Chapter 220: The Year
Zou Yuan was already leaning on the sofa, he stared at the ground, the whole person was motionless, he didn't mean to stop Xing Yongli, and he didn't seem to hear what he said. The whole person is in a state of emptiness, as if what happened in this room has nothing to do with him.
Zou Ru clenched his fists, excited, as if he didn't want Xing Yongli to lift the tulle in front of everyone.
"Today's words are not out of impulse, but have been preparing for a long time, Zou Ru, since we divorced, I have thought a lot, when I was young, I was always obsessed with the past, but you are a person who doesn't like to put anything on your lips, the more you don't say, the more uncomfortable I am, now I really regret it, when I had a good marriage in front of me, I never cherished it, what's the point of caring about those past things? But after the divorce, I found out that it was too late, at first I thought about keeping you, and tried all kinds of ways to repair the relationship with you, until I sent someone to follow you and take pictures of your daily life, so free and unrestrained, I suddenly realized that you can live so well without me. Although Xing Yongli's words are true, they do not mean that they are all. At the beginning of the divorce, he not only found someone to take a photo of Zou Ru, but it was almost all-weather monitoring, and he even knew when she went out and who she saw.
It may be that the sudden loss made Xing Yongli crazy, but it is precisely because of this that he understands how deeply he has loved this woman all these years. If it weren't for deep love, it wouldn't have been entangled with her and Zou Yuan for a long time. Always thinking about prevention before it happens, in case Zou Yuan suddenly comes to Zou Ru after reflection, Xing Yongli has no confidence in Zou Ru, and even less in Zou Ru.
Before the divorce, he still had a marriage as a guarantee, but now he is an outsider, a stranger, with no position, and no qualification to manage anything about Zou Ru.
In fact, Xing Yongli and Zou Ru can come together, and they can be regarded as experiencing a flash marriage.
A chance encounter, Zou Ru walked into Xing Yongli's field of vision, and within a few days, he began to pursue Zou Ru madly, but Zou Ru was depressed all day long, which covered her with a mysterious atmosphere.
In fact, when I met Xing Yongli, Zou Ru and Zou Yuan had just experienced the crazy rejection of their parents, fled, found that they were unwell and ran back for treatment, looking for a match and a series of other things, and they couldn't withstand any toss at a young age. Just when Zou Jianru agreed to donate his kidney and offered to do so after the operation, if he and his grandmother would divorce their two children, Zou Yuan and Zou Ru made a life-threatening decision - as long as Zou Yuan could recover his health, the two brothers and sisters would never have any more contact in this life.
Mr. and Mrs. Zou tried to dissuade them, but they couldn't stop the two children.
On the day Zou Yuan was discharged from the hospital, Zou Ru took Xing Yongli home.
Zou Ru was originally an honest person, whether it was marriage or love, she didn't want to deceive anyone. So when Xing Yongli launched a fierce pursuit of her, she told him everything about herself and Zou Yuan, and put the choice in Xing Yongli's hands.
After two days of consideration, Xing Yongli finally gave a positive answer and chose to go home with Zou Ru to meet his parents. Not long after that, the two had a wedding, and Xing Zhaoyang was left after the marriage, and the family should have lived happily, but although Xing Yongli didn't say it on his face, he was still haunted by Zou Yuan and Zou Ru's past, and now that he thinks about it, Xing Yongli sometimes laughs at himself for being ridiculous, if he had the current mentality at that time, it is estimated that he would not have divorced.
Originally, before giving birth to Yin Yin, the marriage of the two had come to an end, but by chance she was pregnant with Yin Yin, Zou Ru planned to make one last effort, and when the road to happiness was about to be paved, Yin Yin's disappearance gave the family a huge blow, and the past contradictions began to be peeled off layer by layer, until the quarrel was endless, and the quarrel was tired, and the two finally entered the Civil Affairs Bureau.
The pain of losing a daughter, coupled with the divorce, how Xing Yongli came over during that time can be imagined.
"Later, I figured it out, even if we remarry, the person in your heart still can't be me, so what am I still dying? As I just said, loving someone is not about possession, there can be more ways, such as fulfillment, why don't I want to find a way to fulfill you? I don't want to talk too much nonsense, but let's put it simply: I'm at this age, and if I delay it any longer, I really won't have time. Especially Zou Yuan is still in this state, do you brothers and sisters really plan to be the same as the oath you made back then, and never get along with each other? Zou Yuan, is it a man, can you take the initiative once? Even if you promised the old man and them back then, what can you do? Now ask the old man, haven't they spent all these years in regret? A good home, what has become of it, they can't get together for the New Year and the holidays, where will the two old men be happy? One is unmarried for life, the other is half-married and half-divorced, in this state, to say something ugly, let the old man go, can he close his eyes?"
After the last sentence was thrown, the whole room was not good. Grandma has already burst into tears, and all kinds of past things appear in front of her as if they were yesterday. It's not that they don't regret it, and they don't even regret it all the time. As Xing Yongli said, the two children, one is not married, and the other is unhappy and divorced halfway, such a result is the union of the two of them, if they were separated back then, at least the two children could live well. But what about now?
Lying on the bed in the room, Mr. Zou looked at the children opposite, "Wynn's words are exactly what I have been telling you, anyway, I don't have a few years to live with your mother, it's better for you to take advantage of your youth, take advantage of it, at least when you're like our age, you don't have any regrets." ”
"Dad, you don't have to say anything, it's impossible for me and Xiaoru." Zou Yuan spoke, his voice trembling slightly.
"Ah Yuan, you better give yourself a few days to think, what you just said only represents your own opinion, have you considered Zou Ru?" Xing Yongli reminded.
Everyone couldn't help but look at Zou Ru, she hung her head and didn't say a word. The atmosphere of silence spread among several people, and gradually everyone got used to the silence, and I don't know how long it took, Zou Ru suddenly spoke, "Dad, you take care of it, since we have decided to undergo hemodialysis, we quickly told the doctor that the family should also prepare." It's late today, so let's all go back. ”
Hearing that everyone was coming out, Monet hurriedly pulled Xing Zhaoyang to dodge, but Xing Zhaoyang didn't move, as if he had stepped on the all-purpose glue. Zou Ru was startled when he opened the door. (To be continued.) )