There were not many people on the street in the early morning, and the slight coolness and tiredness made Su Xiaoyan unconsciously hug herself. She stood on the side of the road with fallen leaves uncleared, waiting for a taxi. There are some traces left in the depths of the body, a slight strange feeling. "Ugh." Although I have no regrets, I am also a little annoyed. "It's a little different."

When you get in a taxi, you can see everything that has happened in the past year, like the scenery outside the window. Thoughts fly far away, but feelings are like a fish in the throat. Memory, like an invisible hand, chokes the neck. Even if I let go, I still can't breathe.

The first suspicion was because of Lu Ming's sudden meeting on the holiday, and he was a little puzzled by his eager expression. Su Xiaoyan would also think about his elm head, why did he suddenly identify it that day? Maybe the clues will accumulate over time. She stalked him. Su Xiaoyan really disdained such behavior, but she still did it.

She sat in the drink shop in the distance, watching her husband Lu Ming come out of the hotel alone, calling herself as she walked.

He said, "What are you doing, my dear?" ”

She endured a wave of nausea and replied pretending to be normal: "I just came back from the supermarket at the door of my house." "Oh, I'll be back for dinner in the evening."

"Hmm. Got it. Anything else? ”

"It's okay, it's okay, I just miss you, wife."

And two long hours ago, he and a woman walked back and forth, and when they came to a place where no one was, he actually ran up with small steps and pinched the other party's buttocks. The woman laughed profusely, as if to blame him for a few words, and the two walked into the hotel. Su Xiaoyan didn't have the courage to follow up. Because of her long-term education and suzhì, she can't be exposed like a shrew. Because she still holds the trust she has accumulated over the years.

After coming out, Lu Ming called his wife as soon as possible. It's not disgusting, it's a tactic. He was weak and afraid, but he turned his passivity into initiative. He took the initiative to find out if the other party would know. got the other party's usual tone, as if his derailment hadn't happened today. Things have turned a page. His courage returned.

In the evening, Lu Ming did come back, as usual. I hugged my daughter, but when I kissed her on the cheek, she flashed. During the meal, Lu Ming said that he had a meeting at a certain hotel in the afternoon, and he was very bored, so he slipped away early. Su Xiaoyan was stunned, thinking that Lu Ming had seen him. It doesn't look like him. Looking back today, that day was just a good excuse for him to expose his infidelity.

However, Su Xiaoyan believed it at that time.

In marriage, some women are strange. She clearly knows her husband's shortcomings, understands his selfishness, understands his affection, and understands his shamelessness. But she didn't seem to know anything, smiling, sweet, and happy. Why? She also asks herself. When a woman's emotional intelligence reaches a certain stage, she will protect herself. She doesn't care how real he is, she only takes what she approves of. Su Xiaoyan is such a person. She is obviously translucent in her emotions, but she still gives people a sense of blindness.

Sometimes people who don't understand the essence are happy. And those who can pretend not to know the truth and understand the essence are indeed happy. Wouldn't it be nice if you could be stupid forever? Are many women so happy?

However, life did not treat Su Xiaoyan well. The truth is slowly revealed to her in a brutal way. "Ugh." She narrowed her eyes in pain.

"Here we are, beauty." The taxi stopped. pulled Su Xiaoyan back from his memories.

Opening the door, she called softly. "Aunt Qin?"

"Mom. Mom" responded to her with her daughter's slurred, cheerful voice. She walked into the back room and saw Aunt Qin changing her daughter's diaper. "Why did Xiaoyan come back so early. What about Lu Ming? Little Sissy was good last night. "My daughter's big name is Lu Xiyu, and her nickname is Xixi. deliberately took the opposite of the mother's name. Su Xiaoyan teased her daughter and went to make milk powder.

"He went straight to the company. I bothered you last night. Spending the night with small children is the hardest. Su Xiaoyan took her daughter.

"Then you bring it every day, are you tired?" Aunt Qin cleaned up the bed and said, "Are you happy to have a party last night?" Your mom called, and she's glad to hear that you're with you to the party. Said that you have been bored at home for 2 years, and you are going to get sick. She also asked you to take Cissy home to stay. Although it's not good to say that the young couple are separated, isn't there still a weekend? Cities K and H are not far apart. Now the train can be reached in 2 hours. ”

"Don't I have your help now?" Su Xiaoyan saw that Xixi was already standing very well with the bottle, and began to move on the edge of the bed with her little feet.

"I serve my grandson every day. I'll take the time to help you. Really take the kids, cook, which one doesn't come by yourself. "Aunt Qin is Su Xiaoyan's cousin, and her relationship with her mother is deeper than that of her own sisters. The two followed their son to live in H City, and their grandson is already in junior high school. The son and daughter-in-law were busy, and there was no one to accompany them. At that time, Su Xiaoyan's mother was worried about her daughter going to H City, and she didn't give up until Lu Ming happened to buy a house in a community with Aunt Qin.

"You said you were such a good-looking girl, and now you don't even wipe a powder every day." Aunt Qin touched Su Xiaoyan's face.

"Am I not looking good now? I'm naturally white-skinned, and others can't rub me off with this effect. Aunt Jean. Su Xiaoyan was coquettish.

"Good looking, good-looking. Our family Xiaoyan is a big beauty. However, who doesn't like to watch fresh. Dress up more. You know? Aunt Qin said.

Su Xiaoyan was stunned for a moment, and continued to smile for a while, thinking that Aunt Qin might have sensed something. Su Xiaoyan always felt that life was very kind to herself. Because there is Aunt Jean. During the day, I would come over to help me clean up the room and do laundry, so that she could take care of the children with peace of mind, and help make lunch before going back. After cooking in the evening, I came back to help me watch the children, and then went back when Su Xiaoyan cooked. However, Lu Ming didn't think so.

"I said, what's wrong with you just hiring a babysitter? What's the point of you always owing favors? You see Aunt Jean washed a hole in my shirt, and if it's a nanny, I can say a few words. Well, now I can't say a word. Shouldn't we also give her a salary, why bother to lower her? Lu Ming once held a shirt with a small hole and chanted repeatedly.

"Then you ask your mother to help." The same topic ends after this sentence every time. Lu Ming looked at the cold Su Xiaoyan, and his stomach was swallowed back raw. Lu Ming's mother once said: "There is nothing that a child can't bring, and Xiaoyan doesn't go to work." When I have a second child, I'll come over and help. She is an authentic provincial woman with an inexplicable sense of superiority, and she is uniformly called "outsiders" to people outside of H City. Especially Su Xiaoyan, who feels unemployed at home, is supported by his son.