Chapter 34: Broken Dreams

Wang Feipeng returned to school, holding a small package in his hand, Fang Wen said that Fang Xin had left it, and asked him to open it after returning to school. Wang Feipeng didn't go to the dormitory, came to the remote grove where he often practiced boxing in the morning and evening, leaned under a tree, and slowly opened the small package, there were only two things in the package, a letter and a red hand rope, the red hand rope was tied with a heart-shaped pendant, white and shiny, I don't know what material it was.

There was nothing on the envelope, and the letter paper was pulled out, and the handwriting was very beautiful.

Fei Peng:

I have left the city by the time you read this letter, please forgive me for not saying goodbye.

Remember the dream I told you? When he was studying, there was a child in the village who was admitted to university, and everyone in the village congratulated him! That was the first young man in our village to be admitted to university, how envious he was, dreaming of becoming a proud son of heaven like him, so he studied hard, and finally became the first in the class when he was in junior high school, at this time my parents told me with tears, my parents were not in good health, they couldn't do heavy work, and the family could only afford a child to study, although you had good grades, but my younger brother was a boy, he was still young, and the opportunity could only be left to my younger brother.

The second dream is to go to the big city to earn a lot of money for the family, so that the parents can get rid of poverty and the younger brother can study with peace of mind. But when I came to this city, I worked as a waiter, a tailor, a factory worker, and in the end I was just a clothing shopping guide, I could only solve the problem of food and clothing, and I was crammed into a narrow room with Fang Wen, enduring endless contempt and harassment, and I could only save 10,000 yuan all year round, which was too far away from my dream...

My third dream is to find a partner who knows each other, loves each other, and respects each other. I haven't met the prince in my heart for two years of work, until your appearance, although it has not reached the point of knowing and loving each other, but the two hearts have collided, which makes me feel the existence of the dream in my heart. However, it backfired, and my family suddenly asked me to marry someone I didn't love, which was the happiness of my life! I've been fighting and persevering, but I can't resist my parents' weak eyes, and I can't hold on to my parents' crying to me...

Maybe my dream can't be realized, but meeting you is my biggest gain, and the most regrettable thing in life is to give up what I shouldn't give up lightly, and stubbornly insist on what I shouldn't insist on... However, there are too many helplessness in life, and we can't change it, and we can't change it... Please remember that someone strolled on the beach with you, and let the time stand still in the moment when you and I were together...

Wang Feipeng silently raised her head and leaned on the trunk of the tree, what an excellent girl, a very ordinary and ordinary dream, but there is a huge chasm that cannot be crossed, not that she does not work hard and struggle, not that the dream is too outrageous, but that there is too much helplessness in life, so that the girl is deeply trapped and unable to extricate herself.

I wanted to go to her and tell her that she must stick to her dreams, and there would always be a day when the sun rises in Yunkai, but when he asked her home address, Fang Wen told him, and Fang Xin specially told her not to go to her, if she went, it would only cause irreparable damage to her and her family. Wang Feipeng stared at Fang Wen in a daze and asked why? Fang Wen just said lightly, "Her family has already received 300,000 dowries, if you can bring 500,000, I will take you back to her!" Wang Feipeng was speechless for a while, and Fang Wen continued: "If you don't have 500,000 and recklessly lose looking for her, you will only let everyone poke her in the back, even if you are good, you can't resist the siege of the whole village, because that is the rule of our village." ”

Returning to the dormitory in a trance, facing lunch time, the three of them were there, seeing that his face was pale and in a trance, the fat man came up and hugged his shoulder, "I didn't return last night, and I was dumped by my girlfriend?" It doesn't matter, we are all people who have experienced strong winds and waves, what kind of wind and snow have we not seen? What kind of injustice has not been experienced? Don't give up the whole forest for a tree, we all have a sacred mission, that is, to soak all those princesses, don't slump, where you fall, you have to get up from there. ”

Wang Feipeng ignored them, went straight to the bed, lay down in a daze, Sun Ling sighed, "Alas, another prince who has fallen off the horse, our bedroom has become a lovelorn professional, go, eat, leave him alone, he will get up by himself." ”

The three of them returned to the dormitory after eating, and saw Wang Feipeng lying motionless on the bed, the thin man couldn't help but shake his head, "The lovelorn man is so cute, he came to eat, and the lovelorn heart helped the meal." ”

Wang Feipeng took the lunch with a wry smile, and couldn't eat a bite.

The next day, I received a call from Fang Wen and took the train home at noon, and may not come to Shanghai again in the future to say goodbye to him. Wang Feipeng hung up the phone, suddenly jumped up from the bed, trotted all the way to the subway station, turned two subways, and came to Shanghai Railway Station, which was the place where he first came to Shanghai.

When I came to the waiting hall, I saw a girl in the center of the hall from a distance, with short hair, a small red coat, a short black skirt, blue tight woolen socks, golden high heels, and a pink scarf.

Wang Feipeng walked up to the girl and gently grabbed her, "Fang Wen, I'll send you..."

Fang Wen raised her head and stared, did not speak, and suddenly hugged him tightly like Fang Xin at the beginning, Wang Feipeng gently stroked her hair, "Only by facing anything can we find a way to solve it." ”

Fang Wen didn't speak, hugged him quietly, until the sound of the ticket check sounded, she slowly let go, pulled the trolley box and walked to the ticket gate, Wang Feipeng watched silently, until she disappeared into the flow of people, and she came back to her senses for a long time...

After returning from the train station, Wang Feipeng lay on the bed in the dormitory all afternoon, without the heart-rending feeling of falling out of love, feeling like losing his most beloved baby, his heart was empty, and he couldn't lift his spirits. Maybe two people go one step further, they are the kind of lovers who depend on each other and love each other, but after all, they are still one step away. Wang Feipeng's pain is that in the face of friends who are not lovers, when they fall and cannot decide their lives, how much they need someone to stand up and give strong support and care, but no! And he has no ability to help them at all, and even to comfort and comfort them is very far-fetched, in the final analysis, or his own strength is not enough, if he can have hands and eyes and a lot of money, he can solve it lightly, but now he has to worry about food every day, but in the face of these, he can only sigh!

I remember that Zhang Xiaojie, a sworn friend in high school, said that college is actually a hall of honor with a circle of light, attracting countless moths, unless you do research and study, the vast majority of math students have to find a job by themselves after graduation, and they struggle on their own step by step, and it is difficult to get ahead! Only by doing your own thing, taking your own path, and starting a business with difficulty, can you lay a world of your own!

Wang Feipeng feels more and more that this college entrance examination does not make sense, he is now the moth, if he follows the step-by-step plan, after graduating from college for four years, he will have to look for a job everywhere, lucky, he can find a company with a salary of thousands of yuan a month, or he is a civil servant or a graduate school entrance examination, the kind of intrigue of civil servants, stepping on other people's shoulders to climb up, it makes people goosebumps when they think about it, and the postgraduate entrance examination is a road of no return, even if they study hard and get into the exam with great luck, it means that they are in school before the age of 25, The best youth is squandered like this, and there is no salary, no bonuses, no extra money, and the father who gets a salary of 2,000 yuan a month at home gives himself living expenses!

If you want to take root in a big city, buy a house, buy a car and ask for a wife, it is a luxury, and the more you think about it, the more you feel that the future is bleak. After a long time, suddenly a little bright light illuminated the gloom in a daze, that little bit of light became brighter and brighter, and the brilliance was dazzling in an instant, just like a drowning person grabbing a rope, Wang Feipeng slapped the bed suddenly, the whole bed trembled, and the thin man who played the game trembled with fright, and was killed by the opponent with a big move, and couldn't help but look at it with a daze, and roared in his mouth: "It's amazing to fall out of love!" Wait for Lao Tzu to catch a few more girls, gather them together, throw them away at one time, and let them hug their heads and cry, Lao Tzu will laugh rampantly at that time! Hahaha..."

"People who have never been in love go to the side and cool off..."