[089] Leukemia

Just after being sent to the emergency room, Chaozi, Xu Tiancong, and Chen Feng also rushed over, Zhao Chao looked at me and said, "Xu Qing, how is it?" ”

I shook my head, rubbed my face, looked at Zhao Chao and said, "I don't know, I was just sent to the emergency room." "After that, I felt like my heart was beating very fast.

Zhao Chao exhaled deeply and looked at me and said, "You call Xiao Ai back, Xiao Ai should be really angry this time." ”

I understand the meaning of Zhao Chao's words, but the current mood is really not on Xiao Ai, I also found out at this time, in fact, I don't love Xiao Ai at all, I have always forced myself to like her, to love her, maybe the twisted melon is not sweet.

Thinking of this, I shook my head at Zhao Chao, "I'm giving her an explanation for this matter later." After finishing speaking, I continued with Zhao Chao: "Bring me a cigarette." ”

Zhao Chao nodded and handed me a cigarette, I took a deep breath on my mouth, my heart was very messy now, my head was full of Xu Qing's pale face just now, and I seemed to understand what Xu Qing said.

The atmosphere fell silent all of a sudden, "We are good friends, or just good friends, but we have already crossed the line of friends" I was silent when the phone rang, and the voice on the other end of the phone was very angry after I answered the phone" Li Hongle !! Tell me, are you crazy,!!! ”

My mother's voice was very angry, I felt that my mother was also very angry this time, and after thinking for a while, she said, "Mom, don't be angry, I will give you an explanation when I go back." With that, I hung up.

Just when I was about to turn off the phone, my dad called again, and his voice was still so old-fashioned and serious, "You are such a big person, I don't want to say anything about you, I have to know what I do." After saying this, my dad paused: "Your mother, I'll help you persuade you." ”

When I heard my dad's words, I was suddenly very moved, "I know dad, don't worry." With that, I hung up.

Three hours later, the doctor in the emergency room came out and looked at us and said, "The patient has been suffering from leukemia for half a year, and now we need to find the right bone marrow to match." ”

After I heard this, I suddenly felt that my eyes were dark, and my body suddenly didn't stand firm, Zhao Chao helped me, I felt that my whole body was cold, I looked at the doctor and exhaled deeply and said, "How long can I last?" ”

The doctor let out a long sigh and said, "No more than half a year at most." ”

I suddenly felt like I was dead, and I nodded at the doctor and said, "Can I try?" ”

"Okay, tomorrow, you come to the hospital to do a matching check." After saying that, the doctor let out a long sigh and looked at us and continued: "The patient is awake now, but it can't be too noisy, you can go and see her first." ”

I nodded and walked into the ward, where they stood outside the ward and didn't go in.

After I entered the ward, Xu Qing sat on the hospital bed, her face still as cold as before.

Xu Qing saw me go in, and a trace of tears flashed in her eyes, and she smiled at me, "Now you know everything?" ”

I nodded, looked at Xu Qing and said, "Why didn't you say it earlier?" ”

Xu Qing smiled, a trace of sadness crossed her face, "Say it and let you worry with me?" ”

I didn't speak, and after a while, I raised my head and looked at Xu Qing and asked, "Does Jiang Youxi know?" ”

Xu Qing shook her head, "I didn't want him to worry, so I didn't tell him." After Xu Qing said this, she looked pale and smiled, "Let's go, go back and accompany Xiaoai." ”

I shook my head and said, "Even as a friend, I don't think it's time to leave. After saying this, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and his heart hurt very much, and he always felt very sorry for this woman.

Xu Qing looked at me and said, "Actually, I have already prepared for it, and the final result is nothing more than that I have left this world. After saying this, the tears on Xu Qing's face slipped out, "Until I saw you with other women, I couldn't help it, I couldn't help it, I really couldn't bear it." ”

I was silent, I didn't know what to say, for Xu Qing, distressed or uncomfortable, those were all from the love I had before, and I didn't have any nostalgia after that love.

Xu Qing raised her head and looked at me and said, "Do you like Lian Always?" ”

After Xu Qing said this, I was stunned, I didn't speak, Xu Qing looked at me and suddenly laughed, "Look, I said it again, I knew it was like this, if you don't like Mr. Lian, I'm afraid you won't choose Xiao Ai, choosing Xiao Ai is just to escape from reality." ”

Xu Qing's words did speak to my heart, but I didn't dare to admit it, but I never denied that I didn't like Lian Mengmeng, but now the more important thing is Xu Qing, I sighed and said, "Let's not talk about this, okay?" ”

"You know what? Actually, even Mengmeng likes you, but she's a girl, so she can't say anything, I've talked to her a lot, not only about cooperation, but also about your topic. Xu Qing smiled after speaking.

I shook my head, feeling very sorry for Xu Qing, "Xu Qing, let's not talk about this, okay?" I just hope you're okay now, but as for me, can I talk about it later? ”

"Actually, don't you want me to say this, aren't you afraid that I will be sad?" Xu Qing's words really poked into my heart and made me feel depressed for a while.

I shook my head, bit my lip and said, "I'll try the match tomorrow, you still have half a year, I think it's enough to find a satisfactory match." ”

Xu Qing shook her head at me and smiled palely, "Since I knew that I had leukemia, I didn't think about how long I could continue to stay in this world, whenever I saw you, I felt very reluctant in my heart, but I was very conflicted, I was afraid, afraid that I would leave too early and not be able to accompany you for too long." ”

I shook my head and looked at Xu Qing and said, "Don't talk about this, I just hope you can be okay now, don't think about anything else, okay?" ”

Xu Qing looked at me and laughed, "Time is just a matter of time. At this time, Xu Qing seemed to have seen through everything.

In a trance, when Xu Qing and I met, Xu Qing was not like this, and suddenly fate came to this point, and I always felt a little uncomfortable and distressed.

When I walked out of the ward, Chaozi and Chen Feng had already left, only Lian Mengmeng hadn't left at this time, I looked at Lian Mengmeng and said, "Why haven't you left yet?" ”

Lian Mengmeng shook his head, his tone was not as arrogant as before, but said very calmly: "I don't feel at ease when I see you so uncomfortable." ”

I looked at Lian Mengmeng and said, "I'll go back and cook some food for Xu Qing first, you can accompany Xu Qing here." ”

Lian Mengmeng shook his head and said, "Let's go to my house, I don't think it's a good thing for you to go home now, your parents must be angry." ”

I smiled bitterly, but yes, I followed and said to Lian Mengmeng: "Okay, go to your house, and go to the vegetable market to buy some vegetables by the way." ”

After thinking about this, I feel even more necessary to cook myself, at least when I'm here, try to make Xu Qing happy, or do what I can.

After thinking about this, I still felt a little better, but once I remembered the cause of Xu Qing's illness, I felt very sad.

On the way, Lian Mengmeng looked at the car and looked at me and said, "Have you figured out how to tell your family about this?" I think your mom must be particularly angry right now. ”

When I heard Lian Mengmeng's words, I suddenly felt a little irritable, I took a deep breath, calmed the anger in my chest, and then looked at Lian Mengmeng and said, "Regardless of them, I'll give them an explanation in a few days." ”

"What are you going to say to Xiao Ai?" Lian Mengmeng looked at me and asked.

I shook my head and said, "I didn't think about it," and I couldn't help but shake my head after saying that, "Don't talk about that yet." ”

Lian Mengmeng didn't continue to speak, I was very scared, I didn't dare to imagine what my heart would be like when I couldn't see Xu Qing in the future, I would try my matching tomorrow, after thinking of this, I secretly prayed for my own matching type, hoping to make the same match with Xu Qing, so that Xu Qing's chances of survival would be greater.

Yes, it will work, I breathed a sigh of relief at the thought of it.

Lian Mengmeng looked at me and comforted: "Don't be afraid, I believe everything will be fine." After saying that, I saw a trace of sadness flash on Lian Mengmeng's face.

I took a deep breath and looked at Lian Mengmeng and said, "How are you doing?" ”

"Huh?" Lian Mengmeng didn't expect me to ask this question, and then said: "Everything is like that, what else can I do, go to work, get off work, that's it." ”

I smiled and said, "yes, everything will be fine." ”

After I finished speaking, I thought of Xiao Ai again, I think I need to take a moment to give Xiao Ai an explanation, if you don't love, you don't love, I don't want to go on like this, after thinking of this, I raised my head and glanced at Lian Mengmeng, and didn't speak.

Soon, Lian Mengmeng and I bought chicken and some pig blood, which are all blood-replenishing things, which are still good for leukemia.

When I arrived at Lian Mengmeng's house, it was already past five o'clock, I hurriedly turned on the gas stove and started cooking, and Lian Mengmeng was also on the side to help me.

After seeing this scene, I couldn't help but quip: "Yo, didn't you find that you, the eldest lady, can actually cook?" ”

Lian Mengmeng glanced at me, "What do you think I'm really a daughter?" After saying this, even Mengmeng paused, "Life is all on my own, I do everything by myself, and even sometimes I envy you as an idler, what you want to do and what you want to do, you can live around your own mood." ”

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