Li Shuo felt the person in his arms breathing hard, but gradually quieted down, and he let go of his hand tremblingly.

Wen Xiaohui turned around and hugged him, holding back his voice, but the tears fell uncontrollably, his shoulders twitched, and his heart was full of anger and pity.

Li Shuo couldn't describe his mood at the moment. He couldn't tell which was heavier, sadness, embarrassment or anger, he only knew that he had experienced for the first time what it was like to have his heart hollowed out and his body cold.

Zhao Jinxin knew his mind from beginning to end, and he was playing with him from beginning to end.

From beginning to end, only he was confused, entangled, and struggling, while Zhao Jinxin watched from the sidelines.

When he proposed to rebuild trust, when he proposed to live together, and when he proposed to separate, Zhao Jinxin clearly knew what he was thinking and wanting, but he didn't want to give it, but he didn't "have enough". It wasn't until there was nothing else to do in the end that he resorted to a trick to "confess".

Thinking about Zhao Jinxin's affectionate style at that time, he was moved by his surprise, and he was about to vomit.

What kind of cold heart can we do this to others?

He Li Shuo has been generous and kind to others all his life, and the only two who have been deliberately hurt are the brothers in this space, one of whom is still the person he thinks is happy with each other.

The big boy who was always coquettish in front of him, Zhao Jinxin, who could not hide his flaws even if he was occasionally bad, was trampling on his feelings with the people he hated the most about the weather, as if they were cheap enough to appear only in small talk, as if Zhao Jinxin did not care how his enemies would mock and despise him, as if his dignity was worthless.

No one has ever been able to humiliate him to this extent, and this person is actually the person he likes?

Thinking of the past, his tolerance, concession, and patient management, remembering that he swore in front of Xiaohui that he would "tame" Zhao Jinxin, and remembering that the two of them have worked hard for Zhao Jinxin's birthday these days, and now Zhao Jinxin has slapped him countless times in front of his most disgusted enemies and closest friends.

Li Shuo felt his heart and lungs explode, and he wanted to leave the place immediately, but his legs felt like they had been nailed to the floor, and he couldn't move.

Go now, leave, get out of here, don't let him see it, won't give him another chance to humiliate you......

"Li Shuo, let him go."

A voice mixed with coldness was like a sharp sword from another time and space, slashing through the quiet night, and the money echoed in the empty corridor, making Li Shuo and Wen Xiaohui stiff, and in the ward across the door, there was suddenly no sound.

Li Shuo turned his head, behind them, I don't know when stood a handsome and handsome young man, his white jade-like skin still looked so transparent in the dim light, and his lips were a little sickly pale, but a pair of deep eyes were unusually sharp and bright, with a depth far beyond his age, as if he could pierce the flesh and skin, pointing directly at people's hearts, he looked so good-looking, but he had a unique cold temperament.

Luo Yi ......

Wen Xiaohui came back to his senses: "Luo Yi, you, why are you ......?"

"You said you'll be back in three days." Luo Yi looked at Li Shuo gloomily, "You didn't say you were with him. ”

The door of the ward was pushed open, and Zhao Jinxin ran out in a panic.

Li Shuo's back froze, he didn't have the courage to turn back, for the first time in his life, he felt so helpless and vulnerable that he had to hold Wen Xiaohui's hand.

Wen Xiaohui wiped away his tears fiercely: "Luo Yi, I'll explain to you later." ”

When everyone didn't react, he picked up the trash can beside him with one hand and smashed it towards Zhao Jinxin.

Zhao Jinxin's face turned blue and dodged away.

"Zhao Jinxin, I'm your ancestors for eighteen generations!" Wen Xiaohui yelled in a voice that didn't match his feminine and beautiful appearance at all, and then raised his fist and was about to pounce.

Li Shuo bit his lip, awakened all his sanity with pain, and then put on the last armament, sideways in front of Wen Xiaohui, and said softly: "Okay, let's not make trouble." ”

"Zhao Jinxin, you immoral brute, stinky fool, I'll fuck your uncle." Wen Xiaohui was like a little beast that was completely enraged, and he roared and scolded with his teeth and claws, "Zhao Jinxin-"

Luo Yi walked over, unceremoniously pushed Li Shuo away, hugged Wen Xiaohui and took a few steps back, frowned at Li Shuo, and then looked at Zhao Jinxin: "What are you crazy about?" Who messed with you? ”

"He, just him!" Wen Xiaohui pointed at Zhao Jinxin, "Lao Tzu will kill you!" He kicked the air and wanted to pounce up, but Luo Yi was holding him in his arms and couldn't move.

"Xiaohui." Li Shuo increased his volume, "I'll handle it myself, okay?" ”

Wen Xiaohui looked at Li Shuo, tears swirling in his eyes again, his face full of anger and grievances.

Li Shuo took a deep breath, turned around, and faced Zhao Jinxin.

Zhao Jinxin's eyes were unusually gloomy: "Li Shuo......"

Li Shuo straightened his clothes, he didn't force himself to laugh, he couldn't even pretend to laugh now: "Zhao Jinxin, I'm a little curious, when will you have enough fun?" ”

"I ......" Zhao Jinxin's tongue was like a knot, Ren was usually sharp, but at this time there was no use at all, Li Shuo's gray eyes were like an invisible hand, choking his throat.

"I had a holiday with Shao Qun, but it's still good to you, our family is still a world friend, is it fun to tease me?" With every word Li Shuo uttered, he felt blood dripping somewhere in his body, and Zhao Jinxin stabbed him in the heart, and he turned over the flesh with his own hands and dried it under a clear clear sky for everyone to see, the one he hated and the one he liked.

How can it hurt so much? How could you be so desperate......

Zhao Jinxin clenched his fists, still unable to make a sound.

Li Shuo held on to his last dignity, and pretended to shrug his shoulders easily: "Don't worry, I Li Shuo can afford to play at any time, and I will never let you have the trouble of 'not being able to get rid of', out of this hospital, don't let me see you again." He said lightly, "It's disgusting." ”

Zhao Jinxin's face turned white in an instant, and he looked at Li Shuo deeply, and the emotions in his eyes were quite complicated.

Li Shuo turned around and strode forward with all the pride in his life.

"Uncle Lai." Zhao Jinxin whispered, and the voice was aggrieved.

Li Shuo's eyes were wet almost instantly.

But he did not hesitate, did not look back, and stayed away from Zhao Jinxin step by step.

How he walked towards Zhao Jinxin, how to leave.

Wen Xiaohui glared at Zhao Jinxin with hatred on his face: "Cheap-people, I wish you to go to hell soon." He turned around and was about to chase Li Shuo.

Luo Yi took Wen Xiaohui's hand, with a look of indifference, Wen Xiaohui calmed down a little: "Go." ”

Entering the elevator, Li Shuo leaned on the elevator car in frustration and closed his eyes tiredly.

"Brother Li!" Wen Xiaohui held his arm, "Are you okay?" Don't pay attention to what that brute said, he is not worthy of you for 10,000, he and Shao Qun are all the way! ”

Li Shuo looked at him lightly, only to feel that there was a trance in front of him, he looked at Wen Xiaohui's lips moving, but he didn't react enough to what he was talking about.

Luo Yi coughed lightly and said coldly: "Brother Xiaohui, if you get close to him, I'm going to be angry." ”

"You'll be talking about it later." Wen Xiaohui said without looking back.

Luo Yi narrowed his eyes, glared at Li Shuo, and then squatted down with the elevator, letting out a painful gasp in his throat.

Wen Xiaohui was stunned for a moment, hurriedly ran over, and said nervously, "What's wrong with you, baby?" Did you hit a wound? Who the let you run here, looking for a beating. ”

Luo Yi hugged Wen Xiaohui: "It hurts." ”

"I'll register you downstairs, how did you promise me last time? Definitely not to be discharged from the hospital casually. ”

"You said you would come back in three days, but you won't come back in five days, I checked, and the person surnamed Li also came, what do you make me think."

"Think about Mao, I want to really be able to do it with him, and it will be your turn, you didn't have any hair at that time."

Luo Yi □□ again.

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about you." Wen Xiaohui helped him up.

Li Shuo looked at them indifferently, the two people he once felt that he should not be together the most can now make him feel envious, compared to how sad and ridiculous his feelings should be. He said weakly: "Xiaohui, you take him to register, I'll go back to the hotel first, don't worry about me, I'm fine." ”

"But ......"

Li Shuo reluctantly held the corners of his mouth and smiled slightly: "I want to stay alone for a while." ”

Wen Xiaohui nodded with red eyes.

The hospital is very close to the hotel, less than 200 meters. But those 200 meters seemed to be the longest stretch of his life, his legs were weak, his steps were vain, and he was afraid that he would fall.

I am afraid that only in the toddler period of life will there be such weakness and powerlessness, but when a young child falls, he will get pity and encouragement, he is already this age, and if he falls, he will only gain sympathy and ridicule.

He resisted sympathy, hated ridicule, but met all over the place overnight.

After 34 years of living smoothly and blessedly, he was emotionally toyed with by a big boy who was 11 years younger than him, and he deserved to be sympathized and ridiculed.

He was so stupid that he was ashamed of himself.

Back at the hotel, Li Shuo packed his luggage, ripped off the bow tie around his neck, threw the book he had just read to Zhao Jinxin last night into the trash, and then left the room with his luggage.

Walking into the elevator, he was supposed to press the first floor, but his eyes went all the way up, staying on the number 32, and he pressed it by magic.

Walking out of the elevator door, he looked at the double open solid wood door at the end of the corridor, it was the best suite in this hotel, and it was also the most familiar hotel suite in his life, so familiar that as long as he closed his eyes, the layout, structure, and furniture placement of the room were clear to him, and he spent a lot of time in it every day in the past week, just to give the person he liked a birthday surprise.

But Zhao Jinxin gave him a slap in the face.

He walked to the suite and swiped open the door with his key card.

The room is full of romantic balloons, streamers, hearts, flowers, candles, graffiti, and hundreds of cute sheep puppets on the ground, almost covering the entire room, they all have curly horns, hairy bodies and little black bean-like eyes, all of which are cute and cute.

Surrounded by little sheep, at the center is a dining table covered with a white tablecloth with two sets of delicately embossed bone china cutlery.

Li Shuo seriously recalled that in the past relationship, although he had always been generous, he had never taken such pains with anyone, and he was full of joy and expectation to do something that was not pragmatic, purely romantic, and he was not tired at all, he probably would never have the opportunity to experience it again.

He laid down his luggage, took off his blazer, unbuttoned a few buttons, rolled up his sleeves, and then strode over the fluffy little sheep, picked up the stool, and smashed the table.

The loud sound of the collision was like the beating of the drum of battle, which instantly stimulated all the madness in his body, and he took turns on the stool, smashing the qiē that he and Wen Xiaohui carefully selected and arranged, the flowers on the wall, the vases that can be seen everywhere, the small decorations with heart, the heart-shaped candlesticks, murals, ribbons, curtains, everything he can destroy, all the things that leave traces of stupid things he has done, he has used all means to destroy.

He threw down the stool, picked up the graffiti paint bucket, and splashed it everywhere, especially the innocent-looking sheep puppets, whose snow-white fur was instantly dyed with a flowery green color, soaked in patches of paint, and then embedded in a messy background, which looked like a flood of sorrow.

Finally, Li Shuo, who had exhausted his strength, sat down against the wall, he looked at his hands, they were scratched at some point, and they were stained with some paint, dirty, and he looked at the suite that he had destroyed again, and the more he looked, the more blurry his eyes became.

Why make yourself so wolf for the sake of an unworthy person......

Li Shuo closed his eyes, something hot and moist slid down his cheeks, and he slammed the back of his head against the wall, and for a moment, he longed for the pain to divert the sharp pain in his heart, but to no avail.

It's ugly, it's ugly.

The way he is now is the last thing he wants to be in his life.

He staggered to his feet, grabbed the box and left the room.

He left a blank check at the hotel front desk and walked away without looking back.

When Zhao Jinxin returned to the hotel, it was already late.

He didn't expect Li Shuo to still be in the hotel, but when he returned to the guest room and looked at the empty room, he still felt extremely lost.

He simply packed his luggage and wanted to change his room, if he stayed here all the time, he would inevitably be cranky.

After tidying up, he found a book in the trash.

It was read to him by Li Shuo last night, in order to create an atmosphere, and suddenly shouted in his ear from time to time, how could he be scared by this kind of thing, just to tease Li Shuo.

He picked up the book and looked at the terrifying and bloody cover in silence, the book still had obvious signs of folding, and he could even imagine Li Shuo's slender fingers holding the pages, elegant and sexual. He took the book and turned to his box, but he paused halfway through, and finally, he turned around and threw the book back in the trash.

What do you do with a boring book?

He picked up the box and left the room.

As soon as the elevator door opened, there were six or seven cleaners standing inside, all with full equipment in their hands, almost crowding the elevator, Zhao Jinxin frowned, but still walked in, only to find that the elevator was going upstairs, but the door was closed.

"I think it's mentally abnormal." An aunt said.

"But I heard Xiaoli say that he is very handsome and handsome, his words and deeds are fine, and he is very rich."

Zhao Jinxin froze.

"It's this kind of talent who can be perverted, it's all played like this on TV, otherwise why would you arrange the room like that and smash it, and splash a room of paint, scared to death."

"You can imagine it too much, you must be out of love, then it looks like you're going to celebrate your girlfriend's birthday, ouch, it's such a waste of things."

Zhao Jinxin clenched his suitcase, and watched the number of the elevator jump to the top floor, and he walked out with the group of cleaners.

The door at the end of the hallway was wide open, and he could see the splattered paint on the wall, and the decorated petals on the messy wall, which he could vaguely make out "Happy Birthday" and his English name. His heart tightened, his breath trembled, and he walked to the suite step by step.

The suite is really scary, I don't know what kind of anger can have such a destructive power, which makes people feel extremely depressed.

"Sir, we have to clean the room, don't watch the excitement here."

"Who's going to have a room here?" Zhao Jinxin opened his mouth and found that his voice was shaking.

"A guest who just checked out, oops, lost a lot of money, I don't know what he was thinking."

Zhao Jinxin's gaze fell on the pile of sheep puppets soaked in paint.

Today is his birthday, he was actually busy forgetting, his mother called him in the morning, he remembered, he didn't expect Li Shuo to know......

No wonder he looks so good today and wears a nice bow tie......

Zhao Jinxin recalled Li Shuo's appearance, and the corners of his mouth raised, but he remembered the pain and submission hidden in Li Shuo's eyes, and he couldn't laugh anymore.

He put down the box and weaved through the mess, not caring about the paint ruining his shoes and trousers. Even now that it's a garbage dump, he can roughly restore how beautiful they look in his mind.

He looked at his watch, it was not yet 12 o'clock, today he originally had a romantic surprise birthday, and a gentle and perfect lover.

But now there is nothing.

He crouched down and picked up a sheep puppet.

It was the cleanest of all the puppets, with only a little paint stain on it, and most of its fur was still white and soft, with a cute smile.

Zhao Jinxin pressed the little sheep to his chest and lowered his head heavily.

A doting voice echoed in my head, saying "lamb". It was his own voice.

Li Shuo got off the plane, returned home in the dust, took a hot shower, fell on the bed, and slept in the dark.

When he woke up again, it was already noon the next day, and he slept for almost 24 hours, but he still felt very tired, as if he couldn't wash away the fatigue no matter how much he rested, and his head was also groggy, and he didn't want to do anything, so he lay on the bed in a daze.

I don't know how long it took for the doorbell to ring.

It was like a heavenly sound, and it took him a long time to reach his ears, and from his ears to the nerves in his brain realized that it was a doorbell, and it seemed like it had been a century.

Li Shuo got up from the bed and staggered to open the door.

Wen Xiaohui was holding two large plastic bags in his hands, standing at the door and looking at him, as if he was relieved.

Li Shuo said softly, "You're back." ”

"I called you and turned off my phone for a day, I want to scare me to death." Wen Xiaohui squeezed in without saying anything.

Li Shuo smiled self-deprecatingly: "What are you worried about, I'm such a big person." "Don't worry about him not being able to think about it, it's ridiculous.

"I'm just worried about you, who can get better when something so disgusting happens." Wen Xiaohui opened the Shuo material bag and took out the food and drink in one go, "I saw that you didn't eat, and your face was too ugly." ”

Li Shuo scratched his hair: "I'm sorry to let you see this, I'll go wash my face." ”

Wen Xiaohui turned around and said softly: "Brother Li, we have been friends for so many years, you have seen me the most wolf-like, you didn't laugh at me, and you helped me so much, if you really treat me as a friend, don't force yourself in front of me, okay." ”

Li Shuo looked at him in a daze, and then nodded slightly, he really didn't have the strength to pretend to be chic, he felt tired even walking.

Wen Xiaohui pursed his lips and smiled: "I can't cook well, so I won't poison you, I packed a lot of food, it tastes very good, let's eat together." ”

Li Shuo faced a table of delicacies, but he didn't have any appetite, and he didn't feel hungry, it was really strange.

Wen Xiaohui stuffed the chopsticks into his hand: "Eat, do you want me to feed you?" ”

Li Shuo picked up a piece of meat and stuffed it into his mouth, but he couldn't taste it, he didn't want Wen Xiaohui to worry, and he didn't intend to starve himself to death, so he reluctantly ate it.

"These days, if you don't want to go out, I'll bring you food, and I'll accompany you by the way."

Li Shuo looked up at him: "If you come to accompany me, will Luo Yi agree?" ”

Hearing this, Wen Xiaohui's expression became a little twisted, he shrugged his shoulders, and pretended to be relaxed: "Oh, even if you make a fuss, he can't do anything to me anyway." ”

Li Shuo said softly: "Xiaohui, thank you, but I really don't have any big deals, just rest for a few days, don't make it difficult for you." ”

"Nothing difficult to do, you don't have to care." Wen Xiaohui sandwiched a piece of pork ribs for him, "Eat this, it's delicious, after eating and watching a movie, I brought a bunch of comedy." ”

After eating, Wen Xiaohui pulled Li Shuo to watch the movie, Li Shuo always felt dizzy and couldn't watch any plot, and halfway through the movie, Wen Xiaohui let him go to sleep.

Li Shuo was lying on the bed, listening to Wen Xiaohui busy cleaning up his room, and his heart was very moved. It's good to have someone around, making a lot of noise, but it's a pity that this person doesn't belong to him, no one belongs to him, he is still a person after all.