【090】Let's break up
I shook my head at Lian Mengmeng while cooking, "But don't you know that many people envy your life very much? There is money, a house and a car, and even many people will not get these things in their lifetime. ”
Lian Mengmeng shook his head, "If I could, I'd rather not have these things myself, just live an ordinary life." Lian Mengmeng's expression was a little gloomy after finishing speaking.
As if I thought of something sad, I looked at Lian Mengmeng and said, "Okay, you go and wash that eggplant, I'll cut it." After saying that, I took the kitchen knife from Lian Mengmeng's hand and began to wash the vegetables.
After washing, Lian Mengmeng looked at me and said, "It's been washed." ”
I nodded, and when I was busy for more than an hour, the soup stewed for Xu Qing was already ready, and all that was left was to boil some more porridge.
After I came out of the hospital, my face has not looked good, maybe even Mengmeng looked at me a little worried about me and said, "Do you want to rest?" ”
I shook my head and said, "No need, I'll go to the hospital when I'll finish the porridge later." ”
"I'll go with you later." Lian Mengmeng followed up and asked.
I nodded and said, "Fine." After that, I looked at the porridge that was still boiling on the gas stove.
Ten minutes later, the porridge had already been boiled, and I left Lian Mengmeng's house with Lian Mengmeng, and drove to the hospital with the car.
After arriving at the hospital, Xu Qing was still lying on the hospital bed, playing with the tablet, I walked over and grabbed the tablet, put it aside, looked at Xu Qing and said, "At this time, do you still have the heart to play?" I said with some annoyance.
Xu Qing shook her head and said, "I still have to work, and I have to do the company's planning by myself." ”
Lian Mengmeng shook his head at this time and said, "Mr. Xu, let's put the work things aside first, isn't there a little girl named Li Xue in your company?" Let her do it for you. ”
Xu Qing shook her head, "I don't feel at ease when others do it, I'm always afraid that they won't do it well." ”
I was a little speechless, but I was a little angry and said, "Can you live in peace for a few days?" When I said this, I looked at Xu Qing and said, "I really don't want to be angry with you." ”
After finishing speaking, I put the cooked meal in front of Xu Qing, Xu Qing took the spoon and drank it one by one, and after a few sips, Xu Qing put it aside, smiled and looked at me and said: "Do you know, when I was in Australia, I really wanted to be able to eat the food you cooked, but I never ate it, I haven't eaten it for so many years, and today is the first time." ”
I didn't even say a word from Mengmeng on the side, I sighed and said, "When you get better, you can eat whenever you want." ”
After I finished speaking, I glanced at Xu Qing, and a rare warm smile crossed Xu Qing's indifferent face, "Although you are lying to me, I am still very happy." ”
On the same day, I didn't go home at night, I didn't even leave Mengmeng, I accompanied Xu Qing in the hospital, and Xu Qing was transferred to the hospital the next day.
I think I should go home too, I should give an explanation to my family after disappearing for a day, and I'm very sleepy now.
When I went downstairs, I found that my mother was actually standing downstairs, as if waiting for me to go back, I saw my mother and suddenly didn't know what to say to my mother, before I came back, I had thought of a bunch of explanations, but when I saw my mother, I suddenly felt that I didn't know what to say, maybe now I said that my mother would not believe me.
Sure enough, after my mother saw me, she stepped forward, grabbed my ear with one hand and said to me: "I told you Li Hongle, you must go to Xiaoai's house today to apologize to others, and you can leave for such a big thing as an engagement, do you have the face of the family in your heart?" ”
I shook my head, pushed my mother's hand away, and said helplessly: "Mom, can you stop getting involved in my affairs, since the matter is out, it will come out, and I will find a way to face it myself, okay?" ”
I really feel very tired now, I just want to sleep well, my mother saw me say this, and I couldn't do anything, and then shook her head and said very angrily: "Forget it, no matter what you do, your mother won't ask about your affairs in the future, you can do whatever you want." ”
After finishing speaking, the old mother left angrily, and I followed as I walked and comforted the old mother, "Mom, your son is such a big person, he will definitely not let you worry in the future, you can rest assured, I will definitely bring you back a daughter-in-law, you can rest assured." ”
My mother was a little angry at this time, and when she looked at me blankly, she didn't continue to be angry with me, and I followed upstairs and lay down in my room and fell asleep.
When I woke up, it was already night, I got up and stretched, looked at the starry sky outside the window, and couldn't help but think of Xiao Ai.
After thinking of this, I found Xiao Ai's phone and dialed it, and after a long time, Xiao Ai answered the phone, "Hey?" ”
Xiao Ai's voice was a little uncomfortable in my heart, more guilty, I thought about it and then said: "Go to the fitness garden in the community, I'll wait for you there, and then say something." ”
"Okay." Xiao Ai said without a trace of mud.
After hanging up the phone, I looked out the window blankly for a while, and soon, I came back to my senses and began to put on my clothes, and after getting dressed, I went downstairs.
Arrived at the fitness garden of the community, waited for less than two minutes, Xiao Ai came, although the weather was a little dark, but under the light of the community lights, I saw Xiao Ai's face, a little haggard, I couldn't help but apologize and said: "What happened that day, I'm really sorry." ”
Xiao Ai suddenly laughed, "Are you just here to tell me this?" ”
I was stunned for a moment, thought for a while, and although it was a little cruel, I still said, "Xiaoai, you are a good girl, let's break up." ”
Xiao Ai looked at me and was stunned, the tears in the corners of her eyes couldn't help but burst out of her eyes anymore, pointed at me and smiled, and said, "Li Hongle, this is the explanation you gave me, right?" After saying that, Xiao Ai beat me hard, "You're a bastard!" You bastard!!! ”
I stood still, motionless, let Xiao Ai beat me, for a long time, Xiao Ai may be tired in the future, but still sobbing quietly, maybe what I said is really cruel, but I still want to face the reality, because through Xu Qing I know that I don't like Xiao Ai at all, and I was just deceiving myself before.
Xiao Ai raised her head, her voice was a little choked, "Li Hongle, if you don't love me, why did you want to be with me in the first place?" After finishing speaking, Xiao Ai looked at me with teary eyes.
I looked at Xiao Ai's expression, my heart was depressed, more guilty, I took a deep breath and looked at Xiao Ai and said: "Xiao Ai, I owe you this time, can I make up for it in other ways in the future?" ”
"You planted a seed in a person's heart, and now you pull it out, do you know how painful it can be for a person?" Xiao Ai's face was still full of tears, and her face was a little haggard.
I felt a little unbearable in my heart, I looked at Xiao Ai and took a deep breath and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't do what I promised you." ”
After I finished speaking, I was about to turn around and leave, Xiao Ai grabbed my hand and shook her head at me palely, "Li Hongle, why are you so cruel?" ”
I stopped, indeed, it's really cruel, but if it's not cruel now, I'm afraid that we won't be happy together in the future, instead of two people who don't love each other, it's better to choose one that you love, thinking of this, I looked back at Xiao Ai and said: "I don't know what to say, maybe we were a beautiful mistake from the beginning, we can't be together." ”
"Why?" Xiao Ai smiled palely, and smiled very sadly, "Why can't we be together?" ”
I hesitated, never knowing whether to say it or not, but I finally said, "Because I don't like it, twisted melon, I thought I would like you, but I didn't." ”
After I said this, Xiao Ai held my hand tightly and let go at once, I know that these words are really too cruel for Xiao Ai, but if I don't be cruel now, I am afraid that it will only be more cruel when we separate in the future.
Xiao Ai let go of her hand and stood behind me, her voice was not loud, "Li Hongle, you will regret it." ”
I thought about it for a while, looked back at Xiao Ai and said, "I'm sorry." After saying that, I paused for a moment, "I owe you, and I will pay you back later." ”
Xiao Ai's voice suddenly became louder, "You get out!! After finishing speaking, Xiao Ai roared at me: "The farther you go, the better," Xiao Ai choked up at the end, "It's best, it's best not to let me watch you anymore in this life, Li Hongle, I hate you!! ”
I turned around and left, leaving the shadow of Xiao Ai crying alone, but my heart was so guilty, if I knew that I didn't like Xiao Ai, why would it cause such a situation today, I couldn't help but feel a little brute after thinking about it.
Or am I really a brute when I do something like this, I completely hurt a woman's heart, and I won't be stitched up in this life, right?
I smiled bitterly, when I got home, I lay on the bed, tossing and turning, I didn't fall asleep all night, I was always thinking about Xiao Ai, I sent a text message to Xiao Ai: "No matter what happens in the future, you have to be happy, be a master of life." ”
After replying to this text message, I felt that I was very stupid, it seemed that it was really a bit excessive, I couldn't help but blame myself, if I didn't like it at the beginning, maybe there wouldn't be these things, and it hurt a woman's heart for the first time. Little love.
I don't know how long I'm going to feel guilty, but at least now I'm sorry for Xiao Ai, and my family probably won't have the face to face Xiao Ai and their family again, right?
I don't know how my mother will feel now that she knows, my son is really unscrupulous, he didn't do anything, but let them worry about me and bear a lot of things for me. Thinking about this, I started to feel bad again.
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