Song Yingfanwai Remembrance (2)

I have never seen such a stupid guy with a tendon, he laughed "poof", and the smile was very unimpressive. Because of this silly boy's existence, the only remaining sadness of the failure of the confession is completely gone. In fact, how deep the relationship with Lu Zhen can be, it's just that he happens to be his ideal type.

"It's crazy, okay, let's go back."

"Shall we be back later?" The young Gu Zhun is very upright and simple.

"What's the matter, if you want to be watched as a neuropath, just continue to stand here, stay away from me, I don't have a nervous friend like you." It's really a complete defeat to this guy, is he really stupid or fake stupid, if it's really stupid, it's better to stay away from him in the future, so he doesn't want to talk to stupid people.

"Great, you finally want to open it!" Gu Zhun hurriedly pushed Song Ying into the house from behind, touching his thin shoulders and slender waist through his soaked clothes, the young man's palms were burned and shrunk slightly, and he became a weakness; "I told you a long time ago, Lu Zhen's guy is not worth it, don't say that he is not in good health, don't look at him smiling at everyone, in fact, he doesn't like others approaching him. Their Lu family will always be a person who does not eat fireworks in the world, and they look high, which is annoying to watch. ”

It turned out that he had seen everything, and Song Ying couldn't refute Gu Zhun's words, so he could only let him continue to count the indifference and ruthlessness of the Lu family in his ears with nagging. If it had been in normal times, he would have been impatient and would either go away or drive him away. Probably people who are out of love want to be accompanied by someone, even if this person is very noisy, at this time the company seems to have become a kind of enjoyment. So one person kept talking, and the other listened quietly, and the picture of the two people together was extraordinarily harmonious.

"It's all because I was so excited that I forgot that you haven't changed your clothes yet. Go ahead, take a hot shower, change into clean clothes, or you'll catch a cold, it's really my fault. "Why is he so impulsive when he sees himself talking and doing things, it's really stupid and stupid, he must not dislike himself, otherwise I don't know if there will be a chance to be alone with him next time." Gu Zhun glanced at Song Ying secretly, and quickly retracted his gaze like a child who had done something wrong, pretending that nothing had happened.

"It's okay, I heard that as long as you pass on the cold to another person, the illness will be cured, if I really have a cold, I will pass it on to you, and you will be counted as guilty." Before going upstairs, Song Ying turned around and said to him with a smile.

There was no formal confession, and the two were naturally together. Although Gu Zhun always emphasized that he had confessed to him countless times with practical actions, Song Ying felt that without such a solemn link, love always seemed to be missing something, such as commitment and security.

"It's a big deal, when we get engaged or married, I'll confess to you again and make up for it, so that you will be satisfied." was so grinding by him that he couldn't help it, Gu Zhun had to think about it like this.

"You're so beautiful, whoever wants to marry you is really a dream!"

Engaged, married, thinking of this, his body couldn't help but shudder. He knows that as a person with a different orientation, he is afraid that his dream of getting married will be difficult to achieve in this life, especially in China, it is even more unimaginable. Although he had heard that there were some countries in the world that allowed lovers like them to get married, such as Dulan, he had no way to explain it to Gu Zhun, and he didn't even dare to imagine what would happen if Gu Zhun knew the truth. Angry, then broken, revenge, everything he couldn't bear, he had already gotten used to Gu Zhun beside him, and if he lost him, he thought he would go crazy.

"If you don't marry me, who else can you marry, I sue you, you are not allowed to think about Lu Zhen anymore, and you are not allowed to think about other men. Otherwise, I'll declare to everyone now that you're already mine, and we've done something very intimate, so that no one will want you anymore, hehe. ”

"I'm really not ashamed, who has done very intimate things with you, be careful that I sue you for slander." pretended to take a sip of Gu Zhun, but was inspired by Gu Zhun's words, and a plan gradually took shape in his mind. In some ways, Gu Zhun is still very innocent, and in order to respect him, he promised to leave their first time on the wedding night. Although this sounds old-fashioned in modern society, it represents Gu Zhun's cherishing and love for him. And he, maybe he can take advantage of Gu Zhun's psychology to cook raw rice into rice, according to his character, even if he knows the truth, he will be responsible for himself.

So he was scheming, and finally drunk Gu Zhun on the night of the first anniversary of the secret relationship between the two. Looking at Gu Zhun who was asleep on the bed, he began to hesitate, but the fear of losing him finally overcame his conscience, and he kissed every inch of Gu Zhun's skin as if he was worshipping, and finally trembled and offered himself.

Although he had made a lot of preparations before, it was the first time for the two of them after all, and the tearing pain and the entrance that did not conform to common sense not only made him almost faint, but also woke up Gu Zhun who was originally asleep. Turning on the light, being awakened by the drunkenness, the unbelievable fact, in an instant, he fell from heaven to hell. After that, as if in a dream, the Gu family who discovered the truth was furious, the Song family's room was angry, and the parents' heartache and incompetence were incompetent, and he seemed to be the drunken one, muddy, sinking in endless blame and resentment.

He was sent to Dulan by the long house, and he still remembered that the head of the long house told him that a person like him could only survive in this kind of place. He didn't defend himself, he just wanted to see Gu Zhun again before leaving, but he was naturally refused. He was unwilling, and it took a lot of effort to finally escape the surveillance of the Song family and come to the Gu family, but he was driven out by Gu Ruzhang himself, saying that he had already gone abroad, so he broke off this idea as soon as possible.

He was still unwilling to be sent back to the Song family, he didn't believe that Gu Zhun really hated him, he wanted Gu Zhun to tell him in person before he was willing. It's a pity that there was no such opportunity, and soon he was sent to Dulan and isolated in this country, until ten years later, he told the Song family that he had found a true lover here, and he would no longer pester Gu Zhun, so he finally got back a chance to return to China.

“ying,areyouok? youlooksosad.”

The man driving beside him had worry written in his blue eyes. He was different from that person everywhere, only the look on his face when he cared about himself was exactly the same stupid sincerity.

“i’mfine,maybebecauseoftheheavyrainoutside.”

“honey,youarealwayssentimental.”

“maybe,butit’smine.”

At that moment, you finally found out

The one who once loved dearly

As early as the day of farewell

Disappeared from this world

At that moment, you finally found out

Love and longing in the heart

It's all just for you

Once owned

Once owned

Remembrance of the past possession