Chapter 108: Letters

Throughout the ages, how many people have poured out the world, but in exchange for a moment of beauty smiling like a flower. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info even some people in the world, just for the beauty to accompany a lifetime.

Some people may scoff at this kind of feeling, and some people disagree with it, but there are still people who are full of emotion and appreciation.

From this point of view, you can know how important it is for a beautiful woman to smile.

Zhang Ziyan's smile at that moment was like a flower, Wang Shengzhe couldn't see it, it was really a pity.

Because, at that moment, she was really beautiful, so beautiful that she had a feeling of being out of the dust and being unconventional.

It's just that this kind of beauty is destined not to stay in the world for a long time.

Because of the wind and snow, the only way to smile is to see the beauty of life. The beauty in the sky is destined to return to heaven.

However, Wang Shengzhe at that time was simply relieved that Zhang Ziyan did not ask himself. In those years, he actually felt satisfied and relaxed just because others didn't question him, he didn't even hear what Zhang Ziyan wanted to say, let alone notice the emotions hidden behind the smile on Zhang Ziyan's face.

This is also the will of God, if it is not fate, how could Wang Shengzhe not notice Zhang Ziyan's abnormality for the sake of temporary laxity?

If Wang Shengzhe noticed, maybe he could guess Zhang Ziyan's thoughts, right? At that time, she must have already made up her mind, right? That kind of bright smile shouldn't have been on her face. It was simply a so-called thing that must be reversed, and if it weren't for the extreme despair, how could she be so happy in this situation.

I believe everyone knows very well what the next sentence is. Perhaps, such a smart woman, from the very beginning, is destined to be unable to escape, this kind of ending?

It's just that, having said that, I didn't find anything, and in the final analysis, Wang Shengzhe is still too young. Even if he didn't see the emotional expression on Zhang Ziyan's face, just listening to Zhang Ziyan's tone, Wang Shengzhe should have noticed it. The ghost sent God, but Wang Shengzhe just didn't hear anything.

It wasn't until a long, long time later that Wang Shengzhe finally woke up after experiencing some things and having a similar mood.

Why didn't Zhang Ziyan feel angry and disappointed at all about her actions at that time.

That's because it's not that you're not angry or disappointed, but that when both anger and disappointment have become meaningless, you don't need to have those two emotions anymore. If you have this effort to get angry or disappointed, it is better to save some effort, don't think so much, but make yourself feel better.

It wasn't until this time that Wang Shengzhe himself really felt that that woman, perhaps, was much worse than the worst situation he expected, right? Wang Shengzhe really didn't understand it at the beginning, perhaps, Zhang Ziyan in front of Wang Shengzhe had already looked down on everything, right?

From the very beginning, Wang Shengzhe contacted her.

Wang Shengzhe could feel it, Zhang Ziyan had been silently sitting and watching Wang Shengzhe approach him, although sometimes he seemed to have a feeling of wanting to get rid of everything, but he never had the kind of action that longed to be saved.

Perhaps, as smart as her, she has already completely seen through Wang Shengzhe and completely understood herself, right? Could she have long thought that the appearance of Wang Shengzhe could only bring some variables to things, but could not bring about some fundamental changes?

And Wang Shengzhe, who approached her cautiously at the beginning, must have looked so funny in her eyes, right?

These are just Wang Shengzhe's own later guesses, in fact, he doesn't know what kind of thoughts Zhang Ziyan has in his heart. Wang Shengzhe only until, since Wang Shengzhe did not respond positively to Zhang Ziyan that time, Zhang Ziyan will never take the initiative to contact Wang Shengzhe again.

Of course, she didn't completely refuse Wang Shengzhe's contact. It's just that every time Wang Shengzhe contacts her, all he can find is that the other party's mental condition is getting worse and worse.

Even the most nervous person knows that this situation is not right. What's more, Wang Shengzhe?

However, Wang Shengzhe painfully found that he had no way at all, he couldn't give the other party what he wanted, and he couldn't do what the other party wanted. Even, even a word of comfort to the other party, Wang Shengzhe himself couldn't say it.

In this way, finally, Wang Shengzhe still waited for the news of Zhang Ziyan's suicide.

It's just that he didn't go to see her for just two days, and Wang Shengzhe learned the news of her suicide from entertainment news. This news unconsciously made Wang Shengzhe's heart darken. To be honest, he had expected this.

It's just that he wanted to stop it, but he didn't succeed.

After leaving that day, her half-joking and half-serious words completely dispelled Wang Shengzhe's desire to continue persuading her.

"Perhaps, it's better for her?" Such a crazy thought spread in Wang Shengzhe's heart, making Wang Shengzhe himself wonder if he was still a staunch suicide opponent.

It's just that it's a little late to talk about these things now, Wang Shengzhe is very annoyed that he couldn't save Zhang Ziyan, but in acquiescing to her own choice, Wang Shengzhe has no regrets. Because Wang Shengzhe's possible remorse was completely dispelled in the letter he received after Zhang Ziyan's suicide.

Wang Shengzhe can still remember that year, when he held the newly received letter in his hand tightly. It must be in the bottom of my heart, unconsciously praising the smart woman.

If she is as careful as she is, she can accurately calculate the time when the letter was sent, and accurately deliver the letter to Wang Shengzhe.

Moreover, on such a letter, there was no trace of Zhang Ziyan herself.

The words are printed, and the shipping address is filled in randomly.

That's right, that's it. But with such a letter, why would Wang Shengzhe believe that such a letter would be sent by Zhang Ziyan? Couldn't this be just a prank?

For such a question, Wang Shengzhe can only tell you with a smile that this is impossible. Because, Zhang Ziyan once said a joke before.

"If I die, I will definitely write to you."

Although it was a joke, Zhang Ziyan's serious tone made people can't help but take it seriously.

"Okay. You have to write it. At that time, Wang Shengzhe also didn't care about it. He simply took this sentence as a joke, Wang Shengzhe at that time still had the dream of saving the other party and made his own efforts. Where to think more about the problems after Zhang Ziyan's death.

Looking back now, Zhang Ziyan had already made such a decision at that time, right?

When receiving such a letter, Wang Shengzhe roughly felt the pain in Zhang Ziyan's heart. Of course, after receiving such a letter, Wang Shengzhe actually didn't feel so terrifying. A dead man writing a letter to himself is not at all terrifying. Because Wang Shengzhe himself knows that there are 10,000 ways to control the sending time of a letter, but the key is to see how you choose.

Although Wang Shengzhe's mood was a little dull, he still didn't know what she would leave for herself in the end.

"The sage himself enlightened."

"When you read this letter, I wonder if you will be disappointed?"

"Probably will?"

"After all, I have failed you for your kindness."

"As early as the beginning when I met you, I knew that you might want me to live well, right?"

"It has to be like this, right?"

Wang Shengzhe, who had just read this that year, couldn't bear to continue to look at it, he couldn't help but raise his head and look at the sky, the sky at that time was gloomy. The sky in Seoul is really gloomy. The air of that season in this city always made Wang Shengzhe himself inevitably feel depressed.

Zhang Ziyan is asking such a question, it is too much of a jerk. If it weren't for that, why did Wang Shengzhe need to do so much?

This question is fundamentally doubting Wang Shengzhe's purpose, is it possible, can Wang Shengzhe just go to play?

It's just that for such a problem, Wang Shengzhe can't afford to complain about Zhang Ziyan at all.

He understands that for her, it has taken a lot of courage to be willing to believe in a person like Wang Shengzhe again.

She is like this, and so is Wang Shengzhe.

It took Wang Shengzhe a long time to calm down and continue reading.

ps1: The article mentions the world, and I can't help but insert a digression here, left in history, the notorious King Zhou You, as a king, he is undoubtedly disqualified. I don't have a good impression of the kings of the dynasties who are overridden by foreign races. But what about such a King of Zhou You, for his praise? There are many things that you can't make a conclusion to judge, we all know that empathy understanding, empathy understanding, what position you stand on, what angle you can see. But many people are simply standing on their own feet, holding high the moral stick to scare people. Everyone is an adult and knows that they should be responsible for their own words. For many things, when you don't understand, you don't have the right to judge too much, what people say is what they say, this kind of thing is the funniest, right? What this person said on the Internet is true, so what another person says a little bad must be false? That's not the case, is it? Recently, I have really scared a lot of one-sided public opinion on the Internet, and this kind of thing is really terrifying. Everything has to be tied to a big flag to suppress people, it can only reflect the weakness of the heart, right?

Isn't this interlude even more frightening? Hey.

PS2: I'm really sorry for the comments that the tanuki is too watery, and I was so scared that my cat's tail was crooked.

I thought I must treat myself to a few days without Coke. But,Nagging is natural.,Anyone who's played the game with me knows.,I'm born a bb capable chatterbox.,And,Super can't speak.,I'm complaining to myself about the whole team.。 Cover your face and be ashamed...... Of course, I still don't type and spray people, I'm a good teammate in China, although my heart is sprayed to death, and my mouth is scolded, but I have never typed to appease my teammates' good baby, although I have a huge pit.

Of course, thank you all for your comments, at least, your comments let me know what my problems are and give me room for improvement. In these chapters, sometimes, I bring in all my feelings, so that I can use my book as a diary to see how I felt at that time, and I hope everyone will be in the sea.

I myself was my first reader. Hey.

PS3: In addition, regarding the recent deterioration of diplomatic relations between China and South Korea, I can only say that I like some of the friendly stars in South Korea, but, no matter what the situation, first of all, I am a staunch fan of the country.