Chapter 33: Who's Who
Fan Chengze also wanted to pull her back to the corner, but was stunned by Su Xiaoyan's sudden slightly crying voice, she said: "You don't want to be like this, there are a lot of girls who like you outside, why do you waste time on me Su Xiaoyan." It's all gone between us. ”
"You like it too, don't you?"
"Yes. I like it, you're good-looking, why can't I like it? Liking is just a feeling, not something you have to do. I'm going to tell you what to say. I would also be happy to have such a handsome man treat me like this. It's just a sense of vanity, but it doesn't mean I'm willing to be violated. ”
"I like you, not violating you. You stay, and we're the same as we used to be. ”
"It's all over between us. Fan Chengze, I am me, you are you, what are you like now? ”
"As always, I'd love to be with you."
"We were wrong before. This bug is over. I don't want to do it again. ”
"You're not wrong with Ke Hui?"
"I'm just working with him, we're friends, not like you think."
"Really?" Fan Chengze leaned over again.
Su Xiaoyan pushed him away, but he was afraid of being seen, so he could only lower his voice and explain: "Do you believe it or not?" I'm just friends with him. Do you know, Fan Chengze, just because of your dirty thoughts about me, we shouldn't meet again at all. Because of our previous relationship, you actually think that the person closest to me is my lover. ”
"I misunderstood you, I was wrong. I apologize. ”
"Okay, I accept the apology. Can you let me go home quietly as I am a stranger, okay? ”
"Xiaoyan, I don't ask why you were with me in the past. I just want to know, can we still be together? ”
"No, you can't. I don't want to have anything to do with you. ”
"If your marriage was strong, you wouldn't have appeared in front of me 3 years ago, and you don't need to be afraid of my appearance now."
Su Xiaoyan wanted to tell Fan Chengze that he was divorced at a moment. However, this sentence is even more difficult to say than last time, and the last time I said it was to tacitly acquiesce in my relationship with Ke Hui. If you say it this time, it means accepting him.
She was so confused that she couldn't think, so she could only throw off Fan Chengze and walk forward: "You're drunk!" I didn't bother to tell you, it was late and I went home. ”
Fan Chengze shouted: "Su Xiaoyan, when did you not evade to solve the problem?" ”
Su Xiaoyan thought: "Fan Chengze, fortunately, you let me go every time." ”
On the way to drive, Su Xiaoyan kept asking himself, why is he also from K City? Why hadn't she met him before? Why did he appear in her life again and again? Aren't they just dewy love? Why can't you just shoot two and go their separate ways?
Distraught, Sissy returned home, and Cissy was already asleep. Mom Xiao Qiuyun was watching TV in the living room, and Dad was still playing chess with his computer in the study. Because of the divorce, my mother retired early and concentrated on taking Sissy. Although her mother didn't say anything, Su Xiaoyan knew that her mother, who had always been proud of herself, was unwilling to face the eyes of her colleagues and friends. I remember once accompanying my mother to a wedding banquet, and I heard people talk about it at the door.
"Do you know that daughter of the Su family, Xiaoyan? What a beautiful girl, and the most popular news host on TV. I thought that marrying a provincial city would be more beautiful. Actually divorced. Now it's okay, the TV station can't go back, and the husband is gone. ”
"Xiao Qiuyun doesn't know how proud she is to have this daughter. Hehe. So, don't envy others, it's not the end yet, who knows who is good. ”
My mother was so angry that she didn't eat and went back. After that, she didn't go to any happy wine. Last time, because she didn't go, she had to take Xixi to her cousin Wang Boli's wedding alone, and it was also at that time that she reunited with Fan Chengze. Afterwards, Wang Boli also asked her vigorously how she met his Mr. Fan.
Although Su Xiaoyan felt guilty, he was also helpless. Thankfully, parents are parents after all, and no matter what you become, they will still love you deeply.
"I'm back, why is my face so ugly? I knew I would be tired from going out early in the morning. Wait a minute, Mom boiled some Ganoderma lucidum water today and brought it to you. ”
"Mom, Ganoderma lucidum or something?"
"Strengthens resistance."
Su Xiaoyan sat paralyzed on the sofa, what tonic can resist Fan Chengze. Alas! After drinking the Ganoderma lucidum water and looking at Xixi, Su Xiaoyan took a casual shower, lay down and fell asleep. Because of tiredness, she slept deeply, as if she had sunk to the bottom of the lake, and the water was soft and comfortable, but there were bursts of sound waves that made her unable to swim. It's the phone vibrating! In a daze, she touched the phone, looked at the phone, and Fan Chengze's three words made her excited. Then he said: "Hey, Fan Chengze, what do you want to do?" ”
"Xiaoyan, you divorce, I'll marry you, okay?" Fan Chengze was drunk and his words were vague.
Su Xiaoyan replied helplessly. "Stop talking drunk." However, there was a long breathing sound over there, and Su Xiaoyan called a few times, but there was no response, maybe he fell asleep. She had no choice but to hang up. Divorce, affair, Lu Ming's or his own, for Su Xiaoyan, are all unspeakable and unspeakable pasts, and he resists and doesn't want to mention or remember them. It's not so much that she resists Fan Chengze, but that she doesn't want to mention the failed past that has never been recognized by herself.
The night is as cool as water. There was also Chen Xinran who did not fall asleep.
Hotel suites, similar taste. She walked back and forth restlessly, and when she was tired, she lay on her back on the bed and looked at the ceiling.
Fan Chengguang gently opened the door and came in, but Chen Xinran did not move. Sometimes she really wished that it wasn't him who was pushing, and then this qiē might be over. Fan Chengguang called softly: "Xinran? "Hmm." She replied, hearing footsteps grow clearer. The bed next to him collapsed, the familiar smell, the feeling of still palpitations, and the hand was gently held. They didn't speak, and together they looked at the ceiling with their eyes open.
Time is running around you, "I'm counting your heartbeat." Chen Xinran said. Fan Chengguang propped himself up, looked at her from above, and asked gently, "Fast or slow?" "From fast to slow." "It's going to go from slow to fast now." His slight smell of wine fell on Chen Xinran's face, his hand gently brushed away the broken hair, kissed it gently, and said with a smile: "You have drunk a lot!" ”
He stroked her face, mouth, and then from her neck all the way down, through her waist, to her thighs, rubbed it a few times, closed her eyes and said, "Our family Xinran's figure is really good." I miss you so much! Chen Xinran didn't like his slightly drunken teasing, and wanted to cover up the ** that was taken out, and wanted to break free from under him. Fan Chengguang sensed her thoughts, let go of the supporting hand, buried his face in front of his chest, suppressed the body that wanted to leave, raised his head and glared at her fiercely. Chen glared back at him, pushed him away with all his might, and sat on top of him. Fan Chengguang smiled approvingly and looked at her encouragingly.
"I really want to bite you to death." Chen Xinran said.
Fan Chengguang made a gesture of please, pulled her down and kissed her fiercely. Chen Xinran bit Fan Chengguang's tongue with both fake and real anger, and after he dodged, she bit his lip again. The slight pain stirred Fan Chengguang's nerves, and he went from defending to attacking, not giving Chen Xinran a chance to breathe. It wasn't until she protested in a little pain that she needed air that she let go, looking at her sitting on top of her with evil anger. "Even if you are in a high place, you are still my Chen Xinran." Fan Chengguang bounced, pressed Chen Xinran back underneath, and began to lift her dress. Chen Xinran was still resisting, and he said softly but forcefully: "Believe it or not, I tore your skirt so that you can't get out." I'll let you out when I'm happy. Chen Xinran stopped writhing his body, he smiled dotingly, and said, "Good girl." ”
That smile made Chen Xinran want to cry, he may not understand, all the resistance is because of fear and love. If the next moment is gone, she will still be his Chen Xinran at this moment. She cooperated with him, stripped off her clothes, and her body glowed seductively in the warm yellow light. Young, beautiful, vibrant, blooming with an obsessive **, even at this moment, Fan Chengguang is still the one who is not in a hurry, he looked at Chen Xinran with appreciation and affirmation, and then kissed her again. Gentle, considerate, full of love, like love for the most precious treasure. Inch by inch, kissed her fragrance, from the neck to the chest, to the navel, to the waist, deliberately staying there. That was Chen Xinran's sensitive area, and those who were afraid of itching would always smile and bow down when he kissed him here and pull him back.
"What a bad guy." With a flushed face and misty eyes, she is really a beautiful woman. Fan Chengguang looked at her, and his hand felt a piece of warmth, "My little Xinran." "Inspired, he leaned forward and proclaimed his conquest in that territory." I'm not yours, Fan Chengguang. The murmur was exchanged for a more powerful statement.
Because they have been separated for too long, no amount of psychological entanglement can compare to the reality of the moment. Loved, loved, tormented, pleasure and slight pain, and the outburst with all her might, the heartbeat in silence.
Chen Xinran put his arms around him, buried himself in his shoulder, and asked very softly, "What should I do?" "It's more like asking yourself. Fan Chengguang didn't answer, hugged her, patted her gently, and said, "Sleep well." ”