Chapter Forty-Three: The Long Red Dust

If Jiang Mingfeng really wants to be with Yu Ru, then okay, I wish you happiness.

Fragments of fragmentary memories were quietly remembered by Manchen, and in the confusion, they disappeared in Manchen's mind.

Manchen wished it was the last time she remembered a memory of him.

Time passed quietly forward, and memories that were difficult to recall filled the entire mind of Man Chen.

(When I was camping, I suddenly saw Jiang Mingfeng by the lake)

"It turned out to be Jiang Mingfeng, it scared me to death."

"It's so late, why haven't you gone back yet?"

"It's a rare school camp, didn't you go back too?"

"It's so annoying, it's getting heavier and heavier."

"You're cold, come here."

"Hate, you!"

"I'll lend you my clothes."

"Fate, is it just to live in their gossip?"

"I'm sorry, I don't care, but I'm worried about you, I'm sorry."

"I'm afraid I'll not be able to hold on"

"Gossip is gossip after all, there will always be a day when the clouds will dissipate, isn't there another day to take the college entrance examination, it's okay, it's over soon, when there is any difficulty, say to me, I'll try my best to help you solve it, when you're in a bad mood, we can talk like today."

"Thank you!"

(Confessional scene)

"Jiang Mingfeng, actually, I wanted to say it when I gave you the clothes at the beginning, Jiang Mingfeng, I know you that there is a mood called attachment, and there is a feeling called liking, do you know?"

"Thank you, but I'm sorry, Manchen, I have someone I like."

(I met Jiang Mingfeng on the playground)

"Jiang Mingfeng, you are sick, hurry up and go to the infirmary with me."

"Manchen, can you stay away from me?"

"Jiang Mingfeng, if I secretly kiss your forehead, will you mind?"

"Manchen, why are you crying?"

"It's not my tears, it's dewdrops, uh, go to the infirmary, let's go."

(When sending clothes to Jiang Mingfeng)

"Manchen, if you move again, believe it or not, I'm here to rape you."

"I can touch me, but you're sure I'm the first person you've ever touched since high school."

"Go back, thank you for today."

(At the time of a date)

"Where do you want to take me?"

"Buy books, I'm going to buy some math papers."

"What's wrong, are you feeling unwell?"

"No, no, I'm heartbeat, and when someone is around me, my heart beats a lot faster."

"Be careful, get out of the way, are you alright?"

"Thank you."

(At the time of the park)

"Jiang Mingfeng, I think you've changed."

"Manchen, what do you think of me?"

"Very good, gentle with me."

"Actually, I've always felt that I'm bad, you observe very carefully, but maybe it's only on the surface, maybe one day, you'll see all of me, and at that time, you may change the words you say today, don't say it, let's go back together."

(At the time of revision)

"Manchen, why do you keep looking at me, I don't study hard anymore."

"Jiang Mingfeng, your serious expression is so handsome."

"Don't you wonder why I'm studying hard all of a sudden? I want to prove that in school, I don't study, I fight from time to time, I either sleep or am in a daze in class, at home, I eat and drink with my parents, and I try to cause trouble for them, and I am fed up with myself like this. ”

"Jiang Mingfeng, you are no worse than anyone else, you will succeed."

(At the time of the exam)

"Manchen, if my test results can be ranked in the top 50 of my grade this time, how are you going to reward me?"

"How about taking you to the amusement park, that's what you said."

(When applying makeup)

"I'm sorry I'm late."

"Manchen, do you know what you look like now, it's a big witch, walking on the street will scare away a lot of people, I'll take you somewhere, don't you want to put on makeup to see me? I'll show you what makeup is. ”

(at the time of the amusement park)

"Manchen, do you mind if I eat your strawberry flavored ice cream?"

"It's going to be an indirect kiss, okay, your blueberry ice cream is really good."

"Let's go, let's have fun."

"Manchen, what's wrong with you and Yuru?"

“,a,girl; da,you,also,want,to,other,girl; (With girls, do you miss other girls?) ”

(When sheltering from the rain)

"Seeing the rain, the dust, I want to ask you, is there a beautiful sentence about rain."

“in,the,desolate,qiuse,walking,in,the,rain; lonely,cold,and,pain,of,heart,bottom,in,the,finger,tip (Walking in the drizzle of bleak autumn colors, loneliness is the coolness of the tip and the pain in the heart.) )”

"Oh my God!"

"If I had clothes, I'd put them on for you."

"It's okay, thank you."

"Jiang Mingfeng, what is our relationship now, are we friends?"

"Well, friends forever."

"Happy birthday, Manchen."

"Jiang Mingfeng, do you mind if I kiss you?"

"Thank you, the lady watch you gave me is so beautiful and cute."

"If you like it."

"Manchen, I still don't want to contact you anymore."

"Why?"

"I'm sorry, it's all because of me, your relationship with Yu Ru is very bad, I'm sorry, I hate myself like this."

"Stupid."

Crystal tears slowly slipped softly from the corners of Manchen's eyes, piercing the air, and dripping coldly onto Manchen's hands that were resting on his knees.

A cool breeze blew, and in the dark, there seemed to be a song lingering in my ears:

I have given you the warmest embrace,

You gave me the most painful joke.

Occasionally I think of the street corner where we walked hand in hand,

Is there still a taste of happiness left?

For a lifetime, it has become a bubble.

Met again,

Forget how to smile.

Is it hypocritical to say that you have been doing well lately,

Then whoever turns around first and walks away.

We said we wouldn't meet,

Give each other some space,

Why is it that seeing your face again is like seeing a ray of light?

We said we wouldn't meet,

Forget your humble vows,

Why did I enter your arms again, my eyes were wet again.

can actually piece together your good,

I tried to redeem the support of each night, only to see you hugging on the familiar street corner.

Have you heard my still heartbeat?

I turned around and didn't know how to face it.

missed it, unwilling to pick up the broken pieces of feelings.

Lost, who is right and who is wrong.

It's decided that the memories of the past will not be renewed.

So, let's say okay, don't meet.