Mei Ru came back in the middle of the year, and as soon as she came back, she had to go to Emperor Yanchang to communicate with her. Fu Zheng was waiting for her in the palace. At that time, Mei Ru was dressed in a Qingluo official uniform, and walked far along the vermilion road, like a cloud in the sky, floating through his heart, pulling out a lot of panic.

Thinking of the confrontation that day, Fu Zheng was so nervous that he didn't even dare to look into this person's eyes.

Walking to the front, Mei Ru blessed her body and called, "Lord Wang." Her voice was calm as usual, and there was nothing unusual on her face, but the confrontation that day was clearly still there.

Fu Zheng was uneasy and looked at her several times.

Facing his gaze, Mei Ru said calmly: "Lord, I have some important matters that I want to go back to the house to discuss with you." ”

Although there was a little alienation in her words that she hadn't seen for a long time, it was enough to soothe the anxiety that Fu Zheng had accumulated in his heart for half a year. Fu Zheng had been worried for so long, in front of this person, he was careful and cautious with every breath, for fear that he would see Mei Ru's resistance. Until now, until he heard her say such things, Fu Zheng reluctantly calmed down.

Walking beside Mei Ru, Fu Zheng quietly lowered his eyes.

This time, Mei Ru tanned a lot, and the whole person lost a lot of weight, but the soft black hair was coiled up and tied properly with hostas, which was still neat and bright. The face in front of him overlapped with the thoughts in his heart, and Fu Zheng's eyes were slightly hot. She's back, better than anything else.

Fu Zheng retracted his gaze, and in the deep palace, the two walked side by side.

In the palace of King Yan, the pond full of lotus flowers has now grown pink or white buds, crowded in the bustling lotus leaves, all lively and vibrant. Mei Ru leaned against the fence of the water pavilion, and on the side were her favorite snacks and melons and fruits. The breeze was blowing, the pearls in her ears and a few strands of broken hair that had fallen, Mei Ru watched quietly, not knowing what she was thinking.

Fu Zheng was beside him, and he didn't speak, this kind of tranquility was rare, and he didn't want to break it.

After a long time, Mei Rufang turned to him and said, "Lord Wang, I only heard about you when I came back today." Mei Ru was referring to Fu Zheng's revocation of military power by Emperor Yanchang at the beginning of the year, and this person had been idle in the mansion for more than half a year. Mei Ru also learned about this when she had just entered the palace.

didn't expect her to take the initiative to mention those court disputes, Fu Zheng said "um" and said with relief: "You don't have to worry. "Now that the East Palace is empty, everyone is eyeing it, and it is not a bad thing for him to lie dormant for a while.

After a moment of silence, Mei Ru said, "Lord Wang, I occasionally inquired about an old matter over there this time. ”

"What's the matter?" Fu Zheng was curious.

Mei Ru's mind was slightly in a trance. Fu Zheng didn't urge her, just guarded quietly. After a while, Mei Ru blinked and said softly: "That year, I was an envoy to Xiqiang, and I was attacked at the embassy. At that time, they all thought that it was the Xiqiang rebels who were responsible, but only after this time did I know that the abolished prince was still colluding with Northern Liao. Back then, Fu Zheng fought all the way to the capital of Xiqiang and made great achievements. The prince naturally didn't want to see it, so he wanted to take the opportunity to kill him. If he can't kill Fu Zheng, he can also take advantage of the situation to suppress this person in the court and treat him for the crime of being unfavorable.

Clinker didn't die that time, Mei Ru didn't die either, he also took off an arm for her and stripped off a piece of meat......

Mei Ru blinked again, looking to the side with a faint look. The water waves are swaying, and her eyes are also full of water.

Fu Zheng was silent. He wanted to pat Mei Ru's weak shoulder and clasped his hands, but he didn't dare after all. After a long while, he asked, "Did you tell your father about this?" ”

Mei Ru shook her head, she said: "My father still loves the abolished prince in his heart, and now that Bao Hui and his relatives are imminent, there will naturally be more reluctance and apology for them." I listened to the meaning of my father's words today, and it seems that I want to abolish the crown prince again. ”

This kind of court event came out of her mouth, and her tone was calm and indifferent, which was really not like the Mei Ru she used to be. She has a city government and her own scheming, and once upon a time, she was able to deceive him...... Fu Zheng looked at the person in front of him, and suddenly felt that he didn't know a little much. Mei Ru seems to have grown up all of a sudden, she has been reborn and transformed into a woman who no longer needs his protection, she is really different. Fu Zheng lost his mind for a moment.

Mei Ru smiled lightly and asked, "Why does the prince think of me like this?" ”

She laughed, calmly and detachedly, never again with the playful and savage energy that she had before.

Fu Zheng was a little uncomfortable, and he even began to lose sight of her. Those depressions made him feel even more uncomfortable, and Fu Zheng held her hand. The summer night is cool and breezy, and her hands are cold. Led by him and warmed in the palm of his hand, Mei Ru was stunned for a moment, her face was still pale and she didn't break away. Fu Zheng said: "Follow-up, what are you thinking?" ”

Looking at Fu Zheng calmly, Mei Ru replied very bluntly: "I want to kill that person with my own hands." ”

She wanted to kill the deposed prince with her own hands and avenge the dead person in her heart.

Listening to such undisguised hatred, Fu Zheng couldn't help but be frightened. Mei Ru is stubborn and stubborn, Fu Zheng couldn't be clearer. He looked at Meiru, and Meiru looked at him.

As if seeing through Fu Zheng's worries, Mei Ru smiled: "I won't do anything stupid." ”

After a pause, Mei Ru asked again: "Lord Wang, how are you injured?" ”

Even if Fu Zheng in front of her is no longer the innocent person in her heart, even if he deceives her in every way, Mei Ru owes him in this life after all. This person traveled thousands of miles to save her from the empress, and recommended her to the emperor as an official, and he also defended her everywhere outside...... Mei Ru didn't want to owe him anything, and every time she thought about it, she felt uneasy.

Suddenly hearing her long-lost concern, Fu Zheng paused for a moment, and said happily: "My body has long been fine." ”

Mei Ru didn't continue, the conversation changed, and only said: "Today, my father asked about the specific situation in the north by the way, so I picked up some important suggestions, and my father will summon you to the palace to discuss in the next few days." ”

Since Fu Zheng was feared to be taken back from the military power at the beginning of the year, she looked for an opportunity to give him the military power again, and they were already tied together after all, and they had to help each other in front of the emperor.

Fu Zheng naturally understood the meaning of Mei Ru's words, and looking at the person in front of him, Fu Zheng felt more and more strange to her.

Mei Ru has her own world and her own mind, and she is really getting farther and farther away from him. For this person, Fu Zheng can no longer reach him, and he may need to borrow from Mei Ru in the future. After all, Fu Zheng came from a humble background, and Mei Ru was the daughter of the Guogong Mansion, and she was the disciple of Mr. Pingyang, and Emperor Yanchang had always liked it.

His former little girl has completely become a phoenix.

Fu Zheng's heart was empty. The wind at the water's edge blew gently, and he clenched his hands and carefully wrapped his arms around Mei Ru's shoulders.

Mei Ru's body stiffened, and she slowly lowered her head.

Knowing that this person was soft-hearted, Fu Zheng kissed her hair, Mei Ru lowered her eyes and didn't speak.

The sky is so high, she is so small, what she can do now is to slowly pay off the person she owes in this life, and pay it back to the day when the two don't owe each other. Mei Ru thought so.

Time flies like a white horse, after Princess Baohui took the initiative to make peace, the prince was reinstated, and the Yan Wangfu has always been as outsiders see, the Yan King is favored, rich and glorious, but Fu Zheng has no heirs under his knees. Empress Li was quite complaining about this. At that time, Mei Ru was already an official position of the fourth grade, in charge of teaching. She is proficient in various Tibetan languages, and has traveled around all over the years, with a wide range of knowledge, and has countless students, and is highly valued by Emperor Yanchang. Coupled with Fu Zheng's strength, Queen Li can't do anything with Mei Ru at all.

On the day of Emperor Yanchang's death, Fu Zheng led the army to force the palace, and the prince was bound in the East Palace. should have hanged this person directly, Fu Zheng gave an order, and his subordinates directly blocked the prince's mouth, and Fu Zheng walked out of the room with an expressionless face.

I saw Mei Ru standing outside.

She wore plain clothes, did not wear any jewelry, her thin figure was solemn, and her bright face was heavy.

She also held a delicate dagger in her hand, heavy, no matter where she went all these years, Meiru had always carried it with her.

After thanking Fu Zheng, Mei Ru walked in without saying a word with a cold face.

She is so stubborn and so stubborn, she has never forgotten Jì all these years. Fu Zheng saw it in his eyes, and his eyes were slightly hot. He was waiting for her outside. Soon the man's sullen and painful struggles could be heard inside. It was a dying howl, Fu Zheng had killed countless people, he was too familiar with it.

It was a long time before Mei Ru came out. Her hands were trembling at her sides, and the dagger she was holding tightly was covered with dull blood, falling to the ground drop after drop, extending a path of blood behind Mei Ru, and her face and clothes were also splashed with blood.

Mei Ru didn't realize it, she stared straight ahead, her eyes were stunned, and she only looked ahead.

Her whole body was still trembling slightly.

Fu Zheng took off the dagger in her hand, wiped the blood clean with a brocade hand, and then gestured to the people beside her.

The prince's body was quickly dragged out with his head covered. The man's body was full of knives, one after another, and he was ruthless, all of which were Mei Ru's hatred.

She hated him so much, how could she not hate him?

Mei Ru squatted on the ground and hugged herself and cried. She cried heartbreakingly. The cry pierced through the clouds and cracked stones, tugging at people's fragile hearts. The tears fell, mixed with the blood on his face, and finally turned into a silent wail.

Fu Zheng picked her up. Meiru was still crying. No one knew what she was crying about, except Fu Zheng.

Mei Ru was tired of crying and passed out.

Mei Ru slept for two whole days before waking up. She was so tired that she couldn't lift any energy anymore, and she didn't bother to ask about the official business of the Translation Embassy. The breath in her bones that had supported her until now dissipated, and Mei Ru's body collapsed.

Half a month later, Emperor Daxing entered the earth, Fu Zheng officially ascended the throne, and Li Meiru was the queen, and the queen was given a treasure seal and a treasure book.

On the night of the enthronement ceremony, the little eunuch beside Mei Ru came to invite Fu Zheng. Hearing that it was Mei Ru who invited him, Fu Zheng was anxious and hurried over. During these days, she was not in good health, and she kept saying that she wanted to recuperate, and Fu Zheng didn't dare to go over to quarrel with her when she didn't see outsiders.

Mei Ru did not stay in Kunning Palace, she was in Yanxi Palace.

The candles in the inner room are faint, and Mei Ru is the same as back then, but her face is becoming more and more pale, and her eyebrows and eyes are wrapped in indelible tiredness. She was really tired, and she smiled at Fu Zheng reluctantly, and Mei Rufu said, "Congratulations, congratulations." ”

Fu Zheng hurriedly helped her up and said, "You are not in good health, rest quickly." ”

Mei Ru smiled and said softly to him, "Your Majesty, I want to go." ”

"Let's go?" Fu Zheng was stunned for a moment, and asked puzzledly, "Where to go?" ”

Mei Ru was stunned for a moment, and said with a faint smile: "He has been alone for so long, I want to accompany him." ”

Who else could he be? Fu Zheng's heart jumped, grabbed her hand and said in a panic: "Follow the rules, you said you wouldn't leave." ”

Mei Ru was still stunned, silent for a long time, and then she said helplessly: "I promised Your Majesty not to leave." But now His Majesty has achieved his wish, and I stay in the harem, facing the red walls and green tiles all day long, only to feel that I will not be happy for eternity. Your Majesty, my health is not very good, and I don't have much time, so I want to accompany him. ”

Mei Ru said very calmly, she looked at Fu Zheng with a pair of eyes, and her peach blossom eyes were faintly red.

For so many years, she rarely begged him.

She helped him, helped him, she also cared about him, they never quarreled again, but it was just peace between husband and wife, Mei Ru's heart was already full of a person, and she couldn't tolerate him in her previous life. He couldn't go in.

Fu Zheng only felt sad, she had been by his side for more than ten years, but now, she really wanted to leave. "Follow," Fu Zheng said hopelessly, "I am him." ”

Mei Ru shook her head in a daze, "No, Your Majesty." Mei Ru said firmly, "He may be you, but you are not him." After being silent, Mei Ru said with tears in her eyes: "Your Majesty, you can't stand me in the past life, and I can't stand you in this life, we are clear, okay?" ”

"No, it's all because I can't stand you." Fu Zheng stroked her broken hair and said.

Mei Ru smiled lightly, and she said to Fu Zheng: "If there is an afterlife, don't come to me again, I don't want to remember the past anymore, Your Majesty, we are really clear, okay?" ”

She smiled so lightly that he couldn't catch it at all, Fu Zheng's eyes were red: "Xunxun, I don't deserve to be the emperor anymore, I'll go with you." ”

Mei Ru said sadly: "Your Majesty, but now I just want to be alone with him for a while." ”

Fu Zheng cried and kissed Mei Ru. Mei Ru also cried and whimpered.

In these long two lifetimes, they kept entangled together, Mei Ru felt so tired, she no longer hated him, but she didn't want to see this person again.

……

Outside the Ten Mile Pavilion, Fu Zheng saw her off.

Mei Ru earnestly made a courtesy. She was wearing a plain jacket, only a hairpin between her temples, and her figure was faint, with only two big maids and a coachman. Fu Zheng held back his tears and helped her up. Mei Ru smiled and got back into the car. The curtain fell, and Mei Ru never showed up again.

The carriage gradually moved away, and Fu Zheng stood there alone, not leaving for a long time.

The sound of Liuqin's farewell came from the car, and the sound was like a ringing that went up and down, wrapping around the tip of his heart, and Fu Zheng's eyes were scarlet.

He's gone and never comes back.

Since then, Fu Zheng has received secret reports from spies every other day, where Mei Ru has gone and where she has gone. In the secret report, she went all the way north and stopped at the Huiliao River. And the last secret report Fu Zheng received was that Mei Ru died.

She jumped headlong into the river and died for the man in her heart.

She had left him alone for so long, and now she was finally with him.

Fu Zheng is going crazy. He hurried to pick her up all night. Merru's body was pale, and she slept there quietly, with the pearl earrings in her ears. The pearl hung down weakly, making her face even paler. But there was a smile on the corner of her mouth.

Holding the person who had already cooled down, Fu Zheng cried silently.

……

Fu Zheng's eyes were vague and hazy. There was a lively sound of firecrackers in his ears, very noisy, very chaotic, he fixed his mind, and then looked over, only to see the dowry carried out of the Dingguo Mansion like flowing water. The person next to him said enviously: "It is worthy of marrying a girl in the Guogong Mansion, and she is very arrogant." ”

Fu Zheng was suspicious of which girl the Guogong Mansion would marry, and a person next to him had already said: "The third girl married His Royal Highness King Yan, this marriage is really happy and enviable." ”

Fu Zheng was stunned, and walked through the crowded crowd of people watching the excitement, only to find that the person who was at the front, riding on a high-headed horse, was himself!

The man smiled happily, exactly like he had that year, and his dark eyes were full of smiles.

Fu Zheng was also very happy in his heart, he wanted to possess the past, but suddenly, he paused again.

As Mei Ru said, if there is an afterlife, don't come to me......

Her greatest wish was to never see him again.

Fu Zheng was stunned there, with a lively and noisy noise in his ears, for a long time, he just floated in the crowd and watched quietly.

On the night of the candles in the cave room, in the falling red curtain was a pair of obsessed figures, with a broken and suppressed gasp, enough to listen to the blush and heartbeat.

Fu Zheng turned his back.

The man had once blossomed the most delicate and seductive flowers under him, and so it is now. She poisoned him and fell into the Gu, and he will never be able to leave. He should be happy for them, at least the two of them don't have those entangled misery in this life. And without him at the beginning, Mei Ru would not be uncomfortable, she would not be humble, and she would not be wolf, she would only be happy.

Fu Zheng smiled and floated to Lixue Hall alone.

Lixue Hall was empty, empty, and there was not a single smote of people. Because of the prince's wedding, the word Xi was also pasted and red silk was hung, but it was still empty, empty and cold.

Fu Zheng stood on the edge of the bed and watched for a long time. She became his woman here, and she was also here to be gentle with him, and she felt sorry for him, and she was willing to coax him...... Those past scenes are re-screened, Fu Zheng's heart hurts. She left him memories of two lifetimes, and never wanted to see him again. He will never find his way back.

After another year, they had a child, a daughter. When Mei Ru was born, Fu Zheng was by the side. Looking at the soft little face of the little girl in the swaddling clothes, his heart was so soft, he wanted to kiss it, but Fu Zheng leaned over, he couldn't touch anything.

They named her Jiaojiao, and Fu Zheng thought the same as Fu Zheng thought in his heart, Fu Zheng was very happy.

After another two years, Fu Jiaojiao grew up, and Mei Ru became pregnant again.

"Mother, let's go eat steamed buns." Fu Jiao is tired of Mei Ru, her little head is in Mei Ru's arms, and she is the best at being coquettish.

Fu Zheng watched from the side, full of relief.

Mei Ru said with a straight face: "Your father is not here, I don't spoil you." ”

"Good mother." Fu Jiaojiao was so anxious that she was about to cry. The little girl's chubby little hands rubbed her eyes, and they were red. Fu Zheng was distressed, he wanted to coax this little girl, but Mei Ru just patted Fu Jiaojiao's little head gently. Fu Jiaojiao snorted: "Mother, if you don't take me there, I'll let Uncle Eleven and Aunt Eleven take me tomorrow." Saying that, Fu Jiaojiao puffed out her little face again, and said dissatisfiedly: "Uncle Eleven's mansion eats the most, and I live in his mansion!" ”

Listening to such childish words, Mei Ru said helplessly: "Okay, okay, my mother will take you there tomorrow." ”

Ever since Fu Jiaojiao once ate the vegetarian buns of Lianxiang Temple, she has been thinking about it, and she will go every now and then. It is said to be eating steamed buns, but in fact, it is to play. Fu Jiaojiao loves to run and move, just like Mei Ru when she was a child. After a moment's effort, she couldn't see anyone in the blink of an eye, Mei Ru was in a hurry, and hurriedly ordered someone to look for it.

When she came to Lianxiang Temple today, she didn't alarm too many people, but there were many pilgrims in the temple at this time, so she was really anxious.

Fu Zheng was also in a hurry, and he hurriedly looked for it.

I couldn't find the little girl anywhere, Fu Zheng thought about it for a while, and went to a side hall. The side hall was very narrow and small, and there were a few permanent lamps lit in it. Fu Zheng stood in the shadow of the lamp, and his body was warm, which was a long-lost heat. He was stunned. Suddenly, Fu Jiaojiao pounced from inside, hugged his legs, and shouted in surprise: "Dad! ”

Fu Zheng was stunned for a moment, and his eyes turned red. He half-squatted down and looked at the little girl in front of him.

Fu Jiaojiao rubbed Fu Zheng's face and said, "Daddy, I miss you so much." He complained softly: "Daddy, you're not here, my mother is cruel to me." ”

Fu Zheng's tears flowed. He picked up the little girl in front of him, kissed him fiercely, and said softly: "Jiaojiao, Daddy misses you so much." As he spoke, he kissed him reluctantly. The little girl's body is so soft, leaning on him, Fu Zheng is still crying.

Fu Jiaojiao wiped her tears for him, hurriedly twisted off him, and said distressedly: "Dad don't cry, I'll call my mother." ”

Fu Zheng stood in that cloud of light and shadow, stunned, as if he had a dream.

Mei Ru was in a hurry, when she saw Fu Jiaojiao suddenly running back, she said happily as she ran: "Mother! Mother! I see Daddy! ”

Mei Ru laughed and said, "Your father is fighting outside, why is he here?" ”

"It's real Daddy." Fu Jiaojiao said anxiously, "I also talked to him, and my father was crying, so I told him to come to my mother." Mother, come with me! Fu Jiaojiao pulled Mei Ru's hand over.

Mei Ru knew that this girl liked to play tricks the most, and she was led by her daughter.

It was a side hall, narrow, small, there was no one in it, it was empty, only three ever-bright lamps were lit there, it was dark and dark.

Mei Ru looked at it with her eyebrows and said, "Where is your father?" ”

"I was there just now." Fu Jiaojiao scratched her head and said firmly, "I'm talking to him!" Daddy is still crying! She spread out her hand, handed it to Mei Ru and said, "I also wiped my father's tears." ”

Mei Ru smiled and touched her head, and said, "Jiaojiao is missing her father, he will come back in a few days." While speaking, Mei Ru led the little girl back, and it suddenly rained outside.

The light rain was dripping, like fog.

Mei Ru led Jiaojiao to stand under the eaves of the corridor outside the hall, and the wind blew over, brushing her long hair, like a gentle hand. The flame of the lantern behind him jumped gently with the wind, and the shadow of the lamp slowly gathered out a long figure, standing side by side with their mother and daughter.

There was a moment of silence between heaven and earth.

Soon, the maids in the palace held umbrellas to pick up Meiru and Jiaojiao. Fu Jiaojiao was still saying at that time: "Mother, do you think Daddy will bring me any good things when he comes back this time?" ”

Mei Ru smiled: "I only think about your father's good things, don't want to eat steamed buns?" ”

"Ah, I want to eat buns!" After being reminded by her mother, Fu Jiaojiao nodded violently.

Mei Ru kissed the little girl's face. The mother and daughter held hands and drifted apart. In the rain, one big and one small are bright and joyful figures, which are very cute.

Fu Zheng stood under the eaves of the porch and watched quietly, and he was suddenly reluctant to leave.

What could be better than them in this world? He had been alone for so long, and every day he was tormented by thoughts, so tormented that he just wanted to come to Meiru.

What's more, he said that he wanted to live forever and be good to Mei Ru, but he couldn't let her go.

Fu Zheng didn't leave again, he was the loneliest soul, constantly going back and forth in this time and space, life after life, just to quietly approach Mei Ru. He was afraid that she would not have a good time, he was afraid that she would not be happy, and he loved her the most.

And Fu Zheng is waiting for that day every life.

That day, he could see them in the Lianxiang Temple, and then listen to Jiaojiao call him Daddy. If it rains, Fu Zheng will be even happier. That means that the time that belongs to the three of them will be a little longer, and only a little.

The wind, the weather, and their mother and daughter.

The ever-bright lamp jumped lightly, and Fu Zheng was very happy.

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