Ding Chuan walked on the streets that were both familiar and unfamiliar, and he hadn't been back for 10 years. Even when he married his dearest eldest cousin the year before last, he shirked it with various excuses and failed to come back. But now I'm coming back anyway, because ...... His mother died.

In the eyes of outsiders, Ding Chuan is an unfilial son. He has no father since he was a child, and his mother is with the help of relatives and friends, and she has worked hard to bring up Ding Chuan. After Ding Chuan went to high school in the provincial capital, he never came back.

No matter which relative's family had something to do, he never showed up, which made his mother lose face in the eyes of relatives and friends. Some people even wonder if Ding Chuan has made a fortune outside and doesn't want to return to this poor and remote town.

Now he is back, and 10 years have allowed him to grow from a young and ignorant teenager to a shrewd and capable man now. Outsiders always thought that he didn't want to come back, but as everyone knows, it was Ding Chuan's mother who didn't allow him to go home.

"Son, I remember! Unless I'm dead, you'll never come back! ”

Mother's words were still in her ears, but she had already turned into a handful of ashes and disappeared......

Ding Chuan knew the mystery of his mother's death, and he also knew that he couldn't hide from it after all, so it was better to come back and solve the matter thoroughly, no matter whether he could die well in the end, it would be better to live a life of fear all day long.

Over the years, there have been many women around him, but none of them have lasted long. It's not that these women are not good enough, it's that Ding Chuan still has a dead knot in his heart that can't be untied.

Before he knew it, he had walked to Arashiyama Park. This park has been abandoned for many years, and now only some aunts and uncles who exercise in the morning come here. But for Ding Chuan, this is the source of everything......

"Chuan'er, you wait for me......" A familiar voice sounded.

Ding Chuan turned his head suddenly, but there was only a desolation in front of him.

"Xiaoxi ......," Ding Chuan called softly.

Ming Xiaoxi has been missing for a while, and her family has found school dignitaries more than once, but the school always shirks responsibility for various reasons. Although her family called the police, the police are generally not very concerned about this case of a rebellious girl running away from home. In desperation, his family had to hire a private detective to investigate the matter, but it was still unsuccessful.

Koo's mother said that Kooshi's school is a full-time boarding school, and she only returns to her home on weekends. And Konishi's disappearance happened during this period, and the school passed all the blame.

But only Konishi's mother knows that Konishi's behavior has become extremely abnormal after he transferred to this boarding school.

Konishi transferred to this boarding school because of his parents' work. In her previous school, she was a girl who could sing and dance, and she was always at the top of her studies. Her mother had high hopes for her, but she didn't expect that as soon as she changed schools, she changed a lot.

She doesn't like to study as much as she used to, and she's not very interested in almost anything other than the hobby of dancing. But this doesn't mean anything, for a girl who has just transferred to another school, it is understandable to face an unfamiliar environment, as well as strange people and things, and some emotional changes.

So Konishi's mother didn't pay much attention to it at first, she felt that Konishi would be fine to adjust it herself after a while. However, things are far from being as simple as she imagined.

It wasn't until the head teacher's call came home that she learned that her daughter was in early love with a boy named Ding Chuan at school. Now combined with the previous signs of total always, the more Xiaoxi's mother thinks about it, the more she feels that those always-always abnormalities are all emotional fluctuations that can only occur because of early love. When she came to this conclusion, she was about to blow up her lungs.

Mom couldn't help but bring Xiaoxi home from school, and she was scolded for her head and face. Xiaoxi also wanted to argue a few words, but seeing that her mother didn't ask her anything, she believed other people's words, which made her feel very aggrieved and angry!

Since childhood, Xiaoxi has never suffered such grievances, seeing his mother in anger, the words are getting more and more ugly, Xiaoxi turned his heart sideways, slammed the door and ran out.

Mom was also surprised when she saw Konishi running out of the door. Unexpectedly, she just said a few words to her daughter, and she ran away from home.

Xiaoxi, who ran out of the house in a rage, cried as he ran. The more she thought about it, the more sad she became, why did the teacher say that she was in early love? Why did my mother convict herself without asking? She and Ding Chuan have a good relationship, but that's only because he is a freshman who has just transferred like himself, so he has a common language.

Thinking that after he came to this school, he only had one friend, Ding Chuan. Although all the gossip pointed to her and Ding Chuan, Xiaoxi still called Ding Chuan in the phone hall, because now she really has no other friends!

After receiving Xiaoxi's call, Ding Chuan ran out without thinking. The two came to the small pavilion in Arashiyama Park together, and Konishi cried to Ding Chuan about what happened to him.

Facing Ming Xiaoxi, who was crying pear blossoms and rain, Ding Chuan was also very unbearable. I had to comfort her and said, "It's okay, our bodies are not afraid of shadows." ”

Konishi stopped crying, glanced up at Ding Chuan, and then cried sadly.

This made Ding Chuan even more helpless, and he hurriedly took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to Xiaoxi. And he said to her, "Don't cry, I should not stop crying if you cry again!" ”

Seeing Ding Chuan's anxious appearance, Ming Xiaoxi actually laughed: "Look at your stupid appearance, you are going to cry, you will definitely be able to summon the wolf!" ”

Ding Chuan smirked and said, "I just don't cry for you, I'm not afraid of the wolf coming, I'm afraid of you crying." ”

Ming Xiaoxi rolled his eyes and said angrily: "Do you mean that I am more terrifying than a wolf?" ”

Ding Chuan hurriedly shook his head and said, "Of course not, I'm afraid you'll be sad." ”

Ming Xiaoxi's face flushed slightly, and he lowered his head and was silent for a long time.

The two of them didn't sit in the small gazebo for a while, and it was dark. Even during the day, there aren't many people in this Arashiyama Park, let alone at night. I heard from the old people in the town that this was originally a mass grave, and all of them were buried in orphaned graves. Later, the government occupied the land for municipal construction, and planned it as a park. However, since it was built, the surrounding residents have rarely come......

A gust of wind blew down from Arashiyama, and Konishi suddenly felt scared in his heart. Ding Chuan also knew that it was not a way for the two of them to stay in this place all the time, so he used all the money on him to open a room in a small hotel near the park.

It's a very run-down little hotel, and the walls on all sides are not very well insulated. A man and a woman in the next room were howling hoarsely, and even the two of them could understand this kind of voice.

Xiaoxi heard this voice, his face turned even redder and purple, and in order to eliminate the embarrassing atmosphere in the room, Ding Chuan turned on the TV. But the picture that popped up on the TV was even more unsightly......

Looking at the picture on TV, Ding Chuan's breathing became a little heavy. And Ming Xiaoxi, who had never seen these things, unconsciously began to beat faster and his palms became hot. The eyes of this pair of boys and girls looked at the content of the TV as if they were fascinated......

I don't know how to start, the fragrant picture and passionate voice made the two young and ignorant teenagers fall, and the already vigorous hormones in their bodies completely erupted!

When they were done, they both lay in bed and were silent. The throbbing, emptiness, and even panic after the first time crept from the bottom of my heart. At this time, Ming Xiaoxi was more "regretful" in her heart, she didn't expect that things would develop into this irreparable situation.

Maybe Ding Chuan saw Xiaoxi's fear, he tried his best to be calm, so he said to Xiaoxi: "Don't be afraid, I will protect you in the future, this is a secret between us, only the two of us know." ”

Xiaoxi raised his head, looked at Ding Chuan, who had the same immature face as himself, nodded lightly and said, "Okay, this is a secret that only you know." ”

After leaving the small hotel, the two of them hurried back to school, as if nothing had happened. After Konishi returned to the dormitory, he called his mother and took the initiative to apologize, admitting that he did not focus on his studies during this time, and similar things would not happen again in the future. Xiaoxi's mother educated her a few more words before hanging up the phone.

Konishi curled her body and nestled on the bed in the dormitory, and her mood couldn't calm down for a long time. When she tasted personnel for the first time, her heart was full of Ding Chuan's figure...... She obviously only regarded him as a good friend, but what had just happened made her feel upset.

After a sleepless night, Ming Xiaoxi came to the classroom with a pair of panda eyes. met Ding Chuan head-on, and his dark circles were worse than his own.

"You ......"

"You ......"

The two of them spoke at the same time, and they looked at each other and smiled.

Since then, in the eyes of teachers and classmates, Ming Xiaoxi and Ding Chuan have become strangers. They are connected in their own peculiar way - by writing letters. Xiaoxi is the representative of the Chinese class, and before the self-study class every day, he is responsible for receiving the Chinese homework of his classmates. At this time, Ding Chuan mixed the letter he had written last night into his homework book. The letter was neither titled nor signed, so it didn't matter if someone else found out.

The two young couples' Hongyan biography was maintained until they were about to graduate from junior high school. When I thought I would go to the same high school again, an accident changed everything......

Ding Chuan stepped into the house for the first time in ten years, and the big portrait of his mother was placed in the middle of the living room. In the photo, she smiled a little stiffly, and there seemed to be a hint of imperceptible fear in her eyes.

People always have to die, but they are divided into good death and dependent death. His mother was the latter...... The doctor at the hospital said that she died of myocardial infarction, but her mother had physical examinations every year, but she never found that there was a heart problem.

In the eyes of others, his mother died suddenly, but in Ding Chuan's heart, he felt that his mother was relieved......

The uncle looked at Ding Chuan with a cold face, and said coldly: "You still know to come back!" ”

"Uncle, I'm ......" Ding Chuan wanted to speak and stopped.

"Why did you say Shu Zhen gave birth to such an unfilial son as you?" Uncle said with a sad face.

Ding Chuan was speechless, he walked to the spiritual seat and silently lit three incense sticks for his mother. The uncle got angry when he saw Ding Chuan not saying a word, and walked away with a snort.

Seeing his uncle leave in a huff, Ding Chuan looked up at his mother's portrait, tears rained down, only to see him kneeling on the ground with a "plop" and crying: "Mom! I was wrong! You shouldn't be guilty of my mistakes! Mom......"

Ding Chuan saw that this morning, Xiaoxi's face was not quite right, so it was inconvenient to ask her in the classroom, but seeing her pale face and trance-like appearance made Ding Chuan very worried.

Finally had a chance, Ding Chuan took advantage of the inattention of others and handed Xiaoxi a small note. It reads: What's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable?

After reading the note, Konishi tore the note casually and did not look at him. This made Ding Chuan even more anxious, and after class, he didn't care if anyone else saw it, so he asked Xiaoxi directly: What's wrong?

Xiao Xi's face was startled, and he hurriedly looked left and right, and found that there was no one around. She looked at Ding Chuan with some hesitation, but she didn't know how to speak, and finally only held back one sentence: "After school, let's go to Lanshan Park." ”

After school, the two of them came to the small pavilion in Arashiyama Park one after the other.

"Konishi, what's wrong with you? Did your mom find out about us? Ding Chuan looked at Xiaoxi's appearance and asked anxiously.

Xiaoxi shook his head and said, "No, she didn't find out, but I feel ...... I feel like I'm ......" Konishi still didn't speak, his face flushed in anger.

Ding Chuan saw that Xiaoxi was anxious, and he was even more anxious: "Say it quickly, what's the feeling?" Is there anything we can't say between the two of us? ”

Xiaoxi was forced to ask in a hurry, so he shouted loudly: "I may be pregnant!" ”

"What?" Ding Chuan was stunned, the word pregnancy was too unfamiliar to him. He was still a child, how could he have known that he would also make children.

When Xiaoxi saw Ding Chuan's expression, his heart was half cold. He said, "Yes, I may be pregnant, what do you say?" ”

"Pregnancy...... You're not mistaken, right? Ding Chuan asked Xiaoxi in a panic.

"Probably not, I haven't been to my aunt for more than 4 months." Konishi said affirmatively.

For more than four months, it didn't happen to be the time when the two of them were in the small hotel, only that time...... The naïve joke is so vicious. Ding Chuan never thought that he would become a father early, he rubbed his hair helplessly, but he still couldn't think of any countermeasures.

"This kid has to be killed." This is the conclusion that Ding Chuan came to after thinking about it for a long time.

Xiaoxi's face changed slightly, and she wanted to object, but she also knew that this was the only way now. She is only 15 years old this year, and Ding Chuan is only one year older than her. With their current ability, it is impossible to even support themselves, let alone feed a child!

So the two made an appointment to go to the hospital next weekend to get the child out. But Xiaoxi is not an adult, and if he goes directly to the hospital for an examination, he will definitely not be able to. After thinking about it, Konishi thought of going to the hospital for a check-up in her mother's name.

After another week, Konishi and Ding Chuan came to the hospital in fear and apprehension. They originally wanted to kill the child and "end it up", but who knew that the doctor said: "The fetus is now 5 months old, and it cannot be aborted, so it can only be induced, and it must be hospitalized for observation for a week after induction." ”

The two of them were dumbfounded when they heard this, how could this be? They come to the hospital on weekends, and if they are hospitalized, then everything will be in trouble! Their hard work was in vain!

The abortion was not completed, and the two had to leave the hospital first. But if you don't find a way to solve this matter, Xiaoxi's stomach really can't be hidden......

To be continued

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