Chapter 34: Learning to Let Go
I woke up more than once at 6 o'clock, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Fan Chengguang watching himself distracted, and before he could react, Chen Xinran was swept under him, "Are you tired?" She asked. Tireless with you. She smiled dumbly, echoing the enthusiasm. is different from last night's drunkenness, the love is better than the strong **, but Chen Xinran feels more drunk than last night, and the affection in his eyes makes her unable to extricate herself.
"Ah Guang."
"Huh?"
"I wish time had stopped."
"I wish I could see you every morning." Feeling the slight looseness of Chen Xinran's body, knowing that she was disappointed, Fan Chengguang said, "There will be a day." ”
The specious promise and enthusiastic possession once again hypnotized Chen Xinran.
I don't know how long I slept and was woken up by the sound of him talking. Seeing her open her eyes, Fan Chengguang made a shushing motion. Chen Xinran knew that it should be his wife calling, and apart from her phone call, he had no scruples about her. He once mentioned that it was a form of respect that did not want to upset people.
"Okay. I know. Fan Chengguang came over while talking on the phone and touched Chen Xinran's sleepy face, "Oh, that's good." I'll come here. Hung up. ”
Chen Xinran found that the call between Fan Chengguang and his wife was more like a work call, she never asked anything about her, at most Fan Chengguang mentioned a few words.
"There's something important, we have to go. You...... Waiting for me? Fan Chengze said a little apologetically.
"Go ahead. It depends on the situation, I'll go back later. Chen happily waved his hand and got back into the quilt. Fan Chengze came over and kissed her forehead, turned around and went out the door.
Chen Xinran fragile wrapped herself in the quilt, feeling disappointed and abandoned, and couldn't help but burst into tears.
When Fan Chengguang arrived at the door of the Western food bar, Li Shuangrong was already waiting there. Her delicate makeup was the same as last night, as if the tiredness of the night had not left any traces on her. "The minister is very family-oriented, and he takes his wife with him after work, and I said last night that we and my wife will have breakfast with them."
"Hmm." Fan Chengguang had no expression and accepted Li Shuangrong's explanation.
After a while, a man 50 miles away and a petite woman about 40 years old walked in, Fan Chengguang and Li Shuangrong hurriedly greeted them, the woman and Li Shuangrong were very warm, and the two held hands and walked forward.
"It seems that Mr. Fan is like me, and he has a strong family concept. I can't let her go anywhere. The minister said in Fan Chengguang's ear, smiling happily.
"Ebe is a role model for our men to learn from. Every time Shuangrong meets with you, she has to count me down when she comes back. Let me be sure to learn from you. ”
"Haha. Home and everything is prosperous. ”
The four of them happily sat down to eat.
Half an hour later, Chen Xinran came in to eat, obviously she didn't know that Fan Chengguang was here. She was far away and didn't see Fan Chengguang. Took milk, sliced bread and fruit, and ate quietly alone. Fan Chengguang quietly glanced at her a few times after chatting, but he was not worried that the meeting would be dangerous to him, he was deeply confident in Chen Xinran's "knowledgeable knowledge". When she met in front of people, she always said: "Fortunately, Mr. Fan." However, thinking of this at the moment, seeing her lonely appearance, my heart is very uncomfortable.
Li Shuangrong didn't miss the change in the expression on his face, but she didn't turn around to look. She just smiled and took the chat of others and said, "We husband and wife, no one can do without each other." ”
After the end, Li Shuangrong and Fan Chengguang were in the elevator together, she said: "The minister has promised just now, and he will help us implement this matter when he goes back." The best real estate location in K City, it seems that we are Tianyi. ”
"Thank you for your hard work." Fan Chengguang glanced at her.
"You know very well what Ebe is looking for. Don't let the little things get the bigger things in the way. Before Li Shuangrong finished speaking, she was given back by Fan Chengguang's sharp eyes. I'm just reminding you. As a man, it's enough to go crazy once in a lifetime. Then he walked out briskly and walked away in disgust.
Fan Chengguang made a call to Chen Xinran: "Where is it?" ”
"In the room, just getting ready to go."
"Wait for me, I'll come over."
"No, I want to go back."
"Sit down again." Maybe because he saw Chen Xinran's loneliness just now, Fan Chengguang especially wanted to see her again. "Hang up, I'm coming."
When Fan Chengguang arrived, Chen Xinran took the bag and was about to leave, her face didn't look very good, but the happiness in the corner of Fan Chengguang's eyes made her feel it: "Is there a good thing?" ”
"If nothing else, the best real estate plot in our K city should be Tianyi."
"Oh, congratulations. She's here? ”
"Sort of."
"Oh, that's what a job."
"Huh, ability? When the time comes, there will be no less. Fan Chengguang didn't want to continue this topic, but Chen Xinran knew it. They are in a partnership, with the family behind his wife owning an equity stake in Tianyi Real Estate. Zhao Yu, a lawyer, once said: "If they divorce, they will dismantle the entire company." Chen Xinran smiled and said, "None of you can do without anyone." ”
Fan Chengguang heard this sentence twice today, and the women who were with him may understand the meaning of this marriage to him better than him. "So what? Partnership. Relationship of interest. The only thing that lacks is the emotional relationship. ”
"To maintain a marriage, it is enough to have those two relationships. You're not going to get divorced, are you? Chen Xinran suddenly blurted out, making each other stunned. Fan Chengguang still said calmly: "Not necessarily. But this marriage is a partnership relationship, and if there is a divorce, it will involve the entire Tianyi real estate. Tianyi real estate is an industry that I have worked hard to come out of. I don't want it to unravel yet. ”
Chen Xinran felt sad in her heart, got up from the sofa, and said, "It's almost noon, I don't like to stay in the hotel, I want to go back." ”
Fan Chengguang extinguished the smoke, sighed, and quickly pulled Chen Xinran, who was about to open the door: "If you can't think about it, we'll be very tired!" You weren't like this before, what's going on lately? Because these months have been estranged? I'm really busy. Do you know what I've been like these months? The real estate in H City was very troublesome because the owner asked for money, and Zhao Yu and I didn't meet our eyes for 3 days. ”
Chen Xinran didn't answer, but stopped moving.
Fan Chengguang continued: "I can't help it today, I know that you will be unhappy, I let go of everything, and I want to spend a day here with you quietly." Xinran, don't be like this, okay? ”
Chen Xinran sat back on the sofa and said, "My heart is very messy. ”
"I'm sorry, gladly. If we have a relationship that makes it difficult for you, I respect any choice you make. Chen Xinran nodded, she asked herself in her heart, why she was such a good speaker in front of him. Because this relationship is willing? It's been 2 years, and the novelty should have passed, right? She once fantasized that Fan Chengguang would divorce herself when her feelings were at their strongest, and now she has figured it out. The only thing that can comfort me is that it is still in his own hands, as Fan Chengguang said at the beginning. However, she looked up at him, why was it so difficult to leave this person?
"I'm in a bad mood, staying will only quarrel, I really want to go." Chen Xinran said sadly.
"Good. I'm going to be in K City for a while, and you can move into my apartment for a few days, okay? Fan Chengguang asked.
Chen Xinran seemed to have a nod, but immediately opened the door and left.
Because he was upset, Chen Xinran went to Yan's studio, and from the moment he came in, Su Xiaoyan felt that something was wrong. She handed it to Chen Xinran and said, "I took a lot of photos for you last night, and if I picked the one I liked, I will adjust it for you later." ”
In the photo, she and Fan Chengguang shook hands, looked at each other's eyes, and her loneliness ...... Chen Xinran looked a little flustered, and glanced at Su Xiaoyan, who was busy next to him, his throat tightened.
"Xiaoyan."
"Huh?" Su Xiaoyan was sorting out the photos, and his eyes didn't leave the screen.
"You can see it all, right?"
Su Xiaoyan was stunned for a moment, looked at Chen Xinran's mobile screen, in the photo, Fan Chengguang held Chen Xinran's hand and didn't let go, but Chen Xinran was about to break free and move forward, unspeakably ambiguous. She smiled and said, "I really like this capture." Su Xiaoyan was already very chaotic in her heart, so she came to work overtime. But Chen Xinran was in a worse mood, nesting next to her and wanting to speak, eager to tell about this affair. She sighed slightly, in fact, she didn't want to bear this story, but she still said gently: "Let's sit on the sofa, if you want to say it, just sue me." ”
Chen Xinran drank water and intermittently talked about Fan Chengguang's acquaintance and some emotional details. Su Xiaoyan actually disagrees in her heart, how can Chen Xinran, who is so proud, be a secret lover for 2 years. There used to be a lot of boys chasing her, and they are now. Everyone thought she had a high vision, so she didn't get married for a long time. can think about it, who can you fancy if you have a relationship with such an excellent Fan Chengguang? The beauty of the poppy, how can the rose be replaced.
"Xiaoyan, I'm with this person...... How do you say it should end? ”
"Is there no hope?"
"I'm sorry, Xiaoyan, I haven't sued you before. Because I know things that are not good, that don't come to fruition at all. ”
"It doesn't matter. Readily. ”
"You got divorced because of a third party, and I did that."
"Two different things, don't put it on yourself. Will he get a divorce and stay with you? ”
"No, it won't." Chen Xinran was full of frustration.
"Xinran, you know the truth better than anyone else. You know what results are best for you. Isn't it?
"I don't know why I've been entangled for so long, I just can't let go."
"Everything is like this, it's okay not to start, it's hard to stop it at the beginning. Because you concentrate on him, you will have no one else in your eyes, and you will naturally not be able to let go. ”
"So what to do?"
"I think people always like the new and hate the old, or you let go of yourself, go on a blind date, find a boyfriend, find someone who is qualified to love you and can get married. I don't want to be able to forget him immediately, but I may not be able to see him again. All right? Su Xiaoyan said these words more like to herself.
The city is lit up.
Chen Xinran felt much more comfortable after vomiting. "If you're hungry, let's forage for food and find a man!"