Why is life so trivial? Their quarrels, cold wars, and disagreements sulked separately. Every small problem is like a sharp sword, slowly eroding the shiny surface until it is full of holes and eclipses. Those infinite attachments to life are gradually forgotten. and love, but it has become the distant smile in the wedding photos on the wall.

Is Lu Ming tired of it? Su Xiaoyan thought sadly.

The first time she ran away from home, she met Fan Chengze, and stayed in this stranger's house, Lu Ming didn't know anything. Because, he is immersed in his own **** world, like a fish in water. Although they are still close, they are like a veil apart. Sometimes Lu Ming's enthusiasm for coming back also seems deliberate. She was still buried in the trivialities of the children and the housework, and she didn't have time to discern the truth from the fake expression on his face.

Lu Ming was on a business trip that day, and before leaving, he accompanied his daughter in the living room, and she packed her clothes in the bedroom. The mobile phone was thrown on the bed, Lu Ming knew that Su Xiaoyan never looked at it, she always said, "That's something that only stupid women do." "How could she, an intellectual woman who graduated from a journalism department, disdain this. However, even Hillary Clinton is a woman in the first place. The back of the front and back touched her nerves from time to time. Su Xiaoyan knew that Lu Ming had just received a message, and his daughter was crying temporarily, so he went out in a hurry. Password? She tried her daughter's birthday, but it didn't work. My own birthday, no. Finally, she entered the last 4 digits of Lu Ming's phone number and unlocked it. She hadn't used a smartphone and was worried. Who knew that the WeChat interface was not closed, Xiaoyu: "I can't wait to soak up the beautiful sunshine of Qingdao with you." ”

Lu Ming is not on a business trip. Is it going to a private meeting?

She endured waiting for Lu Ming to go out, her heart was numb, and she called Aunt Qin to help take her daughter, and Aunt Qin went out in a trance with a stunned face.

When the fact of her husband's infidelity was in front of her, Su Xiaoyan hadn't figured out what to do. didn't question, didn't spill, didn't tell the world about the matter, just she tossed herself in pain alone, just walked silently alone, walked to a strange place, and escaped.

At that time, Fan Chengze said: "Is there anything else you need help with?" She caught the warmth and stopped.

The days go on, and they are quietly changing. Su Xiaoyan fostered her daughter at Aunt Qin's house every Monday, and Xixi was very lively after turning one year old, and her uncle couldn't wait for her to come every day. On the first day that suddenly belonged to him, Su Xiaoyan followed Fan Chengze to play rock climbing. After that, Su Xiaoyan reconnected with his old classmates in H City, and used this day to get familiar with the city, accompany him to go shopping and have a meal, and occasionally go to the bookstore and library alone. Or dress up brightly and go out with Lu Ming to the world of 2 people.

"I've tried." Su Xiaoyan thought. "I tried to maintain the peace of the old days, and I tried to find the happiness of my marriage." But if she pretends to be stupid, will she be able to sustain it?

"Mrs. Lu? Well, I'm his colleague Xiao Zheng, Manager Lu is drunk, in the Hongfei Hotel. Su Xiaoyan was stunned. Lu Ming didn't say that he would go to N City, and he couldn't come back at night, why was he still in H City? didn't have time to think about it, Su Xiaoyan asked for the address in detail, called Aunt Qin over, and went out to pick up Lu Ming.

At the checkout, Su Xiaoyan bumped into Xiao Zheng. "Oh, Mrs. Lu. Just right. Manager Lu is still in box 305, so I won't go. I checked out and went back. My wife is also waiting downstairs. ”

"Go ahead. I can find it. The box was a bit remote, and Su Xiaoyan was looking for it, a little confused. I saw the door of the box open wide, and the backs of a man and a woman on the sofa, the sound inside stopped her.

"Lu Ming, don't be crazy about drinking. You're still drunk when you know you're going to me at night! Why don't you call your wife when you're drunk, why are you calling me? I know it's hard for me. ”

"How can I be willing to work hard for you. I'm missing you. ”

Su Xiaoyan hid back without thinking about it, hiding in the waiting room next to him.

"What do you want from me? Haven't come to me for a month. I heard that your wife is very beautiful. The woman said quietly.

"Hmm. It's pretty pretty. At that time, the journalism department of our school was full of ugly girls, and she broke this routine as soon as she came in. Although it's not a school flower, there are still flowers. ”

"Hmph."

"Are you still angry? Come over here and kiss it. ”

"Stop messing around! Go home and kiss your wife. ”

"How can she be as attractive as you. Come, lift me up, and go to you. You jealous little scoundrel. ...... in the evening"

watched the backs of the two slowly move away. Su Xiaoyan felt as if he was an outsider, watching a farce at 8 o'clock. Coincidences are sometimes the easiest way to unravel the truth.

Even in anger, Su Xiaoyan couldn't help but sort out this coincidence. Lu Ming didn't go to N City at night, he should have made an appointment with this woman for a private meeting after dinner. However, my colleague Xiao Zheng didn't know that Lu Ming called her out of kindness when he saw that Lu Ming was drunk. When Xiao Zheng left Lu Ming to come out to settle the bill by himself in the box, the woman arrived first. If Xiao Zheng hadn't sent Su Xiaoyan into the box because his wife was in a hurry, under his loud greeting, the people inside would have been alert. She wouldn't have seen it. In fact, as long as there is no Xiao Zheng to eat with at night, there will be no such situation. The company should only have Xiao Zheng with Su Xiaoyan's mobile phone number. Xiao Zheng is a subordinate of Lu Ming's department, and they often go on business trips together, and Lu Ming sometimes asks Xiao Zheng to come to his house to pick up his luggage when he is too late.

Su Xiaoyan didn't know what to do next? I was afraid of scaring Aunt Qin and the child when I went home like this, and I had nowhere to go, so I didn't even have someone to talk to. Standing beside the dimly lit street, she felt for the first time that she was so transparent that she felt as if she had no zài. She was not so timid and humble in the past. She staggered for a while, went into the bar and had a few drinks, and walked back on her way.

There is also an unfamiliar place in the city that she can go to.

Lu Ming obviously didn't know what happened that night. Xiao Zheng will not talk about it for no reason, he once had the heart to call Su Xiaoyan to take him home. This matter passed quietly without leaving a trace.