When I got home, Mr. and Mrs. Li hadn't slept yet, watching a reality show.

Seeing the two of them smiling red, Li Shuo felt relieved and envious.

If his sexual orientation was normal, he would have married a wife and had children by now, no way, this thing is unbearable, but he also has friends in the circle like his parents, who met and fell in love when they were students, and have been side by side for many years, and the adopted children have run all over the ground. He is a stable character, why doesn't he have a stable life?

Mrs. Li beckoned to him: "Xiao Shuo, come, this show is so fun." ”

Li Shuo smiled and walked among them, holding their shoulders one by one: "I haven't seen you for a day, have you missed me." ”

Mr. Li smiled: "What is the flesh, ah, by the way, when do you plan to return to China?" ”

"I'll go back when you're better."

Mr. Li patted his chest: "I'm fine, I plan to go to work tomorrow." ”

"Dad, you better rest and rest, don't rush to work."

"I'm suffocating every day, your mother still has to take me to practice yoga, a room of children, I won't go."

"There are also men who are good or not." Mrs. Li retorted, "The coach is a man. ”

"The coach is gay."

Mrs. Li punched him, "Your son is gay, what's wrong with gay?" ”

Mr. Li has an expression that is not as knowledgeable as you.

Li Shuo smiled: "Okay, it's okay not to do yoga, but don't touch high-intensity sports for the time being." ”

"I know, what the doctor says I listen to." Mr. Li suddenly remembered something, "Xiao Shuo, I went to the bank that day and ran into your boyfriend in college, I forgot what it was called, but I remember it." ”

Li Shuo said unexpectedly: "Han Feiye? ”

"Yes, he didn't see me. It's been so many years, he hasn't changed much, anyway, he can recognize it at a glance, and he looks pretty good. ”

"Well, he resigned to start a business with others, made a company engaged in medical AI, and is going public."

Mrs. Li sighed: "That's good, I liked that kid a lot at the time...... Oh, isn't he a sheep too? I remember being a year older than you. ”

Mr. Li couldn't stand it: "Can you stop being superstitious, I'm really afraid that my son won't be able to marry a wife." ”

"I'm just talking."

Li Shuo remembered his English name that Zhao Jinxin used to joke about, and couldn't help asking, "Mom, am I a sheep in the five elements?" ”

"Huh? What's missing? ”

“…… It's nothing. You see, I'm going to rest. ”

Li Shuo returned to the room, took a shower, wanted to take a book to look at it quietly, and when he was looking for a book, he found several photo albums on the bookshelf. He paused, reached out and took out the album, and gently opened it.

This is a photo of him playing in the National College Tennis League when he was in college. At that time, he was so young, high-spirited, smiling brightly, Han Feiye was next to him, half a head shorter than him, his face was white, his eyes were bright, the two of them hugged each other's shoulders, they were like brothers, and they were better than brothers.

They really had a good time, and it was a very important memory in his life.

However, he didn't think much about it anymore. The heartbeat, sweetness, and excitement at the beginning, the sadness, complaints, and thoughts when they broke up, no matter how strong the feelings were, after 12 years of baptism, they are all faint and almost invisible, people are so forgetful, and there is nothing that time cannot change.

Can he and Han Feiye really get back their original feelings?

He didn't know.

As Han Feiye said, when people reach this age, they have passed the fun they should play, they have seen what they should see, they just want to have a stable home, someone pours water when they are sick, someone waits when they go home, and there are people to share their joy and sorrow......

He wished there was such a person, but who could that person be?

Zhao Jinxin's face appeared in his mind again.

Zhao Jinxin is a good lover, if he is ten years younger, he will not get tired of playing for a few years, but this is not what he wants now. He watched his heart go off the rails and couldn't do nothing.

He closed the album and leaned against the bookshelf with his eyes closed.

It's tiring to be alive.

The next day, Li Shuo received a message from Xiang Ning, saying that he found out that Shao Qun went to Yangcheng today, and he must be looking for someone, so he sent someone to follow him, but he lost it.

Li Shuo had expected that Shao Qun would be wary of them, after all, when he got the news of Li Chengxiu, Zhao Jinxin was listening to him, how could he not report to his cousin.

He asked Xiang Ning to continue to think of a way, as soon as he found Li Chengxiu, he would return to China immediately.

Zhao Jinxin, who had been busy for several days, also called him and asked him to dinner.

Li Shuo cleaned himself up, man, he doesn't want to lose face if he loses anything.

The two of them made an appointment in a very quiet private restaurant.

Zhao Jinxin sat in the corner seat and smiled and flew a kiss at him.

Li Shuo walked over.

"Uncle Li is so handsome today." Zhao Jinxin looked him up and down, and said ambiguously: "Dressed up for me?" ”

"Yes." Li Shuo flicked his bow tie, "Didn't you say this is the standard for dating?" Then our dates shouldn't be without it. ”

Zhao Jinxin licked his lips: "But no matter what you wear, I just want to strip naked." ”

Li Shuo hooked his lips and smiled, but did not respond.

"I've been busy these days, when will you go back to China? I'll go back with you, and my dad will urge me to take office. ”

"As soon as I find Li Chengxiu, I will go back." Li Shuo looked at him, "But someone is hindering me. ”

Zhao Jinxin touched his nose: "This, I don't know very well." ”

Li Shuo shrugged and looked at the menu.

"You and Li Chengxiu have broken up, what are you looking for him? If my brother finds him, he will treat him well. ”

Li Shuo glanced at him: "I will abide by the agreement and don't talk to you about Shao Qun, so don't mention it." ”

Zhao Jinxin nodded: "Okay, I won't mention it, today is our date." He said sensually, "What does my little lamb want to eat?" ”

"I'm not familiar with the food, so you should order it."

"Okay." Zhao Jinxin ordered a few dishes and a bottle of wine, and said with some expectation, "I miss domestic food, although there are many Chinese in New York, I think the taste is always not as authentic as in China." ”

"Yes, I really want to go back, there is a food court near where I live, and there are a lot of takeouts to choose from at three or four o'clock every night."

"Really, where do you live?"

"XX Road."

"It's not far from where I work."

"yes, are you moving in with me?" Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly, and his tone was very natural.

Zhao Jinxin was slightly stunned, and said casually: "Oh, my brother...... I prepared the house. ”

"Wouldn't it be troublesome to meet like that, you don't know how blocked the capital is, you haven't been there for a long time, and life is definitely not very accustomed." Li Shuo smiled softly, "Let Uncle Li take care of you." ”

Zhao Jinxin avoided the important and said lightly: "I have studied there for three years, no problem." ”

"Don't you want to have breakfast with me every day?" Li Shuo smiled dotingly, he held his chin in one hand, but the other hand was clenched into a fist under the table.

Zhao Jinxin, I'll try hard one last time, promise me, don't you dare to agree to live together.

Zhao Jinxin smiled: "Of course I want to, but I love to lie in bed, and the place where I live can walk to the company, which is very convenient." ”

Li Shuo felt a sour breath welling up in his nose, his smile became stiff, and he used almost all his self-control to prevent himself from saying the sentence "Then I'll move in with you", he had already torn his face and threw it out one by one like a land indemnity, so he had to leave a little for himself.

He smiled and nodded: "It's okay, it's convenient." ”

The waiter brought the dish up, and Zhao Jinxin picked up a piece of fried foie gras and put it in Li Shuo's bowl: "Try this, the signature dish." ”

Li Shuo lowered his head and took a bite, he found that his teeth were chattering, he forced himself to calm down, forced himself to smile lightly: "Well, it's delicious." ”

"Uncle Li also looks so elegant and good-looking when he eats." Zhao Jinxin held his cheeks, looking exaggerated and intoxicated.

Li Shuo smiled and raised his glass: "This glass of respect for Ennan Group, I wish us a happy cooperation." ”

Zhao Jinxin toasted and touched: "Happy cooperation." ”

Li Shuo asked about the specific plans after returning to China, and Zhao Jinxin was happy to explain: "Today is our appointment, and we will talk about it later." He said mysteriously, "Uncle Li, before returning to China, we still have one thing to do. ”

Li Shuo raised his eyebrows: "What's the matter?" ”

"Remember the first time we met?"

"What do you mean?"

"I remember every detail of every part." Zhao Jinxin smiled charmingly, "For example, I said that I wanted to be in the pool of my apartment with you, while having sex while enjoying the beautiful view of the riverside park." ”

Li Shuo lowered his head and smiled: "Remember." ”

Zhao Jinxin's eyes flashed with a hint of wolf light, and he said coquettishly: "When will you fulfill my wish?" ”

"This......" Li Shuo grabbed the napkin tightly, slowly moved it to his lips, and wiped it, then he straightened his waist and raised his head, his eyes were calm and determined, "I'm sorry, I can't achieve it." ”

Zhao Jinxin was stunned for a moment: "Don't you particularly like the water?" ”

Li Shuo said calmly and clearly: "No, it's that we won't do it anymore - love." ”

Zhao Jinxin's expression froze instantly, and he narrowed his eyes slightly: "What do you mean?" ”

Li Shuo secretly pinched the flesh of his palms with his fingernails, and armed himself tightly with all his reason and self-control: "Jin Xin, I don't want to continue this relationship anymore, let's return to partners." ”

Zhao Jinxin's lips trembled: "Why?" Wasn't it good just now? Why, what? ”

"No why." Li Shuo said calmly, "I don't think it's boring. ”

Zhao Jinxin glared at him, and after a while, he sneered, "It's because of Han Feiye." ”

"There's just a reason for him."

"Just a little?"

Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly, looking at this face that he loved deeply and hated to dot on in every way, but inside it seemed to be frozen, and the ice ballast was carried along the blood to the whole body, which was terrible. He opened his mouth, relieved the pain that seemed to be a heart spasm, and said mechanically, "Feiye said, you want to try it with me, I think it's worth trying." ”

"Try? What to try? How can he abandon your three-year relationship for a job? Zhao Jinxin's eyes widened, and he forcibly suppressed the anger in his heart.

"What does our relationship have to do with you?" Li Shuo said lightly, "Although we plan to start getting along with ordinary friends first, it would be too disrespectful for me to get involved with you again." ”

Zhao Jinxin slammed his fist on the table.

There weren't many people in the restaurant, and the few tables of guests were so shocked that they turned their heads to look at them.

Li Shuo's Adam's apple slipped, and his expression did not fluctuate at all. He can fully understand Zhao Jinxin's anger, only Young Master Zhao has always dumped people, it is the first time to be dumped, such a fresh experience should actually be cherished by Zhao Jinxin, he should try a variety of possibilities when he is young, and he will ...... when he is old They are becoming more and more timid and less daring to take risks.

Zhao Jinxin's forehead was bulging, he squinted his eyes, and said in a low voice: "Li Shuo, are you serious?" Have I done you wrong? Where is it bad for us to be together? Not happy? He didn't expect that a happy date would end like this, Li Shuo was like a slap in the face in public, making him embarrassed and angry.

"Yes, no, okay, happy." Li Shuo smiled slightly, "But I've had enough." ”

Zhao Jinxin glared at Li Shuo viciously for two seconds, and suddenly showed a cold smile: "That's it, it's too hurtful." ”

"I'm sorry." Hurting? Hearing these two words, Li Shuo wanted to laugh, but he couldn't.

"Don't be sorry, you didn't do anything wrong." Zhao Jinxin regained his cynical appearance, he blinked, "It's a pity, you're so delicious, I really can't bear it." ”

Li Shuo bowed his head elegantly: "Thank you." ”

Zhao Jinxin took out his wallet, threw a few dollar bills on the table, and then stood up: "I'm sad, I can't eat." ”

Li Shuo looked at his wine glass woodenly: "Then I won't send you, drive carefully, good night." ”

Zhao Jinxin's fist clenched, and he leaned down and pressed it against Li Shuo's ear.

Li Shuo thought that he would hear something, or get the last kiss, but in the next second, he felt a tingling pain, he shook in pain, and instinctively wanted to push Zhao Jinxin away.

Zhao Jinxin grabbed his hand, licked the ear bone that had just been bitten with his tongue, and said in a chilling gentle voice: "Baby, don't regret it." He let go of Zhao Jinxin's hand and walked away without looking back.

It wasn't until Zhao Jinxin's back disappeared from sight that Li Shuo collapsed on the chair.

He had divided his hands many times, and each time he tried his best to maintain his demeanor and respect, no matter what the other person was, whether it was calm, complaining, or hysterical, and this time was no exception. However, this time it was so depressed that he could barely breathe. The heart was throbbing uncontrollably, and he wondered if heart disease was hereditary?

It's just the end of a relationship, it's just a wave of a passerby, and even in Zhao Jinxin's eyes, they have "never dated", and they don't even deserve to talk about their feelings.

Every strand of his entanglement is asking for his own hardships.

He hated this feeling, disgusted by being controlled by love.

Disgust, a qiē that happened tonight.