When I looked up, the rain was still pouring down, and I looked at the gray sky with a little melancholy, and the scene from years ago came back to my mind.

I walked on this rainy street in a daze, and suddenly the shadow of Xiao Ai was in my mind, I suddenly began to feel sorry for Xiao Ai, but I couldn't do anything about it, if I hadn't provoked Xiao Ai, maybe there would not have been these things, Xiao Ai would find a good person to marry, get married and have children, and get along.

However, now it has ruined the lives of two people, one is Chaozi, the other is Xiao Ai himself, but the trajectory of the lives of the two people lies in the chaos of one of my decisions, my mind is particularly chaotic, I have never thought of these at all, and I can't accept it even now that I know it.

In this way, I sat on the edge of the Fucheng River in a daze, watching the rain splash on the surface of the water, like a silver needle, each needle pierced my heart, and it was extremely painful.

When I was thinking nonsense, the phone rang again, I glanced at the number on it and pressed the answer button, Xu Qing's voice came into my ears, "Li Hongle, where are you?" Zhao Chao just called me and said let me look for you, what's wrong with you? ”

I laughed self-deprecatingly, laughing a little uncomfortably, "Xu Qing, am I wrong?" I asked desolately.

After asking this sentence, Xu Qing did not answer my question, but said indifferently: "Although I don't know what happened, but Li Hongle, can you tell me where you are now?" ”

I let out a long breath and said slowly: "This side of the Fucheng River, I am by the river, the old place. ”

Xu Qing said helplessly into the phone: "Li Hongle, do you know that it's raining outside, it's raining so hard outside, what are you doing there?" ”

After Xu Qing asked, I heard Xu Qing's voice, but I hung up the phone with great irritability, and looked at the splash of the rain by the river with an expressionless face.

Pain,I don't know who can understand how I feel now.,Even if it's a person I don't love.,I don't want to see her like this.,The biggest reason why Xiao Ai has come to this point may be me.,If I didn't appear in Xiao Ai's vitality, maybe I wouldn't have these things.,If I knew earlier that what I liked was Lian Mengmeng.,Then I shouldn't be making a mistake to pursue Xiao Ai.,Give Xiao Ai all the illusions.,In the end, it ruthlessly poured it out for her.,And then it became the current ending.。

Suddenly, I slammed my fist on the ground like crazy, and the pain in my fist made me feel nothing, and gradually the ground and muddy water mixed with the blood on my fist, and it became bright red.

At this time, a person suddenly grabbed my arm, I looked back, it was Xu Qing, Xu Qing looked at me with an umbrella in his hand and said, "What's wrong with you?" Xu Qing's whole person was unusually calm.

I looked at Xu Qing and smiled sadly, "Chaozi, put Xiaoai to sleep!" I laughed a little.

Xu Qing was stunned after hearing this, she looked at me and said slowly, "Is it because of you?" ”

I didn't speak, Xu Qing squatted down, held an umbrella, looked at the splash on the river, and said slowly: "Li Hongle, you really should be a little more mature, you are like a child now, you have never grown up, you know?" After saying this, Xu Qing paused, "You are a kind of indistinguishable look for everyone, you never know what you want, and when you get it yourself and then lose it, you will feel uncomfortable again, and you have never firmly told yourself that all this has nothing to do with you." ”

I laughed, laughing a little sadly, "Hehe, I can't do it, even if it's a friend, I can't do it, not to mention that I and Xiao Ai used to love each other." ”

"Then I also fell in love with you, have you ever thought about how uncomfortable I am?" After Xu Qing finished speaking, she smiled and said in a sad tone: "You really should grow up, your heart needs to be honed, these things have nothing to do with you, since you have broken up with Xiaoai, then don't participate in other people's lives, everyone has their own choices, why should you participate in other people's lives?" ”

I didn't speak, Xu Qing looked at me and didn't speak, and continued to speak: "Have you thought about it, you look so embarrassed, how do you face Lian Mengmeng when you go back?" Do you want to tell Lian Mengmeng that you are still minding because of Xiao Ai, because Zhao Chao slept with Xiao Ai, and then you ran to the river alone and felt depressed, right? Do you think it's fair for you to be like this to Lian Mengmeng? ”

I suddenly thought of Lian Mengmeng, and I did feel a little guilty in my heart, I looked at Xu Qing and nodded: "I suddenly found that each of you is more mature than me, and you are more thoughtful than me, maybe I am the stupidest, right?" I smiled sadly.

The little love thing has always lingered in my heart, just like a haze, always surrounding my heart like a fog, lingering.

Xu Qing looked at me and said, "Okay, now follow me in the car, I'll take you to the hospital and bandage it, if you show Lian Mengmeng like this, she will be sad." After finishing speaking, Xu Qing didn't care if I got up or not, turned around and left.

I stood up, let out a long sigh, and after getting on Xu Qing's Z4, Xu Qing drove towards the hospital, and when I arrived at the hospital, Xu Qing found the doctor and bandaged me.

After bandaging the wound, Xu Qing looked at me and said, "In the next few days, you go out to travel for a few days, don't be in the company, you should go out for a walk, this is not for you." ”

I looked at Xu Qing and smiled, smiling a little sadly, "Is this a work injury for me?" ”

Xu Qing looked at me and said angrily: "You don't count this, it's considered leave." After finishing speaking, Xu Qing looked at me and let out a long sigh.

After I came back to my senses, I nodded at Xu Qing and said, "That's okay, I really don't want to stay at home anymore." ”

After saying this, Xu Qing took out her mobile phone and played with me for a while, then raised her head and looked at me and said, "I booked you a ticket to Wuzhen, Wuzhen is relatively clean, you can go there for a few days, and then come back when you are in a good mood." ”

I nodded and looked at Xu Qing with a wry smile and said, "You are really thoughtful, you arranged for me to go out so quickly." ”

Xu Qing looked at me and shook her head and said, "I really can't stand your appearance, do you know?" Speaking of this, Xu Qing looked at me and smiled, "Okay, I won't tell you so much, now send you back, you can find a way to explain the wound to Lian Mengmeng, I don't know." ”

I nodded at Xu Qing, and after a moment of silence, I slowly said, "Thank you, Xu Qing." ”

Xu Qing didn't speak, and walked out of the hospital with me, I fastened my seat belt after getting into Xu Qing's car, and Xu Qing drove the car towards my house.

After arriving downstairs, Xu Qing handed me the medicine, looked at me and instructed: "Remember to take the medicine, don't get inflamed, go out to play for a few days and treat your injuries as healing, if there is anything, you are calling me." ”

I nodded and said, "Okay, I'm bothering you." When I opened the door, Lian Mengmeng hadn't come back yet, I sat on the sofa and took a cigarette, took a few deep breaths and got up to cook for Lian Mengmeng.

When I cooked for Lian Mengmeng, it was still past seven o'clock, and even Mengmeng was about to come back, so I sat alone in my bedroom and found a book and read it.

When it was a quarter past seven, Lian Mengmeng came back, and I heard Lian Mengmeng's voice say, "Lele, are you back?" ”

I got up and closed the page, and said, "I'm at home, let's eat." I walked out of the room.

Lian Mengmeng put down her bag and was about to nod at me when she saw the wound on my hand and said, "What's the matter with the wound on your hand?" After saying this, Lian Mengmeng said a little angrily: "You fought with people again, didn't you?" ”

I shook my head at Lian Mengmeng and said, "No, I accidentally scratched it, so it became like this." After finishing speaking, I raised my head and looked at Lian Mengmeng and said, "Daughter-in-law, the day after tomorrow, I will go to other places for a few days." With that, I pursed my lips and sat down.

Lian Mengmeng then said, "Then where are you going?" ”

I smiled and said, "Wuzhen, are you going with me?" ”

Lian Mengmeng looked at me and said, "What are you doing in Wuzhen?" ”

I smiled and said, "I'm in a bad mood and want to go out for a walk." After saying that, I said, "I'll give you an explanation when I come back, okay?" ”

After Lian Mengmeng heard me say this, he nodded and said, "Okay, since you don't want to say it, I won't ask you anymore." After finishing speaking, Lian Mengmeng sandwiched a piece of tofu for me and said, "You eat more tofu to replenish your blood." ”

I nodded, raised my head and looked at Lian Mengmeng and smiled and said, "Mengmeng, it's good to have you." With that, I lowered my head and began to eat.

Lian Mengmeng glanced at me and said, "Okay, let's eat, it's stupid every day." After saying this, Lian Mengmeng paused, "If you go to Wuzhen, do you remember to take care of yourself, now that the weather is cold, when you leave, take two clothes to know?" ”

I nodded and said, "Actually, I really want you to come with me." ”

Lian Mengmeng looked at me and shook his head and said, "I won't go, I just hope that you can get better as soon as possible, don't be depressed." ”

I nodded and said, "Don't worry, I just went out for a walk, and I will come back as soon as I am in a good mood, and I can't work for Xu Qing in my current state." ”

Lian Mengmeng sighed, looked at me with a look of resentment and said, "Anyway, I don't know anything, but I hope you don't lie to me about it." ”