When Fu Zheng came out of the palace, it was already dark outside. In February, the spring was cold, three or four scattered stars hung in the sky, and the bleak wind penetrated into the fox's white neck, making his face thinner and thinner, and his eyebrows and eyes were even more fierce, and he was very fierce.

He was summoned to the palace by Emperor Yanchang today to discuss important matters. said that it was a discussion, but in fact, it was to take back the military power in Fu Zheng's hands. But Fu Zheng didn't have much military power in his hands. It was probably the iron-blooded wrist that guarded Liaodong a few years ago that was terrifying, so someone said something in front of Emperor Yanchang. Now that the storage position of the East Palace is vacant, everyone is staring at it, and he, who has military exploits, will naturally become a thorn in the eyes of others and the target of everyone.

Fu Zheng took a sedan chair back to his home, and the road was gloomy.

This kind of ups and downs is not a surprise to Fu Zheng, he is just a little unhappy. This kind of unhappiness is called lowly status and is ignored by others. His mother was a dancing girl from Fanbang, and Fu Zheng followed her for five years, rarely seeing Tianyan, and more forgetting. The first thing he fought for himself was to follow the other princes into the south study. At that time, his mother died, and he cried beside him, and the little one, barely holding his mother's weakly hanging hand, was like an ignorant fool. Emperor Yanchang was completely impatient with his crying, so he asked, what do you want? Fu Zheng seized the opportunity and said, I want to go to the south study. It was only by relying on this little mercy that day that he came to this point step by step.

He was cautious, every step of the way, and he had a hard time. He doesn't have any close relatives in this world, except for the eleventh brother, there is only Mei Ru left.

That is the person on the tip of his heart, Fu Zheng can't do without her all his life, and he can't wait to give her his heart.

Thinking of that delicate and soft person, Fu Zheng's heart was soft, thinking of such a night Meiru waiting for him in the house, thinking that she was willing to give birth to children for herself, and personally went to pray to God and worship Buddha, Fu Zheng's heart was aroused, as if it was worth it no matter how much he was wronged. Thinking that in the future, not only Mei Ru, but also their close relatives will have flesh and blood, Fu Zheng felt happy.

In this world, he is finally no longer alone.

Fu Zheng was extremely happy, and now, he just wanted to see Mei Ru as much as possible, hug her, and kiss her again. With her by his side, he is not afraid of anything.

As soon as he returned home, Fu Zheng went straight to Lixue Hall. Clinker Meiru was not there, and Fu Zheng pounced. Knowing that the princess went to the water pavilion behind, Fu Zheng didn't stop, turned around and left. As soon as he got out of the house, the cold wind was blowing straight in front of him, Fu Zheng was stunned for a moment, paused, and turned his head and ordered: "Bring a cloak." ”

It's windy here, and it's even cooler by the water, Mei Ru doesn't know how to take care of herself, he is older than her, so he naturally has to hurt her everywhere, Fu Zheng thought so.

The garden of the palace is not small, walking in it, the treetops are bent and the crescent moon is lonely, and it is dark and dark everywhere, which looks particularly deserted. But thinking of that person, Fu Zheng didn't feel cold. He walked quickly along the water pavilion and saw Mei Ru in the distance.

On such a quiet night, Mei Ru stood in front of the open window in plain clothes, her black hair was curled up casually with a hairpin, and her eyebrows and eyes were gently bowed, not knowing whether she was writing or painting.

Seeing this person in real terms, Fu Zheng's heart was steady, and he was still wandering with warmth, and his steps became faster and faster.

There was no one around Mei Ru to follow, so Jingqin was a big girl, and she was still far away. Seeing Fu Zheng coming, Jingqin was busy asking him to say goodbye, Fu Zheng waved his hand and asked her to step back.

The water pavilion was empty and quiet, and the man's steps were steady, step by step. Mei Ru's hand holding the pen stopped for a moment, her mind was slightly in a trance, she didn't look back, but dipped in ink, still concentrating on what she was drawing.

At this time, the sky was already very dark, and there was nothing in the pool in front of him, only the moonlight rippling with the water, and Fu Zheng was curious about what this person was painting for a while. He stepped forward, stood behind Mei Ru, put on a cloak for her, and asked affectionately, "Madam, what are you painting?" He said he wanted to hug the man.

Merru paused, sideways to avoid his hand.

This man is playing petty with him again...... Fu Zheng noticed it, but he wasn't angry at all, he was still sweet in his heart. Smiling, Fu Zheng lowered his eyes, looked down over Mei Ru, and his face froze slightly.

I saw that on the spread of rice paper were a few round Lantern Festival dumplings, and the tip of the pen lightly clicked a few points, and it became a sesame seed on the top, which was vivid and extremely cute.

It's exactly the same as what he taught Mei Ru in his previous life!

The cool breeze by the lake blew over, and some bad cold sweat oozed from Fu Zheng's body, he restrained the shivering, but still maintained the smile on his face, and leaned over slightly to kiss Mei Ru's hair-

Fu Zheng's body was stunned again!

He froze there, his eyes staring straight at somewhere, and for a moment Fu Zheng felt that he was about to suffocate.

Fu Zheng blinked bluntly, and blinked again, Mei Ru had already turned around.

The two of them were very close, their eyes were facing each other, no one spoke, and Fu Zheng's heart suddenly beat so fast.

Mei Ru silently took off the hairpin with her curled hair, and her black hair poured down, gently floating in the wind, making her figure particularly light. She handed the hairpin to Fu Zheng and asked lightly, "Do you remember?" ”

Fu Zheng didn't want to see it, but his gaze couldn't be controlled, and he involuntarily drifted over.

In the cold moonlight, the hairpin in Mei Ru's hand flashed with a penetrating cold light, which was the most frightening, the most involuntarily trembling, and it could drive him crazy!

How could Fu Zheng forget the hairpin? Fu Zheng had relived that nightmare only a few days ago. Mei Ru was dressed in plain clothes, and this cold hibiscus hairpin pierced her chest like that, piercing it deeply, all covered in blood! He couldn't stop the blood gushing out, he could only watch her die, die in his arms again......

Rao is no matter how calm he is, he can't withstand this kind of impact that pierces the bottom of his eyes at this moment, Fu Zheng's eyes are dizzy for a moment, as if he was choked by something, his heart is beating so fast that he can't breathe.

His head hurts.

He didn't know what was going on, but Mei Ru was suspicious, and she was testing him.

With difficulty, Fu Zheng calmly asked, "Aru, what's wrong with this hairpin?" ”

Mei Ru didn't answer, she just looked at Fu Zheng expressionlessly. It was dark outside, and two dim lamps were floating in the wind, stretching the figures of the two men, a kind of silent confrontation, more like a sentence before death. It's a short time, but it's like a lifetime of hard work.

Fu Zheng suddenly felt hopeless, but he still pretended to be calm and said, "What's wrong?" His voice was soft, hiding his fear.

"Huh." Mei Ru finally spoke coldly, "You ordered to copy my country's mansion, and there were dozens of people in the mansion, did you kill them later?" ”

"What nonsense are you talking about, Aru?" Fu Zheng was frightened, and he still pretended to be calm on his face.

Seeing him like this, Mei Ru suddenly smiled, and the smile on her face was the most tragic. The hair raised by the wind floated behind him, like a ghost. She smiled and smiled, but suddenly stopped, "Lord Wang, how long are you going to lie to me?" Mei Ru's gaze poked straight over and stabbed him in the heart, Fu Zheng couldn't avoid it, and his heart immediately tightened.

Then, I listened to Mei Ru and said, "Or should I call you Your Majesty?" ”

"Or," Mei Ru smiled bitterly, stunned, "Should I kneel down and beg you again?" Say all the things you said again, Your Majesty? ”

The scars he was trying to cover up were uncovered by Mei Ru herself, revealing the most cruel side, and Fu Zheng was dizzy for a moment. He had a terrible headache, and he couldn't even say half a sentence of argument, and the things he had worked so hard to maintain seemed to be about to collapse, and the ashes were falling down, and he was so uncomfortable.

On the cold night of spring, Fu Zheng was unprecedentedly cold, but he didn't dare to admit it, once he recognized it, they would really be finished......

Thin lips pursed, Fu Zheng was silent.

Mei Ru smiled, looked at the person in front of her, and slowly repeated: "Follow, your sister has entered the palace, she has treated you well since she was a child, and she is soft-hearted, I don't want her to be embarrassed." ”

Every word turned into a knife, Fu Zheng's pupils shrank suddenly, he was stunned, the only thought was that he was finished, he was going to lose her.

Mei Ru's eyes were red, and she continued cruelly: "Follow the rules, the sky and the earth are big, where else can you go?" ”

The unbearable past overlapped, Fu Zheng heard himself whispering and gasping, and his whole body trembled.

"Follow the rules, Nian Zhen and your husband and wife, you invite yourself to the cold palace." Mei Ru looked at him and asked, "Is it enough, Your Majesty?" ”

Those winds blew, bringing her words clearly to her ears, and Fu Zheng was stunned for a long time. For the first time in his life, he lowered his head, and he was so desperate. After a long time, Fu Zheng finally lowered his voice and cautiously called "Follow".

Mei Ru's eyes were full of anger, and her eyes were red. She held the hibiscus hairpin, holding it tightly, and couldn't help shaking.

She wanted to cry, but those tears had already cried, she just hated this person to death!

Looking at the person in front of her who was full of lies, all the humiliations she had suffered came up, his indifference, his trampling, and her most pitiful humility, the kind of helplessness, the pain of having nowhere to confide, for thirteen years, she survived like that, day after day, night after night, and finally was forced to a dead end by him, she hated him so much...... Mei Ru really can't stand it, she's going crazy.

She really couldn't face Fu Zheng in her previous life, and in front of him, Mei Ru was full of wolves.

She's so ridiculous, she's so ridiculous, she's ridiculous.

Mei Ru's face was sad and self-deprecating, she laughed for a while, and then left silently without saying a word.

The moonlight was gray, the water was swaying, her steps were very light, light and desperate, her figure was so faint that it could be blown away by the wind at any time.

"Follow the flow!" Fu Zheng grabbed her arm and held it firmly, "You listen to me......" Fu Zheng's voice trembled.

Mei Ru stared blankly at the front, she blinked, tears fell, I don't know for whom.

Fu Zheng was so panicked, he was such a calm person, and there were times when he was at a loss. He hurriedly explained: "Follow by, it was all my fault in my previous life. In fact, I have been reluctant to you for a long time, and I have had you in my heart for a long time, but I am dizzy. The child was gone, and I blamed myself and felt uncomfortable, but I didn't know how to speak. If you ignore me, I won't be able to pull my face. I think you like me so much that you'll always pay attention to me. If you give me a concubine, I will be angry. Follow-by-the-road, I was really wrong. After you left, I didn't have anyone else, and I regret it so much. Follow-by, you don't know how much I regret it, I am really happy to see you again in this life. I just want to be with you in this life, and I want to stay with you for the rest of my life. ”

As if hearing some joke, Mei Ru put aside her face and smiled lightly.

That kind of coldness drilled into his heart, Fu Zheng only felt that it was a mess, no matter what he said, it was a joke. His heart was sour, he was incoherent, and he could only keep saying: "Follow, I really only have you in my heart, I want to marry you, I can't bear you." ”

"Your words only make me feel more disgusting!" Mei Ru was depressed and painful, "Who liked the second sister in the first place, and who took me as her to marry back home?" Who was the eye that stood outside the East Palace for the first night? Who is it who is hypocritical and hypocritical, and makes a name for me? The people outside the palace think that I am doing well and happy, and King Yan is a special favorite, heh, Lord Wang, I have said half of yours, haven't I? I've had a terrible life, have I ever complained about you? You and I have been married for thirteen years, and I finally knelt on the ground and begged you, but you still humiliated me everywhere, didn't let me go, and trampled me like that! ”

"If you did that to me at the beginning, why do you want to marry me again now?"

This questioning cut Fu Zheng's heart, his eyes were scarlet, and his heart ached. He tried to help Meiru by the shoulder. Mei Ru angrily broke away from his hand and walked away quickly with a cold face.

Fu Zheng hurriedly stopped her and struggled: "Xunxun, you have mine in your heart, don't you?" If you didn't have me, you wouldn't be waiting for me here, and if you really wanted to make a profit, you wouldn't be here to tell me......"

Mei Ru looked at the empty water pavilion, the cold moonlight swirled inside, the water outside rippled, shaking her eyes, for a moment, she wanted to jump down.

It's just that she had no fetters in her previous life, and she walked without scruples, but Mei Ru had too many weaknesses in this life, so much that she couldn't break free, so she could only be trapped in the net.

When it came time to tear her face, she still had to take care of him.

Mei Ru lowered her eyes, her eyes were already blurry, and her heart seemed to be pierced by a knife, one after another, all of which were blood.

She was so uncomfortable, so painful, so depressed, so helpless.

She thought that she liked Fu Zheng who was wholeheartedly devoted to her without asking the reason, he had done so much for her, he had never liked others, he even took off a piece of meat for her, she was the most soft-hearted, but she didn't expect that she was still the same person when she went around and around. Fu Zheng, who she was thinking about, died two years ago, alone by the Huiliao River. He left, leaving with regret, but it was the devil who had watched Mei Ru struggle for thirteen years. She's such a wolf, she's so ridiculous, she's been deceived by him......

Mei Ru is so desperate.

Her shoulders trembled, and those tears fell from her pain.

Fu Zheng's heart hurts so much. He bowed his head humbly and said: "Follow-up, I was wrong before, you and I are together again in this life, you let me compensate you, okay?" ”

After a pause, he said with difficulty: "Follow, aren't you willing to accept me?" You're still worried about me, you're still reluctant to give me, and you've promised to give me children......"

"Who is going to give you a life?" Mei Ru's eyes were red, "It's all a lie!" She poured out the medicine from the porcelain bottle in her sleeve and threw it all on the ground. The pills fell to the ground, dripping and rolling around, glowing ghostly and scarlet. Fu Zheng looked at it in a daze, and there was a dream in his heart that seemed to be cut off. Mei Ru said: "Lord Wang, I don't lie to you, will you tell the truth?" Look at me as stupid as ever, are you happy? After lying to me for so long, are you happy and proud? ”

"No, it's not." Fu Zheng had a splitting headache, "I don't want to lie to you, I've always been very afraid of being noticed by you, I just want to keep being nice to you, I ......"

Mei Ru's eyes were so cold that Fu Zheng couldn't bear it, he was stunned, he couldn't even say a complete sentence, he was speechless.

He seemed to be living in a most wonderful dream, the sweetness of which had been meandering like a river in his withered and longing heart, but now it had been cut off by her own hands and turned into deadly poison. medicine, turned into arsenic. Frost, enough to kill him. Fu Zheng was still stupidly thinking on the way back to the house before, there is Mei Ru waiting for him in this mansion, and there will be their flesh and blood in the future, he is no longer lonely and lonely in this world, even if he suffers more, it is worth it. However, Fu Zheng never expected that he would be beaten back to his original form so soon, so fast that he couldn't imagine it...... Fu Zheng was stunned, he was full of disbelief, and he wanted to ask clearly: "Follow-up, have you been lying to me for so many days?" You don't want to have children for me, you don't want to know the names of your children, you don't want me to stay, you don't want me to be close to you? Don't want to think about it at all? ”

"I don't want to, I've been lying to you." Mei Ru told him coldly, "Even those dream words, the queen's urging, I am lying to you, testing you, and coaxing you." ”

It's cruel.

Fu Zheng didn't expect the truth to be torn apart so tragically, his joy seemed to be close at hand, and now it was gone. That day was his most lively day, she pulled his sleeve to keep him, and asked him the name of the child in the future, Fu Zheng was happy, he was very happy, he had lived two lives, he had never been so happy, he just felt that God treated him well, but he didn't expect it......

Fu Zheng's head was groggy, and it was easy to stabilize his body. His eyes were scarlet, and he was stunned.

The pain spread in the bottom of my heart, tearing out the salty salt.

He was in a daze, and when he saw that Mei Ru was leaving, he hurriedly grabbed her hand again. Mei Ru was still holding the hairpin in her hand, Fu Zheng looked at it in despair, he didn't think about it, he put the hairpin against his chest, and then stabbed it hard. His strength was very great, and the hairpin turned into an arrow that pierced the brocade robe directly, piercing into his flesh, and red blood gushed out instantly. But Fu Zheng's heart was already too painful, so painful that he lost consciousness, and even the pain in his chest was nothing.

Fu Zheng said hopelessly: "Follow the rules, will I pay you for your life?" ”

"I don't want you to pay for your life." Mei Ru let go of her hand, and the hairpin fell off and broke in half. Looking at the person in front of her, Mei Ru said indifferently and cruelly: "I just never want to see you again." ”

"But you obviously have my ...... in your heart" Fu Zheng was like a trapped beast struggling, he couldn't find any way anymore, he could only mumble to himself, leaving behind all his pride and conceit, to beg for her forgiveness, to hope.

Mei Ru shook her head, tears fell, and she said bitterly: "That's him, not you, he's already dead!" ”

The Fu Zheng in her heart is dead, and that person has red eyes for her, has been injured for her, and is desperate to save her. In the cold cave of Xiqiang, he collapsed beside her, covered in blood, that was her Fu Zheng. He left, leaving behind only a pair of pearl earrings. He never came back, never saw his good girl again......

Mei Ru took off the bracelet on her wrist and gently threw it on the ground, slamming it and falling apart instantly.

Fu Zheng watched quietly, looking at the ruined Yiqi, the huge coldness and loneliness that covered him, and he was also dying.

Mei Ru walked out alone in a daze, and Fu Zheng turned around to stop her. This person was too cold, and he was depressed, Fu Zheng hugged her, warmed her with himself, and kissed her hard. He couldn't let her go, and as soon as she walked out of this place, they really couldn't turn back, and he and her were completely broken. Fu Zheng was so scared that even his thin lips were trembling. But Meiru just stood there, letting him hold and kiss, but she was indifferent.

That's worse than killing him!

Fu Zheng was desperately buried in her neck socket, tears mixed with salty blood, Fu Zheng humbly begged: "Follow the rules, don't go, don't leave me." ”

Quiet, a qiē good quiet.

After a long time, Mei Ru lost her mind and said, "I won't leave." Her tone was calm and indifferent, as if it had nothing to do with herself. After saying that, Mei Ru smiled astringently again, her eyes full of suffocating despair.

The sky is so big, and she is so small.

Where can she go without this man? Her father and brother still have to rely on him, she and Fu Zheng are already tied together, and even her official position is recommended by Fu Zheng. As he said, she just tore her face, and she also took into account Fu Zheng's reputation and picked this ghost place!

Mei Ru smiled bitterly.

The darkness was heavy, unbreakable fog enough to swallow her up.

Mei Ru is so desperate.

……

When Fu Zheng woke up, it was bright outside, and it was quiet. Mei Ru is not here, she should go to the translation hall. He had a bandage on his chest and was unable to move, and two maids came in to wait for him to change his clothes. The two maids looked at each other, they were all cowardly, soft and weak, Fu Zheng immediately understood what Mei Ru meant, and he blasted the two maids out. He was left alone in the room again, and Fu Zheng stood there alone, only feeling sad.

Fu Zheng didn't go anywhere that day, staying in the mansion, and the whole person was panicked. But until it was dark, he didn't wait for Mei Ru to come back, Fu Zheng asked, and then he knew that Mei Ru had recommended herself to Emperor Yanchang to go to Northern Liao to discuss peace with the princess.

She left early in the morning, taking the pair of pearl earrings with her, leaving him alone in the house.

Fu Zheng sat alone in the water pavilion, looking at the fragments of bracelets all over the ground.

He leaned down with great difficulty, and put the fragments into the brocade one by one, all of them were broken, but he still put them away properly.

This is his intention, Mei Ru doesn't want it all, only take away the person who belongs to her.

Fu Zheng always thought that he and Mei Ru could start over, their days were still so long, and he would one day be able to completely enter this person's heart. Fu Zheng didn't expect that he wouldn't be able to go in at all, the days that belonged to him were only so short, and he didn't have enough memories for the rest of his life, and those warm stores were all deception, once they were revealed, they were full of blood.

But it was enough that she was still with him.

Fu Zheng thought about it humbly, and the pain of suffering came back to his heart. The water in front of him was shining, reflected in his eyes, and he thought, when the lotus flowers bloomed in the new year, she would come back.

And he's waiting for her here, waiting for her to come back.