Chapter 130: It's Better to Die
When she finally sat alone in the new car, calmly watching the rain on the front windshield swim down like small silver snakes, grief broke her down again.
Crying because of a man seemed to her to be the most stupid thing she could have done before. But now, this stupidity has penetrated her heart, poured into her blood, and even jumped and spun, constantly rushing.
Stupid tears, stupid sobs, stupid thoughts. The stupid Qiē was attacking her, and she finally disarmed and surrendered, stupidly giving up her sanity and calmness, and the whole person fell into an inescapable grief.
Stupid grief!
But she's glad that she's only in a lonely state of stupid grief that she can't extricate herself from. She only wanted to be alone now, and she didn't want to hear any consolation, and she didn't want to hear any teachings.
A person's time is like lying in a coffin. She didn't know what it was like, but it should be fine, otherwise Western vampires wouldn't be so obsessed.
Perhaps lying in a coffin will be closer to death, and you can even experience what death is like.
And if she wants to be quiet at the moment, lying in the coffin should be a good choice.
Where is the coffin? She thought to herself, where is the coffin?
She started the car and slowly left the parking lot.
Today may be destined to be a day she will never forget, and even the wipers are so in line with her grief that she strikes.
It was a really bad day. Nanyue stared at the vast rain and moved forward aimlessly.
She vividly remembers that when she was a human being, she always liked to sit by the window with her best friend on a rainy day and watch the pool outside ripple.
Oh. Damn, the good memories made the sadness that had just slowly faded start to haunt her again, but she still couldn't shed tears. All the qiē in her body were fighting against each other.
She doesn't want anyone's company, but she feels heartache from loneliness and the loss of someone she loves. She wanted to think, but when she did, her mind ran away from her like a homeless kitten dodging a barking hound.
Kitty? Hunting dog?
Yard, orchard!
This is her vision for the future when she was lying in bed with Qin Wei.
Qin Wei said that he wanted to raise a cute cat in the orchard villa. Nanyue said that she preferred a lively puppy, and it was better to have a vicious hound so that she could take the hound to chase the birds in the orchard.
Her heart began to throb violently and ach again. Poor Qin Wei, she hurt him deeply. When he shoved the rose into her arms, his eyes were so helpless and sad.
Although he was unusually calm. But she knew. His heart must have been broken
He did not hesitate to apologize to her first, but she spoke ill of him, and even showed a look of ridicule and contempt. He didn't scream angrily, he just couldn't believe what he was hearing.
Nanyue's heart was hit hard. Tough. Two lines of cold tears were left behind.
She was finally about to cry.
She didn't understand that her tears were shed because of Qin Wei. Or because of their own stupidity. But at least, she cried.
Is it stupid for her to give up her love for fear of being a sinner?
She gave up the bright future of the two of them because she was afraid that Qin Wei would hate her. Is this stupid?
She also made such a deal with Xiao Yong because she wanted to rescue her companions, is this stupid?
It's both stupid and helpless.
The challenge that Qiē followed seemed to be in retaliation for her previous merciless killings. Perhaps God has been brewing this qiē conspiracy for a long time, just to see her cry bitterly.
God won, and it even celebrated its victory with heavy rain.
In the end, Nanyue left Kishira Town in her own endlessly grief-stricken thoughts and came to the mountain road.
The rough mountain road will make her feel better. The bumps and sharp turns will also make her slowly withdraw from her grief. In order not to tip over again, she had to give her full attention.
However, she did not do much to give her full attention.
There was a sharp downhill turn ahead, and a motorcycle crashed into her sight.
She braked suddenly, turned the steering wheel sharply, and narrowly avoided the motorcycle. The motorcycle had disappeared into the curve, but she crashed into the gable on the right.
The car turned over, with all four wheels facing up.
Nanyue suffered a slight injury, but the wound healed quickly. She sat upside down in the leather seat of the cab and struggled to rip off the white airbag that stood in front of her.
The harness tightened her body, and she was indeed firmly clinging to the chair.
The rain was still falling, and it was like crumpled silver falling to the ground. Dusk had fallen, and although the storm was slowly abating, it was still impossible to see too far.
She didn't mind hanging upside down like this, and she didn't mind that passing cars didn't stop to help her. She didn't need anyone's help, she just wanted to stay quietly like this for a while.
A familiar car appeared.
It was Qin Wei's car. She was a little shocked.
The car stopped next to her, but it was Xiao Yong who walked down.
"Nanyue." Xiao Yong rushed over, only to see a green light rise from his palm, and Nanyue flipped back with the car.
Even the airbags are back in the car!
"Are you alright?" He walked out of the car window and looked at Nanyue nervously.
Nanyue raised her tired eyelids to look at him, and rolled down the window. Some of the rain drifted into the car and hit her cold face.
But she felt a little warm. Because her face was colder than the rain.
"It's fine." She replied blankly.
Xiao Yong didn't have an umbrella, and the rain quickly drenched his hair and shoulders.
"I'm really fine." Nanyue glanced at his hair with water droplets, and emphatically said, "It's really okay, you can go back." ”
"How can I rest assured that you're like this?" Xiao Yong frowned and stared at Nanyue, "You go back with me, don't wander around anymore." ”
Nanyue shook her head gently: "You really don't have to worry about me, I can't die, what are you afraid of." I just wanted to just hang out. Don't you think I'm pretty good right now? ”
"Is it good that the car is overturned and hung upside down in it?" Xiao Yong asked rhetorically, "Are you sure you're really good?" Stop kidding yourself, Nanyue. ”
Nanyue leaned forward slightly, her breathing becoming rapid. Although Xiao Yong's words are advice, they are very rebellious. She didn't want to hear any advice or teaching.
"Can you be nosy?" She asked with some disgust, "Were you born to be nosy like this?" ”
"Nanyue, I'm sorry that you and Qin Wei can't be together, but you believe me, I'm definitely for you and Qin Wei." Xiao Yong pressed his hand on the car door, very sincere. (To be continued.) )