Preface:

It's a pretty disturbing day. I know that some people don't read the work, and I can't write 3,000 words today, so I got what I wanted to say directly to the preface.

I don't know what Girlhood is for others. For me, they're more than just idols.

I've always said that I like Seo Hyun, I like them when I was young, I like their people, and I like their personalities. Loved it from the start.

But I was never able to do anything for them.

Why should I open a book that is unlikely to have much of a market at all? Why do you want to set up a plot that you find complicated?

Really because of them. I want to give Hyun a story that belongs to her and to herself.

So, I'll write well, even if it's my lifetime.

I respect everyone's right to chase stars, and I also respect everyone's remarks, but can you let my Xu Xian go? Letting go of the less? They have to be very low, very dark-bellied, and very scheming, can you satisfy yourself?

Many people don't understand the mentality of star-chasers, and I myself don't understand the mentality of some people chasing stars, but idols are always the sunshine that I look forward to the most, just like the protagonist in my book, Xu Xian, is undoubtedly his warmest sunshine.

And Xu Xian, after so many years, for a brain-dead fan like me, he is no longer a simple idol. I said frankly that Xu Xian is in love, I will definitely be sad, but I am still willing to bless her. She is like my family, by my side. Although she has always been far away from me. For nearly eight years, I feel that I have raised a daughter, how can I not recognize the person I have watched for eight years, how can I not believe the person I have watched for eight years.

It's really nice to have a distant vision, a long distance, and someone who can watch from afar.

And you, one or two months, a year or two, can you talk about the darkness of the entertainment industry unscrupulously? Is your world really that dark? Not even that glimmer of light?

I don't believe it, and I can't believe it.

Don't say I'm angry, you get angry when your family is vilified. Maybe you have some reason, when I see what you say, I don't say it, and I will still be very disappointed in my heart.

I just want to say, the entertainment industry is black and black, I am virtuous and black, and the whole entertainment industry is blind? The whole of Korea is blind?

Why are people always reluctant to trust others?

You don't want to believe what you can see, but you want to believe in the things that catch the wind.

That's it, everyone is doing it for themselves. This is a brain-dead book, don't call me funny.

Today's chapter is a little confusing.,After all, I'm upset.,What's the problem, I'll change it tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.,I'll apologize first.。

………………………… The dividing line .......................................... "How confident we were at that time." Kim Taeyeon recalled the conversation in the practice room very seriously, although she didn't remember it very clearly, but the confidence revealed in the mouth of the staggering person was something that no one could ignore.

Everyone in Girls' Generation, the shortest SUNNY, the tallest so-young, the laziest Jessica, the most old-fashioned Seo Hyun, the most cute Tiffany, the most handsome Hyo-yeon, the blackest Kwon Yu-ri, the thinnest Lim Yoon-a and the world's best singer I am all confident that I can become the first-class group in Korea, the first-class in Asia, and even the world's first-class.

Kim Taeyeon is very narcissistic and recalls what she thought back then.

That's our dream. It has always been, it is girlhood now, it will be girlhood later, and it will always be girlhood.

It's really not just a slogan. For Girls' Generation, for fans.

Kim Taeyeon is very sure of the correctness of this sentence, Girls' Generation, for some people, has long been not a simple idol girl group.

But why did all the qiē come to naught in 2008?

At that time, it felt like the whole world was on the opposite side of Girls' Generation, right? Except for herself and Yuna, who is filming the TV series, who still have the corresponding itinerary, everyone can only nest in the dormitory.

At that time, the whole team was terrified, right? At least, I'm really scared, so scared that I don't know how to tell others.

Kim Taeyeon was a little distracted, thinking of some recent events. To this day, why are there still people who wantonly slander us? What is the era of thighs and plastic surgery......

Why, people always focus on a small point, maximize the magnification of the problem, or even make something out of nothing?

Is there really any evidence?

Kim Taeyeon doesn't understand that although she can have intermittent convulsions, and although she can play crazy to the limitless, she is not a free and open-minded person after all.

She's such a useless person. Although she is the captain, although she takes on the responsibility of the whole team.

When Yuna and Xiuying are stressed, they can go to eat and drink to vent their feelings. She can't, she'll be fat, and if she's fat, someone will be black.

When Jessica is under pressure, she can ignore the negative remarks and face them calmly. She still can't do it, her pressure will always be pressed in her heart, and she will be uncomfortable with herself, and after the table comes out, she will be found and hacked.

When Xu Xian is under pressure, he can comfort himself with the truth in the book and improve himself with self-developed books. She still can't, she can only concentrate on one thing and sing the song she wants to sing. So she still has to be hacked.

Tiffany can still smile beautifully when she's under pressure and deal with people as if nothing happened. And she's still not good, so she should continue to be hacked.

And many more...... Compared to Sunny, she is a little less lively, compared to Hyoyeon, she has lost that handsomeness, and compared to Yu Li, she has no figure at all......

In contrast to the members of the group, she has a lot of black spots, isn't it? Deserved to be hacked.

And in the comparison between the members of the group and others, the members of the group are full of black spots, aren't they? Deserved to be hacked.

In such a comparison, isn't Kim Taeyeon at the bottom?

Kim Taeyeon wrinkled her nose tangledly, as if she wanted to "hum" out loud, but she didn't know why she didn't make that action.

When did they start to be entangled with right and wrong?

Why should Kim Taeyeon be under pressure that he shouldn't have had? It's really hard for her not to be crushed by the pressure. Speaking of which, there are still many people who secretly admire her.

But who would have thought how many times she would secretly cry in the middle of the night? For the inexplicable slander, for the pressure of dissolution, for the distorted rumors, for the longing of loved ones......

No one can understand that when she was the captain, she was just an underage girl. There is no human forgiveness, it is just a group of underage girls.

What did you do wrong? Kim Taeyeon had curled up in her bed countless times and asked herself.

Who can give an answer?

Kim Taeyeon is disappointed, fairy tales are all lies, what about Prince Charming meeting Snow White? What about Cinderella meeting Prince OPPA?

There is no such person at all.

If there is such a person, why doesn't he run out to save himself?

Kim Taeyeon regrets that the little story her mother told before going to bed when she was a child was not true. The real world is really cruel.

The memories are getting deeper and deeper, and the corners of Kim Taeyeon's eyes are a little moist.

It's a heavy past. Some of the past really can't stand up to thinking, can't stand thinking, can't stand deep thinking.

Without any signs, it can't be said that there are no signs, after all, due to various rumors, the entire girlhood has encountered too much criticism and questioning.

That's enough to drown out the entire girlhood, and this qiē just lacks a fuse.

It just so happened that during the charity concert, it was said that fans of Girls' Generation and fans of SJ clashed over seat issues and tore up each other's posters.

So, when the members of Girls' Generation were excited to give a wonderful performance to their fans and everyone present.

The world played a big joke on them.

Why did they stand on the stage and watch the darkness off the stage?

The audience below chanted wondergirls, why is that?

Since when did girlhood become a negative endorsement?

None of the members of the troupe who stepped off the stage could answer their own questions.

They couldn't do anything, so they went back to their booth in a low voice and sobbed.

The year was June 7, 2008.

No one can forget the darkness of that day.

Now on stage, Kim Taeyeon can't distinguish her eyes from looking at others, and can only look at the darkness in front of her blankly. None of the remnants of pink could bring back the warmth in her heart.

And Sika's broken voice and Yun'er's faint choking couldn't attract everyone's attention.

The eyes are all about the pitch black and the X's held high, no matter how hard they perform, the people in the audience don't care. "To this day, looking back, I still don't feel happy." Kim Taeyeon had long forgotten that she had now followed a person to the park, and she foolishly accompanied him to reminisce about the past, and she trapped herself in it.

The sadness, the loss, the pain, the effort that was not recognized after paying.

At that time, I was far from being as strong as I am today, so at that time, what gave us the courage and confidence to overcome difficulties?

Modest encouragement from the top? Is the company fully supportive?

Neither.

There is no reason at all, we just think that we will be able to carry it.

We are a girl's generation, and this sentence is really not just lip service.

From the very beginning, as members of Girls' Generation, we felt that we must be able to.

The members of the group snuggled up to each other and supported each other. Coupled with the hard work support of himself and Yuna, the remaining members practiced hard. There is also a truth to be solved.

In the end, it was the girlhood that you are today, right?

However, shouldn't we thank him for this qiē in the end? Kim Taeyeon's eyes finally fell on the person in front of him again, and there was a look in his eyes that no one could understand.

This man has never allowed himself to understand, so changeable, so mysterious, so attractive to the eye.