Li Shuo was depressed for several days.

There was a bipolar and boring air in his body, and his mind was full of things related to Zhao Jinxin, which he couldn't digest at all for a while, so he could only rely on masochistic exercises to resolve it.

He played ball for a long time, sweated like rain in the gym, and was so tired that he walked trembling, his brain could be temporarily empty, thinking about nothing, not entangled, but this state did not last long, and when he passed by the squash court, his brain exploded again.

He couldn't help but push open the door of the squash court and sat down against the wall.

It's so tiring, it's fucking self-inflicted.

Thinking of the game that the two of them played, he couldn't tell who the last winner was, obviously Zhao Jinxin lost, but he achieved his goal, and he won the ball, but he didn't have time to cash out his reward, and I'm afraid he will never have a chance to cash out.

I don't know if I'm old, but I'm easy to be soft-hearted and fragile, and I ended my relationship in the past, but I've never had such a low ebb period, but now I'm just suffering the blow of falling out of love, why don't I even bother to climb up.

What is the loss of love, it will soon pass.

Li Shuo stretched his sore thigh and left the squash court.

After taking a shower and changing clothes, he saw Han Feiye's missed call on his phone, and a text message asking him if he was free to watch a movie together at night. He sighed, in fact, he was resisting seeing anyone in his heart now, but he still replied: Okay.

After going home and changing his clothes, he rushed to the cinema.

Han Feiye has always liked the kind of movies with a strong literary atmosphere, and the films he picked this time are no exception, the plot is as bland as water, but the picture quality is delicate and beautiful, when he was in college, Han Feiye liked photography, and the two naturally talked about the lens, lighting and other topics, and they were not boring at all.

After watching the movie, they found a nearby Chinese restaurant to eat.

Han Feiye's face was red from choking on chili peppers, but he ate it happily.

Li Shuo smiled and said, "After so many years, your ability to eat chili peppers has not grown." ”

"No way, maybe the physique is like this, but I prefer to eat." Han Feiye said, taking another sip of his drink.

"Feiye, you really haven't changed much." Li Shuo couldn't help but sigh, this person was really similar to what he remembered.

Han Feiye smiled: "You haven't changed much, but you are much more mature than before." ”

"Haha, I'm here at my age, but I don't have the vitality I used to have." Li Shuo asked, "Feiye, have you talked about feelings over the years?" ”

Han Feiye paused, let out a sigh with a smile, and nodded: "Alas, it's a pity that they all ended up in nothing, and they have been fighting for their careers in the past few years, and their minds are not on it." ”

"yes, I understand." Before the age of thirty, he had a bed partner and a serious boyfriend, but he didn't think about it in the long run, or his career was the priority, after the age of thirty, he seemed to be hinted at by age, or watching his friends around him start a family, he suddenly wanted to settle down.

"What about you?"

"I've talked about a few of them, too." Li Shuo shrugged his shoulders and laughed at himself, "You saw it too." ”

The two of them looked at each other and smiled, both of them feeling a little sad about the same disease.

After eating, it was still early, and they wandered and chatted along Times Square, reminiscing about the past, as if there were endless topics to talk about.

As soon as Han Feiye raised his head, he suddenly froze, and Li Shuo followed his gaze and saw that it was the stock exchange.

Han Feiye said with a smile: "In a few months, our company will be listed here." ”

"Congratulations." Li Shuo said sincerely, "Your efforts deserve all the rewards. ”

"When my friend pulled me into the business, I thought about it for a long time, after all, I finally managed to gain a foothold on Wall Street, and you should know that I am not an adventurous person."

Li Shuo nodded: "I know." "Han Feiye is cautious and careful, which is completely different from him.

"Do you know why I agreed?"

"Why?"

"I thought of you." Han Feiye looked at him, his eyes were gentle and bright, with a hint of affection, "I thought that when I was young, I didn't be brave for love, I regretted it for many years, and now if I cringe again, how many years will I regret it." ”

These words were a pun, and they were particularly poignant, and Li Shuo's heart was surging, and he was full of emotion for a while. Only people of the same age can understand the ambivalence of wanting to be content with the status quo and not willing to abide by the destiny of heaven, at this time to break the stability and seek a breakthrough, it takes several times stronger courage than when he was in his twenties, if Han Feiye had such courage back then, the two of them must have been in a different situation, but he has this courage now, and it is also very admirable. Li Shuo suddenly realized that Han Feiye had actually changed a lot, at least he was much more confident than before, and this time, with the mentality basically equal, maybe the two really had a chance to get back together.

Li Shuo sighed lightly: "Feiye, it's really not easy for you to take this step, so you will definitely succeed." ”

Han Feiye looked at the big light sign of the stock exchange, the institution that symbolized the world's top wealth, as if beckoning to him, his eyes were brighter than the lights of Manhattan: "Xiao Shuo, I am standing by your side now, and I will finally not feel inferior, so I will try to get our relationship back." ”

Li Shuo looked at Han Feiye, with excitement in his eyes, although such Han Feiye was unfamiliar, he also had his own charm.

Just like before, go try new feelings, Li Shuo said to himself.

Let the meaningless past remain in the past forever.

Since that night, Zhao Jinxin has not contacted Li Shuo again, and Li Shuo endured the unaccustomed first few days, and slowly became indifferent.

He and Han Feiye's meetings gradually became more frequent, they ate, went to the bookstore, watched movies, and played ball, all of which were things they loved to do before, but there was no progress between the two. Han Feiye has a reserved personality, he is not a person who can take the initiative, he has always taken the initiative in his relationship, but he can't make further actions at this time, he doesn't want to delve into the reasons behind it, he just ...... Don't want to change.

Han Feiye often shared with him about the company, the company has passed the qualification review, submitted a formal listing application, and is operating well, if there are no accidents, victory is just around the corner. Occasionally, he would discuss some financial problems with Li Shuo, and Li Shuo would try his best to help him with his staff.

Before he knew it, the weather was getting hot, and when Li Shuo realized it, he had been in New York for more than half a year.

There was no news from Li Chengxiu's side at all, he guessed that it was probably Shao Qun who obstructed Xiang Ning's investigation, he couldn't sit on the stool more and more, even if he knew that it might not be useful to go back, but he still decided to return to China in the near future, even if he couldn't find Li Chengxiu, he could also take a look at Wen Xiaohui's recent situation, he was worried about the missing Li Chengxiu for most of the year, but forgot to care about others.

After making up his mind, he informed his parents and Han Feiye, and then booked a plane ticket to return to China in three days.

He didn't call Zhao Jinxin, the two haven't been in touch for half a month, I'm afraid this is exactly what Zhao Jinxin wants, since sooner or later they will have enough fun, like him, it is easy to get together and disperse, so that both parties can leave the scene with dignity - at least he has maintained his dignity. As for the mess inside, as long as others can't see it, he can heal himself sooner or later.

Before leaving, Li Shuo and Han Feiye made an appointment to have a meal together, he arrived at the restaurant in advance, and as soon as he sat down, his mobile phone rang, and it was Han Feiye calling: "Hey, Feiye." ”

"Xiaoshuo, are you out?" Han Feiye's voice didn't sound right.

Li Shuo smiled: "I just went out, don't worry, take your time." ”

"I'm sorry Xiaoshuo, I can't go today."

"Huh? What's wrong, is something wrong? ”

"Something went wrong in the company, the boss told us to go to a meeting now, I don't know what is going on yet, but listening to his tone should be quite urgent, so I ......"

"It's okay, then you can go quickly, it's important to get down to business."

Han Feiye said apologetically: "I originally wanted to see you off, but I won't be able to see you before you leave." ”

Li Shuo said softly: "It's okay, I won't go back for a long time this time, maybe I'll be back next month, and you can pick me up again when the time comes." You drive carefully, and if you need my help, call me, okay? ”

"Hmm!"

After hanging up the phone, Li Shuo stood up a little embarrassed, told the waiter that the reserved seat was gone, and left the restaurant in a hurry.

It's okay, I'm going back to China tomorrow, so let's go back to spend time with my parents.

Early the next morning, Uncle Guang sent Li Shuo to the airport, and his parents went with him.

After Li Shuo finished boarding the plane, he said to his parents with a smile: "You go back, I have already asked you not to come, I should be back soon." ”

Mr. Li said: "You don't have to rush back, I'm already fine, you go to do what you want to do and go to Sanya to take a good look at the project." Let's communicate at any time, and if we think it's feasible, I'll push it forward. ”

"Okay, don't worry, Dad, take care, Mom, you take care of my dad and let him avoid it."

"Got it, be careful on the road."

"Brother Li."

A clear and beautiful male voice came from behind, Li Shuo trembled, and his expression immediately froze.

"Oh, Jinxin?"

"Uncle, aunt." Zhao Jinxin walked over, he only carried a boarding suitcase, and a warm smile appeared on his face, "Brother Li, you came so early." ”

Li Shuo took a deep breath, turned around calmly, and said with a smile: "I'm afraid of traffic jams, so I'll come early." ”

"Xiao Shuo, why didn't you say that Jin Xin would go back with you?"

"Oh? Didn't I say it? ”

"Definitely not." Mrs. Li said, "That's right, you can chat on the way, and it won't be so boring." ”

Li Shuopi looked at Zhao Jinxin with a smile: "Yes." ”

waved goodbye to their parents, and the two walked side by side to the security check.

Zhao Jinxin smiled and said, "Didn't you say that you would go together, why didn't you call me." ”

"Forget." Li Shuo looked straight ahead with an expressionless face.

"It's so ruthless, isn't Uncle Li turning his face a little too fast."

Li Shuo said politely: "It's not appropriate to say that. ”

Zhao Jinxin leaned down slightly and laughed twice: "Then is it appropriate for you to kick me away when you're done?" ”

His voice was low and hoarse, and he couldn't hear the emotion, but Li Shuo still felt a chill inexplicably, he clenched his fists, endured the anger churning in his chest, looked ahead without squinting, and smiled indifferently: "This kind of statement is even more inappropriate." ”

"Why? Am I wrong? ”

"I hate to have a war of words with people, it's a waste of time, it's useless, you can say whatever you want." Li Shuo walked quickly to the customs. The few minutes he spent with Zhao Jinxin were even more tiring and tiring than his playing ball all afternoon. Since Zhao Jinxin knew that he was leaving today, he must have been ready a long time ago, and when he thought that he would face Zhao Jinxin again in the next ten hours, he couldn't wait to take a boat back to China.

What does Zhao Jinxin want to do? What else does he want to do?

refused to rebuild trust with him, said that he had never dated anyone, and finally faced his invitation to live together, and slapped him in the face, a young "player" who just wanted to have fun in time and didn't want to be bound by responsibility, he fully understood, but he didn't want to play with him, why did he dare to speak disrespectfully to him like a victim now?

It's ridiculous.

The two temporarily passed through customs and inspection separately.

Zhao Jinxin finished the security check first and waited at the security checkpoint in Li Shuo.

Li Shuo adjusted himself, looking light on the surface, and made a "please" gesture to Zhao Jinxin.

After all, they are still partners.

The corners of Zhao Jinxin's lips were raised, and his smile was very cold.

They walked side by side towards the break room.

As soon as he entered the lounge, Li Shuo went straight to the VIP room, wanting to isolate Zhao Jinxin from his sight.

Unexpectedly, Zhao Jinxin swaggered to follow.

Li Shuo grabbed the doorknob and frowned, "Aren't you a member here?" Otherwise, you can swipe my card, there are a lot of rooms here. ”

Zhao Jinxin spread his hands innocently: "What a waste of that, let's use one." ”

Li Shuo narrowed his eyes: "Didn't I say it clearly enough that night?" ”

"Yes, but I don't agree."

"I don't need your permission."

Zhao Jinxin's elbow rested on the wall and smiled ambiguously, "We haven't seen each other for two weeks, I miss you so much." Even if Uncle Li doesn't want me, doesn't he want my baby? ”

"In public, can you be more decent?"

Zhao Jinxin bit his lip and chuckled, "I'm sorry?" Uncle Li is serious in front of people, but he can't make a fuss in bed, this contrast is really cute. ”

Li Shuo looked around, and remembered that the two of them spoke Chinese, and it happened that the probability of someone passing by who understood was very low. He was long past the age when he would blush because of dirtytalk, but he didn't have the interest of being sidetracked, and he said in a deep voice: "Jin Xin, don't make things too ugly. ”

"Ugly ......" Zhao Jinxin's pair of beautiful eyes hid an unfathomable love at this time, "I know better than you what it looks like to be ugly." He slammed open the door of the room and pushed Li Shuo inside.

Li Shuo was caught off guard, and before he could turn around, he heard the door locked behind him, and in the next second, he was hugged into a familiar embrace, and all the angry shouts that had not yet been uttered were blocked into the kiss of *.