Chapter 221: Transparency
"Zhaoyang, why are you here? Xiao Nai ...... "Zou Ru stood at the front, and behind her, Xing Yongli and Zou Yuan followed out.
Seeing Xing Zhaoyang there, everyone was stunned.
Xing Zhaoyang looked at the three people in front of him expressionlessly, the three elders he respected and loved, for a long time, he suddenly turned around and pulled Monet to the end of the corridor.
Zou Ru chased him out and roared, but Xing Zhaoyang was indifferent.
Xing Yongli pulled his legs and was about to follow, but was stopped by Zou Yuan, "Zhaoyang doesn't know anything about the events of the year, he is now an adult, since you know that you should give him some time, I don't know the attitude of the children yet, you just rushed up, what can you say?" ”
"It's me who is too impulsive to choose this time today." Xing Yongli took the initiative to admit his mistake.
Zou Yuan shook his head, "Some things are still good for everyone, if we put things on the bright side before you and Xiaoru got married, it wouldn't have made you come to this point, so I'll make it clear today, the reason why I haven't found someone to marry for so many years is not because I still miss Xiaoru in my heart, but because my body is not suitable for marriage, and my life span is so long, why should I bother others to follow me?" What can I do if I have a baby? I can't watch others reach middle age, and in that case, it's good to be alone. Some things are in the past, and important opportunities are missed, and no matter how many windows for reversal there are in the future, it is not a good opportunity after all. You should understand my words, okay, I'm going back. Goodbye" bypassed Zou Ru and Xing Yongli, Zou Yuan walked calmly.
Zou Ru didn't speak, looking at Zou Yuan's back and thinking about something.
Xing Yongli stared at Zou Ruliang for a long time and smiled bitterly, "It seems that I don't know Zou Yuan well enough...... But I know you well enough ......."
Zou Ru didn't want to speak, didn't answer Xing Yongli, and was about to leave.
"Since he doesn't want to drag you down, don't you want to do something?" Zou Ru paused, turned his head on the spot, "Wynn, I thank you for saying these words today, but the matter between me and Ah Yuan is really not something that can be solved in one or two sentences, we want to deal with our affairs in our own way, our marriage has come to this point over the years, it's not all your fault, I am also responsible, since there is no chance to turn back, it is better to look away, continue to move forward, there are many good women around you, don't tie me to a tree, since we are persuaded to look away, why don't you look away yourself?" ”
"Even if I want to look away, I have to see that your life is better, now let me pursue the so-called future by myself, how can I go on? Ah Yuan, what are you going to do? ”
"I don't have a plan, the most important thing now is Dad's body, and I'll put everything else aside for the time being."
"Don't you see something wrong with his attitude today?"
"His attitude has always been problematic."
"Can't you see he's avoiding you? Although I haven't seen it, you can recall how he took you to be brave before he found out that he was not in good health, and what was his attitude after he found out, what he said he would not do with you over the years, in fact, he inquired about your current situation in many ways, after Yin Yin was lost, after the two of us divorced, he came to me several times......"
Zou Ru slowly met Xing Yongli's gaze.
"He's not a coward, he's not a coward, he's just afraid of you. Your father's today is his tomorrow, and he is afraid that you will be even more sad by then. It's better not to have one, and take a qiē lightly. He wants to completely become a transparent person in front of you, and then slowly disappear into this world quietly. I underestimated him...... I thought that as long as I picked it out, he would be able to bravely rush forward and hold you firmly in his hand, but I still thought about it a little less. ”
"Thank you." After speaking, Zou Ru turned around and walked towards the end of the corridor, his pace was very slow, very slow.
Xing Zhaoyang and Monet drove on the Inner Ring Expressway, although it was late, there were still a lot of cars on the Inner Ring, Xing Zhaoyang's speed was soaring, Monet firmly grasped the co-pilot's handrail, "Zhaoyang, you calm down, at least lower the speed first, you are very dangerous." ”
Xing Zhaoyang didn't speak, but his foot on the accelerator became harder and harder.
"If you don't slow down, I'm going to jump out of the car......" Monet loosened his seat belt and held the inner buckle of the door with one hand, "I only count to three...... One...... 2. ......"
Before he counted to three, Xing Zhaoyang had already parked the car in the emergency line, stopped quickly and got out of the car and sat in the back seat.
This is about to strike......
Monet observed Xing Zhaoyang's state from the rearview mirror, his eyes closed, and he leaned on the seat with his hands folded in front of his chest.
Relieved, getting out of the car and changing to the driver's seat, Monet started the car and drove out of the Inner Ring Expressway.
The old place to talk about things, the top of the hill. It's still the original slope, parked the car, Monet got off directly to the cliff, where you can overlook the entire Min City, and the night view is very beautiful.
Xing Zhaoyang also came down and walked to Monet's side, and the love in his whole body was nowhere to be emanated.
"If we were in any danger just now, what would you do if you let your grandfather who was lying in the hospital? What do you want your uncle and aunt to do with the uncle and aunt who just found Yin Yin and enjoyed the joy of family reunion? ”
"Do you feel the joy of family reunion? I didn't feel it. Our family is impossible to reunite, if Yin Yin hadn't disappeared back then, there might still be a possibility of repair, but now, it's all a fantasy. "The most fearful thing is not to face the facts, but to have doubts for many years that the seeds have been turned over and confirmed.
"Okay, let's go back to here, and I found that no matter what mess happens, it will be traced back to the source."
"What, isn't that right?"
Monet smiled bitterly, "Yes, of course yes, very right, if I hadn't been selfish back then and hid Yinyin, your family would not have been torn apart, and it would not have come to this point." But have you thought about it, even if there is no Yin Yin as the fuse, it will come to this day, uncle and aunt they have no fate, just like us, it is said on the Internet that the fate of the two of us is destined, but no matter how strong the fate is, there will always be a rub in fate, and after the rubbing, the two are strangers. You and I are like this, uncles and aunts are like this, let them decide the things of their previous lives, and we don't participate in the juniors and don't intervene, which is the greatest respect for them. Why do you bother to be in love? ”
"Have you ever lived in a home where there are quarrels all day long? Do you know how I grew up from small things? Others think that the prince of NH grew up with a golden spoon in his mouth, and he was clothed and fed all day long, but in fact, my biggest wish when I was a child was that this world could be quiet ......" (to be continued. )