75. Wake up
"Isn't it up to us to decide our lives?"
This sentence is true, Lin Tian has always thought so. But that dream, if it is true, at least Tian Lin's life is not up to her. And what Lin Tian is afraid of is this, I don't know when Tian Lin will be taken away for unknown reasons. The fields that occupied the entire first half of her life, if they suddenly disappeared, she didn't know what she would do.
"An ordinary life like ours doesn't look like the protagonist no matter how you look at it. Then there are not one or many pairs of eyes staring at us all the time, so there is no need to worry at all! â
Seeing that Lin Tian didn't speak, still thinking about his life that might be manipulated, Wen Jing could only change to another way to persuade him. The protagonist is the core of every story, and the development of things revolves around the protagonist. But neither Hayashida nor she looks like the protagonist. Needless to say, she hasn't experienced a few major events since she was a child, and she is the protagonist, what does this story say. And Lin Tian, after reading so many movies and novels, Wen Jing feels that the protagonist is not strong in others, at least in his heart. Lin Tian, who will think about his own zĂ i here, doesn't look like a protagonist.
And after Lin Tian heard such an argument, he thought of Tian Lin again. If nothing else, let's just say that the storage of the fields and forests is an incredible thing. So far, they have not encountered a species similar to Tian Lin, and according to so many years of observation, she has not found that person has a little friend who is invisible to others like her. If someone is staring at Tian Lin, forcibly take her away when Tian Lin has not done anything.
"Even if it's not the so-called protagonist, if the world is made by someone, the author has the power. He can make a stroke and our lives may change. â
Well, in addition to the protagonist, there are also supporting characters in the world. Compared with the protagonist depicted in a well-conceived manner, the life of the supporting characters is more casual, and every turn is to serve the protagonist. Wen Jing knocked on her head, why should she explore this kind of seemingly unsolvable problem. And Lin Tian is obviously trapped, if she is not pulled out of here, this problem can be thought about for a lifetime.
"I ask you if every decision you make now, everything you go through, is your own choice. Because you decide what to do, there is a later development. â
"But you can't deny the role of external forces, and those factors will have a serious impact on our lives."
In this world, natural disasters**
"If everyone thought like you and stopped working hard because of the disasters in the outside world, the world would be long gone. What we experience is the present, what we stand here is reality, and what we have to do is live each day well. It is not because there is a possibility of trouble that we feel sorry for ourselves and abandon the present. â
Although I don't know what Lin Tian dreamed of, or what bad news he received, if he was just immersed in those disasters and couldn't get out, and didn't work hard for the future, then what was the meaning of life. Although Wen Jing is not very good at persuading, and she still persuades without knowing the cause and effect, she still says what she thinks.
Lin Tian's current state is very confused, and there is a lot of negative news in her ears. Especially the moment when Tian Lin disappeared in the dream, compared to the reason that "Tian Lin disappeared because he didn't get love", the reason "Tian Lin's existence is controlled by others" is more convincing to her. Tian Lin's disappearance is similar to the death of a human being, and when he thought of this, Lin Tian opened his mouth and asked Wen Jing, the COS life coach: "Is death the same?" â
"Who in the world does not die. But I didn't say, 'Because the probability of dying within 100 years is 99 percent, so don't struggle, and wait for death with peace of mind.' So be it. As long as you live for one day, you will naturally have to do something to come out. So, don't get dwelled, look at this stack of books on your desk and start reviewing, girl! â
Wen Jing patted Lin Tian on the shoulder vigorously, hoping that this would wake Lin Tian up. It's too early to dwell on death at this age, they are the sun at ten o'clock in the morning, and life has just begun, what do you want to do so much.
One second, ten seconds, one minute...... Lin Tian under his subordinates didn't move, his eyes looked straight ahead, not knowing what he was thinking. Could it be that this sentence failed, Wen Jing began to think about the possibility of taking some chicken soup to irrigate Lin Tian, and I don't know if Lin Tian can drink it.
"You're right, it's useless for me to dwell on this." I should think about how to make the fields uncontrollable, instead of thinking crankily here. It will take about a day or two for Tian Lin to wake up, and it is best to complete all his things during this time, and then the two of them will discuss it slowly. That's Tian Lin's life, I can participate, but I can't dominate.
Having made up his mind, Lin Tian sat down at the table, piled all the small books aside, and picked up the first book. "Let's start reviewing in order to get into the university of your choice."
Although I don't know what Hayashida went through and where he thought of it. But Wen Jing was quite satisfied with this result, at least Lin Tian no longer dwelled on those useless things, and that was enough. She also opened the book and continued to review, the time for the exam was getting closer and closer, and she couldn't fall behind people. I don't know what Zhuo Rurong and Sun Jiao are doing, it's night, is it true that they suddenly changed sex and are ready to fight in the library? It's just that neither of them has a pen, is it really studying in the library?
Sun Jiao never knew that Zhuo Rurong was a difficult choice, and how strict she was. Thanks to the process of entering the books in the library, the books in the library are not so new, so she can just take the word book and memorize the words. But Zhuo Rurong didn't, she began to compare in the library, which one was better, which one had more content, and which one was detailed. In short, it is necessary to find the most suitable one or several better books among the dozen similar books.
Listening to Zhuo Rurong's words, I borrowed all these books that were better compared, and then used the summer vacation to read each of them, and finally came up with a reference book that should be selected for the graduate school entrance examination, and then went to buy my own books. Sun Jiao only felt that her head was too big, and she was admitted to graduate school, could she use it so troublesomely. Seniors and seniors have recommended books, and it's not over when you buy them at the right time, so it's meaningful to compare and compare?
"Of course it is meaningful, we have to gather the strengths of all families, each set of reference books, has its own strengths, and these can be learned more comprehensively by integrating these together." Zhuo Rurong opened two books with similar names but different authors, found a chapter and began to compare the ways the two were told.
"And beyond that, in this piece of the book, I feel like my heart has calmed down. With so many graduate school entrance examination books in front of my eyes, I have a feeling that I have entered the state of graduate school entrance examination. â
"The state of the graduate school entrance examination should be studying, not looking for books." Sun Jiao only felt that her head was full of black lines.
"No, you don't understand." Zhuo Rurong continued to compare the books in her hand, put one back, and pulled out the other. The most important purpose of doing this is to alleviate her love, she can't continue to stay in the whirlpool of broken love, and bringing herself into the state of being in the graduate school entrance examination is a good way to alleviate broken love. Fingers ran across the spine of the book, looking at the title of the book on it, and the whole person was surrounded by the word "postgraduate examination", which was exactly what she wanted.
Their dinner was also solved in a hurry, and when the library broadcast the closing announcement, Zhuo Rurong left with the dozen books she was rummaging through. This is still Sun Jiao's constant reminder that the amount of borrowing for undergraduates is limited, and after taking too much at one time, they will not have to borrow, which made Zhuo Rurong let go of her heart to continue searching.
The learning atmosphere in the dormitory was very strong, and Lin Tian and Wen Jing were reading books, occasionally discussing a sentence or two. After Sun Jiao and Zhuo Rurong came back, they also spoke softly, so as not to disturb their review.
It wasn't until she climbed into bed that Lin Tian remembered what she had forgotten, and she only thought about whether someone was controlling them, and forgot Tian Lin's words. Did Tian Lin like her, is it the kind of love between girls and girls in the novel?
But now it's too late to think, Tian Lin, who used to sleep all day, has come out of the mirror. She held Lin Tian's hand and said with a little panic: "I really want to have a terrible dream." â