Chapter 52: Farewell
Su Xiaoman stared at Ji Tianyou for a long time, this was something he didn't dare to admit, if this sentence was spoken, everything really changed.
But Ji Tianyou must listen.
The two were in a stalemate for a long time, Su Xiaoman lost, and he felt that if all the debts could be made up a little, this should be the best way.
"Ji Tianyou, listen well, I, Su Xiaoman, have never loved you, it's all your wishful thinking, including what you do now, you save me, although I am grateful, but I can't do anything. I remember you asked me before, is it more than ten years of companionship can not compete with another person inadvertently passing by, now I tell you, all your efforts are not worth a look back at Zhao Yansu, I love Zhao Yansu, always. Su Xiaoman tried to suppress his sad expression, and he said these words with tears in his eyes, as if he had used all his strength. For the first time, he felt that he had a responsibility in this relationship, but what he said was all false, that is, he was afraid that she would believe it and hoped that she would believe it.
Ji Tianyou looked at him, tears were already on her face, she struggled to make a smile, nodded, and said in a hoarse voice: "I knew that it was like this, thank you, and finally told the truth." ”
Su Xiaoman left, Ji Tianyou suddenly remembered something, hurriedly chased him out, and threw him a heavy thing from afar.
Su Xiaoman opened it and saw that it was some silver taels.
Su Xiaoman must not know that it was the dowry that Ji Tianyou had in mind, and it was prepared for them to get married.
On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, early in the morning, the house was low-key and busy.
Ji Tianyou washed and dressed up in the crowded room, and the faces of the people who came and went inside were beaming.
The big red word of happiness is particularly dazzling and pasted in front of the only window, in the center, impartial. Ji Tianyou stared at this happy word for a long time, and his heart was very empty. That is, there is no previous hatred, and there is no future hope.
The wedding dress was put on, the phoenix crown was belted, and the hijab was covered. Sit at the head of the bed and wait for the hour.
The fourth aunt stood at the door and looked at it from afar, silently, Sister-in-law Li called her in, she only said you be careful, I will take a look and leave.
Sister-in-law Li promised yes and said: "The eldest aunt and the second master have specially ordered, don't dare to slack off, not to mention that there is also the face of you and the third lady in it, although it is a small matter, but this line of work is not inferior to the marriage of any aunt in our house, the uncle is not there, and he has to repay the new aunt twice, right?" ”
When Lu Ying'er heard this, she couldn't help but feel a little melancholy, and sighed: "The marriage in the house is all handled by Sister-in-law Li, and she is tired. But this uncle is not here, how can heaven and earth worship? ”
Sister-in-law Li waved her hand and said politely: "It's a matter of the matter, the fourth aunt is too tormenting to me." The eldest aunt has already confessed, and the second master will replace the uncle to visit the church. ”
"Oh, that's right." Lu Ying'er listened to it and asked Sister-in-law Li to go busy, she looked at Ji Tianyou who was sitting on the bed, shook her head with a wry smile, and thought that the most upset person at this time should be Jiang Zili.
However, Jiang Zili was unusually calm at this time.
There was a grumpy girl sitting across from him, walking back and forth in distraught.
It's his sister, Jiang Yiruo.
Jiang Yiruo didn't say anything, she just vented her boredom nonsensically. For the sake of the man in front of her, she put in her best youth, and now, she wants to pull Ji Tianyou in, the original scruples, but now it has changed, she doesn't know whether it is worth it.
Jiang Zili had a premonition early on that Zhao Yansu was arrested, and it was a trap that caught Ji Tianyou and himself. Anything related to himself will inevitably be inseparable from Jiang Yiruo's involvement.
But how to say it? Jiang Zili didn't know whether to think so or not, he now felt that he should be grateful to Jiang Yiruo for his nonsense, such a fuss, Ji Tianyou was almost tied to him, and saying goodbye to Su Xiaoman's past would have a new beginning.
When the time came, Jiang Zili wore the groom's clothes to pick up Ji Tianyou. The courtyard of the fourth aunt was crowded with people watching the excitement, there were no firecrackers, gongs and drums, only people's voices.
Su Xiaoman helped Ji Tianyou, who was covered with a hijab, out of the pavilion, and he held her arm extremely tightly.
Ji Tianyou lowered his head and looked at his feet. The bright red robe, as well as the particularly dazzling sunlight, walked through the stone road countless times a day, today walked very seriously, the light suddenly dimmed, she knew that this must have been to the door under the plane tree, stepping through this door, is to step through all the past.
Su Xiaoman carried Ji Tianyou to the sedan chair at the door, he remembered the scene when he crossed the river with Tianyou on his back when he was a child, she would always make trouble on his back, either pulling his hair, or scratching his neck, once it was too much, it actually itched his armpits, and the two of them fell into the river together, and she cried and blamed him for doing it on purpose.
Thinking of her crying nose, Su Xiaoman wanted to laugh a little, but when he grinned, his heart hurt. There is no going back, just like now, the girl who is extraordinarily quiet on his back and deliberately keeps his distance is going to marry someone else.
He is to blame, and he has to kill her for the rest of her life.
Ji Tianyou sat up straight on Su Xiaoman's back, keeping her distance, she also remembered when she was a child, the corners of her mouth smiled slightly, but she was always light and light, all the memories were chewed up by her, and there were no more waves.
Stopping in front of the sedan chair, Ji Tianyou was gently lowered, and the person next to him lifted the curtain to let her in.
Ji Tianyou calmed down, looked down and saw Su Xiaoman's feet, he was still wearing navy blue cotton shoes made for him by Su's mother, remembering that he once hated these shoes that looked like a big boat.
"Brother Xiaoman, take care." Ji Tianyou said softly in her throat, she didn't care if he could hear it or not, she said it to herself, she knew that his task was completed, and it would be time to leave in a while, with Zhao Yansu.
Ji Tianyou got into the sedan chair and was carried away.
A group of people followed, lively and joyful.
Su Xiaoman was forgotten in the crowd, and watched Ji Tianyou go farther and farther, turning a corner and disappearing.
Zhao Yansu stood behind Su Xiaoman, and also watched for a long time, she thought that she might only really know Ji Tianyou now, this girl who worked hard and did not ask for anything in return, had a bravery that she could not hope for.
"Xiaoman, it's time for us to go." Zhao Yansu shouted softly, she is extremely simple today, and she is rarely sincere, she has experienced an escape from death, and she knows how difficult it is to have someone who truly loves herself.
"Where's my mother?" Su Xiaoman didn't reply to ask.
"Let's go first, let's chase her for a while."
"Let's go." Su Xiaoman led Zhao Yansu out of the gate of Jiangfu and walked south.
Zhao Yansu was puzzled, "Where are we going, this is not the direction of going home." ”
Su Xiaoman ignored it, he turned his head to look at Jiang Fu, clenching his fists tightly.
"One day, when I come back here, I will never be powerless to regain what I lost." (To be continued.) )