Chapter 27: The author's setting is not perfect enough and can only be killed by memory
Chapter 27: The author's imperfect setting can only be made up for by memory killing
Along the way, Kasumigaoka Shiyu has never experienced failure, impeccable appearance, impeccable results, impeccable conduct in front of her family, in the eyes of many people, she is a perfect person, and she has always made the image of a perfect person.
Tired? To be honest, for Shi Yu, in fact, it is not tiring to do all this, because her capital is so solid, her appearance is naturally beautiful, she does not need to be deliberately dressed up, she has an excellent mind, and she does not need to spend too much energy on her studies to sit first in the grade, the only thing that Shi Yu needs to pay attention to is her own character, but in fact, as long as she maintains that quiet and silent state, most people will only feel that her temperament is noble and unapproachable, and will not be aware of her true temperament.
However, Shi Yu still feels tired, that tiredness, from the emptiness and fatigue in her heart, many times, Shi Yu looks at her classmates who are cautiously approaching her, and she is eager to get close to them, but she always finds that once she shows even a little bit of her special expression, others will look at her with a surprised eye, her iceberg beauty's aura has become a protective film for her perfect image, and it has also become a wall of severance that blocks her normal interaction with other people.
So, the most Shiyu did at school was to sleep, not because she liked to sleep, but because only sleeping could get her out of the atmosphere of being cautious around herself and treating her as a queen and princess.
Of course, when you find that creation can make you eliminate all the interference from the outside world, creation has become a means to relieve your fatigue, for creators, there is no tiredness when creating, only when there is no idea or when the creation is completed, you will feel the feeling of falling apart.
So, just as she has always done, with her own talents, she easily creates, easily revises, easily submits, is easily adopted, and finally reads for publication easily, all of which is no stranger to Shi Yu, because she is used to success, and she is also used to the cautious attitude towards her like everyone after success.
However, this time, although the successful result was different, she found a different process from before, this time, she has always looked down on all beings, and it seems that she has a competitor.
Shiyu has heard of and also.,Aragaki and also.,Toyonosaki School Park is a freshman one level lower than himself.,Another legend of the school park.,Like yourself.,The results are forever the first in 10,000 years.。 Although the deviation value of Toyonosaki Gakuen is very high, there may be people who study hard to get the first place in 10,000 years, but Kazuya Aragaki doesn't look like that, because, he became the core of the Toyonosaki football team as soon as he entered the school, and led the Toyonosaki, who has always been soy sauce, to the finals of the national football league in one fell swoop, and almost won the championship, in this regard, it is more legendary than his results. The name of Kazuya in the school park is also familiar to everyone.,But,The vast majority of people don't know and also.,It's also a huge mystery.。
So, when Shiyu saw the inconspicuous boy walk into the conference room, appear at the meeting where his novel was supposed to be published, and stare at her legs for a long time, she didn't connect this guy to the legendary character of Toyonosaki at all.
Therefore, when he learned that the ordinary boy in front of him was his competitor, Shi Yu suddenly ignited a desire not to admit defeat. Since she can remember, there has never been a person who can compare to her, no one who can compete with her to the last step, not to mention, this is a guy who looks very ordinary, and like most people, he looks like a pig brother when he sees himself.
This also made Shi Yu involuntarily say sarcastic words, which is very rare for Shi Yu, who maintains her own iceberg beauty in front of her family or at school, and does not speak easily, but the feeling of discomfort that belongs to her own field is violated, or the sense of challenge from others to herself, but force Shi Yu to involuntarily want to say something to hit the other party.
Slipped at the other party, and then waited for the other party to complain, or directly hit him speechless, that kind of sense of accomplishment was something Shi Yu had never had, looking at the other party's embarrassed look, Shi Yu suddenly had an inexplicable pleasure. In hindsight, she couldn't help but laugh at herself, who had always been calm, but also had a hidden tendency to shake S.
Of course, with the conversation, Shi Yu knew the true identity of that person, and his appearance, although it can't be said to be bad, but it does not match his due popularity, but even so, it also made Shi Yu feel like a chess opponent, and the confidence that the two exuded at the same time belonged to the superior and the proud, so that Shi Yu, who was used to seeing people who were trampled on the soles of his feet, had an urge to attack. Therefore, Shiyu desperately wants to trample Kazuya under her feet, desperately wants to defeat Kazuya, for her, the sense of accomplishment of defeating this opponent who is on the same level as herself is something she has not experienced for a long time.
Of course, the result is certain, Kasumigaoka Shiyu never fails, this time, she also succeeded, although even she herself was not confident before the final result came out, because the text of the other party's competition with herself was really great, but in any case, the winner still belonged to Kasumigaoka Shiyu, and Aragaki Kazuya, who was about to be the same as the countless individuals she had defeated, was in her eyes.
But
"Senior Sister's novel must be a big seller, the novel that defeated me, don't become the scum of the bad street, I will become the first fan of the senior sister autograph session when the time comes."
When Kazuya said this, Shiyu had a trace of excitement and a trace of emotion, but more, it was still distrust and regret for Kazuya, she had not experienced failure, but she had seen countless people who had been crushed by her and did not dare to face her, and even when she saw her, she was in a state of mourning. Although the person in front of him didn't seem to have suffered much setback, Shi Yu knew that this was just his temporary self-comfort, and when he finally realized the fact that he had been completely defeated in the last step of the competition, he would be like everyone he ignored. Shi Yu even felt at one point that it would be good to lose to this person who could be compared to him, so as to save his self-confidence.
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Therefore, when the first autograph session was held, looking at the empty venue and the two people who had been waiting there for a long time, Shiyu's heart was extremely complicated.
"Senior Sister Shiyu, I've come here in accordance with the agreement, and I'm the first fan at your autograph session!" When Kazuya greeted her with a smile, Shiyu also had an unreal feeling, which was like a beloved toy that should not be there to play with him, and it was an unreal and dreamy feeling that he threw away and ran back by himself.
"Are you really here?" Different from the poisonous tongue that met for the first time, Shi Yu's words this time were unexpectedly a little weak.
But He was absolutely unaware of this change, he just proudly expressed his attitude: "Of course, I will do what I say and do what I do, to be honest, it is really not easy to grab this first place today!" ”
"Yes, is that so?" Looking at the still empty venue, Shi Yu couldn't help but be a little skeptical about this sentence.
"Of course, the enemy is often hidden among his own people, who will be the first to be the one after fighting with this guy for a long time!" Kazuya triumphantly pulled out the person next to him who was wearing glasses to hide his expression.
"Who is this?" Shiyu couldn't help but look at this person with some confusion, and a Toyonozaki uniform told her that she should have heard of this person too.
"The number one otaku in our school, An Yilun too! This guy has become a loyal believer of you after reading the novel I recommended you! Yesterday we fought for a long time about who will be your first place, and in the end it was me who was witty and came here to squat one night in advance, otherwise I would really be surpassed by this guy, this guy's fanaticism is really terrifying! Kazuya yawned, but said proudly, not knowing if that pride came from such a friend who had come from his mission, or from the feat of squatting overnight.
"That, Senior Sister Kasumigaoka, it's really you, your "Love Metronome" is really amazing, that plot ......" Lun Ye, really like a fan who saw an idol, expressed his love helplessly.
However, before Lun Ye's words were finished, Shi Yu's eyes were already fixed on Kazuya, interrupting Lun Ye's tirade that was about to start, and Shi Yu asked seriously: "You just said that you have been squatting since last night for this first place?" ”
"Haha, this one," Kazuya scratched his head and said, "It's mainly Fang Lun, you can also see the fanaticism of this guy, if it's just a simple six o'clock to come over and grab the first place, it's easy to be overtaken by him, and I can't persuade him to take the initiative to give me this first place, so I can only make this decision." ”
But why, do you value this first autograph fan so much? Obviously, you're already my first fan, and before it was published, you were the only one who had read the sample of the book other than the editor, and knew part of the follow-up plot! ”
"Well," and also looked at Shi Yu who looked at him with a serious look a little uncertainly, and replied, "There's no reason, it's just that I'm going to win the first signed fan of my senior sister.,So I have to take it.,That sentence is not just a joke!" ”
"Okay," Shi Yu nodded helplessly, "You guy, you seem to be a little unexpectedly obsessed with this kind of thing!" ”
"Don't think you know me very well, and besides, your gentle tone makes me very uncomfortable!" However, at this time, he finally realized Shi Yu's abnormality and finally turned on his own spit mode, and in the powerful spit sound and that resentment that he hadn't heard for a long time, Shi Yu slowly disappeared because of the sense of loss that the number of people who saw the autograph meeting for the first time.
"Do you mean it's normal for me to look at you with such condescending arrogance now, you garbage moth who has fallen under my hands?" Looking at Kazuya's vigilant complaining look, Shi Yu suddenly felt that the other party was a little funny, so he once again put on the attitude of a poisonous tongue that seemed to belong to a normal self and did not seem to belong to a normal self.
"Well, that's right, ah, no, although the tone looks good, but if this tone can be avoided, it's better to avoid it as much as possible, why did I just look for abuse for myself?" Kazuya wailed helplessly.
"So, in order to thank you for your attention to me and your belief in keeping your promises, can you accompany me to the bar tonight?" Shi Yu showed a teasing tone.
"This is resolutely not needed, my sister will be very worried if she doesn't go home for two days in a row, and besides, neither of us is an adult, it's very wrong for you to make such a dangerous statement, you must resolutely stop it!"
And Lunye, who was watching the communication between the two on the side, felt that he had become a light bulb at the same time, he was more frightened by the changing tone of the two, and deeply felt that the communication between writers was not something that a reader like himself could interfere with at will.
"Sa, then I'll give you the autograph first, drinking is a joke, but can you stay and enjoy my face and have a meal with me later?" It looks like there aren't many people in the venue, so the autograph will be over soon! Glancing at the sparse crowd with a little melancholy, Shiyu said to Kazuya.
Seeing Shi Yu's slightly frustrated mood, Kazuya suddenly felt a little unbearable, and responded: "No problem, senior sister, this is the first time, senior sister's novel, and everyone will find out its excellence later, after all, this is a novel that defeated me, senior sister, your frustrated attitude is not like the queen who has succeeded all the way!" ”
"Is that so?" Shi Yu looked at the crowd and asked a little confused.
"Absolutely, absolutely!" Kazuya suddenly felt that Shiyu at this time was unexpectedly a little weak, just like the sister at home that he always wanted to take care of, so looking at Shiyu's eyes, Kazuya didn't know why he had to inject confidence into her heart.
"In this way, I can remember this kindness!" Looking at this boy who should have been defeated by himself and became a lost dog, but encouraged himself like a winner, Shi Yu suddenly felt that such a scene was a bit incredible, although she was a winner in front of this boy, but she was not confident in front of him, which made her feel unclear, however, after adjusting her mood, as if the confusion just now did not exist, Shi Yu regained that natural appearance.
"That, in short, senior sister, you have to be confident, sure, it's definitely no problem!" Kazuya also felt that the promise he had just made was a bit too big, but Shiyu's attitude like his sister just now made him feel that he couldn't ignore it.
"So, what can you do to rejuvenate yourself?" Looking at Kazuya with a smile, Shi Yu silently made up her mind in her heart: even if it was just for this competitor, she would persist in creating this work to the end.
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"Senior sister, you see I'm right, the number of fans will increase, right?" In the small café outside the bookstore, Kazuya said excitedly to Shiyu.
"Yes, it's really incredible, Machida's editor told me before that with the popularity of this novel at the beginning, there is a danger of halving, but now that the second volume has come out, the sales are much better than expected, and the bookstore is constantly adding orders, and the first printing is not such a large number, which is really a bit surprising! It's a niche work. Looking at Kazuya's excited eyes, Shiyu's gaze drifted a little.
"yes, right, it's called gold always shines!" didn't care about Shiyu's state, Kazuya said excitedly, "And, although I already know a little bit about the plot, this situation where the two heroines go side by side still makes people feel very entangled!" ”
"Did you do anything, Kazuya-kun?" Ignoring Kazuya's words, Shiyu looked at Kazuya.
"This, no, I was just based on intuition, intuition, intuition will definitely succeed, or rather, I just trust my senior sister very much!" Not daring to look directly into Shiyu's eyes, Kazuya lowered his head.
"Eh, why are you embarrassed to admit it? Machida's editors have said that the fansite is ranked higher on Google than the official page of our editorial department. This is what you did.,The recommended article at the beginning.,It's your style at a glance.,And there are a lot of small predictions on it.,People who don't know about my plot can't spoil it! ”
"This, senior sister, that," and also responded hesitantly, "Publicity,It's not me who completes it alone.,I found Lun to do it together.,Or,Most of the work,It's done by him.,In addition to training、Taking care of my sister and studying,I really don't have much time.,But he spent a lot of his usual time reading comics.,The website that promotes the senior sister's novels.,I'm only responsible for writing those few articles.,The management of the website is done by him.,And, Lunye's blog is also well-known in the home circle, so he wrote a recommendation on his blog and attracted a lot of people. So, in short, the rise in the popularity of the senior sister is basically the credit of Lunye, and I can't take the credit from him. ”
"So, what does Kazuya-kun mean, are you not contributing to me at all?" Shiyu's cold tone pierced Kazuya's heart.
"This, it's not, it's just that I think Lun Ye's credit is greater than mine, as if I stole his credit."
"I've read Lunya's blog.,It's that Taki's blogger.,It's really good.,But that's not the point.,The key question is.,Do you think you want my novel to be a big hit.,How much worse is it than Lunya-san?"
"It's definitely not worse than him, although he is your fanatical fan, but so am I, and, I have another obsession with my senior sister's novel, the person who wins me must be the final champion, otherwise I will feel unfair for my out!" Kazuya screamed excitedly.
"So, Kazu-kun, that's enough, you asked Lun Ye to do my fan site together, and it was you who wrote the first two recommended drafts, you also put a lot of thought into these things, so why is it called you stealing other people's results?"
"This ......"
"Kazuya-kun,I've always felt that you always have a feeling of being very guilty about occupying a position that belongs to someone else.,That's the case in this matter.,The psychological description of Yukina in your novel is also very expressive.,I can't write such a feeling if I don't empathize.,Can you tell me why?"
"No, senior sister, you think too much!" Kazuya shook his head and said with a wry smile, he can't say that he is a traverser, does he always have a feeling of occupying resources that don't belong to him in this world, and, while making preparations to pull out Kyosuke's flag, he always feels as if he has robbed Kyosuke of his rightful position, although he hates Kyosuke very much, but he always has some regret in his heart.
"Really?" Shi Yu could see that He didn't tell the truth, but she didn't ask any more, just looked at He Ye calmly, she didn't want to force this friend who was rare for her to talk to, and she was also an opponent of equal strength, too tightly, "So, Kazu-kun, tell me what you think of the second volume, anyway, sooner or later, you have to write a testimonial on the fan site, as soon as the predictions of the first volume come out, many people regard you as a god!" This time there are no spoilers for me in the second volume, how do you write your opinions and predictions, to be honest, I'm looking forward to it too! ”
"OK, no problem, do you think I'm just a scumbag who relies on you to write spoilers and analyze? Anyway, I'm a writer who can be compared to you! Seeing that Shi Yu didn't continue to ask, He couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief and responded busily.
"Is it comparable?" Listening to Kazuya's narration, Shiyu's thoughts deviated a little again, it seems that I can only show this most comfortable appearance in the face of you who can be compared to me, and I can also show the demonic side of my heart.
"Eh, senior sister, did you listen?"
"I'm sorry, looking at it compared to Kazuya-kun's achievements, you really can't seem to be an idol, you can only be a powerful faction, so your popularity won't be high, thinking of this, I'm worried about Kazuya-kun's future, so I can't bear to look at it, so I ignore your words!"
"So, don't say I'm like a pig!"
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The purpose of writing this chapter, the title has already complained about itself, just to round the flag of the senior sister, and also to make some foreshadowing for the development of the next senior sister line, but of course, the memory killing is more than that, to be continued. In addition, I feel that I am embarrassed to use my preconceived advantage to forcibly pull out the flag that should belong to my friends!