[122] Life is a farce
After Lian Mengmeng heard my words, he gave me a blank look and said angrily: "I'll strangle you, do you believe it?" After finishing speaking, Lian Mengmeng pinched me hard.
I grinned in pain, I looked at Lian Mengmeng and smiled and said, "Gotta got, I'm wrong, can't I do it?" "I hurriedly begged for mercy like Lian Mengmeng, and I had to be purple when I was pinched like this by her.
"Go take a shower, the water is all boiled." Lian Mengmeng said.
After listening to this, I went back to my room, took a change of clothes, and went to take a shower
After taking a shower, I looked at my watch, it was already past eleven o'clock, and even Mengmeng was still sitting on the sofa watching TV, I looked at Lian Mengmeng and said with a smile: "What, daughter-in-law, don't you go to sleep yet?" ”
Lian Mengmeng nodded cutely at me and said, "Go to sleep after watching this episode, you go to sleep, it's been a tiring day." ”
I nodded and said, "Okay, I'll go to bed, you can remember to go to bed early." "Let Lian Mengmeng really feel a little tired when he says this.
When I returned to my room, it was already half past eleven, lying on the bed, I took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth, took a deep breath, and slowly exhaled a smoke ring.
At eight o'clock in the morning, I arrived at Xu Qing's company, and when I was eating at noon, my mobile phone rang, it was Zhao Chao's number.
I don't know why when I saw Zhao Chao's number, I had a bad premonition in my heart, I took a deep breath and answered the phone, and heard Zhao Chao's voice say a little heavy: "Le, brother did something wrong." ”
When I heard Zhao Chao's words, my heart chuckled for a while, and I followed and said, "What's the matter?" ”
Zhao Chao breathed very heavily, and then said slowly: "You come to the temptation of the past, come and I'll meet and tell you, I don't know how to tell you now." ”
I thought for a while and then said, "Okay, then you wait for me to pass, and we'll talk after I pass, I'll hang up first." ”
After hanging up the phone, I walked out of my office, walked to Xu Qing's office next to me, knocked on the door, and Xu Qing said to me, "Please come in." ”
After I pushed the door and walked in, I looked at Xu Qing and said, "I'm asking for a leave, I won't come here in the afternoon, there is something wrong." ”
Xu Qing raised her eyebrows, looked at me and said, "Why are you going?" After Xu Qing finished speaking, she looked at me with very thick puzzled eyes.
I followed and said, "Zhao Chao may have something wrong, I have to go over, and now he is tempted by the past." ”
Xu Qing tilted her head and thought for a while, and then said, "Okay, give you half a day off, you are calling me about something." ”
I nodded and said, "Okay, I'll go straight over when I get off work later, sorry for the trouble." I whispered.
"It's fine."
I nodded and walked out of the office, with a faint premonition in my heart, but I couldn't think of anything, so I could only wait anxiously for the end of work.
After getting off work at noon, I rode my pedal towards the "temptation of the past" and drove over. Along the way, the mood was a little mixed.
More than half an hour later, I arrived at the "Temptation of the Past" I stopped my pedal and walked in, the "Temptation of the Past" was still the same gloomy atmosphere, and the feeling of grogginess hit my mind.
I watched Zhao Chao sitting there alone drinking stuffy wine, I walked over, Zhao Chao handed me a glass of wine, looked at me and said, "Have a glass of wine first." ”
I looked at Zhao Chao and smiled and said, "What's wrong?" It can make you so depressed. ”
Zhao Chao exhaled deeply, raised his head to look at me and said, "I slept with Xiao Ai last night." ”
After Zhao Chao said this, a wave of anger in my chest suddenly surged up, and I stretched out my fist and smashed it in Zhao Chao's face, "Grass mud horse!! ”
Zhao Chao's face that was smashed by my punch suddenly swollen and tall, I kicked it up with a kick, and roared: "Do you know, you still have a Gao Weiwei, you slept with Xiao Ai, how the will you let Xiao Ai be a person in the future?" ”
Thinking of Xiao Ai's previous appearance, I couldn't help but feel a tingling pain in my heart, uncomfortable and depressed, my eyes turned red all of a sudden, Zhao Chao wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, raised his head and looked at me and said: "Le, I can't help it now, since the thing has been done, what do you want me to do?" ”
I followed Zhao Chao's face with another fist, and said angrily: "Chaozi, you said this, are you still a man?" I looked at Zhao Chao with an angry face.
I feel very uncomfortable when I think of Xiao Ai's previous appearance, Xiao Ai has always been a lovely and youthful woman, not even a trace of dirt, a very pure woman, and Zhao Chao and Gao Weiwei have been entangled, I really feel sorry for Xiao Ai.
Zhao Chao looked at me and took a deep breath and said slowly, "Le, have you played enough?" ”
I took a deep breath, picked up the ice wine in the cup, drank it all, calmed down my emotions, looked at Zhao Chao and said, "Then you say, what are you going to do about this matter now?" ”
I endured the pain in my heart and looked at Zhao Chao.
Zhao Chao nodded and said, "Have you ever thought that if it weren't for you, would Xiao Ai be where you would be today?" After saying this, Zhao Chao's voice became louder, "If not, will Xiao Ai become like this?" Xiao Ai even dreams, the person who says it in her mouth is you, do you know? ”
I was stunned, tears in my eyes slid down my cheeks, I looked at Zhao Chao without speaking, and poured myself a glass of wine.
Zhao Chao looked at me and nodded, "I know I'm quite doggy in this matter," After saying this, Zhao Chao poured himself a glass of wine, raised his head and glanced at me, followed by a drink, after putting down the cup, Zhao Chao looked at me and said, "You give me some time, I will break up with Gao Weiwei, okay?" ”
I nodded at Zhao Chao fiercely and said, "Chaozi, I have always regarded you as a brother, I didn't expect you to be able to do such a thing, do you think you are worthy of Gao Weiwei?" ”
Zhao Chao didn't speak, I didn't speak, for a long time, I slowly stood up, I looked back at Zhao Chao and said, "I hope you can have a perfect ending to this matter." With that, I turned and walked out.
When I walked out of the temptation of the past, my heart was uncomfortable to death, I felt like I was pricked by something, and the pain was to death, at this time I found Xiao Ai's mobile phone number and dialed it, Xiao Ai connected the phone over there, and said with a sneer: "What's wrong?" Li Hongle. ”
I looked into the phone with a blank face and said, "Why did you do that? ”
Xiao Ai smiled sarcastically and said, "Blame me? After saying this, Xiao Ai sneered and continued to speak: "Who should I blame? ”
I followed the voice louder, "You, a girl, can you respect and love yourself?" I gasped for air.
Xiao Ai smiled and said: "Li Hongle, I hate you, I just want to see you in pain, I told you, if you leave me one day, I will definitely find someone you dearest to love." ”
I was stunned, and I said into the phone, "You can come at me for revenge, but you're sick if you hurt yourself so much, right?" My voice became louder, "Xiao Ai, even if you hate me, you do this, do you feel worthy of yourself?" ”
After I finished speaking, Xiao Ai on the phone was silent, and Xiao Ai slowly said after a long time: "Li Hongle, I love you, I have always loved you, do you know?" When I saw you and Xu Qing shopping, how much pain did I feel in my heart? How much pain did my heart hurt when I knew that you were with Lian Mengmeng? When you ran away with Xu Qing in your arms on the day of our engagement, how much pain I felt in my heart, do you know? After finishing speaking, Xiao Ai smiled a little: "Do you know that it hurts now?" Now know how much it hurts? Do you think about how I felt at the time? ”
When Xiao Ai said these words, I was silent, I didn't know how to deal with it, and after struggling for a long time, I followed and said, "Then have you thought about what to do next?" ”
Xiao Ai sneered and said into the phone: "If I said that you would be responsible, would you?" After finishing speaking, Xiao Ai smiled hehehe: "I don't need anyone to be in charge." ”
I was stunned, and I continued to say into the phone: "Xiao Ai, don't make trouble, Zhao Chao is a good person, maybe you chose him There is no harm to you, at least he is more mature than anyone else, and he will love you and love you." ”
"Get out!" Xiao Ai spit out a word on the phone.
After Xiao Ai finished speaking, I looked at the rain outside suddenly, and I didn't know why it was even more uncomfortable, so I followed and said: "Xiao Ai, if I caused you any harm before, and caused you something wrong, I apologize to you, I tell you I'm sorry, I was wrong." ”
"Do you know why Xia Han always says that you are hypocritical?" Xiao Ai didn't give me a chance to speak directly at all: "Li Hongle, you are really very hypocritical, when I started to hate you, you knew that you were wrong, you are really hypocritical." ”
After I heard Xiao Ai's voice on the phone, I suddenly felt a little ridiculous in my heart, I am indeed such a person, Xiao Ai is right.
Xiao Ai said into the phone: "Okay, I don't want to talk to you now, if there is nothing to do, just hang up, don't bother me in the future, I have my own life." After saying that, Xiao Ai hung up the phone.
I walked down the street blankly, the drizzling rain slapping mercilessly on my face, and I suddenly felt that my life was a farce.