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He himself wants to know, what does this woman represent to him?

First of all, this smart and kind woman is like his sister in the eyes of Wang Shengzhe. There is no doubt about this, because in casual contact with her, Wang Shengzhe can always feel the wisdom in this woman's heart, and she is like a patient sister, carefully guiding Wang Shengzhe to bypass some unnecessary obstacles. If there was no Zhang Ziyan, Wang Shengzhe didn't know how many things he would have done wrong in this matter of Zhang Ziyan.

It's just that Wang Shengzhe doesn't just regard the other party as a sister, he also clearly feels that Zhang Ziyan has more or less affection for him, and Wang Shengzhe himself is somewhat difficult to let go of her. It is also strange to say, why could Wang Shengzhe accept such a woman so quickly? You must know that Wang Shengzhe accepted Xu Xian and Lin Yun'er, but it took a lot of time, and it was only in those years that a brainless Xu Xian would spend so much effort on Wang Shengzhe, and finally knocked on Wang Shengzhe's closed heart after crossing over.

And Zhang Ziyan, in just a few months, seems to have become the softest part of Wang Shengzhe's heart, which is really unbelievable. Perhaps, this is how wonderful people are between people, right? It's like a fateful encounter, after people meet, it may not take a moment to find out that the other party is the person you want to find, right? Therefore, no matter what, Wang Shengzhe regards Zhang Ziyan as his closest person.

However, Wang Shengzhe's own closest person, Wang Shengzhe couldn't do anything for her. During that time, Wang Shengzhe was able to sit back and watch Zhang Ziyan suffer all kinds of injustices like this.

Wang Shengzhe really hated his powerless appearance at the beginning, and every time he recalled the situation at the time, it was inevitable that Wang Shengzhe's expression would be a little gloomy, just like when he heard Zhang Ziyan himself tell what happened to him for the first time, although Wang Shengzhe had expected it, but he never expected that the matter was even more disgusting than the truth disclosed by the media.

Wang Shengzhe didn't know, why, such a thing happened?

It's just that Wang Shengzhe's fluctuations in his heart at that time were soothed by Zhang Ziyan's words for the first time. At that time, Zhang Ziyan suddenly spoke, and her words directly dispelled the haze in Wang Shengzhe's heart.

"You know what? You really don't fit this expression. ”

Zhang Ziyan, who said this, chuckled, and used her own hand to try to smooth out the wrinkles between Wang Shengzhe's eyebrows, but her action made Wang Shengzhe hate this circle even more unknowingly.

Wang Shengzhe immediately wanted to ask her. "Could it be that she's suitable for that crazy look?"

However, Wang Shengzhe didn't dare to ask, he didn't know what kind of position he should use to speak.

Wang Shengzhe wanted to tell her very much, even if she didn't care, but, looking at her crazy appearance, Wang Shengzhe felt a pang of distress in his heart.

However, Wang Shengzhe didn't say anything after all.

For Wang Shengzhe at that time, he still didn't know what he needed, and he was indecisive, and there was no way for him to really see his heart. He only felt pain when Wang Shengzhe saw Zhang Ziyan being hurt, but he didn't think about why he felt pain, he didn't even notice that feeling, because, at that time, he happened to meet Lin Yun'er, who was also a person worthy of Wang Shengzhe's cherished life.

However, Wang Shengzhe finally understands now, why is he in pain?

What kind of despair would you be if your family was suffering without your knowledge, but you couldn't do anything with all your efforts and could only stand by and watch?

Wang Shengzhe's state of mind at that time may be like this, right?

For Zhang Ziyan, a weak and kind woman, Wang Shengzhe should soothe the other party's heart, but he didn't even know what words to use to comfort the other party. Could it be that she should be told that this is the so-called fate, right? Could it be that such a woman is destined to endure everything like this? Shouldn't a kind person have a happy and fulfilling life?

Not only did Wang Shengzhe have no way to answer these questions at the beginning, but now he still hasn't figured out such a thing, so in the face of Zhang Ziyan at that time, he can only choose not to speak for a long time.

Just when Wang Shengzhe thought that that day, he was destined to be silent like this. Zhang Ziyan spoke, but her opening made Wang Shengzhe even more overwhelmed.

Because of Zhang Ziyan, she told Wang Shengzhe in person. "She hates the world, hates the injustice of the world, hates the preference of the world."

However, for such words, Wang Shengzhe had no way to say anything.

Looking back now, at that time, it was impossible to say anything at all, right? Because, no matter what Wang Shengzhe says, it is the fault of the world after all, right? Perhaps, it is all the fault of the hour?

At least, Zhang Ziyan herself, there's nothing wrong, right? On the contrary, she maybe, she should be right, right?

Wang Shengzhe doesn't know if Zhang Ziyan is a hero when she hides herself and insists on implementing her plan?

Perhaps, right? is such a kind and weak person in front of him, and finally chose to embark on the road of using his life to fight those demons alone.

The orange tree once wrote: Those who rush forward without knowing the darkness of the world are simple. People who know that the world is dark and gloomy are realistic. Those who know the darkness of the world but still advance are brave.

So, what kind of person should Zhang Ziyan, who chose to walk forward in the dark, be?

However, all this is just Wang Shengzhe's memories and feelings, in fact, Wang Shengzhe really can't remember anything, he only remembers that he told her a lot that day, but he didn't remember anything, he only remembered that the woman, after talking for a long, long time, hugged herself tightly, crying like a child.

And what Wang Shengzhe can do is only to hug her well, and want to use his body temperature to warm her heart that has been getting colder and colder, perhaps, Zhang Ziyan also wants to go back to when she was a child, right?

Wang Shengzhe really didn't know if he brought her a little warmth at that time. Looking back on her at that time now, she really remembers it vividly.

Wang Shengzhe sighed lightly, at this time, he was not in a hurry to return to his memories.

He didn't see Wang Shengzhe at that time, looking at the letter that Zhang Ziyan left for him, and felt very puzzled in his heart. Wang Shengzhe even guessed at that meeting, could it be that Zhang Ziyan herself had already chosen to let go? Has she given up her desire for revenge?

It wasn't until the beginning of this year that Wang Shengzhe knew how correct it was that he felt something was wrong at that time, and it was also that at that time, Wang Shengzhe couldn't figure out why Zhang Ziyan, who couldn't figure it out, could choose to let go, because she had no way to put it down.

Wang Shengzhe can still clearly remember that when she woke up in his arms, she grabbed her collar and said cruel words with red eyes. "I'm going to make those people pay, even if I'm dead."

This kind of hatred makes Wang Shengzhe, an unrelated outsider, feel creepy, could it be that under this kind of hatred, can Zhang Ziyan choose to let go so easily?

It's simply not possible. It's just that Wang Shengzhe couldn't bear to think about it at that time, and he didn't think much about it. Wang Shengzhe felt at that time that she should have a lot to say in the letter.

It's just that she didn't say anything.

And Wang Shengzhe also had a lot of things to say to her, but he didn't have a chance to say them.

There are too many words that have not been said in the past, and now there is no chance to say them.

Wang Shengzhe should have told the woman who was crying and asking him that he was willing to take her away, but before she left, Wang Shengzhe didn't even know that his heart was so important to her.

People always know the importance of what they have lost to themselves after they have lost.

Wang Shengzhe really regretted it, although at that time, if he took Zhang Ziyan away, there might be many difficulties and twists and turns, but Wang Shengzhe himself understood that the day he saw Zhang Ziyan on the distant road, he should not let go, if he could do it again, Wang Shengzhe would rather die by himself, he would not let go again.

However, there is no such opportunity again.

If Wang Shengzhe had said to her at that time, would she not have had the time to hold herself painfully in the back?

If she had been taken away by herself without hesitation at that time, would she not have so many things to do in the future?

Is there no more despair in her words?

Wang Shengzhe doesn't understand, he doesn't understand why, there is a person who is struggling like this, but he has never been able to resist the shackles of fate.

Wang Shengzhe really didn't expect that when a person like Zhang Ziyan finally made the decision to commit suicide, he didn't just want to escape.

She, with her persistence, has not changed.

It's just that Wang Shengzhe doesn't understand.

Yes, Wang Shengzhe admits that he really doesn't understand anything.

It can even be exaggerated to say that if Zhang Ziyan hadn't met Wang Shengzhe at the beginning, would Zhang Ziyan have embarked on the old road of suicide.

Perhaps, Wang Shengzhe is the source of all evil, right?

Wang Shengzhe himself knows nothing.

Wang Shengzhe, all he can do is to comfort the heart that has been deeply hurt in his heart, regretting it while moving forward.

In the end, where can he go?

Who knows.