Chapter 51 Like a fish in the throat

Su Xiaoman looked at the stubborn Ji Tianyou, choked up and couldn't speak.

He knew that once these words were spoken, she had already made up her mind, and no one could pull them back.

Ji Tianyou knelt in front of Jiang Zili again and pleaded: "If the consequences I bear can save the lives of the two of them, I am willing, beg the second master to be merciful and let them go." ”

Jiang Zili's hand that had been in his pocket held the jade bracelet tightly, and the oath he had before he could open his mouth was shattered, and the unwillingness and bitterness spread to the bottom of his eyes, and finally turned into a helpless smile.

She only has Su Xiaoman in her eyes, even if he expresses his intentions, he will be rejected.

"Won't you regret it?" Jiang Zili endured the painful question.

"All regrets are only known after they have done it." Ji Tianyou was unusually calm at this time, no longer entangled in the question of whether she loved or not, whether it was worth it, she just wanted to end it earlier, and she really felt tired.

The second aunt hurriedly clapped her hands when she saw the situation, and praised: "God bless the true woman, such a person who values love and righteousness, marrying into our Jiang Mansion is not in vain, at least there is no worry about food and clothing." ”

The third aunt also agreed, and the eldest aunt and others nodded in agreement.

Lu Ying'er quietly glanced at Jiang Yiruo, the initiator was staring at Ji Tianyou guiltily, and her hidden sadness couldn't escape Lu Ying'er's eyes.

She took revenge on Jiang Zili, but she got involved in the person she didn't want to implicate the most, she imprisoned Ji Tianyou's life in this way, and no one could break free, she would only struggle more and more.

The wedding date went on as scheduled, or the fifteenth day of the first month, that is, tomorrow, the bride has not changed, but she is married to Jiang Yihan.

The ceremony is very simple, it is to show up in the house, go through the motions, and the outside of the house is still calm.

Su Xiaoman sent Ji Tianyou to marry as his mother's brother, which was requested by Ji Tianyou.

Su Xiaoman had too much to say to Ji Tianyou, but he never found a suitable opportunity. At midnight, when everyone was asleep, Su Xiaoman quietly climbed the wall to the outside of Tianyou's room.

Knocking softly on the door, he knew she must not have slept.

She also knew that he would come.

All things lack a good goodbye, and if these words are not spoken, there is no way to start over.

"God, I know you didn't sleep, open the door and let's talk."

Ji Tianyou sat inside the door, and she waited through the door until now.

"Say all that is said through this door." Ji Tianyou leaned his back against the door and said calmly.

Su Xiaoman really wanted to see Ji Tianyou, but now he felt that he really didn't deserve to have her, so he stopped arguing, sat down with the door, and began to reminisce for a long time.

The trees they have climbed together, the places they have descended, and the love words they have said ignorantly.

"I love you so much, but damn it, I didn't know until recently." Su Xiaoman curled his legs and hugged his head, he grabbed his hair in great annoyance, choking.

Ji Tianyou was silent, and when she closed her eyes, it was all pictures of her childhood.

"Brother Xiaoman, how do you pronounce this word?"

"Brother Xiaoman, who is older than me, should let me, you know?"

"Brother Xiaoman, look, I avenged you, and the things were snatched back, hehe."

……

"Hey, Su Xiaoman, is it necessary to be so serious in playing chess, let me die?"

"Ah, Su Xiaoman, stop stealing food for me, be careful that your mother beats you."

"Su Xiaoman, will you marry me when you grow up?"

"What?"

"It's nothing, I'm just asking you what kind of person you will marry in the future."

"I don't know, I haven't thought about it."

"Oh."

All the conversations are opened by Ji Tianyou, and all the memories are her initiative. The tears that he thought had been shed a long time ago came out of his eyes unconsciously, he didn't love her, and all he gave was perfunctory.

"Godless, are you listening?" Su Xiaoman recalled for a long time, but did not get any reply.

Ji Tianyou wiped his tears, and said in a deep voice: "Don't mention the past, it's come to this, it's a matter of time, it's a matter of time, let's finish talking today." ”

Su Xiaoman suddenly climbed to the door and shouted excitedly inside: "What's the matter, this is not the purpose of my coming!" God bless, come with me, while it's dark, let's elope, I know I'm sorry for you......"

The tears she had just held back were about to burst again, and she had waited for so many years for the phrase "come with me", and had imagined countless scenes, but she only missed the current situation. She never dared to think that when he said this, she would refuse, she thought that all she had in her dreams was a nod and a desperate follow.

"Don't say these useless words again!" Ji Tianyou finally couldn't help but interrupt him, "I can't go with you, what I want is goodbye." ”

"I was wrong, God bless, please forgive me, one last chance, you go with me, we ...... again"

The door suddenly opened, Ji Tianyou stood inside, and a strong cold air rushed to his face, interrupting Su Xiaoman's words.

Su Xiaoman hurriedly stood up, stepped forward, and went to Raji Tianyou's hand, "Tianyou, you go with me." ”

Ji Tianyou shook it off, she blocked it in front of Su Xiaoman with her arm, and stopped: "This distance, don't cross it from now on." ”

But Su Xiaoman still didn't give up, he still wanted to persuade Ji Tianyou to go away and fly high.

Ji Tianyou slapped his backhand and fixed Su Xiaoman in place, "Wake up, this deep mansion compound is where you want to come and go?" In the past, no one arrested you, because they were too lazy to pay attention to you, but now, you go and see if there are several times more people at night vigil. ”

This slap made Su Xiaoman recognize the reality and become depressed, he couldn't do anything, he thought decadently, he was always powerless, at this moment, he hated this feeling.

"I can't go back, Su Xiaoman, we'll never go back." Ji Tianyou turned around and returned to the bedside, repeating these words helplessly, not knowing whether to comfort Su Xiaoman or himself.

Su Xiaoman gradually calmed down, he looked at Tianyou with sadness, and asked after a while: "I don't expect you to forgive me, how can I alleviate your trauma and make you feel better?" ”

"Remember my favorite poem?"

"I wish to have one heart, and the white head will not be separated."

"No, what I like is the previous sentence, Wen Jun has two intentions, so he decided to break up." Ji Tianyou looked at Su Xiaoman with a wry smile, she felt that it was time to break off.

Su Xiaoman, who had just calmed down, became excited again, "No, I will say goodbye, never!" ”

Ji Tianyou came to Su Xiaoman, pressed his shoulder, and the two sat facing each other.

"You know what? Maybe it's really selfish to do this, but after all, you owe me, and you have to pay it back. Ji Tianyou struggled to squeeze out a smile on his sad face.

"You say, as long as I can do it." Su Xiaoman nodded, he felt that he could agree to any conditions.

"I want you to tell me in person, for so many years, you have never loved me, never loved me." This is the best thing Ji Tianyou can think of, if she must let go of this person, then she must force herself to admit it. (To be continued.) )