I stood stiffly in place, and although I had heard this conclusion many times, I still couldn't believe it when he said it himself. My eyes are a little hot, but fortunately, I haven't had the habit of crying in front of others since I was a child, I gritted my teeth and endured it, and I still didn't give up and said: "But you obviously have a lot of choices, and there are so many people who like you, such as that Song Qiwen, why did you choose me?" ”

He frowned, shook his head and said, "I don't like her, I hate talking." ”

I said again, "What about Miss Jiang?" She's so gentle, and she knows you very well. ”

"Jingyu?" He seemed to really think about it seriously, and lowered his head and muttered for a few seconds: "She is half a family, and it is not suitable." ”

I stood stunned like a wood carving for a long time, then raised my hand and quickly glanced at the corner of my eye: "Oh, I see." ”

I don't know if it's because my movements are too big, Qin Yan seemed to finally realize something, raised his head and glanced at me, frowned slightly, and paused slightly: "Buckwheat." ”

I pretended to be calm and nodded, as if I was just chatting with him casually, as if the topic of conversation was just what the weather was like today, and I said lightly: "Well, I remember, you did say that." You said that in the marriage, you are willing to take care of me, and you are willing to buy me things, and you have not promised anything else. ”

He was silent, and I was quiet for a while, and suddenly it occurred to me that I should leave as soon as possible. I was at a loss for a long time, and finally found that I had just put my bag on the entrance cabinet. I turned around to get my bag, but when I pulled it over, I brought down an antique-looking handicraft, which Ding Ling smashed on the countertop, and hurriedly went up to support it.

After a few seconds, the world finally quieted down again, I took a deep breath, turned back and said casually, "Then you can rest, I just stopped by to see you, and it's fine...... I'll go back first, and I'll have to catch up with the deputy painting in the evening. ”

He stood there and didn't react, I turned around, opened the door and left.

Back at home, my dad and Chen Qian both went out, only Li Xiao was alone, and she was answering the phone in the living room when she entered the door, "Hey, you wait, she's back...... Yes? Good bye? ”

I walked in the direction of the stairs, and Li Xiao hung up the phone and called me: "Li Qiao, someone was looking for you on the phone just now." ”

I leaned on the handrail of the stairs and said weakly, "Who?" ”

She said, "I don't know, I just said you came back and told him to wait, and he said no." But this person's voice is really good, and he can catch up with the male lead actor of "Red Carp and Green Carp and Donkey". ”

I looked at her tongue for a while before I realized what she had just said, and casually responded, "Oh." He turned around and was about to go upstairs, but she stopped him: "Hey, wait, don't go." Running from the living room, "I'm going to audition for the set tomorrow, won't you pray for me?" ”

I said, "Oh, I wish you success. ”

Li Xiao said: "Thank you! He looked at me again: "But why does your little mouth look so white?" Come, say it to me ten times, red carp and green carp and donkey, red carp and green carp and donkey, red carp and green carp and donkey...... What do you think? Do you feel a little twitching in the muscles of your mouth? I'm telling you, it's because of blood circulation, and practicing this sentence more will help your lips become more rosy~"

I opened my mouth, but turned and went upstairs.

After returning to the room, I called Liao Xiaofei and told her everything that had happened in the past two days.

After she listened, she comforted me and said: "Ah Li, in fact, I don't think Qin Yan's words may be what you think, it's like saying, a person who doesn't eat, and he doesn't know how to eat, those are two concepts, he doesn't eat, that means he hasn't eaten in his heart, he doesn't know how to eat, that means he has cerebral palsy." ”

I lay on the bed and closed my eyes helplessly: "What the hell are you trying to say?" ”

She hurriedly said, "How can you not understand such an easy-to-understand analogy?" I mean, Qin Yan is a cerebral palsy! ”

I didn't know what to say, Liao Xiaofei was also stunned for a moment, and said, "Oh, no, I mean, although Qin Yan can't eat, he is not cerebral palsy...... Oops, it's still not right, I mean Qin Yan said that he doesn't know how to love you, it's not that he really doesn't love you, if he doesn't love you, he will directly say I don't love you, I think what he means by this means that he doesn't know what love is! ”

I said weakly: "How could he not know, don't forget, he also has an ex-girlfriend who is angry." ”

Liao Xiaofei said: "Hey, this is a trouble. But when you tell me about it, I immediately feel that she is not emitting fairy spirit, but smoking. There is also the one surnamed Zhao, he loves to fight fires so much, he goes, why did Lao Daodao kidnap your family Qin Yan, there is really something wrong! ”

I said, "That's because the woman was going to marry him at that time, Zhao Yi said that they had a good relationship, and Qin Yan had indeed been looking for her for seven years." ”

She sneered: "Seven years? Seven years of the cells in the whole body is enough to change one round, and Qin Yan didn't promise that as long as the woman comes back, he won't marry you? Ah Li, I don't think you really have to think about it so much, unless one day Qin Yan really splits his leg out, it's not too late for you to get entangled! ”

I couldn't say anything, I just felt dazed.

Later, for a long time, I didn't take the initiative to contact Qin Yan.

Liao Xiaofei's interpretation of his sentence seems to me to be a bit far-fetched. I have also asked myself more than once if Cen Jia never comes back, but Qin Yan does not like me at all, if I am still willing to marry him. After thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't make the decision to give up. I was surprised by this choice, because I had always considered myself a perfectionist, and when I painted, I often struggled with a small detail. I never thought that I could give up on myself for one person.

At the beginning of the month of engagement, one afternoon, Qin Yan's mother called me and said that she would accompany me to try on the wedding dress. I tried it myself once before, and it was a traditional A-line style at the time, and the designer casually mentioned that I like mermaids, so she changed the skirt to a fishtail style. The tulle of the skirt is also inlaid with many fine diamonds, and when it moves, it looks like a sky full of stars shining.

I couldn't help but carry the hem and turn around twice, Qin Yan's mother also felt very good, took several photos with her mobile phone next to her, and said regretfully: "It's a pity that Qin Yan and his father can't leave this afternoon because of something very important, otherwise let him come and see, the beauty won't kill him!" ”

I paused, and suddenly I was in a trance, and after thinking about it, it turned out that I hadn't seen Qin Yan for almost a week, and I hadn't made a phone call. Qin Yan's mother said again: "But I called them home for dinner in the evening, and you will go back to dinner with me after a while." ”

I looked down and thought about it for a while, but there was really no reason to refuse, so I had to agree.

After trying on the wedding dress, I came out and accompanied Qin Yan's mother to go shopping in the street, and when I arrived at their house late in the evening, the aunt at home had already prepared the meal. And as soon as we put our things down, Qin Yan and his father also came back. I heard the doorbell to open the door, Qin Yan came in and saw me, he didn't seem surprised, he only whispered: "Coming?" ”

I looked down at the ground and explained to him, "Your mother will try on my wedding dress with me in the afternoon, and then invite me to your house for dinner." ”

He answered, "Hmm." ”

Later, when I sat down for dinner, there were four of us at the table, and Qin Yan's parents insisted on drinking some wine with me, saying that they would let the driver take me back later, so I had no choice but to let my aunt pour half a cup.

After three rounds of drinking, I drank a little more. Qin Yan's father went out to answer a phone call, and his mother suddenly came in a hurry, and began to talk about trying on the wedding dress in the afternoon, and the beautiful words were endless, and said to Qin Yan: "Don't say that the designer who came back from France is good, Buckwheat's wedding dress looks like I used to watch the movie "Princess Sissi"!" When do you think your bidding will be arranged? If you didn't come, I could only take a picture of Buckwheat alone, but if you can come, I can take a photo of the two of you! ”

The words fell, but the surroundings were a little quiet for a while, I didn't know what to say, and Qin Yan didn't expect to be interested in this, so he had nothing to say. After five seconds of silence, I decided to break the embarrassment myself, and just as I was about to say something, I heard him say lightly, "Yes, show me later." ”

His mother said, "Hey, I'll show you now!" I ran back a few seconds after running to the living room, standing between me and Qin Yan and showing him my mobile phone, I turned my head with my forehead, and saw Qin Yan staring at it with his eyes down for about ten seconds, and said in a low voice: "Not bad." The corners of his lips looked upward, and I don't know if I was dazzled.

His mother said, "Yes, and I didn't use the Meitu App!" ”

"You know this." He laughed teasingly again, glanced at me by the way, seemed to pause, and then, without asking my opinion, took the wine glass on my table, and poured the remaining half of the glass into his glass.

I muttered dissatisfiedly, but he didn't respond, probably not heard.

After dinner, I sat in the living room for a while, and I talked to Qin Yan's parents, and they went out for a walk on a regular basis. And Qin Yan and I were both drunk and couldn't drive, so we had to wait for the driver to come over at home. Qin Yan has been sitting in a position separated from me by a person since just now, quietly reading a book. I closed my eyes and rubbed my temples for a while, and when I opened my eyes, I saw him put the book down, and he frowned a little and looked at me, and said, "Drunk?" ”

With the help of alcohol, I squinted at him for a moment and joked with him, "yes, what do you want to do?" I tell you, don't you want to take advantage of the opportunity to mess around, I've learned drunken boxing......"

He was silent for a few seconds, and then said in a low voice: "Then go outside to fight, and by the way, accompany me to blow the wind." ”