Chapter 42: I won't like him anymore

The night is deep and breezy.

Under the dim light in the room, Luosang and Jiang Mingfeng looked out the window calmly through the glass.

It's so pleasant!

Luosang looked at Jiang Mingfeng seriously and asked softly, "Jiang Mingfeng, why are you running away from the dust?" Is she a bad person? ”

Jiang Mingfeng closed his eyes tightly and responded coldly: "She is very good, but she is the one who hurts the most from this misunderstanding." ”

"What the hell is going on between you?"

"I told you before that there seem to be two girls who like me, and one of them is Manchen, but because I didn't dare to really face her feelings, I ran away."

"Can you bear to do this?"

"It's not a matter of toleration in itself, it's a matter of leaving and not leaving."

What Jiang Mingfeng wanted to express, he couldn't understand a word.

Jiang Mingfeng continued: "Every time I am with Manchen, I feel very happy, but for some reason, I have an inexplicable feeling of shame and self-blame. ”

It seems that Jiang Mingfeng's feelings about Manchen are quite complicated.

The more Lausanne listened, the more excited he became, what was going on behind them.

Lausanne then asked, "What if, if she comes to you next time?" ”

Jiang Mingfeng really disliked his character as a girl who asked endlessly, and said helplessly: "What can I do, ignore her, I don't deserve to be in the same world as her, don't say it, hurry up and go to sleep, it's ten o'clock." ”

In the English class the next day, the English teacher first collected the test papers assigned last night, and then corrected his strict attitude and continued the class.

Luosang, who was sitting next to Jiang Mingfeng, kept thinking back to what happened last night, and wondered, why did Jiang Mingfeng deliberately avoid the dust, could it be that Jiang Mingfeng had something earth-shattering with her? The worried Luosang wanted to ask Jiang Mingfeng what was going on, but he remembered Jiang Mingfeng's cold expression last night, and decided not to mention it in front of him and unravel the scars he didn't want to face.

So the bored Lausanne found a blank piece of paper and wrote a sentence on the paper, and then threw it to Wang Ying, who was also bored, while the teacher was not paying attention.

These two people are really boring, forget about Lausanne, because he doesn't know English at all, and Wang Ying is indeed a top scorer in English, such a gap brings the same learning attitude on both sides.

After Wang Ying took the note, she looked at it fixedly: "Wang Ying, I want to ask you a question, if, if a boy likes you, you also like him, but the two of you each avoid each other and feelings, what should you do?" ”

Wang Ying smiled slightly, didn't think much about it, took out a black pen leisurely, and wrote seriously: "Eh, what can I do, if he really likes me, will he run away from me?" ”

"That's right, no, no, can you answer my question head-on?"

"I'm definitely not going to take the initiative to find a man, because I'm a girl."

Lausanne seemed to understand a little, but there was a feeling that he couldn't put it into words.

Lovers, how to become lovers, often at the beginning, the boy takes the initiative to confess or express his love to the girl, and then wait for the other party to confirm before becoming a lover.

In the eyes of girls, the hurdle of self-confession is difficult to cross no matter what, let alone take the initiative to resolve misunderstandings?

After school at noon, Yu Ru found Jiang Mingfeng, and the two decided to go to lunch and call Lausanne by the way, but Lausanne perfunctorily rejected Yu Ru.

Manchen looked at the back of Jiang Mingfeng and Yu Ru leaving in a daze, his face was very cold, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

It's fine if you just think about it, but when you see it with your own eyes, it's really sad.

Lausanne walked to Manchen's side and said with a smile: "Manchen, I'm going to eat, let's go together?" ”

"Nope." Manchen glanced at Lausanne coldly and replied softly.

As if Luosang knew that Manchen would refuse, Luosang leaned down, leaned his lips lightly against Manchen's ear, and said softly: "It's about Jiang Mingfeng." ”

After Lausanne first packed the rice bowl for a lunch treat, the two went to the school park.

Today, due to the cooling, the temperature of zozole is very suitable, and the soft sunlight is no longer scorching, and it is particularly pleasant to shine on people.

The park is always filled with the scent of flowers, and inhaling it into the nostrils is particularly refreshing.

"Manchen, I'm looking for you today, actually, I'm sorry I'm nosy, but seeing Jiang Mingfeng's state, I'm a little curious."

Manchen replied in a daze: "What's wrong? ”

Lausanne thinks it's a "big mouth", but I don't know right?

Luosang took a deep breath, closed his eyes tightly, and his thoughts suddenly returned to the scene where he talked to Jiang Mingfeng last night, and recalled: "I mentioned you to Jiang Mingfeng last night, I know that I am nosy, but I feel that since I am Jiang Mingfeng's brother, I don't want to see him lose himself, every time he sees you, the guilt and apology hidden in his heart always linger in his consciousness, I don't know if he is right or wrong to do this, but this is not Jiang Mingfeng before." ”

"Lausanne, in fact, you don't have to be like this, but well, thank you, in fact, Jiang Mingfeng and I, I'm sorry, I don't know where to start."

Like a warm sun in winter, or finding a suitable person to talk to, Manchen looked at Lausanne in a complicated manner, lowered his head and said softly: "I once chased Jiang Mingfeng, but was rejected by Jiang Mingfeng, he said, he likes Yu Ru, but unfortunately Yu Ru rejected him, and then I had an inexplicable relationship with my best friend Yu Ru, and finally Yu Ru liked Jiang Mingfeng, but Jiang Mingfeng became dislike Yu Ru, on my birthday, I actually had a very good relationship with Jiang Mingfeng, But for some reason, he inexplicably said such a sentence, I and you"

Lausanne said with Manchen: "I still don't want to contact you anymore." ”

The same script, the same words, the same expression, Luosang knew what Jiang Mingfeng meant at that time when he thought about it, but the other party obviously didn't think too much about it, Luosang chuckled: "Do you know what the reason is?" ”

"What is the reason?"

"Because he saw that you had something to do with your former best friend Yu Ru, he felt that it was because of his appearance, so in order to escape your feelings, he said such a sentence, but he escaped the first year of junior high school, but he couldn't escape the fifteenth, you see, you haven't become classmates, I don't believe it, you won't say anything again!"

Man Chen raised his head in surprise and replied in a daze: "It turns out that the reason why he deliberately avoided me turned out to be like this." ”

"You know the reason, what are you going to do?"

"If I go to Jiang Mingfeng again"

Before he finished speaking, Lausanne interjected: "No, he said, you are the person he is most sorry for so far, so he doesn't dare to face you." ”

Manchen lost his instincts almost instantly, endured the pain caused by his heart like a knife, and said in a low voice: "Well, since that's the case, I won't look for him again." ”

A cool breeze blew, and Lausanne beside her looked at her in a daze.

Crystal tears cut through the cold air and slowly slipped down from the corners of Manchen's eyes, and gently dripped on the surface of her hand on her knees, Manchen sobbed and said: "Actually, I have already decided in my heart, forget him, I will not like him anymore." ”