Chapter 16: A Soft Determination
Memories gradually blur the traces of time, making it impossible to distinguish between those memories that are still in the purpose of the event, clearly only yesterday, or have been gone for a long, long time.
is so far away that a person's memories are full of too many distortions. After all, a person's memories are always so one-sided because of various factors.
It's just that the person concerned will never think like this, and people are always unusually stubborn and confident in some aspects.
No one is an exception, and Kim Taeyeon is also very confident in her memories.
That year, it was precisely the time when the Black Sea was encountered.
It is precisely because the Black Sea has put Girls' Generation in a dangerous situation all of a sudden, that Kim Taeyeon, who is already under a lot of pressure, will bear more pressure.
Kim Taeyeon herself understands that if this continues, one day, she will be devastated. She can't bear the pressure, can there still be a Kim Haoyu to save her? No one knew that she might leave the stage like that, never to return to the place where she dreamed of setting sail.
In the practice room and dormitory, there are all kinds of pressure that makes her heart stop. I really don't want to be in those places if I could.
So she ran away and decided to rebelliously leave the place that filled her with all kinds of pressure, and find a quiet and uninhabited corner to hide alone, like a wounded child, quietly soothing her wounds.
Waiting for the wound to heal on the surface, she will walk back alone and continue to be Kim Taeyeon in front of that person.
It's just such a simple thing, and she still can't do it. There was one person who completely interrupted her plans.
Do you even want to wipe out the opportunity to heal yourself? Kim Taeyeon, who was supposed to be angry, looked at the comer, but there was really no way to get angry. Afterwards, she recalled her mood at that time, which can be described in one sentence.
The moment I met him, my life changed. What you see, hear, feel, and everything you see begins to become colorful, and the whole world begins to shine!
"What are you doing here?"
The voice at that time alarmed Kim Taeyeon, who was huddled in the stairwell. She wiped the corners of her eyes in a panic and looked up at the other party.
What greeted her was Wang Shengzhe who was staring at her eyes. Kim Taeyeon subconsciously moved to the corner of the stairwell.
"Yo. My head hurts. ”
Kim Taeyeon covered her head with red eyes, looking really painful, and she almost bared her teeth.
It's just that Wang Shengzhe doesn't seem to have any expression at all, and his face looks dull and uncertain.
"I've never seen him so strict, and I feel scared inexplicably." Kim Taeyeon continued to cover her head, secretly aiming at him.
Now that you are clearly embarrassed by someone, you can still have cranky thoughts, and sometimes you really have to admire Kim Tae-yeon's brain circuit.
"You're not crying here, are you?" The tone that sounded very strict made Kim Taeyeon shake her body unconsciously, but why should I be afraid of him?
"How is that possible?" She looked at Wang Shengzhe's eyes and fell on her own sockets, and her voice became smaller and smaller. Whether the last word is heard or not remains to be studied.
"How did you know I was here?"
Kim Taeyeon suddenly thought of something and opened her mouth to ask.
Wang Shengzhe originally wanted to continue to say the words in his mouth.
Kim Taeyeon didn't know what Wang Sung-cheol was thinking at that time. However, it was clear that he had already learned about it from some source.
Without waiting for him to answer the question, Kim Taeyeon was pulled up directly from the stairwell by Wang Sung-cheol, who looked down at the time on his watch.
"What are you going to do?"
Kim Taeyeon struggled with all her might, and even wanted to take advantage of the other party's negligence by opening her mouth to bite the other party's hand.
It's a pity that Wang Sung-cheol seems to have some experience, and he brought her out without giving Kim Taeyeon a chance.
"Before Xu Xian arrives, take you to a place, do you want to go?"
"Why did Xiaoxian come?"
Wang Shengzhe's eyes were full of contempt, right? Kim Taeyeon was pretty sure he was looking at him like that at the time.
"Is your focus so weird? Now the question is, stay here and wait for Xu Xian to come, or, you come with me, what do you say? ”
Kim Taeyeon looked at Wang Sung-cheol a little impatiently, and she didn't want her sister to find out what she was like now, so she quickly responded.
"Go. Just go. Why don't we go quickly? ”
She made a decision urging people to go on the road, and she just wanted to go faster, but she didn't notice Wang Shengzhe's sudden relaxation.
"Hey, where are we going?"
Looking at Wang Sung-cheol, who was driving by himself, Kim Taeyeon finally realized that something was wrong. Why did you come out like this?
"Oh. Han River Bridge. ”
Wang Sung-cheol's tone became less blunt, and for no reason, Kim Taeyeon also relaxed his mood, and at the same time asked his own question puzzled.
"Why are you going there?"
You don't understand, what is the obsession of a traverser. If the traverser can't see the softness on the Han River Bridge, don't pick up a gold mine girl in front of JYP, and don't be tricked by Lin Yun'er's belly......
I haven't experienced the above and so on, have you really traveled over?
Wang Sung-chul didn't answer, and Kim Tae-yeon looked at him whose thoughts seemed to have drifted away. I didn't ask any questions. But what about driving......
Finally, the two reached their destination safely.
"It's so late." Kim Taeyeon stood on the bridge and looked at the sun that had obviously set westward, ignoring the strong wind on the river, and turned back to Wang Sung-cheol with emotion.
Wang Sung-cheol still didn't answer, just looked at Kim Taeyeon with a strange expression.
Kim Taeyeon looked herself up and down, but she didn't notice anything unusual. "What are you looking at?" In the end, she couldn't stand the other party's gaze and couldn't help but ask out loud.
I don't know if it's an illusion, but she seems to hear a hint of a smile in the other party's tone. "Nothing."
Since it's nothing, then Kim Taeyeon doesn't want to be too entangled, and the other party likes to watch it, so let him be optimistic. She turned to face the river, and asked as if she were talking to herself and consulting with someone. "Hey, did you think I made the wrong choice? Shouldn't I have chosen to come here from Jeonju in the first place? “
Wang Sung-cheol didn't answer immediately, he took a deep breath, walked to the bridge, and stood side by side with Kim Tae-yeon, staring at the brief sunset. "If you've already made your choice, why bother asking why you chose it, and why bother questioning your choice."
It's a very flat tone, and it doesn't seem like he said anything. "But I regret it, I really regret it, I don't want to continue like this!" Kim Taeyeon's love suddenly became excited, maybe she has a lot of grievances hidden in her heart, right? "So, why not stop. With your talent, you can choose solo, huh? Anyway, for you, the current girlhood is just a burden, right? Just like the devil from hell is tempting people's souls to trade, Wang Sung-chul's words completely say a thought that Kim Taeyeon has always had in his heart, but he does not dare to face it.
Kim Tae-yeon struggled inwardly. "But, sisters......" "People are selfish, and with your example, maybe they will be able to get out of this abyss more quickly, right?" Do you want them to go through something like this one or even two more times? If Yun'er is obedient, she can take the path of an actor, and Seo Hyun can even be admitted to the university of her choice and live a life that satisfies her parents. It's not just the two of you, but the others aren't completely unprepared to retreat, aren't they? Don't you need to plan for yourself? “
These demagogic statements fell on Kim Taeyeon's heart. Kim Taeyeon noticed the person in front of her, and it turned out that she had never recognized it. "But ......" "What is there to hesitate about." Do you still think you can save something? Your dream? "Dreams?" Kim Taeyeon's distracted eyes suddenly appeared, and she unconsciously repeated the words that Wang Sung-cheol had just said, and her heart swept past her original intention of standing on the stage. "I'm also going to stand on stage and sing to many, many people."
It was a young girl who pointed to the singer on stage and said coquettishly to her parents. "My dream." Kim Taeyeon seemed to be a little firmer, repeating what she had just said. "Taeyeon Oni, when it comes to deciding your life, you can't lie to yourself." After the Black Sea, face the lost members of the regiment. Xu Xian's words seem to be still vivid. "I love this stage and am willing to stand on this stage for those who like us." "But some dreams are simply out of reach." Xiuying, who was choked up, hugged Yu Li beside her, who had already experienced a debut failure, and was likely to face a second failure. This time, Xiuying must have felt that it was difficult to hold on, right? "yes, so did we fail?" Tiffany asked what everyone wanted to ask.
It's just that no one can answer. "I ......" Kim Taeyeon seemed to have made a decision, and Wang Sung-cheol looked at her without saying a word. No matter how hard the road ahead is, as long as you go in the right direction, no matter how bumpy it is, you will be closer to happiness than standing still. "Sometimes, the team is more like a sister. Isn't it very fortunate to take care of a bunch of sisters who don't grow up? Why don't you have Xu Xian's courage, is it because of an elder brother?
Perhaps the road ahead is eternal night, and even then I will move forward, because even if the starlight is faint, will light the way for me.
Kim Tae-yeon, who felt that she understood what Wang Sung-cheol had asked her for, yelled at him what Seo-hyun had said to them. "Go on a bold journey. Mozart once said. “
Wang Shengzhe looked at her incredulously. "Are you Kim Taeyeon?"
This whisper, which he could only hear, came out of his mouth.
Kim Taeyeon seemed to hear something. "What did you just say?" "Nothing. Just moved his lips. “
Wang Sung-cheol stared at Kim Taeyeon with a curious face, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
And he can't know the joy in Kim Taeyeon's heart at this time.
Heaven must have arranged for you to come down, deliberately saying things that were so easy for me to misunderstand, to point me in the maze, right?
The gloom in Kim Taeyeon's heart was somewhat diluted by Wang Sung-cheol's words just now, and she couldn't help but yell a few words at the Han River Bridge in a bright mood, leaving a person with a different expression, standing beside her at a loss.
Until leaving.
When they left, no one would have known, and in a place not far away, there was still a person standing watching them from the beginning.
Looking at their vanishing backs, the man repeated a sentence as if it were a script. "What has come to an end, and being reborn is nothing but another death. Like all beginnings, it's really just a written ending. “
It's just that after reading the beginning of the story, do you think you can see it all? is also trying to rewrite something wantonly in the long river of fate.
It's ridiculous. The world is more esoteric, incomprehensible, and cruel than you think.
PS: Today actually dragged to this point, after all, the result of the peace of mind layout, so a little late. Well, I'll admit, it's actually me who forgot.