date.,Don't care too much about this result.,That's.,That's it!" Muttering to herself, Eriri jumped out of bed, "That's right, it's all to blame for these games, if it weren't for these games and these comics, I wouldn't have such self-righteous feelings for that big idiot, and if it weren't for these things, I wouldn't-"

And at this time, Eiri also saw Sayuri Sawamura leaning in front of the door.

"Ying Lili, have you thought about it, can you go out to eat?" Sayuri looked at the rickety pear and said.

"Well, almost," Eriri nodded, "but before that, let me throw all these games away." ”

"Really? Ready to throw them away, huh? ”

"Almost.,Suddenly I feel like I'm going to'a higher level' of development.,I've been indulging in the fairy tale of my childhood sweetheart or something.,It still feels a little naïve.,If you want to develop in the direction of a painter in the future.,Only having a preference for the book of childhood sweethearts will limit my play.。 Ying Li Li said as she flipped through the games and animations in her cabinet.

"So, you can throw this away, right?" Sayuri picked up an animated BD from the ground and said thoughtfully.

"What?" Ying Lili looked up at her mother, and then, she saw the disc in Sayuri's hand, although it did look a little worn out due to its age, but the lack of dust on the surface of the disc case proved that its owner cared for it.

That's the disc of "Little Love Rhapsody", to be exact, it's the disc that Kazuya bought for her in order to attract and please Ying Lili, but Ying Li Li has never shown a trace of gratitude in front of Kazuya, but she has always treasured it.

"Well, that," Ying Lili hesitated for a long time, but Ying Li Li still reached out to take the disc from her mother's hand, and said, "It's been preserved for so long, and throwing it away now doesn't it mean that all the thought spent on the previous preservation has been wasted?" So, this one, it's definitely not because you like it that you want to keep it, it's just because you think it's a shame to waste it, understand? ”

However, to the surprise of Ying Lili, Xiao Yuhe did not return this disc to herself easily, she tightened the disc in her hand, and said to Ying Li Li leisurely: "Na, Ying Li Li, if I'm not mistaken, this CD was given to you by Xiao He when you were in elementary school, right?" ”

"That's right, although I had it at the time, but I lost it later, and when I asked him to borrow it, he was still very arrogant and said something like 'just a CD, I'll give it to you', a guy who doesn't have any pocket money, and he's so self-righteous." Thinking about the conversation at that time, the corners of Ying Lili's mouth couldn't help but show a hint of a smile.

"Well, so, this Sunday, you're going on a date with Kozuya, right? Are you going to do something that will impress the other person? Looking at Ying Li, who was immersed in memories, Sayuri continued to ask.

"Well, dating is going on a date," Ying Lili's face immediately darkened, and said in a deep voice, "But I didn't plan to do anything impressive, at the end of the day, this date or something, just to find some inspiration for my CG painting, so, the final process, just follow the game production process in the game script setting, and you don't have to think too much about it." ”

"I have a suggestion, can you listen to it?"

"Well, Mom? What is recommended? Eiri felt that today's Sayuri Sawamura was more confusing than ever.

"That is, return this disc to Xiaohe, right?" Shaking the disc in her hand, Sayuri continued.

"Why!" Ying Lili's eyes widened, and she said, "I've kept it for so long!" It's a shame to throw it away! ”

"So because you just kept it because you thought it was a pity to lose it, but you still feel that it is meaningless in your heart, so it is better to return it to Xiaohe?"

"Nonsense, how can it be meaningless!" Ying Ri retorted fiercely, "This is what Kazuya gave me!" How could it be meaningless! ”

"It's because it's something that Kowa also gave you, so it doesn't make sense, right? Don't you already think you don't like him? ”

"Uh, how did Mom know about this?" Eiriri's eyes widened as she looked at the unfathomable Sayuri Sawamura.

"Well, that's just speculation!"

"How can there be such speculation!" Ying Li Li looked at Sayuri Sawamura with a look of "Although I know, but I just don't want to tell you the reason", she complained helplessly, but then, her expression still became solemn, "Yes, I really shouldn't like and also, or rather, my liking for him is because I'm too obsessed with the setting of my childhood sweetheart.,But,In fact, from the perspective of the real time together,,It's definitely not satisfied with the time spent with childhood sweethearts.,So,Although we're childhood sweethearts in name, But there's no emotional foundation for childhood sweethearts.,And it's just that I forcibly added the setting of a childhood sweetheart.,If there's no such setting.,And also such a bad guy.,How can I like him? ”

"That's right, since it's not a childhood sweetheart, there's no need to keep this kind of thing at all, right?" Sayuri shook her head.

"So, this one is different! It's been so long, doesn't it seem strange to return it now? So, you don't have to return this, right? Now, Mom, give me the CD! Ying Li Li said solemnly.

"Huh, so this is still weird, isn't it? You don't like him, and you want to keep what he gave you, so, Ying Lili, what kind of feelings do you have for Heya? ”

"This, I just don't like it!" Ying Lili shook her hair and said heavily.

"You're lying! Sayuri said with a slight shake of her head.

"Lied?"

"That's right, it's a lie!" Sayuri continued, "If you don't like him anymore, you're not going to cling to what he gave you, right? So, your previous explanation is not so much to tell yourself that you don't like Kozuya, but to prevent yourself from not succeeding in the end and then find a good step for yourself in advance! In other words, you don't dare to face that final result and want to give up early, right? ”

"No, it's not like that!" Ying Lili shook her head a little weakly.

"If you don't compete, you don't lose, but if you don't, you don't even have a chance to win!" The chance of victory is to be won by oneself, not simply by this evasion to avoid defeat! Sayuri continued to chase after Ying Lili and said, "When will our girls from the Sawamura family be so weak!" Back then, when your dad and I were -- uh, forget it. ”

"Eh, what's wrong with Mom and Dad?" Eiri raised her head and looked at Sayuri curiously.

"That's not the point!" Sayuri shook her head and said, "The point is, do you have the confidence to fight for it and win!" If you don't want to compete, then you can return the disc, and if you are willing to compete, then you can compete with others! Or do you really think you don't like Kozuya? ”

"Do I really dislike Kazuya?" Ying Li Li lowered her head, thought quietly for a long time, and finally, her head raised, "No, maybe the ten years of childhood sweethearts don't exist, but,And the very happy days at the beginning,It's definitely the happiest time in my life.,And,When I see other people when they're good for He, the kind of dissatisfaction and jealousy they feel when they're good.,It's definitely not a lie.,That's right.,Like.,Just like.,If you choose to give up at this time.,Then I'll definitely regret it.,So,At least, If I want to stick with it until the final decision comes out, giving up now is the worst performance! ”

"That's right, that's it, this is my daughter!" Sayuri nodded and said with satisfaction.

"Well, that's right, thank you Mom!" Ying Lili nodded hurriedly, and then, a gossipy expression continued to appear on her face, "However, what is going on with what you said about Dad's situation at the time?" ”

"Ahem, so let's go to dinner, Yingli Li, shall we?" Sayuri Sawamura's face showed a rare hint of embarrassed flush.

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This chapter is progressing a bit fast, mainly because I want to finish it in one chapter, and I don't know how everyone feels.