I don't know how long she was lying on the desk, Nanyue raised her head, her face covered with tears.

Xiao Yong and Chen Lili both looked at her distressedly.

"Actually, you can cry a lot." Xiao Yong said, "We won't laugh at you. ”

"That's right, Sister Nanyue, it will be better to cry." Chen Lili remembers that the plots in idol dramas are like this. The heroine is out of love, and there will always be someone next to her to comfort her and make her cry out loud.

Nanyue shook her head slightly, and then stared blankly at the wood texture on the tabletop.

This is a log desk, the surface is painted with a layer of bright oil, and the texture of the wood will be very clear.

The zigzag lines are crowded together, but rarely intertwined.

The relationship between her and Qin Wei is the same, obviously they are so close that they are almost at their fingertips, but they still can't hold each other's hands after all.

Is it bad luck or bad luck? Is it providence or is it an artificial obstruction?

No matter what the reason was, she and Qin Wei were separated in the end.

She stood up and walked to the west window. Chen Lili hurriedly got out of the way so that the light would not shine on her.

Nanyue lifted the curtains a little, looking at the rolling dark clouds and the torrential rain, she knew that she had nothing to look forward to. Qin Wei should have completely died.

So why is she still standing here? What else could she hope for?

When she saw a car or someone with an umbrella appear in her sight, she always felt that that person might be Qin Wei.

She's going crazy.

Xiao Yong knew that she hadn't given up yet, and his brows couldn't help but tighten. Chen Lili sat on the south wall. Use a blank face to show your ignorance.

The air in the office has changed from oppressive to quiet. It's so quiet that you don't dare to gasp out loud.

Nanyue recalled the first day she saw Qin Wei.

The weather was fine and the sun was setting. She was standing in this position looking at the parking lot, and then saw Qin Wei.

Now she was waiting here with a more complicated feeling, but she couldn't wait for Qin Wei any longer.

The rainstorm weaves the sky and the earth together with a thin silver-white thread. Nanyue looked up at the sky slightly.

I can't help but think back to the year 635.

She wondered what her life would be like without those bandits. Maybe it will be a peaceful time to spend the rest of your life.

But those days are also precious in her opinion. At least she doesn't have to twist her heart to suck the blood of others, and she doesn't have to endure the washing of time and the infection of the passing years.

Be an ordinary and ordinary woman, meet a suitable man at a suitable age, and raise a husband and children after starting a family. Be kind to your in-laws, and don't forget the kindness of your parents. Teach the children. Don't forget to stick to your original intention and live the life you like.

Maintain good relations between neighbors. If you have time, you can get together with a few good friends nearby. If they could, they might go to the stage together to watch a piece of drama that has been sung through the ages, or witness the young man's handsome face.

God's arrangement was clearly contrary to her ideals. Instead of living an ordinary life, she is still going farther and farther on the thrilling road.

The destruction of the family is just the beginning. An extremely ferocious start. She was taken captive. was saved. Become a vampire, and then embark on a terrible path to immortality out of control.

The kings of the past generations were good at immortality, but they didn't know how terrible the damage of immortality was to the human body and soul.

Wake up every morning. She was worried that the neighbors had found out about her whereabouts last night, or that the hypnotism had not been used well, and that the victim might have identified her.

Slowly, her obsessive-compulsive disorder became more and more severe, and sometimes even she was deeply distressed.

If all the qiē developed according to her original vision, then she would not have to endure this powerful pain once in a thousand years now.

"Sometimes I really don't know what I want?" She stared at the rain on the glass and said, "I've tasted the glory and riches or the magnificence of life." They are so boring that they make me want to go back to a peaceful life. ”

Xiao Yong and Chen Lili looked at her at the same time.

She leaned against the glass, her body pressed against the curtain, a white slit revealing in the curtain. Her gaze looked through the white gap, and there was an indescribable nothingness.

"That's how life is." As a two-thousand-year-old wizard, Xiao Yong knew Nanyue's feelings very well, "I'm also like you, sometimes I wake up, and even wonder if I'm dead, and then I'll be a little excited, thinking to myself, how good it would be to die, so that I don't have to continue to repeat the boring life." ”

Nanyue glanced back at him, and then continued to look outside. She said lightly: "Yes, it is a relief to die." After all, it was the beginning of another life. ”

"But when you die, there's nothing." Chen Lili is only sixteen years old, and such a topic is really scary for her. She didn't want to die, her life was just getting on track.

Xiao Yong looked at her and said: "Of course you feel this way when you are still young, after a few hundred years, you will find how boring life is and how boring life is." Then you'll find that you can't turn back. ”

Chen Lili was a little frightened by Xiao Yong's words. She's usually a carefree vampire, but she can't help but worry at the moment.

She touched her neck: "Maybe I'm different from you?" ”

"I hope so." Xiao Yong said, "I hope you better be different." ”

Nanyue turned around. She looked at the two of them, was silent for a moment, and then said, "I want to go out for a walk." ”

The torrential rain outside did not stop, and it even fell a little heavier. Even if you stand in the office, you can see the sound of the rain gradually growing.

She wants to go out for a walk?

Both looked confused and worried. Xiao Yong looked at the window and couldn't see out. He said, "It's raining so hard outside, you might as well stay here." Even if you're not afraid, there's no need to go out and make jokes, is there? ”

"I just want to go out and walk around." Nanyue walked to the middle of the office and stood. She faced the office door, Xiao Yong on the left and Chen Lili on the right.

The three of them joined in a straight line, and there was silence for a short while. Chen Lili didn't know how to persuade Nanyue, so she could only be anxious.

Xiao Yong said anxiously: "If you go out, what if Roy comes here?" ”

This was the only way Xiao Yong could think of. Maybe saying this can dispel Nanyue's desire to go out for a walk.

Nanyue turned her head to look at him and asked blankly, "Didn't you say that you have the ability to capture Roy?" Wouldn't it be better if she came? I don't think she's stupid enough to come here. ”

Xiao Yong thought for a while and said, "But with such a heavy rain, where are you going?" ”

Nanyue sighed: "I just want to drive out for a walk, don't worry about me." (To be continued.) )