Chapter 64: Be Happy

The rain kept flowing past the feet, the cool breeze blew, it was bitterly cold, and the crackling sound on the umbrella was like a heavy hammer hitting the heart, which caught people off guard.

"If I say I can't stop......" Xia Xuan looked at her, his voice slightly tired and hoarse.

Kim Taeyeon was silent for a while, her body trembled slightly, don't look at him, bow her head and purse her lips: "...... tomorrow"

"If you don't have to go to work tomorrow, you will talk to Director Jin, so is it this kind of rotten street routine again?"

Xia Xuan looked at her sideways and looked at her funny, and Kim Taeyeon pursed her lips and looked over: "You just treat me as her, you don't really like me, sort it out before things get complicated, so that everyone won't be hurt."

At this moment, the wind and thunder echoed, and the car drove past and splashed water onto the flower bed on the side, and the thunder almost drowned out his hoarse voice.

"Can I understand that you're afraid you're going to like me?"

Kim Tae-yeon's body trembled.

She could hear it.

No matter how loud the thunder is, no matter how soft his words are, this sentence is like a ray of dawn breaking through the darkness, simply and directly penetrating her heart.

She can't dodge, can't ignore.

"I won't like you." Exhaled, Kim Taeyeon looked up at Xia Xuan: "I don't have that feeling for you, you are a good person, you deserve better."

"Kim Taeyeon......" Ha Xuan patted his chest and pointed at himself: "Am I just a good person in your eyes?"

"You know, just because I'm a good person, I've endured countless pains, and if it weren't for the fact that I'm a good person, Taeyeon wouldn't have left, and I wouldn't have let her go without even seeing her last side."

"Good guys? I'm going,, good guy! ”

Tears moistened his eyes, and choked voices replaced his roars.

Kim Taeyeon was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Xia Xuan's love to be so excited, and lowered her head silently: "Mia, I'm not a girl worthy of your liking."

"That's why I told you to stand still and stay still, and I'll get close to you!"

"What is it now? If you really don't feel anything about me, then why don't you make it clear at the beginning, if you slap me in the face at the beginning to make me completely sober, I ......"

Smack.

The slender palm was thrown out in mid-air, and he slapped Xia Xuan's face without hesitation.

"It's not too late."

Her voice was full of coldness, her gaze was even colder than krystal, looking at Xia Xuan, there was no hesitation in her words: "We are not people of the same world, you have your life, I have my life." Why should we mess with each other's lives? ”

"So, just stop here, it's good for you and me."

Xia Xuan inhaled and looked at her funny: "Why do you say that I have to stop if you stop?" Are you God or are you God? ”

"You're nothing. Not the captain of Girls' Generation, not the radiant singer on stage, in my eyes, you are just Kim Taeyeon. ”

"Ordinary Kim Taeyeon, cute Kim Taeyeon, angry Kim Taeyeon, very homely Kim Taeyeon, kind Kim Taeyeon...... So I ask you, only think about yourself, only think about you want to be happy, and don't care about anything else. ”

"This time, I'll settle it for you."

Kim Taeyeon was completely stunned, her face became more and more pale, her body trembled violently, and then she opened her mouth, covered her chest and said with difficulty: "You don't understand, you don't understand anything as an outsider......"

"I'm idol, I'm the captain of Girls' Generation, my every move will be eye-catching, and I will have no other possibilities than artists."

After a pause, her expression turned cold again.

"Do you have any money? Do you have status? ”

"You're just an assistant, even if I like you, can you afford me? When I want to buy clothes, when I want to travel, when I want to eat good food, can you afford to pay the bills? ”

"Settle a qiē for me? Yi Zhibo? (What are you?"

"You're not Korean, so you can say so confidently how much you care about me, how much you like me, but I can't, I'm just a female idol, I am careful in everything I do, I am afraid that one day fans will not like me and will not want to listen to me sing, that is an absolutely unbearable thing for me!"

Stiff.

The whole person froze.

Xia Xuan lowered his head and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Yes, I have no money and no status, and anyone will say that it is me who stalks you, and I am too self-conscious......"

Kim Tae-yeon's hand clenched slightly, her gaze tightened.

The thunder in the sky sounded slowly, not loudly, but there was a heart-piercing heaviness that made his voice muffled.

"Kim Taeyeon."

"Now that the story has begun, there must be an end."

"Let's take a gamble."

Kim Taeyeon was stunned: "Bet on what?"

Xia Xuan handed the umbrella to Kim Taeyeon, put the coat on her body, and there seemed to be no love in his eyes: "From now on, you and I will go to one side, you can go anywhere, if you don't meet me in fifteen minutes, it proves that we have no fate, and I won't pester you again in the future."

"If I met you......" Kim Taeyeon looked up at him.

"You'll know then." Xia Xuan lowered his head, and the corners of his mouth slowly revealed a bitter arc.

The thin back slowly disappeared into the rain.

It wasn't until she couldn't see Ha Xuan that Kim Taeyeon covered her chest and felt the beating heart, and her expression slowly turned pale.

"Paben, you're going to get hurt."

……

The sound of the rain rolling down and then quickly drifting away, the cloudy sky seemed to be colder from the conversation.

Thunder roared, and the silent streets were filled with the image of splashing water.

Kim Taeyeon stood in the rain, looking up at the sky covered by dark clouds, and her mind stirred.

The cold wind blew on the gray coat, and she looked at it for a long time.

Still can't figure out the answer.

One minute, two minutes, three minutes...... Ten minutes passed, and she still stopped at that place.

"I'll bear the pain alone."

The wind blew, messing up her hair, and her heart was inexplicably messed up.

Hold an umbrella and close your eyes.

The sound of rain flowing by, the sound of flowers and plants swaying, the sound of the wind howling...... Countless voices filled her ears.

There is no voice that belongs to him.

"Taeyeon na ......"

"Taeyeon na ......"

This gentle voice suddenly crossed his mind.

Kim Taeyeon slowly opened her eyes, and in a moment when light and shadow intertwined, her vision gradually became clear, and in the pouring rain, a figure holding an umbrella appeared in front of her.

Astonished...... And then gloomy.

"Nuna, are you alright?" Bian Boxian ran to her side and asked softly.

Kim Taeyeon looked at him with a complicated face: "Why did you appear here......"

Bang!

A thunderclap interrupted her.

Bian Boxian said anxiously: "Nuna, my car is there, let's get out of here quickly, otherwise when the rain is heavier for a while, we won't be able to leave."

Kim Tae-yeon's clutched hand slowly let go.

The last bit of attachment in the concentric ...... Also let go.

……

Xia Xuan slowly walked out of the corner with an umbrella.

The rain crackled on the umbrella, and the cool breeze hit his face, cold and biting.

Watching the car fade away, his expression could not be seen clearly under the umbrella.

His hand slowly lowered.

In the wind and rain, the water splashed, and in the trajectory of the car, he stood there alone, silently watching.

In the silence, only the mobile phone held kept flashing, and on the bright screen, the last phone communication was ...... Byun Baek-hyun's number.

He lowered his head, his voice so soft that it was heart-wrenching.

"Taeyeon na ......"

"Please......"

"I must be happy."

The gentle voices slowly dissipated into the rain as he turned away.

No one heard.