Chapter 63: Stop Here
"Me, is it good-looking?"
His body trembled slightly.
Obviously this is Kim Taeyeon's voice, but what appears in Ha Xuan's mind is another person, to be precise, another Taeyeon.
"Xiao Xuan, am I good-looking?"
Fragments of fragments in the depths of the pupils quickly passed by, and through those clear eyes, the image that emerged inside could be seen as a girl in a white dress.
"Xiao Xuan, this is the new dress my mother bought for me."
"Isn't it pretty?"
"Give me a reaction, my pocket money this month has been used on it, and you will be responsible for my snacks in the future."
"Why? Because I am your future bride, isn't it right for the bride to spend the groom's money? β
Slowly, Kim Taeyeon's figure overlapped with the other girl in his mind, Xia Xuan was stunned, shook his head violently, took two steps back with a panicked expression, and then ran out regardless of everyone's surprise.
"Ha Xuan ......" Kim Tae-yeon looked at Ha Hyun's back, opened her mouth, and finally fell silent.
"Sister Taeyeon." Xiao Lin sighed, his thoughtful expression seemed to have thought of something, and he suddenly spoke: "Can I talk to you a few words, about Assistant Xia......
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in the toilet.
The water was flowing.
His hands were filled with water, Xia Xuan rushed to his face, the water kept sliding down his chin, and he didn't know how many times he washed it before he raised his head and looked at himself in the mirror.
"Are you stupid?"
"The person in front of you is another person."
"If you can't forget her, you can't start over, as I said, live better than before."
"Didn't you say okay, forget about the past together, she's gone."
"Don't hesitate any longer, Xia Xuan, can you do this kind of Cheng dΓΉ?"
Xia Xuan leaned his right hand against the wall, bowed his head and panted, the sound of rushing water echoed in his ears, and the mirror reflected his face full of complexity.
After being silent for a long time, wiping the water from his face with his left hand, Xia Xuan took a deep breath and patted his face hard with both hands: "Sober me up, they just have similar names, and their personalities and hobbies are all different, she is her, Kim Taeyeon is Kim Taeyeon, and the person you want to chase now is Kim Taeyeon."
When I closed my eyes, my heart was inexplicably confused.
When I opened my eyes, only one face kept coming out of sight.
It's Kim Tae-yeon.
At the corner of the toilet, she stood by the window alone, looking at the rain in the distance, holding a yellow heavenly umbrella in her hand, her expression quiet and soft.
Xia Xuan was stunned for a moment: "Why are you here?"
With her long hair fluttering in the breeze, Kim Taeyeon turned her head and smiled with a row of clean teeth: "There is no other itinerary today, let's go home."
"Then I'm going to drive." Ha Xuan turned his back to Kim Taeyeon and wanted to hide his expression.
"That's it, let's walk in the rain together." Kim Tae-yeon spoke softly.
There was no voice answering.
There was silence for a while, and Xia Xuan's voice was a little hoarse: "It's raining so hard, let's drive home."
Kim Taeyeon's voice was still very soft and soft: "You should accompany me to do something other than work, okay?"
Xia Xuan's body trembled slightly, raised his head and took a breath, then turned around and took the umbrella from her hand, and looked at her calmly: "Aren't you going home?"
Kim Tae-yeon's long hair was sideways, and her rosy lips opened slightly: "Miscellaneous."
The rain seemed to come more timely than expected, and the droplets of water the size of beans crackled on the umbrella and fell along the edge of the umbrella, making the otherwise awkward atmosphere a reason for silence.
Bang.
Dense rain splashed and made a muffled sound.
The sky was gray and gloomy, and the rain sprinkled on the umbrellas whistled in the splash with the cold.
The sky was lightning and thundering, Kim Taeyeon lowered her head and curled up beside the umbrella, Xia Xuan frowned, and finally couldn't help but speak: "It's raining so hard, let's find a place to shelter from the rain, right?"
Kim Taeyeon was silent for a while, shook her head and said, "Let's go a little longer."
"That's enough." Xia Xuan grabbed her wrist and walked directly under the roof of a toy store, looked at her and sighed: "Kim Tae-yeon, you have no talent to be an actor at all."
The rain line slowly rolled down the ceiling like beads with broken threads, occasionally skimming under Kim Taeyeon's feet, the undulating water reflecting her silent cheeks, and between the light and shadow, she slowly raised her head and reached out to touch the rain, and a chill suddenly penetrated her skin and rushed to her heart.
"When I wasn't a trainee, I loved watching the rain outside with my friends in the shop, listening to the crackling sound of the rain, and I wanted to be like the rain, free and carefree."
"Later, I got busier and busier, and those friends basically cut off contact with each other, and when it rained, I could only watch it in a daze on the balcony, and sometimes after watching it for a long time, I would ask myself, do I really like rainy days?"
"The answers I didn't get gradually became more, and there were more and more uncertain things, and now that I think about it carefully, maybe I don't like rainy days at all, but because I have friends with me on rainy days, I don't feel lonely, I don't feel lonely, so I always hope that someone will be by my side on rainy days."
"That's a stupid idea, isn't it?"
The black eyebrows slowly went sideways, a touch of complexity flashed in the clear pupils, and the coolness slowly hit from the rain, Xia Xuan looked at Kim Taeyeon, and suddenly lowered his head and laughed: "It's really stupid."
Holding the back of his head with both hands, he smiled gently: "I don't think as much, I just like this feeling of being alone on a rainy day, no one else disturbs, you don't have to think about anything, even if the whole person is wet in the heavy rain, you can laugh very happily."
Kim Taeyeon met his eyes, and instead of dodging, she laughed like she was facing a good friend she hadn't seen for many years: "You are a smirk."
Xia Xuan was stunned for a moment, and then nodded with a smile: "Maybe it's really a smirk."
"But you don't like rainy days now." Kim Taeyeon lowered her head and fiddled with her fingers, and suddenly spoke softly.
Xia Xuan was stunned for a moment, did not refute her words, but fell silent, Kim Taeyeon glanced up at him, her rosy lips opened slightly: "I thought it was just you fabricated it to attract my attention, it turned out to be true."
"Kim Taeyeon, that's the name, right?"
Xia Xuan opened his mouth, but did not speak.
"Kobayashi told me, that was the only girl you ever liked, so you did so many things and said so many things, including saying that you wanted to chase me, just because my name was very similar to her, and it turned out that I was unfortunately a substitute for your emotions."
A trace of waves quietly appeared in my heart.
Looking sideways and seeing Kim Taeyeon's slightly lowered eyelids, Xia Xuan took a deep breath and met her eyes: "No, it's not like that."
The words stop here.
Kim Taeyeon laughed out loud and said softly, "That's enough."
"You ......" Xia Xuan was stunned.
"I'm glad you didn't treat me entirely as her, at least part of what you said and did to me was because of me, and that's enough."
The words were very light, but there was an indescribable wave in Xia Xuan's heart, so that her next sentence was like a heavy hammer bombarding his heart.
"So, stop here."